Rebirth: Bringing the System to Find a Husband

Chapter 235

Kotori Aiko's face was hidden under the steaming steam of Kanto cooking. She said calmly: "Some things, no matter how hard we try, we cannot escape the fateful ending. I don't believe in fate, but I have to believe in it."

Long Yi quietly listened to her talk, and only occasionally ate oden.

Little Bird Aiko looked at the blue sky, and said calmly: "This morning, just after waking up, I wanted to eat oden crazily, and I almost bit off my tongue thinking about it."

Long Yi smiled, he seemed to think that such a little bird Aiko was very cute.

Xiaoniao Aiko just smiled, and didn't notice that the person she liked beside her actually smiled, she said to herself: "Suddenly I remembered that I was like this when I was a child, my mouth was so greedy, and I would always think about it if I wanted to buy something to eat. Ah, I don’t have money at home, so I shouldn’t have bought it, and then I acted like I have no desires. Others see it, and they are very satisfied. They always feel that I am a sister, I am a girl, and it’s nothing to be wronged. But, to be reasonable, I was only in my teens at that time, how did their own children treat him when they were in their teens? Then why do those people ask me to stand with them from the very beginning? The opposite of grown-up equality—be like a grown-up. Hmm...it requires me to be as smart as a grown-up, and then I learn how grown-ups don't care and don't depend on me, and then I start to think that I'm not cute at all, not as cute as other girls, no Sorry, no one told me to act like a baby since I was a child, so I had to be independent. Laugh.”

She tried to show a smile, but in the end she still had a slumped face and said very apologetically, "I'm sorry, I can't laugh."

Long Yi comforted: "It's okay, don't laugh if you don't want to laugh, don't force yourself."

Xiaoniao Aiko nodded, but said: "You are so kind, you are the first person to say that. People before me thought I was too indifferent and always forced me to laugh."

"You have your own life." Long Yi couldn't say much comforting words, he could only say this.

"Ah, life." Xiaoniao Aiko sighed, "It's really God's will."

Xiaotiao Aiko's expression was full of frustration: "Sakagaki-kun, in fact, I never thought about getting married at the beginning. I was born in such a family, which caused me to be full of distrust for marriage. So, I don't just I thought about it once, if I have never been married, then when someone asks me why I have been so rebellious, why I have never been married, always cynical, superior, and my defense is ridiculously high, then I will answer, because I have not learned that girls "should" "You will be gentle and small. I am me. I resist the approach of pious people and deny the so-called "blood relationship" between relatives."

Speaking of this, she smiled triumphantly: "Hey, this alone is enough to piss them off."

She quickly restrained her smile, and said: "However, man is not as good as God, I have thought about many kinds of futures, and I have thought about today's future, but I never thought that this day would come so soon. "

Long Yi knew from the previous conversation that his comfort was nothing to her, he'd better listen to her complaint quietly.

Sure enough, Xiaotiao Aiko didn't need anyone to comfort her, she just wanted to tell him all the pain she had suffered since she was born.

She doesn't need a response from him.

Her business has nothing to do with him, she just wants to find someone to listen to her complaints.

"When he invited people to dinner when he was young, he seldom took me with him, because he always felt that I was ashamed of him. Now that I grow up, I don't want to see him, because he is ashamed of me. Hahaha, when I think about it, I really care about pennies and pennies." Woolen cloth."

When she said this, she laughed hahaha, vaguely showing her usual cheerful and bright appearance.

She said a little sadly: "He invites people to dinner and asks everyone's opinions. Except for me, he will never know what I want and what I don't want. He doesn't know my likes and dislikes, so I don't care. Anyway, I decided to give up. What I couldn’t get when I was a child, I want it very much when I grow up. The spiritual poverty is terrible. Fortunately, I know what I want. I decided from then on, when I grow up, I want to eat What, decide for yourself. What you do is also up to you to decide, but it seems. I seem to be too naive."

She forced a smile again: "Oh my, no, let's not talk about these unpleasant things. Well, speaking of it, I just want to eat oden, the super worthless, greedy and drooling kind. By the way, I posted it. Sorry for whining. Hahahaha."

"It doesn't matter." Long Yi looked at her and said again, "If you need, I can help you."

"How can you help me?" She smiled reluctantly, "You shouldn't help me, and I shouldn't say these things. Sakagaki-kun, you are really a very good person. I am selfish, lazy, and stupid. I am useless, I only have this bit of stubbornness and self-esteem, but when I pass by, I put down my only pride and ask you for help. I really can’t do it. Your life is getting worse and worse, I like you, what qualifications do I have to say that I like you."

"..." Long Yi was silent.

Kotori Aiko and him walked straight down to the street, and Kotori Aiko bowed: "Thank you, Sakagaki-kun, I am very happy today."

Long Yi looked at her, his eyes fell on the wall behind her, he asked: "Can I not leave."

Aiko Kotori shook her head at him with a smile, her long black hair swayed gracefully in the air, she was extremely gentle at this time, very much like the Yamato Nadeko-like woman that Japanese traditional men like.

She had to go.

For a moment, Long Yi wanted her to stay, but he couldn't say it out. He wanted to ask again if she could stay with him. For the first time in so many years, he wanted a woman to accompany him. However, he really couldn't ask.

So, he leaned against the wall, watching the little bird Aiko leave without looking back, suddenly, he wanted to smoke.

Although he never smoked.

So the scene that was frozen in his memory was that she turned her back to him and disappeared at the corner of the street.

Never looking back.

No nostalgia.

-

The screen disappears and subtitles appear.

(for many years

You've been hiding in my wounds

I let go of the world
but never let you go

my life

let you say goodbye
worldly affairs

Except life and death
which one is not idle
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When I closed the book, I thought of Aiko Kotori, I thought, I was thinking of Yuko Shimizu.

Teenagers are always engraved with their hearts when they are young. People like me who are self-consciously ruthless and desireless will inevitably have a moment of heartbeat and someone they like in their life.

I never remember, I just need to remember how to kill a person as quickly as possible.

My father once said that he once thought that I was a born killer because I was born with very low emotions.

(End of this chapter)