Rebirth: Bringing the System to Find a Husband

Chapter 236 I Am A Killer Without Feelings

For a killer, the most taboo thing is emotion.

I deeply agree.

I only remember two people in my life, Yuko Shimizu and Aiko Kotori.

I am at a loss in this life, and we will see each other indefinitely, but I hope to be safe. )
The screen is broken.

Nie Shuangyan was confused. This is wrong. Shouldn't there be expectations for the future?How is this going.

She panicked inwardly, but on the surface she was calm, she couldn't let others see that something was wrong.

As soon as Long woke up, he was thinking about himself falling into a coma. He is an emotional killer who is extremely guarded against others. How could he fall asleep under such circumstances? There must be some reason behind it.

Nie Shuangyan planned to muddle through.

But Long Yi said: "If you want to know anything, you can ask me."

Then he thought about it again, and said, "Speak everything you know, and talk endlessly."

The subtext is to stop taking medicine on him.

Nie Shuangyan didn't have any bad intentions. Even what happened just now was because of the Eight Treasures Bitter Vase. She just dealt with it after hearing this.

Nie Shuangyan was silent for a while, and then said: "Do you know the shogunate near Nansen Town, Osaka?"

"Of course I know, my home is nearby." The Long family is in Osaka, so they naturally know this.

"Then you know that a family died there recently?"

Long nodded.

Nie Shuangyan said: "I'm going there, you accompany me."

Long Yi responded: "Okay."

Seeing that he agreed so readily, Nie Shuangyan was silent for a while, and said, "It's very dangerous there, not as safe as you imagined."

Long Yi calmly said: "Accepting the mission and completing the mission is the killer's rule, there is no excuse."

"Okay." Nie Shuangyan smiled and said, "Shall we go now? I still need to give you some time to prepare."

Long Yiyi: "Give me half an hour, see you here in half an hour."

"it is good."

As soon as Long saw that she agreed, he went out.

Nie Shuangyan touched the newly lit gemstone on the bracelet. So far, six gemstones have been lit up. She only needs to light up the last two gemstones to complete the task.

She thought about the words that echoed in her mind.

——Five Aggregates Fiery Suffering, also known as Five Aggregates Fiery Suffering.It is one of the eight sufferings.

It refers to the fact that each person has five yins and all kinds of suffering are intense. It also refers to the suffering of the five aggregates with outflows.For example, birth, old age, illness, death, sorrow and sorrow, meetings of resentment and resentment, separation from love and affection, not being able to have what you want, etc., the first seven sufferings all arise from this.

The color and yin are flaming, the four elements are out of tune, and there is suffering from disease.

Receiving yin is blazing, accepting separation, turning all sufferings to the extreme.

Thinking about yin is blazing, thinking about pursuing each other, but there is love and parting, resentment and hatred meet, and the suffering of not getting what you want.

The blazing yin of the line creates all kinds of karma, and it is the cause of the reward later, and because of the flow, it keeps moving, and there is the pain of old age.

Consciousness yin is flaming, delusion creates karma, and the three generations circulate, and there is the suffering of birth and death.

The Five Aggregates include form aggregate, feeling aggregate, perception aggregate, formation aggregate, and consciousness aggregate.

——that is, wanting everything, wanting everything, even if you get it or can't get it, you always feel pain.

This is the burning suffering of the five aggregates.

——Long Yi seems to have no desires and needs, but in fact, he has longed for affection since he was a child but couldn't get it.

He wanted family affection, but his parents only wanted a perfect killer, not an obedient and well-behaved son.

Disappointed again and again, he stared at the tree and flower petals outside the window, hypnotizing himself constantly, he had no feelings, would not feel emotions, would not feel sad and painful because of these things.

After repeating it over and over again, he froze all his feelings.

Become a cold killer.

When he grew up, he met the two most important women in his life, who represented his love.

He loves Yuko Shimizu, and Yuko Shimizu loves him too, but to Yuko Shimizu, love is just a condiment, it's good to have it, and it's no big deal if it isn't.

Shimizu Yuko is a very powerful woman.

Therefore, Yuko Shimizu chose to marry the Italian Mafia to stabilize her position in the Shimizu family.

He likes Xiaoniao Aiko, and the time with Xiaoniao Aiko is a rare and happy time without calculation in his life.

He gave his love away, so all he could give another woman was liking.But he is such a long-lasting person, even if he likes it, it is comparable to the deep love of others.

It can be said that he loves Xiaotiao Aiko deeply in another way, and respects all choices of Xiaotiao Aiko.

Xiaoniao Aiko is stubborn and independent, but he does not have the courage to escape from his native family, nor does he trust him.

She loved him so much and couldn't bear for him to be in danger. That's why they separated.

Because of this, Long Yi was disappointed with the people in the world.

From then on, he no longer gave affection.

——Emotions have since become a luxury product for Long Yi.

Perhaps, for Long Yi, no emotion, self-hypnosis, and numb life can barely survive.

However, it is precisely because he is rich in emotions, has strong empathy, and can empathize with most of the feelings in the world that he can hypnotize himself.

His five aggregates are too hot, if he doesn't hypnotize himself.

Then he can't survive.

If he hypnotizes himself, he will only become a cold killing machine.

No fear, no despair, no sadness.

——This is another kind of burning pain of the five aggregates.

Nie Shuangyan sighed, she finally understood, she said to herself: "It's strange that he has to be like others, and has a longing for the future. He has long chosen to keep his feelings in dust, so how could he yearn for the future."

One of the functions of Butterfly Dream Tears is to allow people to get what they want most in their dreams and live the life they want most.

If Long Yi chooses to lose his dusty feelings, then he will not be happy with things or sad with himself, so he will not have more expectations for the future, nor will he have too many memories of the past. Everything is nothing to him. Meaningless, he lives just because he lives.

It can be said that he is a walking dead.

How can a walking dead have any expectations for the future.

Nie Shuangyan clicked his tongue, feeling that Long Yi was really a bit of a pity, Long Yi had a good appearance, if instead of his parents at the stall, he lived in an ordinary household, he might have lived a happy and ordinary life instead of being tossed like he is now Like a living dead.

Nie Shuangyan rubbed the flesh she had gained from eating too much and gaining weight during this period, and she patted her forehead slightly, unwilling to think about it.

Really, whether other people are good or bad has nothing to do with her.

She might be a pushover, wanting to get involved everywhere.

If she hadn't been certain that she was not some kind of Madonna of the White Lotus, she might have been filled with compassion and wanted to do something for Long Yi.

She sighed, took a sip of her tea, and then lowered her head to play with her phone.

Her fingers sliding on the screen paused. If she remembers correctly, all she has to do now is to find two people related to her to collect the remaining two kinds of bitterness. Then, about the eight bitterness vases. That's it.

(End of this chapter)