Gentle President: Doting on Xiao Qingmei with Facial Paralysis

Chapter 295 Short Story
【296】short story

unforgettable memories
Yan Liya Angelrier/Contribution
"I would love you with my life"

This is a sentence in the first and only love letter Xiao Se wrote to me.

I know this sentence is not original to him, but every time I think of it, I still sigh.

When I met Xiao Se, it was when I was 15 years old, the most beautiful age, the most nasty and brilliant time.

He was my first love.At least in my heart I have been telling myself so.

At that time, I was in the first grade of junior high school.With a long ponytail, black hair, black eyes, and a sweet smile on his face.People who meet me for the first time will definitely think that I am quiet and not talkative.However, Tutu later said that she was severely deceived by my appearance.In fact, I am a female neuropathy who plays crazy and out of control.So, Ah Chu, Tutu, and Brother Wei agreed unanimously, and gave me a sparkling nickname-"Nervous Datiao".

The three of them are best friends who grew up with me.

I remember that summer, it was very hot.After finally waiting for the summer vacation, the few of us agreed to go out and go crazy.But under the persecution of my mother, I signed up for a cram school.Because my physics is really bad. In the words of my mother, if Newton sees you, he doesn't want the apple to fall.I looked at my mother's sharp eyes with contempt, and quietly closed the door and went back to my room.Immediately took out his mobile phone and sent a text message to the three of them, "The situation has changed, see you at the old place."

"Ah, no way." Brother Wei opened his mouth wide, as if he could swallow a lion.

"I don't want it, I don't want it, I don't want it! I don't want to go to cram school!" Tutu shook his head and shouted.

And Ah Chu lowered his head and texted sweetly with his new boyfriend, so he didn't have time to participate in our topic.

"You're talking, Xiu Enai is divided quickly!" Brother Wei growled shaking Ah Chu's arm.

"Oh, what's wrong with going to cram school, maybe we can meet our Prince Charming~" I said to them with a nympho look on my face.

"Yes, yes, just go to cram school. I can also ask him to go with me, haha" Ah Chu smiled and his eyes narrowed.

Finally, they still couldn't stand my soft and hard foam, and we entered the cram school together.There were a lot of people in the classroom, and the weather was very hot and stuffy. We found a seat by the window and sat down.

"Why can't you even see a handsome guy?" I stood up and stretched.

"Look, you shouldn't have come, you should regret it," Tutu said pouted.

At this time, my eyes had fallen on him, and my eyes were fixed on him.He was wearing a white T-shirt, dark jeans, and white running shoes.He was talking and laughing with the people around him. He had a nice smile, the corners of his mouth were raised just right, his eyes seemed to be telling stories, and his wheat-colored complexion made him even more charming. "How can there be such a delicate person." I thought to myself, I stared at him intently, motionless.I even had the illusion that he was looking at me from the corner of my eye.

"Hey, what are you looking at?" Ah Chu patted me.

I grabbed Ah Chu's hand excitedly, "Look at him, look at him! He's so handsome!" I felt like I was a big nympho at that time.

Ah Chu followed my gaze, "Oh, he, he is also the number one student bully in our school, haven't you seen him?"

"Ah? He's from our school too, why didn't I pay attention to it?" God knows how happy I was at that time, I almost jumped up.

"You like him, I'll tell him for you." Brother Wei smiled and was about to speak, but I quickly covered her mouth with my hand, "No, don't say it, don't say it!"

"Then why are you blushing?"

"Ah! No!" I yelled frantically.

Everyone looked at me in unison, I quickly sat down and lowered my head and pretended to read a book.The three of them were already laughing.

Did he see me going crazy just now, what to do, what to do, I can't wait to find a crack in the ground and get in.

get out of class was finally over, and I pinched brother Wei's hand the whole class, afraid that she would accidentally say something out of her big mouth.It is conceivable that I didn't listen to anything in this class, and I didn't even know whether the teacher was male or female.

I got up to pack my schoolbag, Wei Ge suddenly ran over to stop him, pointed at me and said, "Hey, she likes you." He looked into my eyes, and just like that, we looked at each other. After 1.09 seconds, I reacted, grabbed my schoolbag and rushed downstairs.

"Her name is Xiao Chun! Xiao Chun!" They laughed and ran downstairs.

I grabbed my schoolbag and ran all the way, and they caught up, "What are you running, are we helping you?"

I covered my face and cried, "I hate you guys."

They laughed and danced along the way, as if they finally sold me

.

In fact, in my impression, I once found a boyfriend, but I always thought that was not counted.He is good looking.Many girls like him, and he will not refuse.But in a few days, I will break up with those girls.I am so disgusted with this kind of person.One day he gave me a love letter, saying that he wanted me to be his girlfriend. I agreed without even thinking about it, and then turned around and threw the love letter into the trash can without even reading it.Although he comes to our class to look for me every day, although he treats me very well, although he never said he would break up with me.But I still hate him.Two weeks later, I went to see him, and that day his face was covered with bruises.I didn't care so much and broke up with him.He also agreed and never came to see me again.This is considered to be revenge for the vast number of female compatriots who were hurt by him.The heroism in my heart was greatly satisfied.Indescribable pride and pride.

From that day on, I went to cram school every day without missing a single class, even if I had a high fever.My mother was so excited that I finally knew how to study hard.In fact, the little Jiujiu in my heart is only known to me.Also, I can sit by the window every day.He is in front of me on the left.Although I am still embarrassed to talk to him, it is good to see him every day.

One day, I went to the classroom and found that he was sitting at the desk behind me.My heart was pounding.

"Student, can I borrow a pen?" He patted me on the shoulder.I quickly took out a pen from my bag and put it on his desk.She didn't even look at him, to be precise, she didn't dare to look at him.I feel my palms are sweating.

After class, he put the pen on my desk and said "thank you" softly.Then he left with his schoolbag, basketball and his friends.

That was the first time he spoke to me.

Ah Chu told me his name was Xiao Se and he was in the same school as me.

The summer vacation is finally over, and I think this is the summer vacation I'm most eager to get back to school as soon as possible.

On the day I returned to school, I saw him across the road, and Brother Wei yelled, "Damn! He has a girlfriend."He was carrying luggage in one hand, and tightly holding a girl's hand in the other.They laughed so happily.

Looking at them, my heart seemed to stop beating for an instant.Tutu put one arm around my shoulder, "Oh, it's okay, Chun is so gentle, beautiful and considerate, it's his loss if he loses you." "What, I didn't say I like him, it's none of my business." I smiled and shrugged, "Let's go!" I took them to the campus.

After that day, I never mentioned that person again.I thought maybe he was just a passer-by in my life.Like a bubble, it's beautiful in the sun, but it bursts when you touch it.

In the third year of junior high school, I cut my hair short.Although I am very reluctant to follow my long hair for 17 years, but at that brilliant age, it seems that every decision is correct.Even if we know it is wrong, we are willing to bear it.Because in our immature hearts, we always think that youth is used to be crazy.

Time evaporated really fast, and it was the day of the high school entrance examination in a blink of an eye.

On that day, the school uniformly organized the physical examination.Tutu and I were assigned to the next morning.

It was a sunny morning.

"It was still raining the day before, and I was still worried, but today it was sunny. We are so lucky." Looking at the clear sky, Tutu opened his arms and narrowed his eyes.

"That's right, I don't want to see who is taking the test!" I raised my head and put my hands on my hips.I must have deserved a beating for my awesome look at the time.

"Fuck you." Tutu smiled and pushed me.

Then we played slapstick unscrupulously on the playground.Completely disregarding the eyes of other students around.What is nervous or afraid has no concept in our minds.It seems that unscrupulous laughter is exclusive to our age.

As expected, we all got full marks.I stood under the grade board and looked at our grades.

"The hard work of this month has not been in vain." Tutu hugged me happily and circled around.

"Student, do you still have yesterday's grades?" Suddenly, a boy with a white T-shirt and a handsome face asked me, "Can you show me my grades?"

My God, how could there be a boy with such exquisite facial features.I stared at him and couldn't seem to hear anything.

"classmate?"

"Oh, yesterday's is gone." Tutu pinched my arm fiercely, I recovered and said blankly.

After all this time, he is still the same.Wheat-colored skin, single eyelids, eyes seem to tell you stories, as long as you look at him, you will be attracted by his stories.The curvature of the corner of the mouth is still so beautiful.

I thought he seemed to be disappearing from my memory, but when he suddenly appeared, it was like pulling out something deep in my memory.It turns out that I have never forgotten him.

I turned my back to him, picked up my schoolbag, and pulled Tutu out of the playground.

I could feel how fast my heart was beating, but I never looked back at him.

After the college entrance examination, I stayed at home with my computer every day.Play games day and night.

Suddenly, my phone screen lit up.There is a short message.

"What are you doing?"

I wondered in my heart, there is no number stored in the phone, who is it?

"Sorry, I don't know who you are?"

"I am Xiao Se."

Xiao Se... Xiao Se, such a familiar name.It's him!I put down my computer and grabbed my phone.God knows how excited I was, I almost cried out.

"Sorry, I don't know you." I took a deep breath and sent him these seven words with shaking hands.

I'm still a relatively vengeful person.Why did you ignore me at the beginning? I thought arrogantly, this lady is not someone you can contact if you want.

I stared at the screen of the mobile phone, I must not not answer.I prayed in my heart.

In Brother Wei's words, a bitch is hypocritical.

"Don't stay at home all the time, come out for morning exercises at 7 o'clock tomorrow morning, and I will wait for you in the park." He returned this sentence.

If you let me go out, just go out.Although I thought so in my heart, I got up early the next morning to freshen up.What should I wear?skirt?Sportswear?After changing 7 sets of clothes in front of the mirror, I finally wore a pair of vertical striped light-colored overalls, a white T-shirt and a pair of blue canvas shoes.

I saw him standing at the gate of the park from afar. He was also wearing a white T-shirt, which was the same as mine.My God, why is it such a coincidence to hit the shirt!Wouldn't it be like I secretly bought the same one as me?Thinking of this, I secretly squinted and smiled.Then I walked over pretending to be careless, and he said, "You're late." After he finished speaking, he grabbed my arm and started running. I wanted to shake him off, but I couldn't.In this way, he and I kept running and running, and the trees on the road flashed by my side, as if there were only the two of us left in the whole world.I can't remember how far we ran, how long it took, and finally stopped.

"I didn't see it, but I can run quite well." The corner of his mouth curved into a smile at 45 degrees.

"That's right, otherwise I would get a full score in the physical examination." I tried not to let myself be out of breath, and said while drinking water.

"Come on, let's go have breakfast." He got up and said to me.

Before I could answer, he grabbed my arm and walked forward.

"Why are you like this?" I shook off his hand, "Did I promise to go eat with you?"

Suddenly there was a grunt, and he smiled and narrowed his eyes.My unbelievable stomach was so embarrassing, I wished I could find a crack in the ground and get in.

"Go! You want to starve me to death." I yelled and took big steps forward.

We went to a nearby breakfast place, which is always so crowded.We finally found a vacant seat and sat down.Then I ordered the best noodle soup in that store. "How do you know that I like this store?" He kept silent, his eyes looked at the opposite side, and I looked in his direction. It was an elderly couple.They helped each other to sit down, and the grandfather kept holding on to the grandmother's hand tightly, as if he would disappear if he let go.Even though their hands were wrinkled, it was a beautiful scene.

I was fascinated by it.

"We will be like them in the future, okay?" He suddenly looked at me and said to me, his eyes were rippling, looking into my eyes, just like we looked at each other three years ago.

"What, are you crazy?" I said with a smile, deliberately lowered my head not to look at him, and continued to eat.

In this way, we would go out for a run almost every morning and have breakfast together.

Although we didn't say anything, we were together like this.No confession, no sweet words.

We are in this together.Seems like it was meant to be.

I believe in fate.

That morning, we sat on a rock to rest after our run.Suddenly, he said, "Close your eyes, close your eyes." I said, "What's the matter?"After a while, he said, "It can be opened." I frowned and looked at him strangely, "What happened just now?" He said, "There was a spider on the rock just now, and it was very close to you." I said with a smile "Then what's the matter?" He scratched his head, "I was afraid that you would be scared when you saw it, so I asked you to close your eyes and I took him away." After hearing this, I covered my stomach and laughed, "Fool, only you are afraid, I I'm not afraid."

After hearing this sentence, something flashed in his eyes, and he looked at me as if he saw a shooting star across the sky.I patted his head with a smile.He smiled and shook his head.Hold my hand tight.

At that time, I thought he was really cute and silly.

We are together almost every day.But this feeling is so familiar.

I nestled on the sofa at home, feeling that I hadn't contacted them for a long time because of Xiao Se, so I took out my mobile phone and called Ah Chu.

"Where did you die these days? Yes, let me tell you a secret, I'm with Xiao Se." I couldn't restrain my excitement.

"Really, that's great."

"Huh? Why don't you feel surprised?" Ah Chu's reaction was too calm.

"What's the matter, my family is so gentle, lovely and considerate. I'm afraid I can't find a boyfriend."

"That's~ haha, he ignored me before, didn't he finally return to my hands." I said proudly while eating watermelon, "Okay, let's not talk about it, we made an appointment to go to the movies. Hang up oh"

It happened to be raining that day, but I don't like umbrellas the most.

I looked at my watch and decided to run to the cinema.As soon as I went downstairs, I saw Xiao Se running from the opposite road, panting.He saw me, handed me the coat in his hand, and then opened the umbrella, "It's raining cold, wear more, you will catch a cold if you don't wear an umbrella. Let's go." "How do you know that I don't wear an umbrella?" .” I looked at him suspiciously. "I just wanted to come and pick you up." He said with a smile, and held my hand tightly.At that moment, my heart was warm.

That day we went to see "The Weird Incident of the School Girl" filmed by Zhao Yihuan.But I didn't feel how terrible it was.On the contrary, when I saw the words "I am willing to love you with my life" written on the back of the photo that the actor gave to the heroine at the end, I shed tears.I don't know why I'm crying, maybe it's because of that line, maybe it's because of that theme song.Anyway, I cried like hell.I turned to look at him, and there were tears in his eyes.I think we are the only two people in the whole movie theater who watch horror movies and cry.I was crying, and while wiping my tears, I said to him, "A big boy, watching a horror movie and crying. Don't be ashamed." He didn't speak, just stared at the screen quietly, and held my hand tightly.

He took me downstairs to my house, and the street lights shone on our faces, and there were two bright smiles on our faces. "Come and help me clean up the house tomorrow, I'm moving." He said to me with a smile. "Where are you going?" I asked him, shaking his arm. "I'll tell you when you come tomorrow." He smiled mysteriously.

I was ready early the next morning.This is the first time I went to his house, but how can I remember the road so clearly.I scratched my head and thought, "Maybe he mentioned it to me."

He was waiting for me at the door, wearing the same white T-shirt as mine.But I saw that his house seemed to have been tidied up.There is only a sofa, a TV, and a guitar at home.Feeling empty.

"Where are you going to move?" I shook his head.

He looked at me and didn't speak.

He took me to sit down, and then went to the convenience store downstairs to buy my favorite snacks.We nestled on the sofa and watched TV together, and he played the guitar for me, playing my favorite "Laputa in the Sky".He sings to me.That was the first time I heard him sing.He sang so beautifully that I was fascinated by it with my eyes closed.It was as if nothing could be heard but his singing.However, his singing voice is so familiar.It seems like I've been listening to it for a long, long time.

In the evening I got up and went home.He handed me a white diary and said, "I'll read it when I get home."

"So mysterious." I smiled and shook the diary in my hand.

He suddenly squeezed my hand and hugged me.

I smiled and patted his head, "What are you doing, idiot, I won't disappear."

He hugged me tighter.

I don't know how long we hugged each other like this.

"It's getting late, I'm home." I smiled and waved the diary in my hand to him.

He was at the door watching me leave, farther and farther away.

I trotted all the way home, my heart pounding.

As soon as I got home, I went into my room and opened the white diary...

May 2008, 7 sunny
Learning in the first grade of junior high school is not as easy as imagined.It's finally the summer vacation, but my mother still wants me to enroll in cram school. I understand my mother's intentions.I understand the hard work she put in to bring me up by herself.So I agree.I will work hard and not let my mother down.

May 2008, 7 sunny
The weather is muggy and hot today, and some new students came to the cram school.Unexpectedly, she also came.She still wears a long ponytail, and her big eyes narrow into a slit when she smiles.Today she is wearing a white dress, so beautiful.Seeing her coming in, my first reaction was to get up from my seat and leave the window seat for her.That way, she shouldn't be hot sitting by the window.

Today we looked at each other for 1.09 seconds, I looked into her eyes, but couldn't say a word.Her friend is careless and always likes to joke.Today she even said that she likes me.how can that be possible.She is beautiful and popular.She hardly noticed me at school.

But looking into her eyes today, I am still very happy.

May 2008, 7 sunny
I go half an hour early every day to reserve a seat by the window for her.I sat right in front of her on the left so I could see her when I turned around.

Her cell phone ringtone is Sky City.

That melody is really nice.

May 2008, 7 sunny
She has been lying on the table today, as if she has a fever.I ran out after class and bought medicine for her, but I never had the nerve to give it to her.Really useless.

It hurts to see her suffering.

Rain on October 2008, 7
She didn't open an umbrella again today.She used to not use an umbrella every time it rained at school.

It would be great if I could hold an umbrella for her.

May 2008, 8 sunny
I haven't seen her since I finished the cram school.

I heard from her friends that she stays at home every day.

Holding the phone in my hand, I deleted and re-written the written information again and again.But he never dared to press the send button.

Finally, I closed my eyes and finally pressed the send button, "My name is Xiao Se, I like you."

I held the phone tightly and waited, my palms sweating.

After a few seconds, she came back, "My name is Xiao Chun, and I like you too."

My heart instantly rose to the sky.

We are together like this.

May 2008, 8 sunny
We went for a run every morning, had breakfast together, and did whatever she wanted to do together.

We saw an old couple at the breakfast shop today, their hands were tightly held together, he blew the rice cold for her, and then fed her mouthfuls, because her eyes could not see.It was a beautiful picture.Chun'er actually looked at it and cried.

I swear, I must be with Chuner forever.

May 2008, 8 sunny
The bugs I'm most afraid of are spiders.

I told her the secret, and she laughed for 10 minutes.

Still, I love seeing the way she smiles.

We also bought couples t-shirts.

At this time, a photo fell out of the diary. It was a photo of us together. I was wearing the same white T-shirt and I was wearing a long ponytail.

I flipped through Xiao Se's diary quickly, and familiar scenes flashed in my mind.The tears kept streaming down.

May 2010, 8 sunny
Today is our two year anniversary together.

I personally made a cake for her.

We ate cake, I played the guitar for her, we sang together.We laughed unscrupulously.

Chun'er, thank you for being with me.

Nice to have you.

My tears fell on the diary, soaking the page.

May 2010, 9 sunny
School starts today, my sister came to school to look for me, Chuner and the others came across the road.She looked at me and suddenly a car came out of the middle of the road.I rushed over to push her away, but it was still a step too late.She fell to the ground.

Tutu and I sent Chun'er to the hospital.The doctor said he had hurt his head and had a slight concussion.

I squatted in the corner of the hospital.I've never cried so heartbreakingly.

I could only secretly watch her through the crack of the door while her parents were out.

She was lying on the hospital bed, quietly closing her eyes.

Like a pure white flower.

"Chun'er, wake up quickly! Wake up quickly, okay?"

"I'll sing for you and play the guitar for you"

My throat seemed to be blocked, but I couldn't speak.Only tears kept falling.

How I wished it was me who fell to the ground at that moment.

May 2010, 9 sunny
I am left alone.

After Chun'er woke up, she didn't remember me, we were together, and everything that happened to us.

The doctor said it was a temporary memory loss due to stimulation.

Today her parents came to look for me and wouldn't let me look for her again.I called her name like crazy, but her eyes were still so strange.

She forgot about us, forgot about this relationship.

This memory that I don't even have a memory has passed.

May 2011, 5 sunny
She cut her hair short.Still so cute.

I went to see him today and he said he likes Chun'er.

We wrestle together.

"She's mine!" I yelled heartbreakingly.

Finally he agreed to leave Chun'er.

I wiped the blood from the corner of my mouth and smiled.I do not regret.

Although I can't be with her,
Although I can only look at her silently.

But I can never allow anyone to hurt her.

Rain on October 2011, 6
Today, my mother said that my father would take me to the United States to study.

There were tears in mother's eyes.

She raised me alone after she divorced my dad.She gave everything for me.

Now she's giving me up for me.

I know I don't have a choice.

May 2011, 8 sunny
纯儿
If you remember,

This is our third anniversary together.

This is the only way Weige Tutuachu and I have discussed.

This is my last chance.

When you finish reading this diary, I'm gone.

I didn't expect that you didn't leave any memories that belonged to us in the end.

I don't want everything to just disappear.

Three years of life, but it seems to have lived a lifetime.

The only thing I feel lucky is to meet you.

I know these memories can't go back.

But it will always be in my heart.

if you can remember,
Please remember,
I am willing to love you with my life.

Bleak
I cried and frantically found the white T-shirt. In the pocket of that dress, there was a red folded heart.

I unfolded it carefully, "I am willing to love you with my life."

I'll be here waiting for you,
It's like you're waiting for me.

At that most beautiful age, the most nasty and brilliant years.

"Give it to you."

"what?"

"There's a secret of mine hidden here."

"I'll keep it safe for you."

(End of this chapter)