fall in love with the best

Chapter 132 The Real Conductor
"What are you thinking?" Feeling Xia Tian's wandering eyes, Joe stepped forward and asked with concern,

"Ah," Xia Tian came back to his senses, raised his head and looked at him, his tall body bowed slightly, matching her height.

His moist and hot breath spread to her little face without makeup, and the surrounding air was mixed with an ambiguous smell. Xia Tian was a little nervous, and her pink cheeks became even more rosy.

He was so close to her, Joe couldn't help raising his hand, and gently stroked her flushed face, his blue eyes were full of affection, and his gentleness was about to melt her.

Xia Tian was at a loss and closed her eyes to escape this sudden situation. She really didn't know how to deal with it. . .

Suddenly, the warm touch on the lips made Xia Tian suddenly open his eyes, and Joe was... kissing her...
Thinking of this fact, Xia Tian's brain "boomed", and suddenly went blank, with her hands facing out, she didn't know where to put it, her heart beat unprecedentedly fast, which made her a little flustered.

For so many years, he has never kissed her lips, never, the most intimate action before was to kiss her forehead, that's all.

But now, he was kissing her, his warm lips covered her icy cold lips, a soft feeling spread in Xia Tian's heart.

It seems that he is not so repulsive to him. At least, she didn't feel disgusted when he kissed her. Maybe, if this goes on, she can accept him slowly. . .

Soon, Joe was not reconciled to this superficial kiss, and stuck out the tip of his tongue, trying to guide her slowly, but she seemed to clenched her teeth tightly and would not let go.

"Xia Tian, ​​be good, baby, open your mouth," he was not very calm, and urged anxiously.

"Ah?" Xia Tian looked up in confusion to look at him, and just as she opened her mouth, Joe stuck the tip of his tongue into her mouth, trying to create a storm.

However, just when he was trying to entangle with her tongue, Xia Tian pushed him away violently, and retreated back by himself, gasping for breath.

"What's the matter, Xia Tian?" Joe tried to make his voice sound calmer, but there was still a bit of hurt in his frown.

"No, it's nothing." Xia Tian didn't dare to look up at him, but he hesitated to speak after his breath returned to normal.

"Why?" Joe raised his head and asked irresistibly.

"What?" Xia Tian was a little confused by his sudden anger, and looked at him blankly.

"Xiamen, how long will it take before you accept me?" After evading for a long time, Joe finally asked.

Xia Tian raised his head in astonishment, is this his real heartfelt voice?
Then all the words before were not his sincere words at all, at best they were just to reassure her.

His heart suddenly hurt like a needle prick. He was not as magnanimous and free and easy as he imagined, but what qualifications did he have to ask him to be magnanimous and free and easy to himself. . .

There was a mocking smile on the corner of his mouth, Xia Tian suddenly felt sad for himself, it turned out that people are all selfish, including this man in front of him who looks as gentle as the wind.

"Joe." I don't know how long the silence lasted, but Xia Tian still said tremblingly, "You have always said that you respect my choice and support all my decisions, but your words today completely exposed your thoughts, Joe ,You make me so disappointed,"

"I'm sorry, Joe, I can only say that it was really difficult for me to fall in love with you all of a sudden. In fact, over the years, it's not that I haven't thought about accepting you, it's not that I haven't thought about making do with you, it's not that I haven't thought about making do with you, Just because I don't want to hurt you, so I escape again and again,"

"If I can't give you a complete me, I would rather live in my own world, and then the years will be good, and I will grow old slowly..."

Xia Tian spoke lightly, with a soft tone like the wind, warmly caressing people's hearts, but the content of the words did not make people feel the slightest warmth, Joe just listened quietly, without saying a word.

Joe lowered his head and fell into deep thought. What happened to him? Since early in the morning, he has been very irrational and has become a little different from himself. . .

Inexplicable jealousy, inexplicable suspicion, inexplicable anger, inexplicable insincere words, everything is inexplicable, even he himself can't tell what happened.

In fact, he respects her. For so many years, if he didn't really care about her feelings, how could he be willing to wait for her obsessively...
Even if he knew that she might never fall in love with him for the rest of her life, so what, he was just not reconciled, he was willing to wait, and he also stubbornly believed that he could still afford to wait. . .

However, the current situation seems to be developing in the opposite direction. Xia Tian seems to have misunderstood him. Does that mean that the distance between them is about to drift away...
like.From returning to BJ, from meeting Shangguan Ziyuan again, everything has changed. He has become sensitive and suspicious, and can easily hurt her.

The atmosphere in the corridor became very depressing.Both of them were silent, and everything around them was so quiet that their breathing became heavy.

"Daddy, Mommy," suddenly, a crisp child's voice broke the atmosphere, Ken came out of the room, walked towards them with a smile, out of tune with the oppressive air in front of him.

As expected of a gifted young man with extraordinary IQ, Ken sensed the strange aura around him just by looking at him. The smile on Ken's face froze, and he raised his head blankly, "What's wrong with you?"

Ken frowned, worry was written on his immature face, and he looked anxiously at the two people who bowed their heads and said nothing.

"What's going on, Daddy." Seeing that no one was paying attention, the little guy changed his strategy and turned to look at his father, the man who was always calm and calm when he was in trouble.

"It's okay." After sorting out his emotions, Joe looked at his son calmly. He didn't want his son to see his loss.

Since he was a child, his precious son has inherited all his advantages, such as intelligence, appearance, etc., and has shown a high IQ beyond ordinary people at a young age.So, if he hadn't worked hard to sort out his emotions, that little guy would definitely break the casserole and ask the end.

"It's okay?" Ken raised his eyebrows, with a look of disbelief, "Daddy, what happened to you and Mommy? Only ghosts believe it's okay."

From the corner of Ken's eyes, he glanced at the silent woman beside him. There was no slight change on her delicate face, she just leaned quietly against the wall, looking weak.

"Okay, Ken, it's really okay, you go to eat first, Daddy and Mommy will be there later." Joe walked forward, gently smoothed the little guy's hair, and coaxed in a low voice.

"Not good," the little guy refused as expected, with determination in his clear eyes.

"Ken," Joe suddenly didn't know how to persuade him.

"Daddy, I've been waiting for you for so long, why did I suddenly let me eat alone first, what about you? Where's Mommy? Why don't we go together?" His thinking was clear and his words were articulate, so Joe didn't know how to answer.

"I..." Joe hesitated.

"Okay, Daddy, you had a fight with Mummy, right?" The little guy said neatly like an adult, "Daddy, why did you hide it from me? I can see it. You don't have to hide it from me. I don't want to know why we quarreled, but I want to say that even if we quarrel, we are still a family and we still have to eat together."

His words were pure without a single trace of impurity, and every word and every word was transmitted to the silent ears of the two.

Xia Tian was suddenly touched, family... family... what a warm word.

The eye sockets became moist, and there was a feeling of tears in Xia Tian's eyes. It turned out that they were still a family in the eyes of the child, a happy family. . .

Xia Tian raised her head, and her gaze was fixed on the five-year-old boy, "Ken," her voice was like a feather, so light that it could be blown away by a gust of wind.

However, Ken still heard it clearly, his eyes shone brightly for a second, and he looked straight at Xia Tian, ​​"Mommy," his voice was full of excitement.

Trying to raise a forced smile, Xia Tian gently waved, "Ken, let's go eat together."

"Yeah." The little guy nodded heavily, and walked over to hold Xia Tian's hand, holding her icy hand carefully with his small palm.

Xia Tian looked down at the little guy's series of movements, but did not speak, his heart was tightly surrounded by warmth.

"Let's go." She smiled reluctantly, but she was still so charming. While speaking, she had already raised her front foot.

"Wait a minute." The little guy's voice sounded from behind, and he was gently pulled back by the hand he was holding.

Xia Tian turned around, his face was full of doubts, but he didn't speak.

"Daddy," Ken called to his father, waving his free hand, "come here, let's go eat together."

After only a second of hesitation, Joe walked forward, held Ken's free little hand, and walked on Ken's side with Xia Tian, ​​left and right.

"Let's go, let's go eat as a family." Ken raised his face and smiled brightly, looking at his daddy and then at his mommy, "I'm so happy."

He smiles wantonly and innocently, and the world seems to be warmed by his smile.

The two people beside them simultaneously clenched the little hand of the child in the middle. The fleshy little hand gave people a sense of stability at the moment, and the feeling of happiness flowed through the fingertips.

"Daddy, you are here,"

"Mommy, sit next to Daddy,"

"As for me, just sit aside." The little guy happily directed, looking serious like a real conductor.

"Okay, listen to my baby." Xia Tian sat down according to his words, but his eyes never looked at Joe who was close at hand.

"Okay." Joe smiled lightly, his eyes just quietly looking at Xia Tian who didn't plan to pay attention to him at all.

God knows, how much he wanted to say a word to her, everything would be fine, but he didn't have the courage. She must hate herself, otherwise, why didn't he even bother to look at it. . .

(End of this chapter)