fall in love with the best

Chapter 153 Struggling
"Drinking is not good for your health." She coldly snatched the empty glass from his hand, "Hurry up, heat up the food, and eat a little." She got up, turned coldly, and walked towards the dining table .

In fact, something warmed up in his eyes just now, Xia Tian's touch is self-evident, but she still looked at him with a calm face, she didn't want to give him too good a false impression, she didn't want him to sink deeper and deeper. . .

"Hiss" Joe sat up from the sofa, gasping for breath with a headache.

"What's wrong?" She turned around, her eyes full of worry.

Although she tried her best to be calm and calm, she still couldn't help but care.

"It's okay." He waved his hand lightly, "It's just that I drank too much just now, and my head hurts a bit." He rubbed his temples weakly with both hands, and he looked haggard.

"I've said it all, don't drink so much wine." Her voice was full of reproach, she turned around and poured a glass of water, and walked back to his side, "Here, drink some water."

He raised his head, although the world in front of him was a little dizzy, but her appearance was still clearly presented in front of his eyes.

"Thank you." Joe took the water glass and lowered his head, "Thank you for coming back to my side." His voice was very low, as if whispering.

"What?" Maybe his voice was so low that she didn't seem to hear clearly.

"Summer, do you know?" Joe raised his head suddenly, his blue eyes were as bright as the stars, "I couldn't eat or sleep all day. I'm afraid you will never come back. I am afraid that I will no longer have you by my side."

"Summer." He held her hand, "It's been five years, and I'm really used to it. There is a girl named Xia Tian in my life who brings me warmth like summer. I, I really can't accept losing you."

He looked at her, and the handsome seven-foot man actually had tears rolling in his eyes, which made Xia Tian's heart twitch fiercely.

"Idiot." She sat next to him, with indescribable emotions surging in her heart.

"No matter what, you shouldn't be so fragile. You still have Ken, such a smart and lovely child. He is the best gift God has given you. He is your pride."

Speaking of Ken, Xia Tian's face is full of pride, as if, talking about, is the pride of his own child.

"Even if you no longer have me by your side, you should be good for Ken." He met her eyes, and the distance between them was so close that they could feel each other's breath.

"Okay, okay." Xia Tian's words echoed in Joe's ears over and over again, and the corner of his mouth showed a mocking smile in the next second, so bitter.

"Xiamen, without you by my side, how could I be well?" His voice was neither loud nor small, and it seemed low and beautiful in this silent night.

"Joe." Xia Tian suddenly didn't know how to persuade him.

Obviously she never promised him anything, obviously they were never together, obviously she never loved him, but why, seeing him so sad, her heart hurts so much.
While thinking about it, Xia Tian felt herself fall into a warm embrace, Joe stretched out his long arms, and she was firmly held in his arms.

"What are you doing?" Xia Tian struggled to frown, trying to get up.

"Don't move, let me hold you for a while, okay?" He almost begged, making Xia Tian's heart suddenly soften, leaning against his arms, no longer struggling, like a docile kitten.

In the silent late night, the street lamps on the street gave off a dim light, and the whole city entered the quietest moment. In the room, he held her in his arms, like the most beautiful picture in the world.

"Summer." A warm voice came from the top of his head, his chin rested on her hair, because he was so relieved, he actually closed his eyes and enjoyed the moment of happiness.

"Huh?" She nestled in his arms, unable to move, and responded gently to him.

"Forget about him, how about we live like this for the rest of our lives?" His voice was very soft, with an air of uncertainty.

Obviously feeling the body that suddenly became stiff in his arms, Joe knew that maybe it would take five or ten more years before she would be willing to grow old with her, maybe, there are some things that really can't be rushed.

"By the way, Xia Tian." Seeing that she hadn't spoken for a long time, Joe called her again. The soft voice was like a spring breeze blowing through his heart, very comfortable.

"Yeah." Her little head rested on his shoulder, but her eyes were scattered and unfocused.

"By the way, Xia Tian." Seeing that she hadn't spoken for a long time, Joe called her again. The soft voice was like a spring breeze blowing through his heart, very comfortable.

"Yeah." Her little head rested on his shoulder, but her eyes were scattered and unfocused.

"I bought a house on the outskirts of the city. When we clean it up, we'll move there." He lovingly stroked her little head with a gentle tone.

"What?" Xia Tian's shock can be imagined.

She raised her head to look at him in astonishment, her eyes were first shocked and startled, and then turned into doubt, deep doubt, and a pair of big watery eyes looked straight at him.

Feeling her eyes, he lowered his head, his gentle gaze was about to overflow with water, "I said, I bought a house in the outskirts of the city, when we clean it up, we will move there."

"Us?" She was still in a dull state, looking up at him blankly.

"Yes, me and you, and Ken."

Such a warm word, like a warm family
"Because, I don't want you to have any possible accidents." His words came again, breaking Xia Tian's meditation.

"Accident?"

"Yes, just like last time, in the elevator, I don't want you to have a similar accident. Even if I'm not by your side, I still hope you are well."

The tears that had been endured for a long time finally slipped down quietly. It turned out that he cared more about himself than he had imagined, but the more he was like this, the more he made Xia Tian feel deeply sorry.

"What's wrong?" The long silence in his arms made Joe feel uneasy.

"No, nothing." Xia Tian got up as if nothing had happened.

"Are you still hungry?" With her back to him, she gently wiped away the tears from the corners of her eyes, not wanting him to see her crying.

"Not hungry." He replied softly, but his eyes stayed on the petite figure in front of him.

"Then go take a shower and go to sleep, it's late."

"What about you?" Joe was overly sensitive to her words, as if, in the next second, she would disappear without a trace.

Xia Tian suddenly wanted to laugh, she turned around, "Where else can I go, of course I go back to my room to sleep."

God knows how distressing she is now with tears in her smile. Perhaps, the strongest posture is to cover up tears with a smile.

"Okay." Even though he saw the tears in her eyes, the corner of his mouth still raised slightly the moment he looked at her.

"Then go to bed early when you go back, and stop thinking about it." He said sweetly.

"En." She nodded obediently, but she quickly flashed back to her room.

"Crack." The door was gently closed, and Xia Tian slid weakly behind the door. The whole night, she had pretended to be strong, but at this moment, she completely collapsed, and tears fell silently like broken beads.

"I don't want to hurt him, but what should I do?" She buried her head in her arms, looking helpless.

Perhaps, only those who have personally experienced it can deeply understand this feeling of entanglement and struggle.

In fact, she just wants to love someone well, and she just wants to grow old forever if she is not careful with someone. But, why, what is so simple in the eyes of others is so complicated in front of her. She didn't know what to do.

Obviously, she wanted to try to accept the man who suddenly broke into her life, even though she didn't love him, even though she didn't even know whether she would fall in love with him...

However, when she saw Shangguan Ziyuan and heard that they had misunderstood at all, even though she knew that it was impossible to go back to the past, her heart still throbbed, deeply throbbing.

So, what is she going to tell Joe?Do you want to tell him that you can stay by his side, but you will never fall in love with him? Wouldn't it be too unfair to him?

She really didn't want to make this gentle and jade-like man sad. . .

Xia Tian rubbed his hair irritably, got up and walked into the bathroom.

Luxuriously decorated bathrooms, beautiful crystal sliding doors, platinum shower heads, and exquisite wall lamps hanging on the walls are all so luxurious and noble.

However, at this time, Xia Tian seemed to be in no mood to appreciate all the beauty, so she turned on the hot water nozzle, and the warm water slowly left behind, flowing through her fair skin, relaxing Xia Tian's tense nerves a little. .

Coming out of the bathroom, Xia Tian was only wrapped in a bathrobe, and her graceful figure under the dim light made her even more stunning.

Xia Tian lay back on the bed weakly, and then turned off the lights, maybe, the dark world could make her more awake.

The night was already very deep, but she didn't feel sleepy at all, and she stared straight at the ceiling.

"Dinglingling" suddenly, the mobile phone next to the pillow sang cheerfully.

Xia Tian didn't even turn his head, and groped for the direction of the mobile phone by feeling.

is a text message.

Xia Tian skillfully opened it, and the blue screen blurred her face, causing her to unconsciously reveal a cold breath.

"summer..."

It was Shangguan Ziyuan. It was so late and he hadn't slept yet.

"Yeah." After much hesitation, she returned to him.

"I can not sleep."

"Ah."

"I miss you." The text message rang persistently.

In the next second, Xia Tian's eye sockets started to become warm again, and she even impulsively wanted to return him, "I miss you too, very much."

But, she didn't, she didn't want to have anything to do with someone who couldn't go back to the past.

It's just that even Xia Tian himself doesn't know why he feels that they are no longer possible. . .

(End of this chapter)