fall in love with the best

Chapter 197
"Well, at that time I wanted to operate on you immediately, but because the operation was too risky, I really didn't dare to joke about your life, and the doctor said that after three to five years, the blood clot might die on its own. Dispersed, that's why I gave up the operation, I didn't expect..." Shangguan Ziyuan lowered his head, like a child who has done something wrong.

His hand, holding her own, was soaked with sweat at the moment, and she knew that he must be very sorry.

"Ziyuan," Xia Tian wanted to withdraw her hand. To be honest, when she heard that all of this had an inseparable relationship with the man in front of her, her heart twitched fiercely. She didn't know how to treat him next.

"I'm sorry, Xia Tian, ​​it's all my fault." Before Xia Tian could speak again, Shangguan Ziyuan lowered his head and murmured. He knew that all the faults were his. If she really wanted to hate him, he had nothing to say explain.

Quiet, deathly quiet, Shangguan Ziyuan couldn't figure out what she was thinking at the moment, and the hand that held her trembled slightly.

"Ziyuan," Xia Tian could almost feel her lips trembling slightly when she spoke, she knew that even though she complained, she still didn't have the slightest hatred for him, because she knew that he loved her , because he was afraid of the terrible accident, he didn't dare to make fun of his own life, so there was no reason to blame him.

"Hmm." He looked up at her blankly, even though he didn't know what his fate would be, he tried his best to calm himself down, and then quietly listened to her.

"Ziyuan, I don't blame you." The four simple words contained Xia Tian's love for Shangguan Ziyuan that has never disappeared for so many years. It is so deep and touching.

"Really? Xia Tian, ​​thank you, thank you." Shangguan Ziyuan suddenly held her hand tightly, not wanting to let go for a moment.

"Fool," feeling the undisguised excitement of this man who has always kept his emotions hidden, Xia Tian suddenly felt like tears were streaming down his face, "I didn't intend to blame you, although I just heard you say When I started, I had a flash of resentment, but it was really just a moment, because, I know you are thinking of me, if it were me, in the situation where there are other ways , I don’t dare to gamble with my life casually, and besides, no one would have thought that this would happen.”

She held his hand instead, and spoke calmly, as if she was talking about something that had nothing to do with her.

"Xiamen," he was afraid of such a calm and calm Xia Tian. If she cries with him, quarrels with him, or loses his temper with him, he can try his best to coax her well. But now, such a sensible and rational Xia Tian makes him feel scared.

"Ziyuan, I've grown up. I'm no longer that kid who loves to cry, make noises and play tricks. Over the years, I've learned to distinguish between good and bad, true and false, and right and wrong. I never thought of harming me, never, so I can blame you or something, if I want to blame, I can only blame my own bad life."

Perhaps, in this world, only this woman named Xia Tian can easily see through his thoughts and see everything about him. Even if she can't see anything, she still understands his thoughts so well.

"Xiamen." He gently hugged her into his arms, because at that moment, Shangguan Ziyuan felt that all the words were so feeble, he just wanted to be quiet, to hold her in his arms quietly .

"Ziyuan, what I give you is the trust of closing your ears and covering your eyes, before, and in the future... also." She nestled in his arms and murmured.

"Yes, I know, I know everything." The strength in his arms increased slightly, and he held her tighter in his arms.

It would be good if the time could stay in this second quietly. At least, such a quiet atmosphere and such a caring feeling make two people who embrace each other feel infinite warmth.

"Xiamen," Shangguan Ziyuan finally plucked up the courage and called softly after an unknown amount of time had passed.

"Yeah." Even though he couldn't see anything, the corners of Xia Tian's mouth still rose slightly because of the familiar mint fragrance.

"Your eyes..." After thinking for so long, Shangguan Ziyuan still didn't know how to talk about the pain she didn't want to talk about the most.

The smile froze at the corner of her mouth, Xia Tian's heart suddenly twitched fiercely, and her expression turned cold instantly, "What do you want to say?" She gently pushed him away without showing a trace.

Mingming keeps reminding himself that this is a man who can let himself off all guards, but when this sensitive topic is mentioned, Xia Tian habitually lowers his tone.

"Xiamen," Shangguan Ziyuan was flustered and at a loss, leaning over to look at her, "Listen to me, Xia Tian, ​​no matter what you become, I will never leave you alone, but if there is a chance, we You shouldn't give up, should you?" Shangguan Ziyuan was almost at a loss, but he still tried to persuade him calmly.

The eyes that suddenly turned cold slowly returned to normal bit by bit. Xia Tian didn't speak, but his heart had already begun to struggle violently.

"Summer..." he called cautiously.

Shangguan Ziyuan didn't know when he became so cautious. She was afraid of losing her, or even afraid of her sudden silence.

"Ziyuan, what kind of opportunity is it?" She suddenly ignored Shangguan Ziyuan's call, and just asked lightly, but although her tone was light, it was not as cold as before.

"Xia, you..." The corners of Shangguan Ziyuan's mouth turned up slightly.

What a powerful woman she is, she can easily control this man who has always been indifferent, making him panic one second, and smile happily and relieved the next second.

"You're right. For the past few months, the reason why I chose the villa that Joe prepared for me and didn't ask anything is because I was afraid, but more of it was to escape. I stubbornly felt that I could only be obedient. Only by staying in this small world can we not be a burden to anyone,"

"However, I am negative and irritable. If this continues, even my personality will become weird. In fact, what I can do now is to face the reality squarely, and then try to defeat fate."

"Yes, my summer is not someone who succumbed to fate so easily." Shangguan Ziyuan held her hand and said firmly.

Xia Tian suddenly showed a shallow smile, even though she couldn't see anything, even though her face was haggard, but once she smiled, the aura between the brows still made her look fresh and refined, with extraordinary charm.

(End of this chapter)