fall in love with the best

Chapter 206 Dysphoria
"Wait a minute," Xia Tian hurriedly said without knowing what to think of.

"What's wrong," the two said almost in unison.

It turned out that at almost every moment, the two men in front of her cared about her very much, some were in love, and some didn't even care about love, just because, it seemed, caring about her had become a habit, a subconscious reaction .

"Uh," regarding the concerns of two men together, Xia Tian suddenly didn't know how he could talk to one of them so calmly.

"What's the matter, Tian'er." Shangguan Ziyuan had already walked in front of her with a gentle tone.

"Uh, Ziyuan, I want to say a few words to Joe." Xia Tian raised her head, she didn't know if she would make Ziyuan unhappy by saying this, but if she didn't say it now, she didn't know if there would be any in the future Chance
"Okay." There didn't seem to be any discomfort, and Shangguan Ziyuan's voice still sounded gentle.

"What's the matter, Xia Tian?" As soon as he heard that he had something to say to himself, Joe actually felt a surge of emotion, so strong.

"Uh, Joe, thank you." After hesitating for so long, Xia Tian still said the three simplest words that best represented her heart.

She knew that once the three cold words were spoken, the distance between them would inexplicably increase, but at this moment, these three words were the only words that best suited her state of mind.

In this life, she is sorry for him, sorry for his love for her for so many years, his love is so deep, just thinking about it makes her feel guilty.

Therefore, only thanks can express her feelings.

"What are you talking about, thank you? Such a strange word, when did you become so out of touch." Joe tried to calm his voice, but his heart ached so much that he couldn't control it.

After knowing her for so many years, he knew her well. She had never said such polite words to him, even in the few years they just met, she had never been so unfamiliar in front of him.

Now, she stopped herself so sternly, and said such grateful words sternly, that feeling, as if she wanted to finish all the words, as if this was their last dialogue.

No, no, just as soon as this thought came up, Joe vehemently denied it. He didn't believe that such a cute, delicate and strong girl would really abandon all those who loved her.

"Joe, don't be angry." Hearing his answer, Xia Tian felt even more guilty, "Actually, I didn't mean anything else when I said this, I just felt that you have taken care of me for so many years, so I should do something to you. However, what else can I do now that I am like this, I am simply useless, so only thanks can make me feel better."

There was a wet feeling in the eyes. He was not a cold-blooded person, so how could he not be moved? He was the person she loved the most besides his wife. The feeling of powerlessness drove Joe almost crazy.

"Okay, Tian'er, we are still young, and the days ahead are still long. There is still plenty of time to express our gratitude to Joe. I will accompany you and make up for him together."

The atmosphere in front of him was a bit oppressive, so oppressive that Shangguan Ziyuan, who was used to the coldness, was a little suffocated, so he had to speak out to ease it up.

Xia Tian lowered his head suddenly, maybe, they were all harboring the same lie, and then comforted each other tacitly.

"Okay, Xia Tian, ​​haven't you always been optimistic, now it's a trivial matter, don't be so negative, let's go first, the company has something to do with me, I will come for surgery tomorrow." Joe suddenly wanted to escape from this place The room, he was afraid, he could not continue to pretend and continue to deceive her. . .

"Ah."

"I'll see you off." Shangguan Ziyuan did not forget the meaningful look in his eyes just now.

Joe's mouth twitched into a smile, exhausted.

"Tian'er, stay in the room obediently. I'll see Joe off, okay?" Shangguan Ziyuan gently rubbed her hair.

"Okay." Her obedient and obedient appearance made Shangguan Ziyuan feel sad. He wanted her to be well, even if it was in exchange for him.

"Shangguan," in the corridor, Joe's voice trembled even though he had put down his guard.

If, in front of Xia Tian, ​​he still tried his best to maintain that calmness and calmness, then in front of Shangguan Ziyuan, he was completely the most authentic self, he really couldn't continue to pretend.

With sexy lips tightly pursed, Shangguan Ziyuan walked up to Joe without saying a word, raised his hand and patted him on the shoulder, but didn't know what to say.

In fact, he was also afraid, terribly afraid, but he couldn't say a word, he was a man, the husband of the woman who was about to undergo surgery in the ward, he had to be strong, stronger than everyone else.

"Shangguan. Does she know something?" Joe stood in front of the window, staring into the distance.

Her performance is so good, she doesn't cry, make trouble, or ask questions, especially her inexplicable thanks just now, which makes him feel even more uneasy. He doesn't want to see her give up on herself. Any mistake, so what if he can't see it, he just wants her to live well.

"Joe," Shangguan Ziyuan shook his head lightly, with unspeakable pain in his smile, "She is not a child, and she is as smart as her. Even if she can't see it, she can still feel it."

"We, haven't we already disguised it well? Why, she still looks like she has insight into everything. I'm worried."

"I'm worried too." Shangguan Ziyuan snuffed out the cigarette butt in his hand and sighed.

How many years, so long that even Shangguan Ziyuan himself can't remember how long he hasn't smoked. It seems that since the first time he knew that boys who don't like smoking in summer, he gave up smoking cruelly, even if they separated later. In those five years, he never broke the precept.

Now, he can't think of a better way to relieve the depression in his heart, he can't talk about it, and he can't show it, so he can only smoke a cigarette to relieve his boredom, otherwise, he is worried, he will collapse.

"Shangguan, tell me, is our decision a mistake?"

"No." With two simple words, even though he was irritable, he still answered without hesitation.

"No?" Joe turned his head to look at him, a little puzzled.

"Well, we should try it anyway."

"Then, if you fail, do you really not regret it at all?" Joe fixed his eyes on him, suddenly feeling a little strange.

There is obviously a better solution, but he doesn't understand why he, Shangguan Ziyuan, is so stubborn and wants to insist on this matter that doesn't know the result. Could it be that he is not worried at all.

(End of this chapter)