The fast-traveling system cannon fodder female supporting role always wants to die

Chapter 379 Fusang (Extra)

My name is Fusang, but I have another name, which my mother gave me as Gemo, but after she died, I never called that name again, except for one person...

Because I am a half-human, half-demon monster, I feel that I am not worthy of her, sometimes I keep spurning myself, sometimes I wonder why I am alive in this world.

But after she learned the truth, she didn't show any special expression, which made me feel happy. Did she not care about all this? It wasn't until later that I discovered that she really didn't care, because she didn't have me in her heart at all.

I tried many methods, but she didn't fall in love with me, even her eyes didn't change.

Remember that at that time, the girl in white with a flower umbrella stood by her side like a fairy, blocking the piercing rain for me.

At that time, I thought that her heart must be the same as mine, but later I realized that it was all my own wishful thinking.

Later, in order to forget her, I practiced the Supreme Forgetfulness.

The Supreme Being forgets his feelings, he forgets his feelings and becomes the Duke, he forgets his feelings when he is in love, he is not moved by emotions, and he is not disturbed by emotions.Heaven is supremely private, and its use is supremely public.The control of fate lies in Qi.The dead are the root of life, and the living are the root of death.Grace is born from harm, harm is born from grace.Fools regard heaven and earth, culture and science as sages, I regard time, objects, culture and philosophy as sages.

The memory of her in my mind is getting weaker and weaker, until I only know that she is my apprentice, and I seem to have liked her before...

Because of the battle in the Demon Realm, I became an immortal by chance, while Leng Mingao ended up in ashes.

I knew that if he hadn't died, I wouldn't have ascended to immortality, so even though I didn't know what I found at the time, I was pretty sure he was gone.

The days in the fairy world are a bit boring. I don’t know that I feel irritable for the first time. I went to the mortal world like a ghost. When I passed a village, I stopped. I walked in slowly, non-stop. Looking around.

"Are you a fairy?" A little girl grabbed the corner of her clothes and looked at herself with watery and innocent eyes.

I didn't answer, just looked down at her.

"I think you must be. My mother said that immortals like to wear white clothes, and they all look good. My mother also said that Grandma Hua in the south of the village was once an immortal, but she had to give up cultivating immortals in order to protect us. I Mother said that she is a good person, and also a good god." The little girl said in a rambling manner.

And I don't know why I felt a sudden pain in my heart. This was the first time I felt unable to breathe since I practiced too much. In order to find out, I followed the little girl's guidance and came to the door of that person.

The door was not closed, I don't know why I opened it naturally and walked in.

Although the house is small, it is very clean and tidy.

"Who is it?" An old voice came from the room.

I walked in and saw the old man lying on the bed.

She suddenly smiled at me.

Although the corners of her eyes are covered with wrinkles, her eyes are still clear. Just by looking at them like this, one can tell that she must have been a beautiful woman when she was young.

"You're here." The old man lay on the bed, uttering these three words weakly.

"Well." I don't know why I agreed to her.

"You are still so young, but I..." the old man said with emotion.

I didn't speak, just looked at her quietly.

She didn't feel annoyed when she saw that I didn't speak, she just straightened her body and lay down, staring at the window curtain, and slowly closed those clear eyes.

tick tock tick tock...

I touched my eyes and I don't know when they were wet...

I stroked her face, held her in my arms, and murmured: "No matter what, you are the most beautiful."

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(End of this chapter)