His Royal Highness's Favorite: The Queen's Road

Chapter 209 I don’t want to lose, so I will never get involved (1)

I remember talking to her about going abroad in the bus, and he couldn't help asking her: Do you want to go?
In fact, after asking, he regretted it.

Ask yourself, can you erase everything in the past by sending her abroad?
Can you send her out of your heart?

Sometimes, men are more paranoid about feelings than women.

As old secretary Nie said, she has neither the qualifications nor the right to control her life.

He could only force himself to hide somewhere silently.

Listen to her laugh and watch her lose her temper.

Then, try your best to feel her mood with all your heart.

Just like ten years ago.

He stood quietly in the corner, separated from her by a ridiculous wall of water.

Many things, once they happen, cannot be avoided.

Jing Ze clearly realized that he was delighted by her jealousy, that she might have attachment to him.

However, he understands better than anyone else in this world that if he wants to sort out the relationship between him and her, it may be more forbearing and heavy than national hatred and family hatred.

Forbearance to the point that even lightly opening the lips is a luxury.

It's so heavy that I don't even have the qualifications to be forgiven.

He understands all these, but he understands everything secretly, and still can't help but be influenced by her emotions; when she smiles, he feels satisfied, but when she is sad and tears, he doesn't know what to do.

She stands in the sun and she doesn't know anything.

Just like when she was 12 years old, she kept falling when she was learning to skate.

At that time, he was on the verge of going abroad, hiding in a distant dark place, watching her little figure fall to the ground again and again.

He couldn't help stretching out his hands time and time again, and then put them down time and time again, forcing his legs not to go forward, not to pass, he could only lower his arms heavily, and clenched his hands behind his back into fists .

Watching her get up again and again, knowing that she is safe and sound, a reassuring smile will appear on that indifferent face.

Ten years as one day.

Even if he is far away in Manhattan, his only constant daily routine is to browse all the messages about her from China over and over again.

For ten years, I am tired of seeing the worldly scenery, but never tired of reading her stories.

She said she doesn't have a boyfriend.

The most beautiful and mature period is to be in full bloom for one person.

Jing Ze has always believed that as long as women have a stable life, marry and have children with the man they love deeply, they will live well.

As for me, the only thing I have to do is to let her life trajectory always run in the blueprint he planned——

In this way, he has a way to make the development of the situation not so unsatisfactory.

I have been reluctant to call this decade of absurdity "atonement."

I just want to quietly let all the ugliness and pain disappear.

When she grows up, everything will pass.

Will it really pass?

Admit it, Xiao Jingze, you've been tempted and started to panic.

This is a man who has been writing time schedules since he was sensible, has strong self-discipline, absolutely executes tasks, and never violates the rules.

When this perverted restraint is applied to others, it becomes a strong and domineering desire to control.

From his family and career, to his relatives, friends, and even the past and present of those around him, or the future he planned for them... Xiao Jingze knows everything about them like the palm of his hand, and he knows everything with ease.

In Jingze's world, he is the God of Creation, who controls his universe and stars.

Everyone he comes into contact with is a planet that moves according to the trajectory. Even if there is only one star, if it deviates from the orbit he designed, it will affect all other planets. In the end, the smoke will rise and fall apart.

However, she was out of his control.

(End of this chapter)