Wives of the End Times

Chapter 132

Where does it hurt?Distressed! !
Yes, in the process of our growth, from ignorance, innocence, to worrying about gains and losses, it is only a blink of an eye.

The process of growing up is wonderful, but also torn and hesitant.

In short, the chain reaction caused by impermanence has led to many times, we are afraid to experience, gain and lose.

Because the pain of separation is too unbearable.

Whether it's love, friendship, family, including moving, school transfer, disappearance of toys and pets...

Everything, in the depths of our weak, pure, and flawless, like a piece of white paper, has completely imprinted a deep, deep brand! !
Those imprints, each moment when they were branded on, hurt us! !
It's like eroding the bones, eroding the heart, cutting the flesh, and gouging out the eyes! !
Really, how pure and innocent you were at the beginning, how dark and terrifying your heart is after experiencing all kinds of accidents and impermanence in life.

It's not that Bai Lixuan is not strong, nor is he unable to withstand the blow.

He just got tired of this kind of thing all of a sudden, between the constant gains and losses, and the constant shock and baptism of his heart, that's all.

Everyone wants to keep something and doesn't want separation and stimulation.

However, all the experience told him, 'Honey, this is life!There is nothing you can keep! '

So, he decided to let go of everything completely.

In this way, if you don’t experience the moment of gain, you won’t experience loss again…

Suddenly, the memories came to a screeching halt.

Bai Lixuan's tears still fell uncontrollably~

Like a meandering river, like a drizzle of rain, intermittent and continuous.

Bai Lixuan turned around involuntarily, facing the jungle in his embarrassment.

However, the corners of his mouth at this time were grinning, and he was crying and laughing silently, his mood was turbulent and fluctuating.

The door of his heart, which had been tightly closed by him, finally opened a small crack.

The inside is constantly floating up, long-term memories and emotions, squeezed, squeezed, and stepped forward, finally, under the strong impact and extrusion, they rushed out of the pass, the narrow gate.

That torrent made Bai Lixuan's entire body tremble uncontrollably and violently!
It was very similar to that night in Kasyapa.

Quickly, without being noticed, Bai Lixuan hid his body in his tent.

No one noticed his abnormality at this moment.

The impact of that torrent was too violent. Not only did his body tremble violently, but he even cried and yawned desperately to make trouble.

Non-stop fuming, I hate it to death~

He flung himself onto his sleeping bag, sprawled like a corpse.

Unstoppable, let everything flow through the heart, through the body, through the eight extraordinary meridians, limbs and bones...

Without any resistance, he completely let everything go.

Even, silent retching began.

Thankfully he didn't have dinner in time, otherwise he wouldn't be retching.

A series of memories and stories flowed in his heart, and Bai Lixuan felt that those things that he once regarded as dark and terrifying, things that he refused to look at, were so kind, so precious and lovely.

I have lived so tense and depressed all these years, and I don't know if it is because of Mao?
Life turned out to be so wonderful and simple, and the beauty was always close at hand and right in front of his eyes, but it was only because of his own fear and timidity that he prevented him from tasting the taste of life.

Alas~ After Bai Lixuan's retching stopped, he let out a long sigh.

I can't tell what it's like, anyway, he knows, now that he understands everything, it's not too late.

If I died in battle after battle at the beginning of the end of the world, and didn't know or realize the true meaning of this minimalist life, then I would be truly regretful and living in vain.

The tears had stopped, and Bai Lixuan thanked Wusen for the mist and giant trees.

If it weren't for this, he would have been thrown into his grandma's house today.

The things in his heart are still surging up, as if Bai Lixuan himself has worked so hard to brew the old wine for thousands of generations and then lifted the lid.

Red nose, hot eyes! ! !
After the hot-eyed stage was over, the fermentation began... Slowly, the aroma of wine permeated the entire atrium.

Of course, the taste is full of bitterness, hotness, sourness and sweetness.

So, the smell is okay, but if you take a sip, you will still choke to death~
A sudden encounter with himself caused Bai Lixuan's heart to stir for a while.

When he appeared in front of people again, it seemed as if he had passed away and was born again! !
However, everything happened quietly.

No one knows, no one cares.

Only Bai Lixuan knows that the transformation has begun!

This is how people feel. When they can't figure it out, they can't get out of a dead end.

Once you get the hang of it, it’s really, you know everything~

Everything in the past was smashed away under the impact of this shattering, enlightening force.

With this enthusiasm and strength, Bai Lixuan rushed to the front of the team.

Use your own weapons to sway the aftermath of energy that cannot be dissipated due to transparency.

That brave and vigorous appearance is completely different from his usual gentle and slow manner.

It just exploded, the titanium alloy eyes of countless little brothers.

"Hey, you said the name of our doomsday barbecued pork, did you make a mistake?"

A team member poked the brother beside him, looked at his boss whose style of play had changed drastically, and muttered softly.

Another team member looked at the other party in surprise, the ignorance in his eyes was really loving.

Seeing his brother's naturally cute appearance, the person who asked the question didn't expect the other party's response anymore.

Continuing to himself, he said:

"Look at our boss, is there a posture of a doomsday butcher?

Barbecued pork and so on, it really can't be replaced, the image of our team is wow!

Hehehe, no, I have to find an opportunity to sum up with the boss.

The name is too embarrassing, which is not conducive to our team's tall, mighty and sturdy appearance. "

Bai Lixuan didn't know his own changes, which aroused the team's dissatisfaction with their team's name.

He is still fighting like sweat!

Of course, even if he knew, he wouldn't change his name.

Because, barbecued pork is his favorite~ Ho Ho Ho! !
The bravery of mutant animals and plants did not resist Bai Lixuan's enthusiasm.

Slashing again and again, as if the torrent in his heart rushed into the blade in his hand.

It’s so airy like a rainbow, it’s so flowing~
As if, he is a swordsman who has become one with the sword, using his whole life to merge with the sword in his hand.

So handsome~

(End of this chapter)