Wives of the End Times

Chapter 137 Inner Deficiency
The sixth child lowered his head, staring at the ground silently, motionless.

Zhai Tianlang's complaints seemed to be unreasonable, but only Lao Liu knew in his heart that he was indeed the one who should be blamed.

At that time, he didn't think so much, he just knew one thing, and he couldn't lose Lao Tie again.

Because, he has already lost the whole world, if he continues to lose Zhai Tianlang, he will have nothing~
Therefore, no matter what, Zhai Tianlang was not allowed to die at that time.

To be more selfish, the sixth child regards Zhai Tianlang as the last straw.

Therefore, he couldn't make a sound, he didn't know how to answer the words! !

"Oh, the family is ruined!!
Without any warning, without any prelude, the sky collapsed.

Little sister died the worst...

woo woo woo woo……"

The dream was shattered. Apart from crying, Zhai Tianlang really didn't know what he should do at this time.

The original self had actually collapsed. If the sixth child hadn't pulled him and stared at him closely all day long, he would have committed suicide long ago and reunited with his family.

At that time, as long as he stopped every day, his mind was full of pictures of his family members becoming zombies, or dying tragically in the mouth of zombies.

Eerie and bloody, what else could he do other than collapse?
Even if you watch a horror movie, the impact and abuse of that scene must be buffered and released for three to five days.

What's more, this kind of personal experience.

So, later on, in order not to experience this kind of heart-wrenching torture every night, Zhai Tianlang simply sealed up his memory completely.

until today……

Why did he take the initiative to open this memory again today?

Because, there always seemed to be a piece of flesh missing from the bottom of his heart.

Empty, longing to be filled, always looming.

What is the best way to describe that feeling: inner lack! ! !
Yes, he found that the hole deep in his heart was the fundamental reason why he often felt that he was not complete.

And the level of understanding of his own abilities made him clearly know that he once sealed up a memory about his family at the beginning of the end of the world.

It was full of, horrible, things that made him disoriented.

That was his life, not to say that if it was sealed up, he would not have to face it.

If he wants to truly have no regrets, if he wants to completely get out of this incomplete and deficient state, he has to bravely open up this dusty memory, face them truly, and release them. Only then can he obtain real and complete liberation.

This is probably also the fundamental reason why Lao Liu always feels that Fa Xiao's personality is quite different from before.

After all, it is unavoidable for backlash and side effects to occur in the realm of the mind and the realm of the spiritual world! !
Wusen is probably a very magical place.

Here, Zhai Tianlang is not the first person to open his heart and face his true inner self.

I don’t know where he got the courage, unconsciously, boo~
That thin veil was pierced by Zhai Tianlang.

Without any effort, without apprehension, and without twitching, he slipped deeply into the bottom of his heart and dived into his inner being.

That is a complete liberation.

The cry was not loud, but it also attracted the attention of his teammates.

However, they are probably used to it.

No one would come over and ask what happened here.

Everyone in the last days has experienced the collapse of the world, the separation of their loved ones, and the more uncomfortable experience of their close relatives and beloved ones who have turned into zombies and are rushing towards them!

Tao is ruthless, but people have feelings~

Therefore, as long as you are free, the mode of thinking about things and regrets will bind many people.

The most difficult hurdle to overcome is actually ourselves.

Therefore, as long as I can't figure it out and can't let go, no matter who comes to dissuade and enlighten me, it is basically a waste of effort.

This kind of thing has been experienced a lot, so everyone just took a look at Zhai Tianlang, and then performed their own duties and did their own things. No one would come over to be annoying and interfere with the emotional venting of the partners.

"Old Six, death is really easy~

And alive, woo woo woo...

What a rotten heart of Tamar! !

Woooooooooooooooo..."

After crying for a while, Zhai Tianlang would mutter something to Lao Liu, as if he was talking to himself or reciting a spell.

The images continuously flowed in front of Zhai Tianlang's eyes, constantly showing the images of supernatural powers and zombies descending in the last days.

My heart is so stuffy, I can hardly breathe...

Nalan Kasyapa and Lan You have never personally experienced these things.

Lan You was an orphan. She lived alone at the time. By the time she got used to her phantom ability and started to forage for food and practice trials, the panic, madness, and earth-shaking scenes were already over. up.

As for Nalan Kaye, he had a feeling of omen in advance, and the proportion of Nalan's family members who became zombies was so small that it could be ignored.

Therefore, Lan You and Kasyapa missed the moment of the first scene when their relatives were separated and faced with such a crazy and bloody scene.

The scarcity at the bottom level, the pictures kept flashing, and Zhai Tianlang's tears slowly converged into a meandering river like a kite with a broken string...

As for the unsatisfactory bastard, the sixth son, he held it back with all his strength at first, and kept silent.

In the end, because of Zhai Tianlang's complaints and humming, the sixth son finally couldn't hold back any longer! !
Woooooooooooooo, he also sang along with Zhai Tianlang, crying in a low voice.

A baritone voice and a bass voice sounded like the high and low bass speakers were turned on at the same time.

The reason why the sixth child clings to Zhai Tianlang's straw is because he needs a reason and support to live.

Too much unbearable, too much unacceptable, making it always on the verge of collapse.

With Zhai Tianlang, the sixth child knew that he still had hope, so of course he held on tightly and would not let go.

But, likewise, he was unwilling to touch the pain in his heart.

Everyone wants to live a more comfortable life! !

So, when he had nothing to do, he thought about delicious food and drink, and made the quality of life of himself and Lao Tie even better.

Constantly keep myself busy, sleep directly when tired and paralyzed, don't have to think about anything.

It is not to go into the depths of memory, into the tidal flats of the subconscious, to peek and face everything that happens...

The feeling of crying is really great! !

Both of them can't remember how long they haven't communicated and connected with their feeling center?
As long as people are alive, their feelings will not be terminated.

Feelings are the tentacles that we touch and touch the whole world, live to say tentacles~
Whether you retract it or stretch it out, the role of this tentacle cannot be replaced.

Even when you are avoiding to face the feeling, you actively disconnect from it.

However, the vague sense of emptiness, powerlessness, and loss will continue to rise.

There is no feeling, but it is actually a feeling! !

The five aggregates are all empty, in fact, it is also a feeling! !
The real people who don't feel anything at all are the dead~

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