Cheng Lan is contradictory, and sometimes she feels that she should not be so persistent.In her opinion, it is almost impossible for her and Jin Yan.Because when faced with family love, she chose family love without hesitation, and for Jin Yan, she was never like some girls who would ask a boy when she fell in love with him, "If she and his mother fall into the water at the same time , who will he save first" is such a stupid question.Because in her opinion, it is understandable to save the mother first.Therefore, just like this metaphor, she also knew that in front of her and Jin Yan's mother, Jin Yan would definitely choose his mother.
But she didn't know why she was so stubborn to give birth to the only bond between the two of them, the only proof of love.
Even she sometimes thinks unrealistically, maybe she gave birth to their only bond, and when they meet again, when he sees their child, maybe he will take the initiative to approach her again because of the child .And at that time, maybe he was already full-fledged and capable enough to fight against a cold-blooded and ruthless mother like him.
Therefore, in the past seven months, Cheng Lan has been in such a state of self-blame, even expectation and despair.
Because she was eagerly expecting for a while, and despaired for a while, as time went by, Cheng Lan, who was always confident and cheerful, gradually became depressed and melancholy due to several mental breakdowns.
This state lasted until the eve of Cheng Lan's delivery, and before she gave birth, because of her usual frugality, overwork, and poor living conditions, she was extremely depressed, so that she was in the hospital many times. She lay unconscious on the ground in her dimly lit basement.
And every time she fell into a coma, she woke up only when she woke up.
Sometimes it was just a short coma for more than ten minutes, and sometimes it lasted as long as one night. It was not until she woke up the next morning that she realized that she had passed out on the ground because of too much sadness last night, and stayed on the ground one night.
Because Cheng Lan has severe malnutrition, the pregnancy of the fetus is not too obvious.
When she was pregnant, because it was winter in New York, and she always liked to dress round and round like a ball, even the waiters in the hotel didn't know that she was already pregnant with seven. Eight of them were pregnant.
Occasionally, a sharp-eyed customer finds out, and will give her a little extra tip mercifully, and wish her baby health.
Gradually, the boss of the restaurant also found out that the boss was a middle-aged woman with a very amiable smile. When she found out that Cheng Lan was pregnant and knew that her child was eight months old, she was very frightened.
Originally, he wanted to persuade Cheng Lan to go back to rest and wait for delivery, but Cheng Lan persisted, and repeatedly promised to pay more attention and not affect work.
In order to encourage Cheng Lan who is so brave and strong in her eyes, she doubled her salary.
It's a pity that when Cheng Lan had only raised her salary for half a month, she didn't have time to enjoy such treatment, so she fainted again at home.
And this time she was unconscious for longer than ever because she lived alone so no one knew when she was unconscious.
Until Sun Zhaohui came to visit that afternoon.
Sun Zhaohui could no longer contact Cheng Lan after Cheng Lan went to the United States.
He knew that Cheng Lan wanted to sever contact with all the people related to C University in the past, but as long as he remembered that after Jin Yan left that night, Cheng Lan knelt on the ground and wept like hell, he was very worried about her. .
So, while he was busy with graduation, he investigated the school that Cheng Lan transferred to, and started to apply for that university himself.
At the beginning of the new semester, he finally came to the school where Cheng Lan was rumored to be.
It's a pity that he later used all his manpower and material resources to search the whole school but couldn't find Cheng Lan, so he knew that Cheng Lan never enrolled.
He also knew that it was Cheng Lan's arrogant temper that hurt him.
So, in the following time, he never gave up looking for her.
Searching together at home and abroad, he finally found Cheng Lan's trace in a resident registration office in the United States through the power of his family and the network of some friends.
It turned out that she was renting a house alone in the lowest level of New York, and she was also working at the lowest level.
When he found his basement, he looked at the door, but it was not opened.
So he went to the landlord again, and the landlord said that she usually went to work during the day and came back late at night, so she didn't know her whereabouts very well.
Because there was Cheng Lan's work place in the investigation data, so Sun Zhaohui took a car to her work place without even thinking about it.
But when he arrived, he found out that Cheng Lan didn't go to work that day.
I learned from the middle-aged woman boss that Cheng Lan was pregnant.Because of lack of money, she was never late or absent from work, but today she didn't show up for a day, and the boss also felt very strange, saying that according to Cheng Lan's hard-working personality, such a thing would not happen.
Finally, the boss asked suspiciously: "Could it be because she was pregnant and about to give birth suddenly, so she didn't come?"
Sun Zhaohui asked someone to go to the nearby hospital to investigate one by one, and he himself quickly took a car to Cheng Lan's rented house again.
The boss said that Cheng Lan usually left home around ten o'clock in the morning, so Sun Zhaohui asked the people who would be around that room around ten o'clock if they saw her go out this morning?Or has an ambulance been around this morning.
In the end, all messages are empty.
Because breaking into a private house in the United States is a crime and can be shot by the owner at any time, so Sun Zhaohui told the landlord about Cheng Lan's situation, and the landlord was also afraid that something might happen in her house, so he allowed Sun Zhaohui to break open the door .
After a series of efforts, Sun Zhaohui finally kicked open the iron door of the basement.
After opening the iron door, he really saw Cheng Lan who was lying motionless and unconscious with her big belly on her back, and next to her was blood and yellow water dripping all over the floor.
He knew that it was probably because the amniotic fluid had broken.
At this moment, Sun Zhaohui panicked.
He walked up to her, sniffed her breath, and found that there was still an extremely weak breath, and finally he was slightly relieved in his heart.
But he didn't dare to neglect at all, and immediately called the emergency number, and then sent her to the hospital.
Because Cheng Lan's water broke and she was in a coma, the doctor finally decided to give her a caesarean section.
The child was born prematurely due to lack of oxygen and nutrition, so he stayed in the incubator for more than ten days when he was born.
In more than ten days, Cheng Lan had already recovered.
During this period of time, Sun Zhaohui has been taking care of her every step of the way and paying her medical expenses.
The child's name, Cheng Lan, was chosen early in the morning. Both boys and girls were named Cheng Nuo.
She thought, this was her only Jin Yan's Cheng Nuo.
Her only thought of naming this child was to remind herself that she loved that person so much, and gave that person a unique promise so sincerely.
She once said this: Cheng Lan, who is not afraid of the sky and the earth, is not afraid of anything, except that she is afraid of losing Jin Yan's love; Will give up Jin Yan.
Because of the last "betrayal" and the promise she had made to him, she couldn't fulfill it. Therefore, she blamed herself several times and wanted to collapse.
It is precisely because of this that she named the child Cheng Nuo, which sounds like "promise"; she hopes that one day she can carry out this promise to the end.
In the following time, Cheng Lan realized that she had neglected to take care of her son's nutrition before, not only ill-treating herself, but also ill-treating her son.So after she was discharged from the hospital, she began to prepare a series of methods to supplement nutrition for her son.
And it wasn't until this time that Cheng Lan's original fainting symptoms got better; it's a pity that her depression fell at that time.
Cheng Lan started to get used to keeping a diary when she was pregnant. She wanted to record every bit of her and her child so that she could share it with her child in the future; she even occasionally imagined that one day she would be able to share these trivial things with that person .
But it was written that when she was in a bad mood, unconsciously, the content of her diary gradually changed from the trivial matters of pregnancy to her resentment towards the unfairness of this world, especially when she was raped by him. The resentment that the mother broke up alive, and even resentment that Jin Yan didn't come to chase her, didn't chase her back.
She thought, if at that time before she went abroad to board the plane, as long as he came out to chase her and chased her back, no matter how big the storm would be, she would not be afraid, as long as she could follow him, she would be willing to bear it.
It's a pity... Since that day, he never showed up again; even when she went abroad, he didn't come to see her for the last time, not even seeing her off.
At that time, she was going to go abroad suddenly, and the news spread in the school.Most of the people are saying that because of her sudden cheating, C can't get along anymore, and the Crown Prince Sun gave enough money to go abroad, so she went abroad.
She thought, at that time the news spread so badly, it was impossible for him not to know.He didn't even want to see her for the last time. She was so dirty in his mind at this moment, so how could he have the nerve to see him again?
So, they separated without even seeing each other for the last time, which has always been a regret for Cheng Lan.
Because of Sun Zhaohui's care in the days to come, Cheng Lan's life was a little easier.
Under her careful care of her son, Cheng Nuo gradually grew stronger from his original thinness.
Looking at her son who is becoming stronger and more lovable day by day, Cheng Lan's attractiveness is gradually attracted by him, and her original depression is gradually hidden.
Three years later.
year 2006.According to a "Fortune" report: Jin Yan, Jin's successor, who studied in Switzerland for two years and worked in a Swiss bank for one year, officially returned to China in June 2006 and officially took over the Jin Group.
After reading the news, Cheng Lan told Sun Zhaohui that she was going back to China.
She said that she would stand in the most conspicuous place so that he could always see her news.
In order to help Cheng Lan realize this dream, Sun Zhaohui also returned to China after studying.
Cheng Lan came alone, and went back with two.
In order to cover up this fact, Cheng Lan lied to grandma, saying that Cheng Nuo is Sun Zhaohui's son, but because they are busy with their careers, they will not get married for the time being, and their children will not be made public for the time being.
Grandma originally agreed, but when she found out that Cheng Lan's career was to become a star, she refused to let her go.
This is the second time that Cheng Lan's always open-minded grandmother opposed her on the road of her life, and both times her attitude was very tough.
In the end, Cheng Lan and Sun Zhaohui reassured their grandma again and again, and even offered Sun Zhaohui's backstage of Tengfeng Entertainment as a guarantee, so grandma agreed to her development.
In order to let herself stand on the highest place, Cheng Lan tried again and again and failed again and again, finally let her realize this very elusive ideal.
Moreover, in the process, she also went to work with a strong purpose at the beginning, and gradually fell in love with this job and this industry...
But she didn't know why she was so stubborn to give birth to the only bond between the two of them, the only proof of love.
Even she sometimes thinks unrealistically, maybe she gave birth to their only bond, and when they meet again, when he sees their child, maybe he will take the initiative to approach her again because of the child .And at that time, maybe he was already full-fledged and capable enough to fight against a cold-blooded and ruthless mother like him.
Therefore, in the past seven months, Cheng Lan has been in such a state of self-blame, even expectation and despair.
Because she was eagerly expecting for a while, and despaired for a while, as time went by, Cheng Lan, who was always confident and cheerful, gradually became depressed and melancholy due to several mental breakdowns.
This state lasted until the eve of Cheng Lan's delivery, and before she gave birth, because of her usual frugality, overwork, and poor living conditions, she was extremely depressed, so that she was in the hospital many times. She lay unconscious on the ground in her dimly lit basement.
And every time she fell into a coma, she woke up only when she woke up.
Sometimes it was just a short coma for more than ten minutes, and sometimes it lasted as long as one night. It was not until she woke up the next morning that she realized that she had passed out on the ground because of too much sadness last night, and stayed on the ground one night.
Because Cheng Lan has severe malnutrition, the pregnancy of the fetus is not too obvious.
When she was pregnant, because it was winter in New York, and she always liked to dress round and round like a ball, even the waiters in the hotel didn't know that she was already pregnant with seven. Eight of them were pregnant.
Occasionally, a sharp-eyed customer finds out, and will give her a little extra tip mercifully, and wish her baby health.
Gradually, the boss of the restaurant also found out that the boss was a middle-aged woman with a very amiable smile. When she found out that Cheng Lan was pregnant and knew that her child was eight months old, she was very frightened.
Originally, he wanted to persuade Cheng Lan to go back to rest and wait for delivery, but Cheng Lan persisted, and repeatedly promised to pay more attention and not affect work.
In order to encourage Cheng Lan who is so brave and strong in her eyes, she doubled her salary.
It's a pity that when Cheng Lan had only raised her salary for half a month, she didn't have time to enjoy such treatment, so she fainted again at home.
And this time she was unconscious for longer than ever because she lived alone so no one knew when she was unconscious.
Until Sun Zhaohui came to visit that afternoon.
Sun Zhaohui could no longer contact Cheng Lan after Cheng Lan went to the United States.
He knew that Cheng Lan wanted to sever contact with all the people related to C University in the past, but as long as he remembered that after Jin Yan left that night, Cheng Lan knelt on the ground and wept like hell, he was very worried about her. .
So, while he was busy with graduation, he investigated the school that Cheng Lan transferred to, and started to apply for that university himself.
At the beginning of the new semester, he finally came to the school where Cheng Lan was rumored to be.
It's a pity that he later used all his manpower and material resources to search the whole school but couldn't find Cheng Lan, so he knew that Cheng Lan never enrolled.
He also knew that it was Cheng Lan's arrogant temper that hurt him.
So, in the following time, he never gave up looking for her.
Searching together at home and abroad, he finally found Cheng Lan's trace in a resident registration office in the United States through the power of his family and the network of some friends.
It turned out that she was renting a house alone in the lowest level of New York, and she was also working at the lowest level.
When he found his basement, he looked at the door, but it was not opened.
So he went to the landlord again, and the landlord said that she usually went to work during the day and came back late at night, so she didn't know her whereabouts very well.
Because there was Cheng Lan's work place in the investigation data, so Sun Zhaohui took a car to her work place without even thinking about it.
But when he arrived, he found out that Cheng Lan didn't go to work that day.
I learned from the middle-aged woman boss that Cheng Lan was pregnant.Because of lack of money, she was never late or absent from work, but today she didn't show up for a day, and the boss also felt very strange, saying that according to Cheng Lan's hard-working personality, such a thing would not happen.
Finally, the boss asked suspiciously: "Could it be because she was pregnant and about to give birth suddenly, so she didn't come?"
Sun Zhaohui asked someone to go to the nearby hospital to investigate one by one, and he himself quickly took a car to Cheng Lan's rented house again.
The boss said that Cheng Lan usually left home around ten o'clock in the morning, so Sun Zhaohui asked the people who would be around that room around ten o'clock if they saw her go out this morning?Or has an ambulance been around this morning.
In the end, all messages are empty.
Because breaking into a private house in the United States is a crime and can be shot by the owner at any time, so Sun Zhaohui told the landlord about Cheng Lan's situation, and the landlord was also afraid that something might happen in her house, so he allowed Sun Zhaohui to break open the door .
After a series of efforts, Sun Zhaohui finally kicked open the iron door of the basement.
After opening the iron door, he really saw Cheng Lan who was lying motionless and unconscious with her big belly on her back, and next to her was blood and yellow water dripping all over the floor.
He knew that it was probably because the amniotic fluid had broken.
At this moment, Sun Zhaohui panicked.
He walked up to her, sniffed her breath, and found that there was still an extremely weak breath, and finally he was slightly relieved in his heart.
But he didn't dare to neglect at all, and immediately called the emergency number, and then sent her to the hospital.
Because Cheng Lan's water broke and she was in a coma, the doctor finally decided to give her a caesarean section.
The child was born prematurely due to lack of oxygen and nutrition, so he stayed in the incubator for more than ten days when he was born.
In more than ten days, Cheng Lan had already recovered.
During this period of time, Sun Zhaohui has been taking care of her every step of the way and paying her medical expenses.
The child's name, Cheng Lan, was chosen early in the morning. Both boys and girls were named Cheng Nuo.
She thought, this was her only Jin Yan's Cheng Nuo.
Her only thought of naming this child was to remind herself that she loved that person so much, and gave that person a unique promise so sincerely.
She once said this: Cheng Lan, who is not afraid of the sky and the earth, is not afraid of anything, except that she is afraid of losing Jin Yan's love; Will give up Jin Yan.
Because of the last "betrayal" and the promise she had made to him, she couldn't fulfill it. Therefore, she blamed herself several times and wanted to collapse.
It is precisely because of this that she named the child Cheng Nuo, which sounds like "promise"; she hopes that one day she can carry out this promise to the end.
In the following time, Cheng Lan realized that she had neglected to take care of her son's nutrition before, not only ill-treating herself, but also ill-treating her son.So after she was discharged from the hospital, she began to prepare a series of methods to supplement nutrition for her son.
And it wasn't until this time that Cheng Lan's original fainting symptoms got better; it's a pity that her depression fell at that time.
Cheng Lan started to get used to keeping a diary when she was pregnant. She wanted to record every bit of her and her child so that she could share it with her child in the future; she even occasionally imagined that one day she would be able to share these trivial things with that person .
But it was written that when she was in a bad mood, unconsciously, the content of her diary gradually changed from the trivial matters of pregnancy to her resentment towards the unfairness of this world, especially when she was raped by him. The resentment that the mother broke up alive, and even resentment that Jin Yan didn't come to chase her, didn't chase her back.
She thought, if at that time before she went abroad to board the plane, as long as he came out to chase her and chased her back, no matter how big the storm would be, she would not be afraid, as long as she could follow him, she would be willing to bear it.
It's a pity... Since that day, he never showed up again; even when she went abroad, he didn't come to see her for the last time, not even seeing her off.
At that time, she was going to go abroad suddenly, and the news spread in the school.Most of the people are saying that because of her sudden cheating, C can't get along anymore, and the Crown Prince Sun gave enough money to go abroad, so she went abroad.
She thought, at that time the news spread so badly, it was impossible for him not to know.He didn't even want to see her for the last time. She was so dirty in his mind at this moment, so how could he have the nerve to see him again?
So, they separated without even seeing each other for the last time, which has always been a regret for Cheng Lan.
Because of Sun Zhaohui's care in the days to come, Cheng Lan's life was a little easier.
Under her careful care of her son, Cheng Nuo gradually grew stronger from his original thinness.
Looking at her son who is becoming stronger and more lovable day by day, Cheng Lan's attractiveness is gradually attracted by him, and her original depression is gradually hidden.
Three years later.
year 2006.According to a "Fortune" report: Jin Yan, Jin's successor, who studied in Switzerland for two years and worked in a Swiss bank for one year, officially returned to China in June 2006 and officially took over the Jin Group.
After reading the news, Cheng Lan told Sun Zhaohui that she was going back to China.
She said that she would stand in the most conspicuous place so that he could always see her news.
In order to help Cheng Lan realize this dream, Sun Zhaohui also returned to China after studying.
Cheng Lan came alone, and went back with two.
In order to cover up this fact, Cheng Lan lied to grandma, saying that Cheng Nuo is Sun Zhaohui's son, but because they are busy with their careers, they will not get married for the time being, and their children will not be made public for the time being.
Grandma originally agreed, but when she found out that Cheng Lan's career was to become a star, she refused to let her go.
This is the second time that Cheng Lan's always open-minded grandmother opposed her on the road of her life, and both times her attitude was very tough.
In the end, Cheng Lan and Sun Zhaohui reassured their grandma again and again, and even offered Sun Zhaohui's backstage of Tengfeng Entertainment as a guarantee, so grandma agreed to her development.
In order to let herself stand on the highest place, Cheng Lan tried again and again and failed again and again, finally let her realize this very elusive ideal.
Moreover, in the process, she also went to work with a strong purpose at the beginning, and gradually fell in love with this job and this industry...
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