It's hard to extricate yourself from the wrong love of the president

"That night, I care about waiting for you at the old seat in Lisa restaurant?" The deep and sexy voice came to Gu Xiaoxia's ears through the radio waves, making her heart itch.

With the mobile phone between her ears on the other side, Gu Xiaoxia bent down with some difficulty and took out a pair of high heels from the shoe cabinet. While complaining in her heart that her belly fat had increased and she could hardly bend down, she was talking to Zhong Youhe while wearing the shoes. Phone, "Okay, Su Erwan and I are going to go shopping in the city center, give me a call when you get off work, I'll go directly to Yilisa and wait for you, I'll light it first, by the way, you are still black pepper Steak medium? Well, I can't remember if you prefer medium or medium."

Hearing this, Zhong Youhe smiled muffledly, and she seemed to be pouted in front of her eyes, thinking hard, "Well, I'm half-ready, I remember correctly this time, come back and praise me. Then you go first, have fun point."

"Okay then, I'll remember, let's go out first, hang up, bye."

"Bye-Bye."

Happily hanging up the phone, humming a little tune, Gu Xiaoxia went out in a good mood for the day, but unexpectedly ran into Zhao Qing who was waiting for her downstairs.

Frowning almost invisible, Gu Xiaoxia instinctively wanted to go around.To be honest, her feelings for Zhao Qing are very complicated now.She knew that the things that Zhao Qing did for Huo Fan without telling her did not cause any substantial harm to her at all. After all, where is the friendship for so many years? We walked over supporting each other.Based on this, the relationship between the two is not comparable to others.But if she really wanted her to act like nothing happened and reconcile as before, she felt twisted in her heart again, and she didn't feel comfortable no matter what, as if a thorn was stuck there.At the beginning, she really didn't want to see her at all, but after a while, she experienced a lot of things in the middle. Although it was not so intense, she still couldn't convince herself.

Gu Xiaoxia thought, in fact, after all, it was because she had always treated Zhao Qing as a relative, the best best friend. Think about it, would it feel good to be deceived by the most trusted person?

Zhao Qing is indeed her best best friend in the past, and now she only needs to glance at her to know what she is thinking.

The corners of her lips curled up like a self-deprecating one. When she spoke, Zhao Qing didn't hold much hope for reconciliation, "I know you still don't want to see me very much. I didn't come here today to ask for your forgiveness. I just feel that many things are true. You should have the right to know." After speaking, she glanced at Gu Xiaoxia who had been pursing her lips, and then glanced at her attire, "I won't delay your shopping, up to 15 minutes, I'll leave after I finish speaking, wait a minute I have to go back to the hospital for follow-up.”

The heart that didn't want to stay was finally shaken by the phrase "I'll go back to the hospital for a follow-up visit later". At the same time, Gu Xiaoxia blurted out, "What's wrong with you?" The moment she asked, she remembered, yes Yes, the day he just came back from City H, Lu Tian vaguely mentioned to her about Zhao Qing's hospitalization, but he didn't want to see her at that time.

"Thank you, it's okay." Zhao Qing couldn't help smiling happily, and then pointed to the east side of the gate of the community, "I remember there is a coffee shop opposite the gate, why don't you go and have a seat?"

Gu Xiaoxia nodded silently, lowered her head and walked ahead, the two of them were silent all the way, but they didn't expect to meet Su Wan who came to pick up Gu Xiaoxia just after leaving the gate of the community.

Rolling down the car window, Su Guan glanced at Zhao Qing who was behind Gu Xiaoxia with a dark face, and said, "Where are you going? I'll accompany you, and then go directly to the city center." She didn't have a good impression of Zhao Qing, and she couldn't speak well. Regardless, "Miss Zhao is not working at Xia Fan, what are you doing here in broad daylight?"

Gu Xiaoxia knew about Su Wan's temper, so she didn't feel anything wrong at the moment, but Zhao Qing behind her was different.

After meeting Su Wan's probing eyes, Zhao Qing lowered her head in a panic, and said in a low voice, "Go to the coffee shop opposite, I still have something to say to Xiao Xia, and I'll leave after I finish." When it was over, she looked up anxiously, as if she was afraid that Su Wan would stop her, "If you are worried, you can go together. Anyway, there is nothing you can't let you know. After all, you are Xiaoxia's best friend." When she said the last sentence, her tone Clearly envious and regretful.

"Okay, since you've said that, I'll stop the car and come find you later." Su Wan would not be polite to her, and agreed after a little thought.

Gu Xiaoxia didn't say anything, and walked straight to the coffee shop.

"What do you want to say?" After finding an empty seat and ordering a drink, Gu Xiaoxia leaned back on the seat, crossed her hands, but didn't look at the person opposite, "Let's talk about the main point."

Hearing this, Zhao Qing just wanted to raise her hand and ask the waiter to add another dessert that Gu Xiaoxia loves, she smiled awkwardly, cleared her throat again, and finally said, "I probably know that you and Huo Whatever happened."

Seeing the change in the expression of the person opposite, Zhao Qing leaned forward slightly, waved her hands hurriedly and said, "Don't get me wrong, I'm not here to persuade you to reconcile with Huo Fan, after all, you have already made a choice. I also know that we It is impossible for the friendship between them to return to the past, but there are some words in my heart that I want to tell you."

Gu Xiaoxia didn't speak, and stared straight at Zhao Qing with a pair of deep eyes, trying to see something from her face, but there was nothing but sincerity.

Seeing that she didn't object, Zhao Qing gave a bitter smile, sat up straight, and said slowly, "I know you never understood that I would help Huo Fan. In fact, he found me a few days after you came to S city. I still remember that the first sentence he said was, I know Xiaoxia is hiding here, please help me take good care of her. At that time, I was very puzzled and asked him what happened? Why didn't he go to see you? He just repeated Whispering, he doesn't know. I will never forget his eyes at that time, pain, confusion, and even a hint of despair. And his whole body, as if his soul had been sucked out, was lifeless. "

"After that, for a while, Huo Fan never contacted me again. I only found out by accident that after returning to City H, he developed a high fever and lay in the hospital for two days and nights without talking nonsense. As for I think you would know what you said even if I didn’t say it, right?” After taking a sip of the coffee brought by the waiter, there was a sense of bitterness in her taste buds, just like Zhao Qing’s heart at the moment, “Later he was killed by Mr. Huo Throwing abroad, sick, nothing, the only consolation is to listen to your current situation when I call me. But he doesn’t ask every time, I always feel that he is very entangled, and obviously wants to know about you News, but restrained myself. I said this to tell you that I wanted to help Huo Fan at first because I thought he was pitiful. At that time, I wishful thinking that you must have some misunderstanding. What about love?"

"Sorry, what I said didn't seem to be coherent." Zhao Qing suddenly paused, and just smiled at Gu Xiaoxia who was a little dazed.

"Oh...you continue..." Gu Xiaoxia pulled the corner of her mouth, she came back to her senses and felt that she was struggling in her heart. One voice said don't listen to it, it's meaningless, but another voice jumped out to object, Keep listening, these years, you never know how much pain your willfulness has caused him.

"Yeah." Zhao Qing nodded, and when she spoke again, her eyes drifted out of the window, with a little erratic, "In the next three years, every time I contacted, I always felt that he had a little hatred for you, although it was hidden It’s very good but very contradictory. Do you still remember that every time you went out to lead a group in the past three years, I asked you to bring a local postcard? Actually, I didn’t ask for it, but Huo Fan. He said, you once agreed to go together First, he traveled all over China, big and small, and then traveled around the world, and he had to send postcards to each other in every place. He was afraid that he would never have another chance, so he hoped that I could help, and I agreed."

Hearing this, Gu Xiaoxia didn't know when she put her hand under the table, and suddenly clenched the tablecloth tightly, making it crumpled into a ball.Her heart was like being run over by a press, and the pain was so painful that she couldn't express it.It turned out to be like this, the postcards he wanted... What kind of mood did he have when he looked at those postcards?hatred?pain?disappointment?
Gu Xiaoxia didn't dare to think about it anymore, she still felt that she was sorry for him.

"Maybe I have developed a habit, or maybe I really hope that you can reconcile. Later, I will take the initiative to tell him about you. Although he has always listened quietly and didn't speak, I always feel that he is Happy. In fact, he has been very busy for three years, almost working desperately, do you know why?"

Zhao Qing turned her head again, her eyes fixed on Gu Xiaoxia who was still expressionless.

"What?" Gu Xiaoxia asked almost subconsciously.Although she probably knew why, and Huo Fan had revealed some of it reluctantly when he first met her, but she still wanted to know.

"Because when he was thrown out of the country, he had nothing and had to start all over again. He began to understand that he was still not strong enough. He once promised you that he would have his own independent force as soon as possible and have enough ability to protect you. I won't let you have the slightest grievance in the future. What he endured is beyond our imagination." When Zhao Qing said this, she was actually very envious of Gu Xiaoxia in her heart, just because of the promise she made when she was young, and because she left without saying goodbye. , that man is so forbearing.

"He..." Wriggled his lips up and down, even though there were thousands of feelings in his heart, he just couldn't express it.The more she listened, the more she felt sad and uncomfortable, and there was an inexplicable emotion fermenting.

"You must be wondering how I know so much, right?" Zhao Qing glanced at it, and said without any concealment, "That year I had a ten-day tour group in France, Italy, and Huo Fan happened to be there, and I witnessed it with my own eyes. Actually, at that time, when I first saw him, I was shocked because he was too thin, especially his eyes, which were deeply sunken, but he was still working against the clock and did not dare to slack off. He worked so hard, but he wanted to return to China as soon as possible so that he could see you again."

All of a sudden, Zhao Qing felt that she couldn't go on talking, and she felt sorry for that man as she spoke, it had nothing to do with love, but was only moved by that attachment.But thinking of today's decision, she continued to speak.

"After he returned to China, you knew a lot of things. For example, the keys to your house, and many things about you, I told him, and I don't deny it." Zhao Qing lowered her head guiltily, and kept using a spoon with her right hand Stirring the coffee, my heart was as bitter as coffee, "But I gradually discovered that you are very resistant to Huo Fan's return, and you are also afraid. Slowly, I began to regret it, especially when I went to your place During the meal, Zhong Youhe was also there. After I said something, you were angry for the first time, and that was also our first cold war. So I went to Huo Fan, and I told him, I don’t want to do anything without telling you What's the matter, I'm afraid of losing you as a friend. After getting along for many years, how can I not know your temper?"

The bitterness on Zhao Qing's lips became more and more obvious. Gu Xiaoxia saw it in her eyes, and she didn't have the disappointment when she first knew it, and the complicated feeling of being betrayed.She suddenly found that it might not be that difficult to forgive Zhao Qing, right?

Zhao Qing's hands clenched into fists involuntarily, and they seemed to be trembling slightly when they were placed on the table, even her voice said, "When I looked for him again, he threw me a contract, which is my contract. My brother signed it. If I don’t help him, he has a lot of ways to make my brother’s company go bankrupt. It’s as simple as crushing an ant. That company is the painstaking effort of my father, and my brother also cares about it. I have no choice, so I agreed. Heh, this is my so-called difficulty, now that I think about it, I even despise myself, let alone you, Xiaoxia."

Zhao Qing's expression was sad, but she also made no secret of her self-deprecation. For a moment, Gu Xiaoxia didn't know what to say.It can be said that Zhao Qing told herself the reason and about Huo Fan, can she blame her?Or blame him?

When I left him without saying goodbye, didn't I already think that he would hate me?After so many years, aren't you ready for it?But she still didn't expect that the hatred she brought to him was so deep that she wanted to feel betrayed by friendship.Sure enough, he hated himself, to the extreme.

"That time when Huo Fan was hospitalized and met your sister and Zhong Youhe, it was actually planned by us. The purpose was to make you misunderstood by Zhong Youhe." Like atonement, every time Zhao Qing said a sentence, Zhao Qing would silently be there Say sorry in your heart, even if the person opposite doesn't feel it.

"I guessed it..." Na Na nodded, and Gu Xiaoxia's eyes also wandered.

"As for your sister..." Zhao Qing habitually glanced at Gu Xiaoxia again, knowing that she was still listening, she turned around and took out a notebook from her bag, and pushed it in front of her, "We are also I knew her a long time ago, and I also know that her leg was injured to save Huo Fan."

"What?!" Hearing this, Gu Xiaoxia raised her head unexpectedly, and looked at Zhao Qing anxiously, "To save Huo Fan?"

"En." Biting her lip, Zhao Qing said in a low voice, "He went to Canada first, your sister was looking for him, but when Huo Fan was crossing the road, he didn't see him in order to pick up a bunch of bracelets you gave him. The big truck was coming, and your sister just came out and pushed him away. There are all in this notebook, you can take it home and read it slowly. "

Gu Xin has been refusing to mention how her leg was injured, so it turned out to be like this... Gu Xiaoxia felt that her heart jumped wildly in a panic, surprised, sad, and all kinds of emotions.

Gu Xiaoxia thought, the expression on her face must be ugly, because Zhao Qing has been staring at her.

After a long time, she heard Zhao Qing quietly say the last few words, "This notebook is the last purpose of my coming to you. Not only Huo Fan, but Gu Xin also knew that you were in S City early in the morning. She loves you very much, but she dared not contact you, so she wrote everything she wanted to say here, including Huo Fan's affairs. She once told me that she would not return to China, and asked me to find a suitable one. I'll give you a chance, I never know what is appropriate, anyway, I'm leaving in a few days, so I'll give it to you."

"Are you leaving? Where are you going?" Subconsciously, Gu Xiaoxia asked this sentence.

"Well, me..." In fact, Zhao Qing was very happy that Gu Xiaoxia still cared about her. She raised her eyebrows, her expression slightly unnatural, "Wang Hui, who was in college, suddenly found me and has been pursuing me. I It feels pretty good, and I decided to go on a trip with him to see if it suits me."

"Oh...then congratulations." Although the voice was very low, there was still a blessing, after all, they were friends.

"Then I'll go first, I'm sorry to bother you for so long." Zhao Qing finally stood up, looked at the time, and was very sorry.

"It's okay, be careful on the road."

"En." After walking a few steps, Zhao Qing suddenly returned excitedly, her eyes were moist, "Xiao Xia, are we still friends? Even if we're not close friends, what about ordinary friends?"

Gu Xiaoxia was taken aback, she didn't expect Zhao Qing to still care about this, after thinking for a while, as if she had made a big determination, she slowly opened her mouth, "Well, we are still friends."

"Okay, thank you." A heartfelt smile appeared on Zhao Qing's face, and then she left.

After Zhao Qing left, Gu Xiaoxia sat there alone, staring at the notebook on the table without blinking, without moving for a long time.And her hands had long been tangled together, rubbing vigorously until they turned red.

"Plop...Plop..." The music in the coffee shop suddenly stopped, and then she heard her own heartbeat clearly.

As if making some important decision, Gu Xiaoxia breathed a sigh of relief, then touched the notebook with trembling fingertips, and opened it tremblingly.

As time passed by, Gu Xiaoxia froze there like a sculpture.

When Su Wan finally came in, she saw Gu Xiaoxia remained motionless and silent, with her head down, unable to see her expression clearly.

"Xiao Xia?" She called out worriedly, but there was still no response. Su Guan hurriedly sat beside her, stretched out his hand to cover her fist, but felt the coldness.

"Su Wan..." Lifting her heavy head, Gu Xiaoxia revealed a pair of red eyes and an indescribably complex expression.

"You...why are you crying?"