love addiction

"You're a guest, so what's the point?"

"Auntie, you don't have to be polite with me. I'm Chen Mo's friend. You should treat me as your own family member. Go ahead. I think your hand seems to be burned." She pointed to Xiao Yunfang's hand that was burned just now. .

Xiao Yunfang hid back, "It's okay, I'll do it myself, you go and sit, I'll be fine soon."

"Then I'll bring this in." She picked up the mushy dish and said.

Xiao Yunfang didn't stop her anymore, but watched her back as she entered the room, her eyes unavoidably fluctuated a bit.

Chen Mo came out of the shower, changed into his home clothes, and was brushing his hair. When he saw Jing Ran sitting there obediently, he was very polite and didn't look around.

Such a temperament should be a child raised by a family with a good tutor.

"Are you hungry? Is my mother not ready yet?" Chen Mo asked with a smile.

"It's okay, I'm not very hungry." Jing Ran got up and opened the chair for her.

This made Chen Mo feel embarrassed, "There are three people in our family, my mother, me, and my brother, but my brother is not at home now, he is in the hospital."

Jing Ran looked at her in surprise.

"He got leukemia, he was a good person, and suddenly he got leukemia, oh..."

Every time he mentioned this, Chen Mo's mood was very heavy.

Jing Ran didn't know how to comfort her, so she could only hold her hand, "Whenever you are free, take me to see my brother."

"Ah."

"The dishes are ready, let's start the meal." Xiao Yunfang brought in two more dishes, which add up to four dishes and one soup, and there is a meat dish, which is considered an extra meal.

Chen Mo served Jing Ran a meal, and the three of them sat around the small table.

Except for the difficult life in the orphanage, Jing Ran has never experienced such a life.

But it is obviously the simplest meal, and there is an indescribable feeling when eating it. It is not resistance, but comfort.

She thought, this should be the feeling of home.

After dinner, Jing Ran was about to leave, but Chen Mo hesitated.

After all, it is really a rare fate to meet a friend who I can talk to.

Xiao Yunfang also warmly invited Jing Ran to come and play again, and Jing Ran also agreed.

Chen Mo personally sent Jing Ran outside. Originally, she wanted to follow to Jing Ran's house, after all, she said she lived in this place.

Just at this moment, her phone rang. Jing Ran looked at the name on it, never thanked Ji Zhidong so much for his call, and quickly answered it.

Ji Zhidong, who thought he would be rejected, was so excited when he heard her answer the phone, he hurriedly asked, "Xiao Ran, where are you now? Why haven't you come home yet?"

"How do you know I didn't go home? Are you waiting for me at my house again?" Jing Ran asked.

Ji Zhidong knew that he couldn't be fooled, so he could only admit it honestly, and planned to wait for Jingran to scold him.

Who knew that Jing Ran didn't scold him this time, but instead said, "I'll be back soon, please wait a little longer."

"Huh?" He still hasn't reacted.

"Ah what, I'll be right back, let's do this first." After finishing speaking, Jing Ran hung up the phone.

Hearing the busy tone on the phone, Ji Zhidong felt a little unreal, so he stretched out his hand and pinched himself, the pain made him groan, only then did he realize that he was not dreaming!

It seems that what Ji Zhixia said is true, as long as he is willing to work hard and give, there will always be a day when he will impress the other party.

And this day, he thought it would be far away, but he didn't expect it to come so soon!
Ji Zhidong let out a cry of excitement.

Here, Chen Mo heard that there was someone waiting for her at her house, and he was a man, so he naturally regarded him as Jing Ran's boyfriend. It would not be appropriate to go by himself, so he said, "Then I'll send you here , are you okay going back by yourself?"

"It's okay, you can go back, you're still wearing home clothes." Jing Ran said with a smile.

Chen Mo looked down at himself and felt embarrassed, so he waved at her, "Then be careful on the road, go back and chat on WeChat."

"it is good."

Jing Ran watched her leave and couldn't see her back, so she walked back.

She hasn't been in contact with Chen Mo for a long time, but she already knows a little bit about it.

Generally speaking, she is a very suitable girl for my uncle.

It's just... the girl's family background is inevitably a bit low.

Although uncle is not a person who looks at his status, grandpa still cares to some extent, but as long as Chen Mo is willing to work hard, I believe it will not be a problem.

If Uncle really likes it...

Sitting in the taxi, Jing Ran's heart was slightly bitter.

I approached Chen Mo because I wanted to know how she was.

Although she didn't know what kind of feelings her uncle had for her, but...she still wanted to know.

Now that she understands, her heart is also at ease.

When he got home, Ji Zhidong was waiting at the door, and when he saw her come back, he put on a very handsome pose, and tried his best to discharge the battery.

Unexpectedly, Jing Ran didn't even look at him, and said, "Mr. Ji, I'm a little tired today, and I don't have the energy to deal with you, so can you go back first and don't bother me?"

"Didn't you ask me to wait for you?" Ji Zhidong didn't understand what was going on at all.

Even though she was on the phone just now, she was still very happy that she was waiting for her, and told him that she would be back soon...

How come the attitude is different after meeting each other?

Could it be that that just now was really a dream I had?
"It was just now, and now is now, so I'm sorry, and I hope you don't bother me anymore because I'm tired, okay?" Jing Ran really didn't have the heart to deal with him.

"I didn't bother you, I just came to see you..."

"For me, it's an annoyance for you to appear in front of me." Jing Ran quickly interrupted him.

Ji Zhidong couldn't speak for a while, he could only look at her, with a bit of pain in his eyes.

The hope that was so great just now suddenly turned into despair. The sense of gap is not something ordinary people can bear.

Jing Ran opened the door, went in, and closed the door directly in front of Ji Zhidong in a daze.

Decisive, ruthless, without any hesitation.

It seems... It's really my own illusion.

She is still her, still the Jing Ran that he can't get close to.

A deep sense of frustration surged up, making Ji Zhidong's chest surge with anger.

He was so angry that he punched the wall with his fist, hurting himself, but he couldn't save his heartbroken heart.

Gritting his teeth, Ji Zhidong turned around and left.

In the room, Jing Ran was leaning against the door, as if all her strength had been drained, she could only be so weak, leaning against the door with empty eyes.

The lights in the room were not turned on, and the outside had already dimmed, and the only light left was blocked by the curtains.

At that moment, Jing Ran seemed to be unable to hear a sound, only felt that the surroundings of him were endless darkness.

This feeling has been with her since the day she left Mo Chengyu.

And she didn't know how long this kind of life would last, or...a lifetime.

Because in the future, there will be no company with him.

After tidying herself up, Jing Ran lay limp on the bed.

All I can think of is Mo Chengyu, thinking of his kiss, thinking of his embrace...

Since leaving him, I have suffered from insomnia all night long.

During that time at Aunt Lin's house, she took sleeping pills by herself for fear of disturbing their rest.

Now that she lives alone, the sense of emptiness is even stronger. She has no choice but to get up and look for medicine.

The bottle is empty, and the bottle of medicine is gone.

She lost her strength and fell back on the bed, feeling extremely tired. She wanted to sleep, but she couldn't, her head throbbed and her eyes were tired.

She tried her best not to think about Mo Chengyu, but how could her mind control her heart?
Tonight, destined to suffer from insomnia again, she touched her forehead, and she still had a fever, which might be related to the rain during the day.

People are very fragile when they are sick. Jing Ran especially agrees with this truth. She really wants... really wants to call her uncle.

Because it was too uncomfortable, I couldn't help picking up the phone.

After pressing the familiar number, I still gave up.

Rationally kept telling myself, Jing Ran, it's not possible, you'll be wasting all your previous efforts.

Tears had flowed all over her face at some point, Jing Ran covered her face and began to cry, crying silently, but shed more tears...

***
"Xiao Ran? I've taken the medicine, and I'll be fine after taking the medicine."

A gentle voice sounded, very much like an uncle.

She tried to open her eyes, trying to see the person in front of her.

"You, why didn't you tell me you were sick? It made me worry. Don't be so willful in the future, okay?"

Listen, it sounds like what my uncle said.

Are you dreaming?
Well, it must be a dream.

Only in her dream can she still feel such an uncle.

"Xiao Ran?" Ji Zhidong looked unexpectedly at the woman who kept rubbing her hands and acting like a spoiled child, his heart was numb, and a throbbing feeling spread in his heart.

"uncle……"

"Uncle?" Ji Zhidong heard her whisper, and his handsome face darkened.

Emotional Xiaoran regards herself as an uncle...

But she has a high fever now, and it's normal for her to be a little unconscious. Ji Zhidong quickly took an ice towel and put it on her.

Jing Ran couldn't help sighing from the icy cold feeling, and leaned closer to him, "Uncle, it's so comfortable."

As a man, Ji Zhidong has a woman he likes in front of him, these words are like a temptation to him, making him impulsive all of a sudden.

But the woman in front of him is a woman he really likes, he can't be abrupt, he can only bear it desperately, and can't ignore it like before.

He was going to go out to calm down, but Jing Ran grabbed his hand.

"Uncle, don't go, stay with me, I'm so cold."

"Xiaoran, I'm not..."

"Uncle, I miss you so much, I miss you so much, do you know?" Jing Ran took his hand and put it on her face, rubbing it lightly, "Uncle, I miss you so much..."

Looking at Jingran like this, Ji Zhidong felt very uncomfortable.

On the one hand, she is jealous because she is not calling herself.

On the one hand, he was reluctant to let go of her like this.

She was so petite, and she looked so pitiful when she was sick, how could he bear to let her go?

Ji Zhidong could only sit on the edge of the bed, letting her hold his hand, distracted.

Jing Ran kept holding his hand and did not let go, babbling indistinctly.

Ji Zhidong accompanied her quietly.

He had never accommodated such a woman before, Jing Ran was the first one.

Although she didn't treat him very well and looked disgusted when she saw him, he still had her in his heart.

He didn't understand what it was to like someone, but he just wanted to see her.

I like to see her smile. When she is in a good mood, I will also be in a good mood.