love addiction

After all, Mo Mo couldn't bear it, especially when facing her eyes, he could only agree, "I can agree with you to go back, but you have to promise me that you can't do anything impulsive, or I won't let you go back .”

"Don't worry, I won't be overwhelmed. My life is not my own, and I have no right to make decisions." Jing Ran said in an empty voice.

Mo Mo felt very uncomfortable, but he didn't know how to comfort her. He could only watch her numbly leave the room and go downstairs.

When facing Mo Lao, she could even say goodbye.

Mo Lao was worried and wanted to ask, Mo Mo shook his head behind her, he could only tell Mo Mo, "You send Xiaoran back, I don't feel at ease to let her go back alone if she is like this."

"Ah."

Just after leaving the yard, Jing Ran asked Mo Mo not to see him off, "I'm in a mess right now, Mo Mo, I don't want me to be too embarrassed and have no self-esteem, so just treat it as a little bit of self-esteem for me, let me alone People go back."

"Little dye..."

"Please."

Mo Mo couldn't stand such Jing Ran, so he could only grit his teeth and agree, but he didn't forget to tell him, "Don't forget what you promised me, if you do it, I will call you later, and I can only give you a day Time to think, I will come to you tomorrow morning."

"Okay." Jing Ran nodded.

Only then did Mo Mo let her go, and Jing Ran took a taxi back to Jiangcheng Meijing.

Here, once the haven of her dreams, was her home.

But things have changed, and without uncle, where did he come from?
Jing Ran's mind is full of thoughts, he doesn't want himself anymore...

When he said that he would cancel the engagement, he said it so decisively.

Jing Ran's heart ached again, she bit her lip to keep herself from crying, but the tears still came out.

So uncomfortable.

They were all fine, why did they suddenly... change?

Did she get it wrong, or did he think so in the first place?

When she was the happiest, she was given such a fatal blow.

Jing Ran was sitting on the floor. She didn't seem to be able to feel the cold floor without any temperature. She hugged herself with her knees bent, her gaze was always in front of her.

It landed on the bed, on the unrolled wedding dress.

That was the wedding dress he had prepared for himself, right in front of his eyes, so holy and flawless, but he didn't give her a chance to wear it.

Trembling, she took out her phone, opened the message, and typed one stroke at a time, one word at a time.

Tears blurred her vision again, but she just wiped them away with the back of her hand and continued typing.

But when they called back and forth, there was only one sentence.

why?
The simple three words express the sadness in my heart.

Mo Chengyu didn't reply, Jing Ran held the phone as if it was the only driftwood she could cling to, once lost, it would be lost forever.

***
It was already eight o'clock in the evening when we arrived in Jiangcheng.

Mo Chengyu didn't say a single word to Ji Zhixia all the way, but she still followed him tirelessly and kept talking.

When she got into the car, she opened the door and was about to go in, but she was frightened by Mo Chengyu's cold stare, let go of her hand, and said aggrievedly, "Cheng Yu, it's getting late, and it's not easy to take a taxi here." , it is also far away from my house, you..."

Mo Chengyu slammed the car door and left.

Ji Zhixia was left shivering in the cold wind...

Damn!

If I knew I wouldn't wear a skirt, Jiangcheng is so cold, and the snow is starting to flutter again.

Ji Zhixia took out his mobile phone and called Ji Zhidong, "Brother, I'm at Jiangcheng Airport, come and pick me up, it's freezing to death, hurry up."

"Why did you come back so soon?" Ji Zhidong asked suspiciously.

Ji Zhixia was worried about this matter, and when he heard him ask this, he became even more irritable, "It's not because of Jing Ran! So hurry up and pick me up, I'm wearing thin clothes and it's very cold."

Ji Zhidong originally wanted to ask a few more questions, but he thought it would make Ji Zhixia suspicious, so he didn't ask any more.

Twenty weeks later, he arrived at the airport to pick up Ji Zhixia.

As soon as he got in the car, Ji Zhixia began to mutter, "From this incident, I realized how important Jing Ran is to Mo Chengyu, so I must get that woman away, otherwise, Mo Chengyu will still A change of mind."

"I won't change my mind." Ji Zhidong said with certainty.

Ji Zhixia asked, "Why?"

"It is because of deep love that I made such a decision, because I don't want Jing Ran to bear such a stain."

Ji Zhixia rolled his eyes, "Anyway, I don't understand. In short, as long as he doesn't change his mind, Jing Ran won't have a chance to stay with Mo Chengyu. In this way, I'm justified."

Just by imagining this, Ji Zhixia's mood improved, and he didn't care at all that Mo Chengyu left him here alone.

Compared to Ji Zhixia's joy, Ji Zhidong's eyes were much sadder.

Now, the most sad thing is Jingran.

When Mo Chengyu got off the plane, his cell phone kept ringing, and he ignored the phone calls and text messages with suspicion.

Although the old man told him to go back to Mo's house before boarding the plane, he drove and found that the direction was not in the direction of Mo's house.

He is very familiar with this road.

It is to the beautiful scenery of Jiangcheng.

Just like a habit, once you get used to it, there is no way to change it.

He used to rush here after work, just to see her earlier, and only when he saw her would he feel at ease.

When he arrived at the beautiful scenery of Jiangcheng, he didn't have the courage to go in.

The car was parked under the big tree outside, and Jingran's room could be seen.

He turned off the lights and put himself in the dark, trying to get a good view of her room.

He wasn't sure if Jing Ran would be at home, but he could only sit here like this, unable to move or do anything...

The patrolling security came over and found Mo Chengyu's car, and immediately ran over and knocked on the window.

Mo Chengyu opened it, and the security guard asked, "Young Master Mo, aren't you going in?"

"No, is she home?"

The security guard naturally knew who Mo Chengyu was talking about, and immediately said with a smile, "Your fiancée is at home. She came back in the afternoon and hasn't been out since she came back. There are not many women like your fiancée who like to stay at home. Mo Shao, you are really lucky."

Mo Chengyu lowered his eyes, his eyes became deep again, "Go to work, I'll stay here for a while."

"...Okay." Seeing that his expression was not good, the security guard thought that the two had quarreled, so he didn't dare to disturb him, so he had to leave quickly.

Alone again, the world was quiet again, and he looked again at the window of the room where she was.

In fact, he regretted those words, but he couldn't say yes, and he didn't have the ability to take them back.

At that moment, he suddenly understood why Jing Ran left him in the first place.

I also understand how sad and depressed she was at that time.

Because she couldn't have children for him, she had to give up her love for him, just to let him have a perfect life.

And now, he's caught in the same struggle.

If she doesn't give up insisting on being together, it will be a heart-breaking injury to her.

He doesn't need to care about what the world thinks of her, but he can't help but care about what the world thinks of her.

So, this time, he should give up.

There was a burst of pain in the chest.

But he could only frown, but he could do anything.

It took him a long time before he took out his cigarettes and smoked one after another. The window of the car was not open, and he was so stuffy that he was about to suffocate after a while.

But he was unable to open it, so he could only cough from the smoke...

Slowly take out the phone, check the messages on it, missed calls, text messages...

There was one with Jing Dye's hair. He quickly opened it, and only saw three simple words, but they constituted the most complicated problem in the world.

why?
why?

Can he say it?

Can he say it?
The answer is obvious, no, no...

So he could only look at these three words, but was speechless.

How much he wanted to rush in at this moment, hold her tightly in his arms and tell her that he didn't really want to separate!
In Mo Chengyu's heart, from beginning to end, she is the only one!

But he can't.

Hell no.

For the first time, Mo Chengyu felt powerless. This is the most terrifying feeling in the world.

Splitting headache.

Jing Ran just sat on the floor of the room all night, while Mo Chengyu sat and smoked all night in the car downstairs.

In the morning, the first ray of light shone in and hit the white wedding dress, everything should wake up.

Mo Mo called immediately, and when Jing Ran picked it up, her voice was hoarse.

"Xiao Ran, are you okay?" Mo Mo asked nervously.

"Well, I'm fine."

"What happened to your voice?"

"Maybe it's a little cold, it's okay." Jing Ran explained lightly.

Mo Mo was in a hurry, "You still say it's all right with your voice like this, I'll come and see you right away."

"Momo, I'm really fine. You don't need to come and see me. I'll be fine after a while. I'm fine." Because her throat was hurting, she spoke with difficulty.

Mo Mo was silent for a while, and then said worriedly, "Xiaoran, do you know? In just a few words, you said four are fine, but the more you say this, the more worried I am."

"I really..." Jing Ran sighed helplessly, "There is a little thing, but I will adjust myself. I have had a relationship with my uncle for so many years. There must be a reason for his sudden behavior, so I just need to It's just time to think about it, don't worry about me."

"...I also think there is something wrong with him changing his mind too quickly." Mo Mo said a little unhappy.

"Well, so don't worry about me, let me think about it and stroke it." Jing Ran comforted her in turn.

Mo Mo breathed a sigh of relief and said, "Okay, you have a good rest, don't forget to eat, you know? It's cold, so don't freeze. Grandpa is also very worried about you."

"Ah."

Jing Ran promised again and again before Mo Mo hung up the phone.

She also slowly got up from the ground, because her legs were numb from sitting for too long.

She supported the bed and stood for a long time before she recovered, and stretched out her hand to gently touch the wedding dress. The sense of reality gradually made her feel better.

Yes, I have known my uncle for 20 years. There must be a reason for a person I know so well to suddenly change like this. Therefore, she shouldn't give up on herself so much, she should trust him.

Even if he said something against his will, she should think about the deep meaning inside, instead of loving and pitying herself here.

The previous two times when she left, it was her uncle who won her back.

Then this time, like her uncle, she will work hard to maintain their relationship.