love addiction

I don't want to think about those painful things at all.

Downs grabbed her shoulders and said in a strong tone, "Look at me, Xiao Ran, as your friend, I will tell you these words. If a man doesn't have you in his heart, it's okay to stay." It’s useless, you’ve seen the news, right? Even I saw it abroad, so you still don’t want to give up? Or are you still clinging to it? When will you be sober and rational?”

"Downs, I beg you...don't say it, don't say it, okay?" She was so helpless.

Downs was a little disappointed, "Are you still the Xiaoran who dared to love and hate?"

No one can answer this point.

He let go of her and stood up, arms crossed, with a lot of anger in his heart.

Especially thinking that Mo Chengyu even gave him his address, which shows that he really made a choice and abandoned Jing Ran.

Give up.

People like Mo Chengyu, once they made a decision, they were actually making it, that's why Downs was so angry.

But what about Jingran?
What fantasies is she still harboring?
The more he thought about it, the angrier he became. Downs was afraid that if he stayed any longer, he might say something that would hurt each other, so he said to her, "Think about it, and rest well. I'll come see you tomorrow. I have something else to do, so I'm leaving first."

"..." Jing Ran moved her mouth, wanting to say something, but in the end she couldn't say anything.

And Downs had already left, leaving only Jing Ran sitting there with blank eyes.

Leaving where Jing Ran was, Tang Si got into a taxi, but he didn't know where to go.

He came to Jiangcheng in a hurry without bringing anything, he just came alone, he didn't book a hotel, and he didn't have any other acquaintances.

When the driver asked him where he was going, he just told him that the driver was driving around.

The cold wind can't blow away the troubles, but there are more boredom in my heart.

In the end, he got off the car at a random street, found a bar, and drank.

As a doctor, he paid great attention to health preservation and rarely drank alcohol.

But it doesn't rule out times like now, when it's particularly boring.

One cup after another to keep myself from thinking about those things.

How many times?

When Jing Ran wanted to come back for the first time, he supported him because he saw the light in Jing Ran's eyes when he mentioned Mo Chengyu.

That kind of light was also envied by Downs.

When you like someone, there will be light, how bright is it?

Later, when he came back from the United States, Jing Ran said she was leaving, and Downs accompanied her without hesitation, acting with her, pretending to be a couple, even though he knew she was using him, he didn't care.

How many times did he ask himself, when did the always proud Downs fall to this point?
As a result, he fell in love with Jing Ran.

He liked the light in her eyes, and gradually, he found that there was light in his eyes, and this kind of light can only be seen when Jing Ran is around.

At that moment, he knew he was in deep trouble.

But instead of being afraid, he felt happy.

But... She chose Mo Chengyu again.

Downs thought, to love someone is to fulfill her.

So he gave up, didn't say anything, and left naturally.

Do not disturb, just watch her happy.

But now, she is not happy, and she is afraid that she will be bruised all over her body.

Mo Chengyu made a choice this time, why can't she give up?
How deep is the love to do this?
Downs was in pain, and felt tired for the first time. It turns out that loving someone will hurt your heart.

He once thought that he was a heartless person, but at this moment his heart ached.

As a psychiatrist, he has heard many people's stories and helped others guide a lot, but when he really fell into himself, he couldn't do anything.

He really didn't like the feeling of being stuck in it.

It was past ten o'clock when we left the bar.

The taxi driver was very disgusted with pretending to be a drunkard, but Downs gave him a wad of money, and the driver's attitude immediately changed. He was very respectful, "Where are you going, sir?"

"Go to Jingran." Downs replied affirmatively, his eyes were out of focus.

The driver didn't quite understand, "Where is Jingran? Do you know the exact address?"

"I know, it's Jingran's place. Take me there quickly. The money is yours." He gave the other party all the money in his wallet.

The driver is already confused.

The money...is too much.

He was also a little embarrassed, he really didn't know where he was talking about, and just about to ask again, he saw a note sandwiched among the money, which seemed to be an address.

The driver took a look and knew that the address was nearby, so he decided to go there to have a look.

Whether it's where he's going or not, it's better than not knowing where to go now, right?
Downs was still talking, "Hurry up and take me there, I'm going to Jingran's place! She's still waiting for me!"

"Okay sir, you sit down, I'll take you there right away." The driver said respectfully.

***
After Mo Mo came out from Xiao Yunfang's place, he called Jing Ran.

Jing Ran answered, her voice was still hoarse, "Mo Mo."

"Xiao Ran, where are you?" Mo Mo asked worriedly.

Since she left, Mo Mo has never dared to call, mainly because she was afraid that she would be sad, or her mood would not be adjusted well.

But she still couldn't stop her worry, and finally called, especially after being so angry by Mo Chengyu, she missed Jing Ran even more.

"Where I used to live."

"Then let me come and see you." After finishing speaking, Mo Mo paused again and asked, "Is that okay?"

"...well, of course."

After Mo Mo asked for the address, she rushed over immediately. When she knocked on the door, she was still a little apprehensive.

It wasn't until Jing Ran came to open the door that Mo Mo's heart felt at ease, but seeing that she had lost a lot of weight, she felt distressed, "Xiao Ran, you have lost a lot of weight."

"Come in." Jing Ran stepped aside and let Mo Mo go in.

This was Mo Mo's first time here, and she guessed that Jing Ran lived here when he left Mo's house.

It's okay to have a place to stay.

It's just that Mo Mo has been struggling with that phone call in his heart. A man answered the phone, and it's night again. Who could that man be?
Jing Ran went to pour water for Mo Mo, and she hurried over to stop her, "Don't worry so much, sit down, don't greet me, I just came to see you, so I can rest assured that you are fine."

"Well, thank you." Jing Ran hesitated to speak, probably because he wanted to ask about Mo Chengyu's situation.

But Mo Mo didn't say it, because there was really nothing to say, and it would kill people's anger if he said it, so it's better not to say it, at least it can calm Jing Ran's heart.

In her current state, she couldn't be stimulated anymore.

"Have you eaten yet?" Mo Mo asked concerned.

"Eat it, have you eaten it?"

"I ate at my mother's place, and she is also asking you. I didn't dare to tell her about your current situation. Get well soon and go see her, lest she ask me every day."

"it is good."

The two chatted casually, and everyone tacitly didn't mention that person,

As long as they don't touch each other, they can maintain a peaceful mood with each other.

After disturbing her for a while, Mo Mo decided to go back when she saw that she was indeed in a calm mood.

Jing Ran originally wanted to send her downstairs, but Mo Ran declined politely, "You are still sick, you should rest at home, I will come to see you tomorrow, tell me if there is anything you want to eat."

"Okay." Jing Ran was not polite.

Mo Mo went downstairs after saying goodbye, and looked back at the building with complicated eyes.

It's already like this now, and she can't change anything, she can only try to stay with Xiaoran as much as possible, even if it's just talking.

Turning around, Mo Mo was going to take the car back, but was bumped by a person walking towards him.

The man was so strong that Mo Mo almost fell to the ground. He hurriedly supported the electric pole beside him so as not to fall to the ground.

But the man fell to the ground instead, Mo Mo looked over angrily, and asked, "How do you walk?"

The other party got up staggeringly, and looked at Mo Mo.

Under the street lamp, Mo Mo saw the man's face clearly, and his handsome face, he was as handsome as Mo Chengyu.

She is slender and stylishly dressed, she doesn't look like a touch of porcelain.

It's just that he smelled of alcohol, and he looked drunk at first glance. No wonder he staggered when he walked. Mo Mo was not in the mood to argue with a drunkard, so he clapped his hands and turned to leave.

But the man entangled her, grabbed her and pressed her against the telephone pole.

"What are you doing? You, hello, uh..."

Mo Mo's mind is empty.

what happened?
Was... was kissed by force?
OMG!

Her mind froze, she didn't know how to react, she even forgot to struggle, just being kissed by the man like that.

Fortunately, he didn't make any further moves, just kissed so lightly, looking very emotional.

And also a little cautious.

Mo Mo came to his senses and slapped him directly, "Bastard!"

The man was knocked back and fell again.

And Mo Mo wiped his mouth angrily, feeling aggrieved.

That was her first kiss!

Retained the first kiss of 24 years!That's it!

How could this be?How can you do this!

Mo Mo's eyes became more and more red, and he became more and more angry with that man, "You are playing hooligans in the middle of the night, right? Believe it or not, I will call the police? Apologize to me!"

"I'm sorry...I shouldn't be like this...but I can't help it...I'm sorry..."

Downs murmured, looking at the woman in front of him in a daze.

Jingran, Jingran, do you know how hard it is for me?

Mo Mo didn't understand what he said, and planned to leave a little angrily, as if he was kissed by a pig tonight.

I have been telling in my heart, don't care, don't care.

But it's still somewhat aggrieved.

And the man behind him staggered after him, "I'm sorry...I'm sorry..."

Do you know how to apologize?

Mo Mo looked at him angrily.

"Sorry, I……"

"Hello? Hello?"

Mo Mo was a little dumbfounded.

The man jumped straight at him and fell down.

Out of instinct to save people, Mo Mo had no choice but to hold him back, but instead pulled him down on her shoulders, all her strength was leaning on her, and Mo Mo struggled to support her, " Hello? What are you doing? Playing hooligans? Hurry up and stand up for me!"

The man lying on her shoulder was motionless, as if he was really drunk.

Mo Mo yelled several times, but he didn't answer. Only then did she know that she had really met a drunk.

Annoyed, she put the man aside, and with great effort, she stood up panting and looked at him. His head was tilted to the side, leaving only a good-looking side face.