love addiction

This should be the first time for Gu Zhihuan to have fun by himself during this period of time.

It's a little unaccustomed to have one less person.

But this kind of unaccustomed, you will gradually get used to it later.

The acacia is full of joy, but Jiangzhou is full of wind and clouds.

Meng Fuyun came back after meeting Nanjing Jingyu and went directly to Nan'an.

At this time, Nan'an had locked himself in the room for several days, and could not eat anything except some milk.

The butler was so anxious that he personally delivered Nan'an's favorite meals.

But Nan'an only took two mouthfuls before vomiting it all up. Even if he drank milk, he could only drink a little, and if there was too much, he would vomit.

Everyone thought she was sick and said to find a doctor to see her.

But they were all rejected by Nan An, she said that she was not sick, even if she was, it was a heart disease and no one could heal her.

The butler watched her grow up, and it was the first time he saw Nan'an so lost, and he understood something in his heart.

Apart from feelings, what else can hurt people so deeply in this world?
On the fifth day, Meng Fuyun met Nan'an.

At that time, Nan'an's whole person was vain, as if he was about to fall down at any time, his face was as pale as a ghost, his hair was unkempt, and was draped behind his head in a mess.

Seeing Nan'an like this, Meng Fuyun was very angry, if she didn't see how pitiful she was, she would have wanted to slap her.

But in the end it was her fault, even though Meng Fuyun was very angry, the other side was also distressed.

She asked the servant to prepare hot water and towels, and she washed Nan An's face little by little, and tidied her hair.

Nan'an Cheng didn't show any expression, just watched Meng Fuyun finish all this.

When Meng Fuyun could see past it, she called her, "Nan'an, you are Miss Fifth of the Nan family, do you know what responsibilities you have on your shoulders?"

Nan'an's dull eyes moved slightly, and then he looked up at Meng Fuyun.

Meng Fuyun wanted to say something, but Nan An suddenly hugged her and said, "Mom, can you give me a hug?"

Meng Fuyun was a little stunned, she couldn't remember how many years she hadn't heard her daughter act like a baby to her.

No child who grew up in a family environment like Nan's is clingy.

They have to be sensible early and learn all kinds of things early. When children of other ages are still in love, they have to learn all kinds of etiquette and skills.

They all have exclusive teachers who teach students in accordance with their aptitude.

Just like Nan Shijian, the reason why he was selected by the old man to be the heir of the Nan family is because he had already shown his business edge at a young age, and thus gained the old man's approval, and only then did he have the status of heir.

Although there are distinctions in the Nan family, they still value individual talents.

Nan Shijian is excellent and he is a descendant, so no one dared to question his identity and status.

As for Nan'an, he seemed to have no talent since he was a child, and he didn't pay attention to anything. He was often scolded by Meng Fuyun when he was a child.

Thinking about it carefully, the last time she acted like a baby to herself was probably before she was five years old.

At that time, Nan An was learning how to stand, because he was always naughty, and finally was punished by Meng Fuyun to stand against the wall for three hours.

At that time, she still had to wear a book on her head. The five-year-old child didn't have the concentration for so long. After a while, her eyes were red, and she cried and said to Meng Fuyun, "Mom, can you give me a hug?" ?”

But Meng Fuyun did not agree, because the pressure on her shoulders was enormous.

She is the main wife of Nanjing Yu, if her child cannot gain a foothold in the Nan family, then the three of them, mother and son, will also lose their status in the Nan family.

So Meng Fuyun can only be cruel, just like the old man reminded her, a loving mother often loses her son.

These five words have always been kept in Meng Fuyun's heart, and he never dared to be negligent, so the demands of his children are naturally high.

That day Nan An cried miserably, and later passed out.

After waking up, she never said such words again, her personality seemed to have changed, and she gradually began to accept Meng Fuyun's arrangement.

At that time, Meng Fuyun thought she was beginning to understand.

Meng Fuyun raised his hand, wanting to touch Nan'an's head, but finally put down that hand.

She said with a cold face, "How old are you? If you do this again, I will be angry."

Nan'an seemed to have expected that it would be impossible to get Meng Fuyun's pampering, so he was not too disappointed, because he never had hope.

She still hugged Meng Fuyun, buried her face in her chest and said, "Mom, I'm very sad, can you treat me like I'm not Miss Fifth of the Nan family today?"

"You..." Meng Fuyun frowned, "How can you say such a thing?"

"mom……"

Nan'an still couldn't hold back, and burst into tears.

She couldn't remember how long it had been since she cried like this. It seemed that the emotions she had been holding back for a long time all collapsed at this moment, and she cried terribly while holding Meng Fuyun.

Meng Fuyun just put on her makeup just now, but now she is crying all over it.

At that moment, Nan'an was crying like a child.

Nan'an cried out of breath, and finally began to cough and vomit again.

Meng Fuyun was still panicking, and anxiously comforted her, "What's the matter? Nan'an, are you okay?"

Nan'an cried so much that she couldn't answer. The uncomfortable emotions really came one after another, and she couldn't breathe.

Meng Fuyun could only accompany her, asking the servants to keep bringing hot water and towels, and she kept wiping Nan'an.

When Nan An finally regained her breath, she breathed in the fresh air, and slowly let go of Meng Fuyun's hand.

Her face was once again pale and bloodless, and her whole body was like paper, as if it would be torn to pieces at any moment.

Meng Fuyun stayed with her like this, and when Nan'an calmed down a little bit, she asked the servant to bring milk, and she watched Nan'an drink it in small sips before calming down a little.

At this moment, Nan'an seemed to be awake a lot.

The bitter cry just now vented all the grievances that had been accumulated for many years.

At this moment, my mind is empty, there is something missing, and it seems that I don't want to stuff it in again.

Meng Fuyun touched her face, sighed and said, "I have something to tell you, but seeing you like this, it doesn't seem suitable to say it, so let's talk to you next time, take a good rest gone."

"Mom, I'm fine."

Nan'an's mood has really stabilized.

It's just that those eyes are so empty that there is no soul.

Meng Fuyun looked at that look, as if he saw himself many years ago.

Sudden pain in my heart, I touched her forehead silently, "Only those who have something to worry about will say that they are all right."

"I'm really fine."

"Only those who have something on their minds will emphasize over and over that they are all right."

Nan An suddenly smiled wryly, "Even if something happens, it's not important."

"Okay." Meng Fuyun didn't know how to persuade her.

It was Nan'an who took the initiative to ask, "You just said that you have something to tell me. What is it? Tell me directly."

"Now say..."

"Go ahead."

Since Nan'an had asked for this, Meng Fuyun had no choice but to tell her why she came, "I have met your father, and what he means is that I have to make arrangements for you."

Nan'an didn't seem to be surprised by this sentence at all, she even said calmly, "Okay, then make arrangements, I have time from tomorrow, just let me know at any time."

"Nan'an, I'm not in such a hurry." Meng Fuyun hesitated to speak.

But Nan'an didn't care about it, "It will start tomorrow, but if possible, I still hope to meet with the other party, it's best to meet all the suitable conditions, no matter what, I have to choose one that I like You have to do it."

"...You really think so?"

"Correct."

She swears by it.

Meng Fuyun looked at her, and finally just nodded, "Then I will make arrangements."

"Okay, Mom, good night."

"Good night."

After Meng Fuyun left, Nan'an turned off all the lights in the room and let himself sink into the endless darkness.

From now on, Nan'an in the past will be considered dead.

she thought so.

The blind date came very quickly. On Monday, Meng Fuyun called Nan'an.

After receiving this call, Nan'an didn't show much expression, she only said that she would be there on time, and after hanging up the phone, she went out.

Sitting in the barber shop, she said to the stylist, "Cut as short as you can."

One of the things Nan'an is most proud of is her long hair.

Over the years, she has been taking care of her long hair like a baby. She has changed many hairstyles, but the length of her hair has always been suitable.

But this time, she wants to shorten her hair by herself.

The hair stylist thought about it, and decided not to keep it too short, but Nan An snapped the scissors himself, and the hair broke.

Looking at the strands of hair falling to the ground, Nan'an was expressionless.

In the end, the hair stylist could only try his best to save her hairstyle. When Nan An appeared in front of Gu Zhihuan with short hair, Gu Zhihuan was extremely surprised.

"An'an, why did you give Jane your hair?" Gu Zhihuan asked in disbelief.

"How is it? Is my new hairstyle not bad?" Nan'an asked, fluffing up his short hair.

Nan'an is already good-looking, and any hairstyle doesn't affect her beauty.

It's just that I'm used to seeing her long hair, and suddenly changed to short hair, I'm really not used to it.

Gu Zhihuan touched her hair, "What a pity, such long hair."

"It's not a pity, what's the pity, hair, it doesn't hurt or itch when you cut it, I don't know why I was reluctant to cut it in the past." Nan'an smiled self-deprecatingly, "Okay, don't talk about this, I'm here today You, I want you to accompany me on a blind date."

"Blind date?!" Gu Zhihuan's voice was several degrees higher.

"Are you surprised? Isn't this a normal thing?" Nan'an curled his lips indifferently.

"I just didn't expect your temperament to accept the arrangement of a blind date..."

After hearing this, Nan'an just smiled slightly, "I'm obedient now, I want to be a good girl, accepting the blind date arranged by my family is the first step to change."

Although Nan An kept laughing, Gu Zhihuan felt that she was not very happy.

But Nan An acted as if he didn't need any consolation, but in the end Gu Zhihuan swallowed all those consolation words.

Nan'an even spoke, so Gu Zhihuan naturally wanted to accompany her. It happened that Nan Shijian hadn't returned from a business trip yet, so she also had time to accompany Nan'an on a blind date.

While in the car, Gu Zhihuan asked Nan An a few questions, and Nan An's answer drove Gu Zhihuan a little crazy.

For example, Gu Zhihuan asked her, "Who is the other party?"

"do not know."

"What's the name of that?"

"do not know."

"Then... which family's young master is it?"

"do not know."

"Then what else do you know?"

Nan An snorted coldly, "I don't know anything, so don't ask me."

Gu Zhihuan went crazy for a while, "How can you still go on a blind date at that moment?! You must know some information, right?"

Nan An seemed to think about it seriously, and then gave Gu Zhihuan an answer that vomited blood, "It should be a man."