love addiction

Gu Zhihuan was suffocated when he heard that.

She never knew that Nan'an accepted this kind of thinking.

The marital relationship where her parents respect each other like a guest has a particularly great influence on her, which is why she is not confident in love and overprotects herself.

"What about now? Do you still think so now?" Gu Zhihuan asked tentatively.

Nan An hesitated for a while before answering, "I really want to try."

Outside the door, Meng Fuyun, who brought the fruit, happened to hear this conversation, she felt very uncomfortable, and left again with red eyes.

She didn't expect that it was her own ideas that affected Nan'an, it was just a drunken rambling of hers.

At that time, the relationship between her and Nanjing Yu was extremely cold, which made Meng Fuyun's life extremely depressing.

One night, I couldn't help drinking, and cried and talked a lot while hugging Nan'an, who was just sensible.

Said that she was disappointed in marriage, disappointed in life, and told Nan An not to believe in love. There is no love at all in this family...

Meng Fuyun never thought that what she said while drunk, but Nan'an heard it in her heart, deeply affected her for so many years, and made her walk so hard on this road of love.

Nanjing Jingyu originally came to look for Ming Shaojing, but when he passed by the corridor, he saw Meng Fuyun.

He subconsciously walked over, and before he could speak, Meng Fuyun quickly wiped his tears with his hand.

This made him pause, and asked hurriedly, "What's wrong?"

Nanjing Jingyu suddenly made a sound, startled Meng Fuyun, and said in a panic, "Why are you here?"

"Are you crying?" Nan Jingyu had already seen her red and swollen eyes.

Meng Fuyun seemed to be too late to hide at this time, so he could only say perfunctorily, "It's just... there's sand in my eye."

Nanjing Jingyu is already a man of his age, so why can't he see through such childish lies.

He took the plate in her hand and put it aside before pulling her back.

"Where are you taking me?" Meng Fuyun asked a little nervously.

Without saying a word, Nanjing Jingyu led her back to the room in silence.

Meng Fuyun was even more confused, so when he got to the room, Nanjing Yu closed the door, and his next move was to hold her in his arms.

This action directly stunned Meng Fuyun, who didn't understand what happened, "What's wrong with you?"

"I want to hug you." Nan Jingyu said seriously in her ear, "I know that you have suffered a lot for me over the years, but I can't even give you a hug. This is what I have always said guilty."

"Why are you suddenly... different?" Meng Fuyun felt an indescribable sense of tension.

Recently, he has been a little different, and Meng Fuyun has been working hard to accept this change.

But what he just said hit Meng Fuyun's heart directly and made her flustered.

Nan Jingyu didn't let go of his arms that hugged her tightly, and even hugged her tightly, "Do you remember when we first got married?"

"Remember……"

It was the only wedding in her life, how could she not remember it.

Nanjing Jingyu said with some shame, "Speaking of it, you may be sad. I only saw your face clearly at the wedding."

These words made Meng Fuyun a little dumbfounded.

In fact, they only met once before the wedding, and it was probably a formal blind date with many people present.

At that time, Nanjing Yu came late on purpose and looked very busy, said a few words in a hurry and left.

But Meng Fuyun clearly remembered him. His mother said that he was her future husband.

Meng Fuyun has been very well-behaved since she was a child, a typical lady of the family, the kind who doesn't go out of the door, very quiet, and a little introverted, she hasn't had much contact with outsiders.

So her parents said that was her future husband, so she treated Nanjing Yu as her future spouse.

The wedding at that time was very simple, and the two agreed, and the process began, let alone a relationship like it is now.

Nanjing Jingyu said that he only got to see her clearly at the wedding. In fact, Meng Fuyun could understand it, but when he said it, he had a different feeling. He was somewhat disappointed.

"You know my situation at the time. The relationship between Xiao Wu and his father was very tense. As the eldest son, I have to lead by example, so I accepted the arrangement to marry you. Xiao Wu ran away from home in anger. It fell on me, and my father's requirements on me became stricter, and I couldn't show any attachment or liking for you, so I never spent time with you."

"Xiao Wu disappeared for a long time, and the family relationship was extremely complicated. My father was very suspicious of everyone at that time. In order to make you more stable in this family, I can only work hard to go in the direction he expects. Work hard, so I have wronged you for so many years..."

Married to this man for nearly 30 years, it was the first time Meng Fuyun heard him say so many words, and they were all from the bottom of his heart.

She suddenly cried uncontrollably.

How can you not be wronged?

When she married him, she thought she would be happy, but who knew that life after marriage would be so cold.

She kept comforting herself that he was just too busy to spend time with her.

She kept telling herself to be sensible, and to be the daughter-in-law of the Nan family, you don't have to be sensible.

Later, when Nan Shijian was born, Meng Fuyun thought that the relationship would be eased, but the situation did not improve much.

In addition to her poor health, the old man said that the family should be more popular, so he arranged for Nanjing Yu.

But at that time, Meng Fuyun didn't know anything, and was still wholeheartedly at home with her husband and children.

She didn't know about it until the two children outside were born.

No one knows how Meng Fuyun survived at that time...

That heart must have cooled down at that time. I didn't look forward to marriage or love anymore, but just lived in this family like a person.

The Nan family is like a besieged city, which makes people feel suffocated.

Later, her health improved slightly, and she had Nan'an not long after.

Meng Fuyun remembered that Nan Jingyu wanted to accompany her during that time, but she was too disappointed and always resisted, pushing Nan Jingyu away, pretending to be reasonable.

Men, after working hard so many times, forget it.

Even though she was busy with work, she didn't see anyone. If he didn't see her, she must be happy to be quiet.

Anyway, it's been like this for years...

The relationship between them, if there is nothing, is as plain as water.

Meng Fuyun never thought that this kind of mediocrity would turn into a splash today.

Nanjing Jingyu said, "I just want to protect you well for the rest of my life, and I don't want you to suffer any more grievances."

He didn't have gorgeous sweet words, but only wanted to make up for it with actions, even though he knew that compared with the grievances she had suffered, his own compensation was too insignificant.

But he still wanted to treat her as well as possible.

"Although it's a little late, but... it's still waiting, isn't it?"

Meng Fuyun choked up and said this sentence.

It was as if life had hope again, and she suddenly saw hope.

After she finally stabilized her mood, Meng Fuyun told him the reason why her eyes were red just now.

She blames herself.

But after Nanjing Jingyu heard this, he blamed himself even more.

In fact, in the final analysis, all problems are due to their dereliction of duty as parents.

Lucky people use their childhood to heal their lives, and unlucky people use their lives to heal their childhood.

Nanjing Jingyu and Meng Fuyun felt nothing but guilt towards Nan'an, without any blame.

"Nan'an's current situation, I want to help her." Meng Fuyun said with red eyes.

"Leave this matter to me, she is also my daughter." Nan Jingyu shook her hand and said.

***
Nanjing Jingyu talked with the old man once, and they were talking about Nan'an.

The meaning of the old man is actually very obvious, he wants Ming Shaojing to cherish Nan'an.

After Nan'an spent more than five hours writing the copybook and handing it to him, the old man's expression softened.

He looked at Nan'an with an anxious face, then at Ming Shaojing who was still kneeling, and then said, "Okay, get up."

When hearing this sentence, Nan An breathed a sigh of relief.

Over there, Ming Shaojing was also supported by Nan Shijian to stand up.

When Nan An looked over, he originally wanted to smile to reassure her, but his legs softened and he knelt down again.

Nan An cried out worriedly, "Ming Shaojing..."

Ming Shaojing suddenly felt that everything was worth it.

Everyone helped Nan Shijian and helped Ming Shaojing to the guest room to rest, and brought food and everything to him.

Ming Shaojing smiled like a child, "Nan'an, you're fine, grandpa won't punish you again."

"You...are you stupid?" Nan'an suddenly choked up and couldn't speak.

When is it, does he still think of her?

When Gu Zhihuan pulled Lanan, the two quietly left the room, leaving a separate space for them.

Being called stupid by Nan'an, Ming Shaojing was not angry at all, and scratched his head shyly, "I think you are much gentler than before after pregnancy."

"What do you mean? Are you saying that I was not gentle before?" Nan Ansai asked dissatisfied after giving him a piece of fruit.

"No, no." Ming Shaojing shook his head hurriedly, "I mean, you never said that I was stupid before, but you said, Ming Shaojing, you have a mental illness, right?"

He learned quite well, making Nan An laugh or not laugh, and he was so angry that he directly stuffed an apple for him to eat.

Ming Shaojing ate it straight away, looking very happy.

Nan An was stunned for a moment and asked, "Don't you not eat apples?"

"Because you fed it to me, it's different." Ming Shaojing said triumphantly.

Nan'an's heart throbbed for a while, but there was no softness in his mouth, "Do you think it's different when I feed you poison?"

"You feed me poison and I will eat it too."

"Again, you use your tricks against other women to deal with me?" Nan'an was furious.

Ming Shaojing shook his head quickly, and said with a strong desire to survive, "No, no, I'm only patient with you."

"A man's mouth, you deceitful ghost, I don't believe you."

"Nan'an, can I ask you a question?" Ming Shaojing suddenly became serious.

Obviously her face is red and swollen, the kind that hurts when she smiles, but she insists on smiling when talking to her.

Nan'an really didn't know if this man had a big heart or he was trying to take care of her emotions.

"Tell me, I don't necessarily have to answer you." Nan'an answered him arrogantly.

"You...why did you show up at my wedding?" Ming Shaojing has always been particularly entangled in this question.

Nan'an looked at him in surprise, seeing that Ming Shaojing was a little confused, so he touched his face, "Is it swollen and not handsome anymore?"

"I thought you would ask me why I was pregnant." Nan An said after a while.

Ming Shaojing looked at her stomach, his expression was a little tangled, but the next moment he suddenly realized, "Your child is my child, and if he calls you mom, he has to call me dad. What's the point of asking? "