Ghost doctor Mommy is good V5

Chapter 279 I Just Want To Stay In Her World

Facing Lan Jingyu's barrage of questioning, Lear felt helpless.

He shrugged, still clutching his trouser pockets with both hands, and turned his head to the outside of the yard, signaling that Lan Jingyu didn't mind not talking.

The two people who couldn't get along with each other before, unexpectedly walked on the forest road of the community in tandem for an unprecedented time. Although they were separated by a certain distance, they had a perfect understanding.

Whether it was Lan Jingyu or Li Er, they were not bad-looking among men, but the two became a moving landscape, attracting the attention of many young women and babysitters in the community.

No way, who let this be in public? ?
"Tell me, what do you want to do because you stay here and refuse to leave? Don't tell me it's because you have feelings for Ling Yiren and you don't want to leave. I don't believe this nonsense!" Lan Jingyu cut off Lear with one word. retreat.

This excuse really sucks!

As long as he saw the way Li Er looked at Xiao Ziqing, even a fool would not believe that Li Er fell in love with Ling Yiren, who could he lie to? ?
Only in front of Xiao Ziqing, Li Er would show his hard work, he was so warm to Ling Yiren, and he looked fascinated by Ling Yiren.

Li Er took out a pack of cigarettes from his trouser pocket, and handed one to Lan Jingyu. Lan Jingyu shook his head, "I don't smoke."

He quit smoking early in his marriage.In order to have a healthy baby, and to prevent Jiang Yuerong from inhaling second-hand smoke, she actually quit.

Seeing Lan Jingyu's refusal, Lear didn't force it anymore, took out another cigarette and lit it, took a strong puff, and slowly exhaled the smoke.

In the white mist, his face became a little unreal.

Slightly squinting his eyes, Lear said in a deep voice, "If I say that I have no intention of anything, and I don't want to go back to the old life, will you stop breaking the casserole and ask the end?"

What is hidden in the bottom of my heart, I don't want to be spied on by others, and I don't want to tell anyone.

Even if he would be misunderstood and questioned, Lear just wanted to keep it in his heart until the day he died.

Lan Jingyu raised his eyebrows, "Pretending to be mysterious? Even if you don't tell me, I don't think Feng Yiran can bear it for long, you can decide for yourself!"

That man cared about Xiao Ziqing madly, and had already been made highly nervous by repeated separations.

Even if Lier really loses his memory, Feng Yiran probably won't let Lier stay in their lives for too long. One day, Feng Yiran will find a way to get Lier away.

And that day won't be too far away, because Lan Jingyu has noticed that Feng Yiran's gaze on Li Er has become more and more serious recently.

Whenever First Young Master Feng was calculating something, he would show that expression.

Lear smiled wryly, and took another puff of the cigarette, maybe he choked himself because he smoked too hard, and then he coughed violently again.

"I didn't think about destroying their families, nor would it have any impact on their current lives. Why do I have to go?"

When he said this, Lear's voice was very soft, and he just stared at the artificial lake not far away in a daze.

For a moment, Lan Jingyu had a slight illusion.

I always feel that the man in the white shirt in front of me is like a fairy in a fairy tale, with a little sadness, looking at the world with nostalgic eyes, but he has to live in another world.

Who would have thought that it was just such a man who wanted to turn the earth upside down? ?

If it wasn't at that time that Lear's condition had deteriorated severely and he was suffering from a brain tumor, how could he have stopped? ?

Facing Li Er's extremely innocent expression, Lan Jingyu sighed: "Your existence is an invisible pressure on everyone."

A powerful opponent, even when his physical condition is not as good as before, is like a sleeping lion, which will wake up at any time.

Human nature is always difficult to change, and no one will believe that the treacherous, cunning and vicious wolf will one day become a docile sheep.

Lear smiled self-deprecatingly, "That's right, I'm afraid that my words are filled with countless question marks in the eyes of all of you. Are you afraid that you will regard me as a scourge?"

It is not an exaggeration to say that he is a time bomb, after all, he has done so many unforgivable things.

"But now I really have nothing else to ask for. I just turned back from the gate of hell. Don't I understand what is the most important thing to me? I just want to stay in her world."

The "she" mentioned by Li Er undoubtedly refers to Xiao Ziqing.

I don't know if it's his own illusion, but Lan Jingyu always feels that Lear is shrouded in sadness all over his body.

He is like a melancholy boy, with many things hidden in his heart, which is not humane, but makes himself painful and entangled.

They are all loved ones, Lan Jingyu can naturally understand Lear's mood, "So what if you stay knowing that there will be no results? How long can you guarantee that you will hide like this? What if they see you one day?" come out……"

"Then I will leave." Lear seemed to have made up his mind.

He took a big puff, threw the remaining cigarette butt on the ground, and snuffed it out with his toes.

When he raised his head again, Lear had already put on his usual smile, "If Ziqing really finds out, I'll leave and stay far away from her, and won't cause her any trouble."

Feelings are the most hurtful thing in this world, more lethal than any lethal weapon.

Unrequited love is the most painful thing. Even if the person you love is close at hand, you have to pretend to be harmless and just be friends, and you can't go beyond the threshold.

What is more tormenting than this is that the other party clearly knows what you want, but blindly pretends to be stupid, pretending to know nothing——

Because she can't give you any response, and kindly can't bear to say something that hurts you.

Looking at Lear's back gradually going away, Lan Jingyu's heart was inevitably shrouded in a feeling of depression.

He really couldn't find any proper words to describe Lear, let alone how to answer Lear's words.

There is nothing wrong with loving someone, as Lear said, he just pretended to have amnesia and stayed quietly beside Xiao Ziqing.

He could even talk to Xiao Ziqing through work. No wonder Lear looked at Xiao Ziqing with deep nostalgia in his eyes every time.

Several times, Lan Jingyu was very worried that Li Er would hug Xiao Ziqing, after all, the love in Li Er's eyes was so heavy.

With Lier's company, Ling Yiren seemed to be much more cheerful than before, and no longer often sat alone on the balcony in a daze.

Perhaps because she felt that she had sustenance and hope in her life, she found the motivation to live again.

"You went out? I just searched all over the house, but I couldn't find you!" Hearing Lier's footsteps, Ling Yiren trotted to the entrance to greet him.

That sweet and joyful expression, like a little girl in love.

Lear spread a smile, "Well, I think the sun is very good, so I went out for a walk."

Seeing the neatly arranged meals on the dining table, he couldn't help frowning, "Have you eaten yet?"

Ling Yiren held Lear's hand and said shyly, "You haven't come back yet, and I don't have much appetite by myself." Then he smiled and said, "Are you hungry too? Go wash your hands and eat!"

Not wanting to take her away, Li Er followed Ling Yiren into the restaurant.

The scorching sun was like fire, but it couldn't shine into his heart no matter what.

In the deepest part of his heart, it is cold winter all year round, and all his feelings are frozen, without any warmth.

The most longed for spring will never come.

Halfway through the meal, Li Er noticed that Ling Yiren turned his head to look at him frequently, and couldn't help laughing, "Why, there are rice grains on my face? Or can I get full just by looking at me??"

Being caught on the spot, Ling Yiren blushed and lowered her head, but bit her lower lip tightly, and silently touched the rice in the bowl with chopsticks.

Lier picked up a piece of sweet and sour pork ribs and put it in Ling Yiren's bowl, "Eat more, you're too skinny."

The tenderness and concern he showed occasionally moved Ling Yiren and made her heart feel like she had knocked over a honeypot.

Even the piece of sweet and sour pork ribs tasted only sweet, and there was no sour taste at all.

After a meal, the two of them ate very harmoniously.

From time to time, you help me pick up vegetables, and I help you serve soup, and you will look at each other and smile.If someone walked in and saw it, they might mistakenly think that they were a young couple living an ordinary and warm life.

At night, Lear was about to take a shower in the bathroom when he heard a knock on the door.

Opening the door, Ling Yiren was holding something in his hand, with a nervous expression on his face, "Well... I bought you a set of pajamas, and they've been washed. See if you like it..."

"Of course the things you bought are suitable. The few sets you bought before can still be worn. You don't need to waste money in the future. But thank you." Lear took the pajamas with a smile and said politely.

I don't know if it was intentional or not, but from the moment he walked over to open the door, his body was standing right in the middle of the door, without any intention of letting Ling Yiren in.

Ling Yiren smiled at Li Er shyly, grabbed the nightgown helplessly with both hands, and pulled out a wrinkle from the silk nightgown without realizing it.

"Why don't you dry your hair? It's easy to catch a cold and get sick." Lear frowned when he noticed that Ling Yiren's hair hanging in front of him was still dripping.

"The hair dryer in my room is broken." Ling Yiren whispered: "It's okay, just let it dry naturally, it will be fine in a while, I will wait until my hair is completely dry before going to sleep, I won't catch a cold."

Lear didn't quite agree with her statement, "Wait a minute, I'll bring you the one in my room, how can I not dry it?"

After speaking, he strode towards the room.

Ling Yiren didn't want to stand around in the corridor like a fool, and she was afraid that Ruirui would come out of the room suddenly and see her wandering in front of Lear's room in her nightgown, so she went in.

The room is very tidy, full of masculine taste, there are no extra decorations, but the books on the bedside are a little messy.

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