Ghost doctor Mommy is good V5

After seeing so much life and death, Xiao Ziqing thought that she could face it calmly.

But the vital signs of the people around her were slowly disappearing, so how could she remain indifferent? ?
The mood was as depressed as if there was a boulder stuck in his chest, and it was so heavy that he couldn't breathe.Ling Yiren is still so young, and there are still many wonderful things in this world that she hasn't seen before, so she left in such a hurry.

Let alone in the flowery years, even an old man who is over seventy years old will always have this kind of regret when he is about to die.

What makes Xiao Ziqing feel sorry for Ling Yiren is that Ling Yiren has never had a serious relationship.

Every time, she either died without a medical condition, or met an unkind person, and it always ended in sadness.

Lier is very kind to Ling Yiren, really kind, but that kind of kindness is so good that it makes people despair and heartbreak.

He is like a considerate and gentle elder brother, taking care of Ling Yiren meticulously and loving her like his own sister.

Occasionally, when alone with Ling Yiren, Ling Yiren would take the initiative to hold Lear's arm, and the little bird would snuggle into his arms.

Every time she got close, she could always feel that Lear's body would become stiff——
Although he still had a faint smile on his face.

"Sister Ziqing, do you think my life is particularly tragic? It seems that nothing good has ever happened to me, and I am the most tragic existence." Sometimes, Ling Yiren will inevitably be negative and decadent.

Especially when she raised her head to welcome the warm sunshine, she was more nostalgic for this beautiful world.

What kind of state will you enter after you die?Do people really have souls?If there is, will her soul float in the sky, looking at this world that makes her reluctant to leave?
Xiao Ziqing's emotions were inevitably infected by Ling Yiren, and she also fell into a trough.

She held Ling Yiren's hand with a heavy heart, and said softly, "Yiren, don't be afraid, we will always be with you."

Until that moment comes, you will not face death alone, you will not die alone.

At least, we accompany you to the end.

Ling Yiren looked at Xiao Ziqing with a complicated expression, "Sister Ziqing, I must have been punished, because I have done too many bad things in the past..."

When a man is about to die, his words are also good.

These days, it's not that Ling Yiren hasn't thought about everything she's done, and she even wishes to turn back time so that she doesn't have to be so stupid anymore.

Can being young and ignorant be used as a reason for her to excuse herself? ?

Hehe, she is so stupid that she has made so many mistakes, Ling Yiren can't forgive her past self!

"Yi Ren, don't think so much, the past can't be brought back, so relax. Is there anything in particular you want to do?" Xiao Ziqing realized how lacking her language was at this moment.

She really wanted to comfort Ling Yiren, and wanted to say something to soothe Ling Yiren's fear and anxiety.

But when the words came to my lips, I didn't know what to say. Poor words are such a terrible thing.

Ling Yiren took a deep breath and asked casually, "Sister Ziqing, how long do I have? Tell me the truth, I can bear it."

Since she was a child, she knew that she was different from other children.

While others happily play with each other and enjoy the carefree childhood, Ling Yiren dare not do any strenuous exercise.

Even if she was going up the stairs, she had to rest for a long time at the turning of each floor, and she couldn't take physical education classes.

At the beginning, some female students were willing to come and talk to her, and felt that she was like sister Lin, which was very pitiful.

But after a long time, no one has that patience anymore, they are all little kids, who doesn't want to play?

Gradually, Ling Yiren was left out in the cold. She had no friends, and no one cared about her.The classmates even kept her at a respectful distance, because the teacher said that she would faint at any time due to her illness.

This is a terrible thing for children, and no one dares to get close to Ling Yiren.

Once she had a heart attack and shortness of breath, which frightened the head teacher and called an ambulance.

The classroom became even more chaotic, and some timid classmates cried in fright. Ling Yiren heard someone whispering, "Will she die??"

Ha ha, now she is really going to die.

almost.

Xiao Ziqing didn't want to answer Ling Yiren's question at first, but she always felt that it would be extremely cruel to let the patient know the date of her death.

She couldn't turn a blind eye to Shangling Yiren's persistent eyes.

Suppressing the sadness in her heart, Xiao Ziqing said softly, "At most...one year."

Judging from the current situation, it is very likely that Ling Yiren will not be able to survive even three hundred days, and her body is too weak.

Ling Yiren was slightly taken aback, his eyes were blank, and then he smiled lightly: "Oh, that's not too late, it's enough for me."

"Is there anything you want to do?" Xiao Ziqing was very puzzled, "Do you need our help? Do you want us to do anything?"

Do everything they can to obey the destiny, what they can do now is to satisfy all Ling Yiren's requirements as much as possible, so that she will not leave with too many regrets.

Leaning over to give Xiao Ziqing a hug, Ling Yiren choked up and said, "Thank you, sister Ziqing!"

Thank you for saving me regardless of previous suspicions, thank you for forgiving all my mistakes kindly, thank you for taking me in, thank you for everything you have done for me...

"However, this time I plan to work hard on my own. Just let me fulfill a wish myself before... leaving! That way I won't have any regrets."

"Is this thing dangerous? Does it take a lot of energy?" Xiao Ziqing was worried.

"No, I just want the purest feeling. I'll try to see if I can catch up with someone." Speaking of this, Ling Yiren had two unusual blushes on his face.

Without asking, Xiao Ziqing could guess that the person she was talking about was Lear.

Thinking of the emotional entanglement between these two people, Xiao Ziqing could only sigh secretly, noncommittal.

But she still patted Ling Yiren on the shoulder and encouraged her: "Okay, do what you want, no matter what the result is, at least you have fought for it, so you won't regret it."

When you are struggling with what to do or not to do, it is best to act impulsively and try it out. What if it succeeds? ?
It's okay even if you fail, at least you can express your heart, the worst is being rejected, that's all, it's no big deal.

After some careful grooming, Ling Yiren specially put on light makeup. Seeing her pale face after putting on makeup in the mirror, she couldn't help but smiled wryly.

This time she really became Sister Lin, she never knew that her sick appearance was so annoying!
She also wants to be a bright woman who can run and jump freely in the sun and express her emotions as she likes.

Hearing the slight closing sound of the door in the corridor, Ling Yiren quickly put away his self-pity.

Patting his cheek lightly, he whispered, "Ling Yiren, come on! Don't shrink back because of his indifference, go out bravely!"

She dressed very formally today, and she didn't knock on Lear's door in her nightgown anymore.

When he opened the door and saw Ling Yiren standing at the door, Lear was startled, "Yiren? Why don't you go to bed so late? Could it be that you are not feeling well??"

His anxious look was definitely not a faux pas, he slept very lightly during this period, and he didn't even close the door at night, just because he was afraid that Ling Yiren would not find out in time if there was any unexpected situation.

Even if Lier didn't say anything, Ling Yiren also knew that he would often come over in the middle of the night to see how she was doing, to see if she was sleeping well.

Nervously grabbing the hem of the dress, Ling Yiren whispered, "I have something to ask for your help..."

The mental construction he had done just now was in vain, but now he stood in front of Lear, and found that he couldn't speak no matter what.

So embarrassed!

Lier pulled Ling Yiren in, let her sit on the sofa, covered her with a thin blanket, and poured another cup of hot water.

"Come, drink some water, or use this cup to warm your hands." Lear casually brushed Ling Yiren's scattered bangs behind her ears.

This slightly ambiguous, but extremely warm gesture warmed Ling Yiren's heart.

Isn't it the warmth that she yearns for?
Just like that moth, knowing that the bright candle is hot enough to kill it, it still rushed over without hesitation.

The final end, of course, is that the soul will be scattered, and the ashes will be wiped out.

But at the last moment of life, the moth should be smiling, right? ?It also touched the long-awaited warmth and happiness so close.

Holding the glass in his hand, Ling Yiren glanced at Lear, then quickly lowered his head.

Lear was amused by her shy behavior, and patted her head, "What do you want to say? Don't worry, just think about it slowly. I won't rush you."

Under his encouraging gaze, Ling Yiren said shyly, "I want...to let you give me a year...today sister Ziqing said that I..."

"Okay." Almost before she finished speaking, Lear interrupted hastily.

It's not that he doesn't know how much Ling Yiren taboos that word recently, and that word can make people feel depressed, so he has also learned to avoid it.

Unexpectedly, he would agree so simply, Ling Yiren was stunned, and asked blankly: "I mean, I want you to be like a boyfriend and girlfriend, stay with me until... that day... instead of being like a brother and sister Same."

"I said yes, no problem." Lear reconfirmed his answer without even thinking about it.

"Really?" Ling Yiren couldn't believe her ears, she even pinched her face foolishly to see if she was dreaming.

Lear pulled her hand down and said with a smile: "Fool! If you want to pinch me, you pinch me. I will tell you whether it will hurt or not. Look at you, your face is red."

Ling Yiren has never experienced such doting eyes and tone.

But now everything happened so naturally, Lear even... kissed her forehead! ! !

Isn't this really a dream! ?