77 days of marriage

Even though his heart was as dark and indifferent as An Xi's past, he couldn't help laughing: "Then, didn't I tell the world that I went to the professor to see a doctor?"

Duanmu Qingfeng's sky-like eyes were slightly tinged with worry: "Is there something wrong with you?"

An Xiguo felt his concern, which came from the heart.

An Xiguo couldn't remember anything that happened between her and Duanmu Qingfeng, but, inexplicably, she had a good impression of Duanmu Qingfeng.

That kind of affection was different from the wholehearted trust and reliance she had when she first saw Nan Fengche after losing her memory.

She has a trust in Duanmu Qingfeng who is willing to trust him regardless of the consequences.

An Xi asked him: "You often draw pictures in the gazebo on the rockery behind the campus when we go there."

The two came to the gazebo one after the other and sat facing each other.

An Xiguo said bluntly: "Professor Duanmu, there is one thing that I have never told anyone except Nanfeng Che."

An Xi Guo looks weak on the outside, but in her bones, she has a bit of courage and fierceness that men rarely match.Since she chose to trust Duanmu Qingfeng, she would not think about him and Leng Fei being best friends. Can he really be trusted?
An Xiguo said: "You must know about the fact that I went missing and fell into the sea in the United States?"

Duanmu Qingfeng nodded and said: "In order to find you, Leng Fei has mobilized all the forces he can. The momentum is so great that no one knows."

An Xiguo said slowly: "Actually, I didn't disappear on purpose. I just lost my memory after falling into the sea and being rescued."

Even though she was as stable as Duanmu Qingfeng and as calm as Duanmu Qingfeng, she unconsciously revealed a look of surprise: "You lost your memory?"

An Xiguo said frankly, "Yes, I lost my memory."

Duanmu Qingfeng asked a little puzzled: "The memory loss is not a big deal, why did you hide it?"

An Xiguo said: "Actually, I didn't hide it on purpose. It's just that no one asked about it, so I didn't mention it. However, after I returned to Leng Fei, I had an intuition that I would not let Leng Fei know about it. would be a better choice."

After An Xiguo was silent for a while, she raised her eyes to look at Duanmu Qingfeng again, and said honestly, "After I disappeared, it was Nan Fengche who found me. He didn't hide what happened to me before, and told me everything he knew. Tell me all about it.”

"I no longer remember everything in the past, but after seeing Nanfeng Che, I have a kind of trust and attachment to him. I was very happy during the time with Nanfeng Che. Although I don't remember the past However, there is a feeling that after I lost my parents, I have never been so happy. Therefore, I no longer want to remember the past, and feel that I will spend this time with Nan Fengche like this Life is not bad."

"However, after seeing Leng Fei, I only felt fear and panic about Leng Fei, and panicked wanting to avoid him far away. After Leng Fei got the news from me, he used my brother and sister-in-law to threaten me to come back. I came to his side. Since then, my feeling towards Leng Fei is not only fear, but also a layer of deep and unforgettable hatred. I hate him for hurting my brother and sister-in-law, and I hate him even more for forcing me to leave Nanfeng Che , ruined my happiness with my own hands."

Hearing An Xi's words, Duanmu Qingfeng's heart was filled with an indescribable melancholy.

Now, as far as An Xiguo is concerned, he can only be regarded as a good teacher and helpful friend, right?
Back then, he was the first to walk into An Xiguo's heart.

However, he did not cherish it.

When he encountered things, he was used to taking care of the overall situation and forbearance.

He is not even as brave as An Xi, this little weak girl.

An Xi never knew that on that day, she told him by the lake behind the library——she liked him.

At that moment, the happiness in his heart was like the wind flying in the clouds.

She asked him—does he like her too?
Does he like her?Is this a question to ask?

He never forgot her, when she had already forgotten him and Leng Fei.Yes, he thought, including Leng Fei, they have never forgotten her.

However, he remained silent and said nothing.

He just missed her.

Sometimes, a careless and occasional miss is already a lifetime.

He and her, now so close to each other, seemed as if they were separated by a world away.

Duanmu Qingfeng thought of a poem "Gift of Thoughts" by Cui Zhongrong, a poet of the Tang Dynasty: "Luckily, we live next to each other, but we don't know each other. It's like the moon between the clouds, so what a person in the mirror. Dan Chengkong has dreams, and his heart is broken." Can't help spring. I wish to be Liang Jianyan, there is no reason to change this body."

A person's thoughts are the elegant flowers blooming on the blue vines in summer. Although they are vague and thin, they are like a candle lit in the window on a rainy night, sad and moving.

When An Xiguo looked at Duanmu Qingfeng, somewhere, the breeze blew, and the soft hair on his forehead floated up, drawing an elegant arc in the air.

Exquisite facial features, fair skin like a thousand-year-old ancient jade, flawless, pale, slightly transparent, but also has a cold touch.

The black hair reflected the pitch-black eyes, like crystal obsidian, clear and containing a kind of gentleness of water.

A pair of exquisite eyes of bell heaven and earth do not contain any impurities, they are clear but bottomless.Her complexion was crystal clear like jade, and her long dark hair hung down her shoulders, giving off a faint light.Tall and tall, standing there, indescribably elegant, like a heavenly being.

At first glance, his calm and elegant sitting posture seems to imply all the emotions he can't express in an ancient posture.

At that moment, An Xiguo had an illusion.

Duanmu Qingfeng's eyes were full of helplessness and deep sadness.

At that time, on the eaves of the gazebo, the accumulated ice and snow from the previous night dripped from the eaves to the ground under the sunshine. The world of mortals, the hustle and bustle of the world, seems to have also turned into the silence of this moment.Everything seems to be unimportant and noisy, he is the only one in the world...

It was as if he was sitting on a cloud and was going to ride the wind like this.

Duanmu Qingfeng realized An Xiguo's confusion, and he chuckled softly, his laughter was as sweet as flowing water: "Why don't you talk? Keep talking, I'm listening."

Duanmu Qingfeng smiled warmly, as if to clear away the embarrassment.

In his smiling eyes, loneliness and pain finally flashed.But only for a short while, the smile that had been shrunk bloomed again.

He looks as elegant as jade, with a light and moist smile.

After calming down a bit, An Xiguo spoke out the question that had puzzled her heart for a long time: "However, after I returned to Leng Fei's side, my monstrous hatred for him has diminished rapidly."

"I can't think of anyone, anything."

"Even though I love Nanfeng Che so much, I can't remember anything that happened when I was with Nanfeng Che before I lost my memory."

"Even if I trust you so much at this moment, I can't remember what happened between us. I know that all of this will not be without reason. There must have been something between us that is unforgettable to me. , I trust you so much. But, I just can't remember what happened between us. "

"I am by Leng Fei's side, but I recall a lot of good memories with Leng Fei every day. Yes, everything I think of is good."

"After I lost my memory, Nan Fengche once told me everything he knew about me. Some of them were just his speculations, and he told me truthfully."

"Nan Fengche told me that when I was with Leng Fei, he had never seen a happy face on my face. If I really remembered it like this, when I was with Leng Fei, it was full of joy. How can you not show a happy face? I believe in one thing, if a woman is with the person she truly loves, the joy in her heart is like a flower blooming in her heart. Like the flower in my heart, it always blooms on my face.”

Duanmu Qingfeng asked: "You became suspicious because you chose to believe in Nanfeng Che instead of Leng Fei, is that so?"

An Xiguo replied without hesitation: "Yes."

An Xiguo said: "When I was with Nanfeng Che, Nanfeng Che tried his best to remind me of the past. But it was all useless, I couldn't remember anything. I went back to Leng Fei I haven't been around for a long time, but I gradually remembered a lot of things. Moreover, these memories seem to be selective, and I remembered them."

An Xiguo said carefully: "That feeling is like Leng Fei reminds me of something, and I think of it. This feeling makes me feel very uncomfortable."

After hearing her finish, Duanmu Qingfeng said to her: "If you want to know what's going on, it's not impossible. However, many people can't accept this method."

An Xiguo said almost urgently: "You say, as long as there is a way, I am willing to try any way."

An Xiguo was a little afraid of such a feeling.

This feeling was as if no matter how hard she tried to keep Nanfeng Che in her heart, she still couldn't control it, and Nanfeng Che was getting away from her memory bit by bit.

Even if Nan Feng Che was by her side, now that Su Luoluo was there, she still did not forget Nan Feng Che.

It's just that the happy time between her and Nan Fengche is also disappearing bit by bit.

Those happy times that she and Nanfeng Che spent on Xiaoyao Island, those happy times that happened not long ago, are disappearing bit by bit.

It was as if, by Leng Fei's side, when she remembered some things with Leng Fei, she would forget about the things with Nan Feng Che.

Although she is not a psychiatrist, she is also a student of surgery. She knows that what happened to her is not normal.It's just that she couldn't give herself a reasonable explanation.

The only person she trusts, the only person she can turn to for help seems to be Duanmu Qingfeng.