After Qin Yan finished speaking, he drank a glass of Lafite violently, and two cold tears fell down his cheeks to his chin.

To be honest, Qin Yan's words pierced into Xu Chen's heart word by word, causing Xu Chen's heart to feel sore after another.He suddenly felt that his life was a failure. Although he was successful in his career, it was far from making up for his failure in love!
In the world of love, he is like a sheep being led by the nose, being led back and forth by two shepherds, Qin Yan and Jiang Xiaojiu.

For Jiang Xiaojiu, if you say you don't love her, you still have feelings in your heart.If you want to talk about love, it's not as good as your love for Qin Yan!For Qin Yan, she was the woman he loved the most, but he shared the same bed with him, and the one printed on the marriage certificate was Jiang Xiaojiu.

Such a dramatic life, but I just let myself catch up. Could it be that I really committed suicide by fate?It's just that this peach blossom is really hard to choose.

On the other hand, Jiang Xiaojiu was also very depressed at this time.After she walked down the hill, she walked to the intersection of traffic lights. When she stood at the intersection, there were roads in front, back, left, and right!But she didn't know where to go.

Sometimes it is really like this, when there is a road in front of you, even if it is a dead end, at least you still have a road to choose from, but when there are too many roads ahead of you, you don't know where to go.

A sound of a horn woke Jiang Xiaojiu up. At this moment, Jiang Xiaojiu looked around and saw that she was standing on the sidewalk, and it was a red light. The driver next to her was honking her horn, sticking her head out of the car window and swearing at Jiang Xiaojiu. : "You are sick, can you go away?"

Jiang Xiaojiu retreated to the intersection, looking at the heavy traffic in front of her, she was still depressed, after the green light turned on again, Jiang Xiaojiu crossed the road and walked along the road. At this moment, all she was thinking about was about Xu Chen , and of course the result of his own father.

She had never been disappointed with Xu Chen, and she never thought it would be like this.My husband didn't support me, but at this moment, I had various scandals with another woman, so why didn't I think too much about it?How not to be sad!

The night has drawn, and on this not-so-busy pedestrian street, the colorful neon lights are like pairs of eyes opened, looking at the lonely self.She doesn't like so many eyes looking at her, she likes to be alone quietly, but there is no such place.

The night wind was blowing, like pieces of ice scraping his face, she suddenly felt tired and wanted to find a place to have a good rest.

At this time, Jiang Xiaojiu saw a bar on her left hand called "Qingweishui". Jiang Xiaojiu had a good impression of the name, and thought that it should not be as chaotic as other bars, so she pushed open the door of the bar and left go in.

This bar is still very special. The door is made of wood. After entering, there is no smog like other commercial bars, but there is a sense of tranquility.

A piece of beautiful lyrical music reverberated in the bar. A man in denim was singing on the stage, holding an acoustic guitar and singing softly. His voice was very pure, like a sunny boy.

But he looks like a rocker, with shoulder-length hair parted in the middle like a power train.He closed his eyes and sang quietly.There are not many people sitting below, and the customers are very sparse.

Jiang Xiaojiu found a seat at random and sat down. The waiter quickly handed over the wine list. Jiang Xiaojiu looked at it. The wine list here is also very artistic, with fresh names, such as the wind of the grassland, the love of early summer, and the charm of autumn. etc.

These are all things that Jiang Xiaojiu likes. Looking at the entire decoration of this bar, it has a style of American western cowboys. It is dark, and the room has a feeling of yellow sand thousands of miles, as dim as the setting sun.

Jiang Xiaojiu ordered a cup of winter warm sun, she likes the name, as she must, now she needs a sun to warm her.

The singer's song is also very heart-warming: "I want to give you my warmest hands, like spring wind, summer rain, the shy face caressed, let me give you the most stalwart heart, no matter where you are , I will let you depend on the wind and rain."

Such lyrics made Jiang Xiaojiu's heart extremely warm. She felt like she had forgotten her troubles, so she sat quietly and listened to the song.

Listening, Jiang Xiaojiu accidentally discovered that she was the only woman here, and the others were all men.However, this place is not like other bars where some men with nothing to do will come to strike up a conversation, but not here.

Although the singer was concentrating on singing on it, when a beautiful girl like Jiang Xiaojiu walked in, he naturally saw it at the first sight.

After singing a song, he saw that Jiang Xiaojiu was listening to his singing very seriously, so he couldn't help smiling at him.Then another boy was called. This boy was wearing a white T-shirt, jeans, and chains around his hands and neck, and sang Jay Chou's "Sunny Day".

And the singer walked down, came to Jiang Xiaojiu with a smile, and sat opposite to Jiang Xiaojiu, and said warmly, "Come alone?"

Jiang Xiaojiu was very surprised, but nodded slightly, but Jiang Xiaojiu felt a little embarrassed, but at the same time felt a sense of luck.

"You sing really well." Jiang Xiaojiu, who was in a troubled mood, answered his words with a smile as if the haze in her heart had been temporarily dispelled when she was talking to the singer.

"My name is Li Xiaoyu, do you like my singing?" The singer introduced himself and reported his family background. He seemed to be a straightforward and free-spirited person.

"My name is Jiang Xiaojiu, a very vulgar name." Jiang Xiaojiu laughed at himself.

Li Xiaoyu picked up a bottle of beer and poured it into his mouth, wiped his mouth, and said with a smile: "We are all people in the world, so there is no reason for it. Besides, your name is not bad, at least it is better than makeup." Thirty-eight sounds much better."

This cold and boring joke made them both laugh. Jiang Xiaojiu covered her mouth and smiled: "How long have you been singing in this city? What do you do?"

Li Xiaoyu took another sip of wine: "Look at me like this and you will know what I do."

Jiang Xiaojiu sized him up. He was wearing denim and looked very sloppy, but it was impossible to see what he was doing.

"I'm a hiker, also known as a donkey friend. I like to run around the world. I saw this bar by accident. I think it's not bad here. I'm here as a resident singer for a month. Waiting for the boss to find it New singer, I will leave here." Hearing Li Xiaoyu's tone, Jiang Xiaojiu felt that he must be a very free person.

"I really envy you. You can go where you want to go and do what you want to do." When Jiang Xiaojiu spoke, her voice was soft like water.

"Actually, there is nothing to envy, but I am different from others. I pursue ideals and freedom. I don't want to live like ordinary people. I don't want to live like a tortoise because of work. life."

Listening to Li Xiaoyu's words, Jiang Xiaojiu felt that he was like when he was seventeen or eighteen years old, he did everything he wanted to go and everything he wanted to do, and fought without reservation!But one can't help but hear a bit of bitterness from his words, he must also be a person with a story!
Jiang Xiaojiu had put all her sorrows aside, and was absorbed in chatting with Li Xiaoyu.It's been a long time since she found someone to chat with so comfortably, like an old friend.

"Where have you been? Can you tell me about it?" Jiang Xiaojiu would like to hear where this person who regards travel as a career and the meaning of life has been and what he has encountered.

"I have basically traveled all over the land of my motherland, and my next goal is to cross the Sahara Desert! I want to travel for love like Sanmao! Fight for my dream!"

When it comes to Sanmao and the Sahara, Jiang Xiaojiu is full of admiration.Sanmao is also her favorite writer, of course, she envies her love with Jose even more!

"You people know how to be envious. Why don't you pursue your dreams? Do you have to wait until you get old to find out that even the memoirs are in the same place before you regret it?"

Before he knew it, when he was telling the story, Li Xiaoyu had finished drinking two bottles of beer, but judging from his expression, he was not in the slightest drunk, just like drinking two bottles of soda, but his words smelt of alcohol.

"I am no different from a traveler now, because I have nowhere to go, and there is no corner for me." Speaking of this, Jiang Xiaojiu's sad thoughts filled up again.

"It's just that you don't dare to do it yourself. Any choice is the price of making a belief. As long as you can bear the price, then everything is not a problem. The sky is big, the earth is big, you can go wherever you want Well, no one cares."

Speaking of these, Li Xiaoyu looked proud!

But for Jiang Xiaojiu, it is impossible for him to give up his current life and pursue freedom like him.As he said, this price cannot be afforded by himself.I can't just watch my father in prison and ignore it, and this almost broken family still has something for her to stay.

After all, for Xu Chen, I really loved her in my heart, and Wang Yanyun, she is a good mother-in-law, and Jiang Xiaojiu didn't want to cause her any harm.

The two were silent for a while without speaking, Li Xiaoyu raised his head and asked: "You said you have no place to go at night, if you don't mind, you can go to my place, I rented two rooms, one is empty, no one is there live."

Having said that, Jiang Xiaojiu hesitated for a moment, and her first reaction was naturally to refuse, and Li Xiaoyu didn't force her to stay after seeing this: "No force, you can do whatever you want, I just have good intentions, and it's fine if I don't appreciate it."

Jiang Xiaojiu was a little embarrassed, so when Li Xiaoyu got up, Jiang Xiaojiu said, "Are you really the only one in your room?"

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