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Su Yu'er still believed in Concubine Shen Yun too much. Although she had hesitated before, Su Yuer was completely irrational for Concubine Shen Yun who looked like this, and pity occupied Su Yu'er's entire heart.

"Concubine Yun, do you still have something to hide from us?" Concubine Shen Yun once told Mi Lan and Su Yuer about her experiences before, but those experiences were too lightly described.

What Su Yuer wanted to know was more stories. After all, Concubine Shen Yun's current performance was beyond Su Yuer's expectations.Mi Lan has also experienced many cruel things, but Mi Lan is still so kind and willing to trust others.

But Concubine Shen Yun has changed so much, which makes Su Yuer feel that Concubine Shen Yun must have suffered a crueler experience than Mi Lan, otherwise, it will not be possible to transform Concubine Shen Yun, who has always been conceited, into what she is now in just a few years.

"Yes, but my concealment will not do any harm to you at all." After all, Concubine Shen Yun has been wandering abroad for so many years, and Concubine Shen Yun understood Su Yuer's reaction when she first met her.

Therefore, in order to gain Su Yuer's trust and successfully achieve her goals with the help of Su Yuer and Mi Lan, Concubine Shen Yun must learn Gou Jian's endurance. .

If friendship is mixed with utilitarianism, then such friendship is not far from being destroyed.But how many people in this world can achieve no desires and demands, and give silently.

So I have to say that the way to get along in friendship in society is that you use me and I use you. When the value of use is gone, you won't even know who you are.

"Actually, Concubine Yun, I didn't mean that." Su Yuer knew that Concubine Shen Yun might have misunderstood her meaning, so she quickly explained.

"Yu'er, you don't need to say anything, I believe in you." Concubine Shen Yun's words at this time made Su Yu'er feel a little embarrassed.

Her distrust, her suspicion, in exchange for Shen Yunfei's trust in the end.What happened to her, Su Yuer began to secretly blame herself, and Concubine Shen Yun successfully captured this thought again.

"Hehe, I just think that we have been separated for so many years, and you have been wandering outside. I can understand the pain and sorrow of wandering outside." I don't know if it's been a long time since I came to the United States, or what, Su Yuer suddenly won't be very good express their emotions.

"Thank you, Yu'er." I have to say that the social university has indeed taught some people what is sophistication and what is tact.Shen Yunfei is a good example.

"What are you thanking me for?" Su Yu'er was a little surprised, not knowing why Concubine Shen Yun wanted to thank her.

"Thank you for being so considerate and understanding of me. You must know that many people envy my work, but only those who have experienced it can understand the sadness." Concubine Shen Yun suddenly discovered that she still has a talent for acting. point.

You must know that Concubine Shen Yun never thought that there would be a day when she and Su Yuer would get along in this way after meeting.Although I feel terrible when I think about it, I have to. This is the sadness of being born in this era.

"Concubine Yun, I know you must have had a hard time these years." Although Concubine Shen Yun's words were vague, anyone with a little brain would think of those miserable years.

If the previous Su Yuer didn't understand, it's still possible.But now she has also experienced what Concubine Shen Yun has experienced. She is thousands of miles away, far away from all her relatives, and lives in another country across the ocean. Only after experiencing it can she understand .

"Yu'er, it's true that I've had a hard time these years, not only physical hardships, but also mental torture, so I've been living very badly these years." She looks like a strong woman, so if she shows weakness now and then, she can definitely win Su Yuer.

Maybe when Concubine Shen Yun saw Su Yuer before, she still felt that Su Yuer had become more rational and indifferent, and she did not dare to act rashly. At that time, Concubine Shen Yun didn't know the identity of Mi Lan and the others, so she only wanted to find them back friendship.

But later, Concubine Shen Yun got the news from Jin Sha, and then got confirmation from Mi Lan. After that, Concubine Shen Yun felt like a deer in her heart, with many thoughts jumping around in her mind.

At first, Concubine Shen Yun was not sure whether to use this friendship to achieve her desired goal, until Concubine Shen Yun found that the relationship between Su Yuer and Mi Lan far exceeded her, and she knew that she wanted to make up for it and save it. possible.Since Su Yu'er's friendship can't be recovered, it's better to achieve her own goal.

"Psychological torment?" Su Yu'er felt that Concubine Shen Yun would never feel how much her actions had hurt Mi Lan, so she never felt that Concubine Shen Yun would repent.

"Yes, what I did back then made me ashamed. It wasn't until I left City B that I realized that what I had lost was not only my friendship, but also my kind and innocent heart at that moment." I never repented.

If you say you regret it, it's only regret that you lost Su Yuer as a friend because of Mi Lan.Sometimes people's feelings are somewhat preconceived. Although Shen Yunfei and Su Yuer have no common hobbies, the first friend Shen Yunfei made when she was in school was Su Yuer, and the first friend Su Yuer treated with heart was Shen Yunfei.

So their feelings cannot be expressed in words, and they are also indescribable, but since Mi Lan joined, since she hurt Mi Lan, her relationship with Su Yuer has become more and more distant, until they lost contact with each other.

"So, what things did you regret doing very early on?" Su Yu'er looked at Concubine Shen Yun in disbelief. If Concubine Shen Yun found out that she was wrong at that time and came back to apologize, nothing would have happened.It won't let them miss these years.

"Yeah, as soon as I stepped on the train, I saw my hometown getting smaller and smaller in my sight, and I realized it." Concubine Shen Yun said affectionately, as if it was really at that time that she really woke up and admitted her mistake.

"Then why didn't you come back? You must know that although we were angry at the time, we were willing to give you a chance to explain. As long as you admit your mistake, I don't think Lanlan and I will blame you, and we won't miss these years. " Su Yuer asked hastily.

Su Yu'er always felt that without Concubine Shen Yun was like something missing in their lives, and Su Yu'er had always felt a pity in her heart all these years.

When Su Yuer saw Concubine Shen Yun again, she was excited and excited, wanting to make up for all the things that Concubine Shen Yun had missed all these years.

But at that time, Concubine Shen Yun was not at all like the Concubine Shen Yun she Su Yuer knew, and Su Yuer was worried that after all, time had passed so long and everyone had a lot of experience in society, who could guarantee that his heart would not be spoiled by the world? polluted.

"But, I don't know what you guys are thinking. I just know that I was wrong. I just know that I hurt Mi Lan and my best friend." Concubine Shen Yun just said Mi Lan, while Su Yuer used In the heart of Concubine Shen Yun, Su Yuer will always be her best friend of Concubine Shen Yun.

"Then what happened to you after that?" Su Yu'er knew that some things had passed, and she would never bring them up again.

After all, there is no Doraemon or time machine in this world, so it is impossible for us to go back to the past and predict the future.

"At first, because I was young, many places were unwilling to employ me. I had to find a restaurant to serve as a waiter." For Concubine Shen Yun, it was an unbearable past.

If possible, Concubine Shen Yun would rather not talk about it for the rest of her life.But for a woman like Su Yuer who is hard-spoken and soft-hearted, Concubine Shen Yun knows that she has to do this in order to gain Su Yuer's trust and help her.

After all, Concubine Shen Yun understood that although Mi Lan forgave her first, the relationship between her and Mi Lan was not as deep as that with Su Yuer, not to mention that she had hurt Mi Lan so deeply.

Due to emotion and reason, she couldn't talk to Mi Lan, ask Mi Lan, or ask Mi Lan to help her, she couldn't say anything.

"And then?" Su Yu'er became more and more interested the more she heard it, she was not the kind of person who gloated at other people's misfortune, she just wanted to go back to the old days with Concubine Shen Yun, the days when they had nothing to say and no secrets.

"I worked in the hotel for half a year, and that half year was more difficult for me than going to jail." Concubine Shen Yun thought of her experience in that half year, and she could describe it in four words, it was horrible.

After all, Concubine Shen Yun was still a student when she came out, and Concubine Shen Yun's family was not very bad, so how could Concubine Shen Yun endure such hardship.

At the beginning, Concubine Shen Yun thought of going home, but whenever she remembered how her family forced her to go back to school, Concubine Shen Yun retreated.Thinking that she, who used to be so conceited, would have to do a self-criticism in front of the whole school's teachers and students, how could Concubine Shen Yun, who was as proud as her, be able to bear it.

Because of this, Concubine Shen Yun persisted for half a year.It was precisely because of this experience that Concubine Shen Yun lost her youthful frivolity.

"What about half a year later." Although Su Yu'er really wanted to know what happened to Concubine Shen Yun in the past six months.But Su Yuer found that Concubine Shen Yun didn't want to talk about her service career for the past six months.

Since she didn't want to say it, why did Su Yuer ask?But if you think about it, you will know how a girl who just walked out of school can bear such a high-intensity job.

And she's a waiter, this kind of job is destined not suitable for someone like Concubine Shen Yun, but Concubine Shen Yun has done it for half a year.

"Half a year later, by chance, I met a Korean. Every time he came, he would order food from me. Later, we became acquainted, and then." Concubine Shen Yun knew that if it wasn't for the Korean, she would not have gotten there so early. Get out of the sea of ​​bitterness.

But Concubine Shen Yun also paid a heavy price for this, isn't this an exchange?

"Then? Then what happened?" Seeing Concubine Shen Yun's hesitant expression, Su Yu'er felt that the next thing would be a little bad.

"Then, I fell in love." Concubine Shen Yun knew that only by telling her all, would she gain Su Yuer's [-]% trust. That woman who dares to love and hate.