love marriage late

Although I have stabilized my emotions and prevented myself from being so vulnerable, Mi Lan still has a lot of negative emotions.

Thinking about how pitiful I was when Jack didn’t even tell me when he left in the end, now I’m even more unsure if Jack is really not angry with me. Pretending to come out?What if Jack was actually still very angry with himself?

These are all the questions that popped up in Mi Lan's mind for a moment. Mi Lan felt that she was completely defeated now. As expected, Jack would not be let off so easily. Jack cared so much about himself. I was fooled into thinking that Jack would not be angry.

"Yu'er, Feiyun, you two, tell me that all of this is actually Jack's faking, right? He is still angry with me, but he doesn't want me to be disappointed and sad, that's why Jack chose to be silent. Leave, don't you even have the desire to say goodbye to me?"

Mi Lan asked her two good sisters for help to see if her guess was correct, but the two were silent for a while, and then Shen Feiyun slowly said to Mi Lan: "Mi Lan, isn't it true? As you think, in fact, Jack had a frank and unfair chat with us that day.

So you don’t have to worry about Jack getting angry. The reason why he left today is because he still has his own life. You also know that Jack didn’t plan to stay in China forever. He planned to take you back Yes, but now you are not going back.

But Jack can’t go back, right? You can stay in China because you have found your own destination, and you have found Xiao Mubai as your master, but Jack still has his own career, and his home is still In the United States.Do you want to selfishly let Jack stay in China to take care of you? "

What Shen Feiyun said was not wrong, so Mi Lan figured it out instantly, she was just acting affectionate here, Jack was not angry with herself, so the generosity that Jack showed to herself in the past two days was actually true Yes, Jack has already regarded himself as his own sister.

But Jack originally planned to return to the United States, so if he didn't go back to the United States with Jack, then of course Jack could only go back by himself. Lan was a little disappointed.

But it may be that long-term pain is worse than short-term pain. As long as I adapt to it for a period of time, I will be fine, just like I left Xiao Mubai. I was so sad at the beginning, didn't I still survive it?And this is not life and death, I am not a child anymore, how can I be so ignorant?
Gradually, Mi Lan gradually figured out what was wrong with her, so Mi Lan said to herself lightly: "Hey, it seems that the day when I become mature is still far away."

"Okay, Mi Lan, since Jack has already left, let's treat this page as if he has already flipped through it. You don't need to miss anything. You just need to remember that you still have your Xiao Mubai waiting for you to take care of it. , you will be satisfied with everything.”

Shen Feiyun reminded herself that she still had Xiao Mubai, so Mi Lan knew what Shen Feiyun said, which meant that all choices were made by herself, so the consequences of everything were also It is up to oneself, and no one else has any responsibility for oneself.

For example, if I choose Xiao Mubai, then I am already well with Xiao Mubai, then I should feel content, I have got what I want, what else is there to be dissatisfied with?On the contrary, if I choose Xiao Mubai, then Jack himself cannot follow him back to the United States.

This is also an inevitable consequence, it’s just that Mi Lan’s reaction was too slow, and she couldn’t figure it out for a while, or Mi Lan knew that she would lose Jack, and by that time, because Jack’s performance in the past two days was really good, So much so that I couldn't accept this fact.

So it is still a matter of time. After a long time, I will gradually become familiar with the feeling of not having Jack by my side.

I will gradually not care about it, Jack will be like a seed, full of sprouts in my heart, grow up, and become the brightest towering tree in my memory, but I am no longer I will miss Jack so much, and I will regard Jack as my beautiful memory.

Maybe only memory is the most beautiful, memory will not bring people to deceive, will not bring people harm, because memories are all past things, I know him well, but they are inaccessible.

"Well, Feiyun, I already understand. I will definitely remember what you said to me today, and Jack said so many things to me before, so if I always thought I would ask you , If you don’t know how to repay, then I’m too ignorant.”

"It's good if you know it. You will be alone in the future. You must learn to take care of yourself. You can't rely too much on others, you can't rely on your good sister, you can't rely on Jack, and you can't rely on Xiao Mubai. I used to think that there is After getting William, you will become dependent on others, but I didn't expect that you still haven't grown up."

Although Shen Feiyun was a little disappointed with Mi Lan's various performances, she finally expressed her hope for Mi Lan, so she will not give up her childish good sister in the future. Mi Lan is too dependent on others. After taking care of her own, Mi Lan didn't really grow up until she got out of other people's care.

"Okay, now that Jack has left us, you will enjoy these meals. Come and eat with us." Mi Lan's mood instantly changed to a very cheerful state, which made Shen Feiyun feel very relieved to see it.

Fang Yuer also appeared next to Mi Lan again, and said to Mi Lan, "Okay...okay... where is the meal?" Seeing Fang Yuer's foodie looking expectant, Shen Feiyun was even more helpless. He glanced at Fang Yuer a few times.

"Hey, the food is in the pot. If you want to eat, you can take it yourself. Anyway, Jack is gone, so you go and eat it up, but anyway, no one will compete with you. This is my cost. I think it's the best meal I think I cooked for Jack with great thought. It's a pity..."

Mi Lan was a little distracted, so she couldn't help but stop her hesitant words, which made Shen Feiyun a little sad. Although Shen Feiyun was more mature, it was human.Shen Feiyun is also unavoidable, so Shen Feiyun doesn't want to touch Jack's matter.

Shen Feiyun changed the subject, and said to Mi Lan: "Okay, what a pity, let's go eat the superb food you cooked together, don't waste food, we've finished eating, after gaining weight, Jack You will be very happy to see us in the future, so it won’t be a pity if we finish eating, right?”

"Hmm..." Mi Lan simply agreed to Shen Feiyun, and went to eat with Fang Yuer and Shen Feiyun.

While eating, Mi Lan kept thinking about how she would tell Fang Yuer and Shen Feiyun that she planned to leave here.But after a while, Mi Lan felt that she seemed to be repeating her bad mood again.

I shouldn't be like this. Didn't I keep telling myself that I should grow up, but now why have I become indecisive again?Now that I have realized that I am starting to be indecisive again, the next thing is actually not so difficult, it can be said to be a matter of course.

"Yu'er, Feiyun, I have one thing, I don't know if I should tell you, if I don't tell you, I think you will hate me for the rest of my life, but if I tell you, you will definitely hate me too, It just makes the storm more violent."

Vigorously exaggerating this matter to the two of them, both of them felt that Mi Lan seemed to be serious about it, so the next moment was when Fang Yuer and Shen Feiyun were very curious about the duo.

"What's the matter? Why do you always do things like this? Do you believe that we put you in prison and you will never stand up again?" Fang Yuer looked at Mi Lan with a vicious look on her face, as if It's the same as threatening Mi Lan.It seems that what Mi Lan has done recently is not kind.

Therefore, Fang Yu'er had to exert some majesty, otherwise he would lose any prestige in front of Mi Lan in the future. After all, he was the pillar when encountering things, how could he do without prestige.Therefore, Fang Yu'er would show some angry expressions in front of Mi Lan from time to time.

"Fang Yu'er, don't be in a hurry, okay? I haven't cut it first and then played it? If I cut it first and then played it, do I still need to go around with you? I'll just tell you, okay. Don't be old You want to mislead me, otherwise I won't choose to tell you anything in the future.

Anyway, I already have my Xiao Mubai, so I will ignore you guys. "Mi Lan's embarrassing Fang Yuer said, Shen Feiyun knew at a glance that Mi Lan was really joking with Fang Yuer.

So Shen Feiyun just watched quietly and didn't interrupt. Of course Fang Yuer knew about it, so Fang Yuer was also a person who could play, so she continued to fight with Mi Lan.

"Hey! You white-eyed wolf, you have a new love and forget to love it, right? You forgot how we talked to you before? How did we help you deal with your shit? Now it's ungrateful Wake up, I really have you."