famous first flash marriage

it's OK.

As long as he doesn't hang up on her phone, as long as he is still willing to listen to her, she can continue talking with the cheek.

it's OK.

She can completely lose her self-esteem in front of Cheng Lie.

I'm going to die, what's the use of self-esteem?
If self-respect did not bring her ultimate happiness, then poor self-respect was of no avail.

Perhaps, people really understand what they want most at the end.

In the past, she most wanted to marry Cheng Lie in a legitimate way, and she wanted to conquer Cheng Lie slowly.

Now I know how stupid that is.

what's the point?
If she had known today, she would have used all means...to make Cheng Lie her own man.

Ah……

Xie Linlang, Xie Linlang.

You are just so egotistical.

You've been too conceited all your life.

So, now I can't love it.

I can't even meet the person I love the most.

"Xie Linlang, I suggest you go abroad to receive the best treatment immediately, and don't give up on yourself."

Cheng Lie's calm and indifferent voice came from the phone.

She smiled.

He cares about her.

She is so happy, so satisfied.

"I will, Lie, I will do what you say."

She said softly: "But before that, you and I will meet and let me treat you to a meal, okay? I know, you won't go back to the army for the time being..."

"Xie Linlang, are you looking for my whereabouts?"

There was unhappiness in Cheng Lie's voice.

Xie Linlang was silent, and said, "I'm sorry, Liezi, I didn't do it on purpose, I just... just want to meet you."

"Don't do this again."

Cheng Lie said in a deep voice, "Xie Linlang, don't challenge my limit anymore."

"Sorry, I see."

Xie Linlang was silent for a while, then suddenly smiled softly.

"Retsuko, even so, I am still a special existence to you, right? I know, if it were someone else doing this, you would have already—"

"Do not think too much."

Cheng Lie said disapprovingly: "I tolerate you more than others, just because you and my family are family friends. Apart from that, there is nothing else."

Xie Linlang's throat choked, and the grievance welled up in her heart, and she almost cried out.

Emotions are almost out of control.

For Xie Linlang, who has always been extremely self-disciplined, this has almost never happened.

Even if her relatives passed away, she was always able to control it very well, never revealing her calmness in front of others.

She has always believed that being able to control one's emotions is one of the qualities that an adult must possess.

She looks down on people who are always showing their emotions.

Even in love, she hopes she is rational and calm.

This is also the reason why she has been in no hurry to get Cheng Lie.

However, this has suppressed emotions for more than 20 years and nearly 30 years, and now there is a tendency to burst the embankment.

What exactly happened here?
Is it because you are going to die that you will become extra fragile?
Ah……

Really annoying.

She really hates herself who is out of control like this!

She has been proud and frivolous all her life, but has she ever encountered the current situation?

She felt more and more intolerable for herself.

In particular, thinking that she might show more embarrassing situations in front of Linglong when she became terminally ill in the future, she almost went crazy.

When her body became weaker, she dared to conclude that her emotions would become more out of control.

At that time, what should I do if I do more irrational things?
Maybe, it's time to stop all this.

Xie Linlang, this step is enough.

Even if you are begging for mercy in love, there should be a limit, right?
In the sea breeze, she closed her eyes in pain, and two lines of hot tears slowly flowed down her pale cheeks.

Tears are real.

The pain is real too.

Only everything I imagined and hoped for is so unreal.

what can we do about it?

in case……

What if that woman disappeared?
Will he treat himself better?
Such a thought flashed across Xie Linlang's mind.

"It's nothing, I'll hang up."

Cheng Lie's calm voice came from the phone.

"Oh...you are so cruel."

She choked up and said with hatred.

At first she thought the voice only existed in her own heart.

When she realized that she had actually spoken out what was in her heart, she couldn't help being surprised.

"If you must think so, then so be it."

Cheng Lie's voice was still faint, without any emotion, only a sense of alienation that she was very used to.

Yes, alienation.

There was always this sense of alienation about the man.

It seems that all women have nothing to do with him.

It's been like this since childhood.

Xie Linlang remembered Cheng Lie when he was very young.

At that time, he might have been more publicized than he is now, but that feeling of alienation seemed to be innate.

Because the eldest son of the married family is always not interested in women, and there are even rumors that the eldest son of the married family likes men.

However, Xie Linlang knew it was not.

She even had an inexplicable confidence all the time, thinking that sooner or later Cheng Lie would be hers.

This man doesn't care about other women, just because once he falls in love with someone, he will be extremely affectionate.

She used to think that she could get his only affection in the world.

Unfortunately, she was only half right.

Cheng Lie is indeed a very affectionate person.

However, it is absolutely impossible for him to give her his affection.

His affection, about the first time he saw that woman, belonged to her.

Maybe this is fate.

The more indifferent Cheng Lie was to himself, the more jealous Xie Linlang became.

By now, this jealousy has reached its peak.

She bit her lip desperately to keep herself from screaming.

why?
Why on earth?
She was going to die, and he still refused to give her even a little warmth?

She hated herself for not being able to let go of Cheng Lie, but also hated Cheng Lie for being fascinated by that woman.

What I hate the most is fate.

"Retsuko, if you don't come to see me for the last time, I won't die in peace."

Tears welled up in Xie Linlang's eyes.

Her voice was already choked up beyond words.

Forget it.

So be it.

Anyway, in front of him, she had no image at all.

But even so, he would still answer her calls, so he wouldn't ignore her completely, would he?
Maybe it can be seen that Cheng Lie doesn't hate himself?
"Xie Linlang, everyone should be responsible for their own life. Whether you live or die is in your own hands. It's not a smart way to blackmail others. What's more—"

Cheng Lie paused, and there was a coldness in his voice: "I, Cheng Lie, never accept threats from anyone."

"strong……"

"I'll say it one last time, Xie Linlang, don't call me that. I don't like it."

Cheng Lie said very restrainedly: "You and I are of the same generation, just call me Cheng Lie."

"..."

Xie Linlang was silent.

She could no longer speak.

"I'll hang up if there's nothing else to do."

Cheng Lie said lightly.

"do not!"

Hearing that Cheng Lie was going to hang up the phone, Xie Linlang was very anxious.

She almost stood up from the wheelchair in a panic.

No.

Even if it was such a conversation, she was unwilling to stop.

How she wished to hear Cheng Lie's voice again.

After all, for her, every time may be the last time.

"what happened again."

The obvious impatience can already be heard in Cheng Lie's voice.

Xie Linlang understood that she had already wasted too much of his time.

If it were someone else, Cheng Lie would have hung up the phone long ago.

He was able to endure until now, which is already a great tolerance.

However, she was still not satisfied.

Her last wish was to see him again.

In order to achieve this goal, she will do whatever she wants.

Sometimes women are crazy.

No one and nothing can stop a woman from going crazy.

Lie, you'd better not push me to that step.

There was a trace of cruelty in Xie Linlang's eyes looking at the sea.

"Lie...Cheng Lie, I beg you one last time, let me see you, okay? Please——I, Xie Linlang, never beg for people before, but now, I know I won't live long, and my self-esteem is important to me." It's nothing, and it's useless, my only wish is to meet you, sit down and chat with you, and treat you to a meal I cooked myself."

Xie Linlang's tears fell down again.

She begged: "Cheng Lie, can you fulfill my last wish based on the friendship between our two families for so many years? I know—I know I was delusional last time, and I shouldn't have that kind of behavior." Extravagant begging, now, I don't ask for those. I just ask you to have a meal with me. Think about it, even if we are strangers who have nothing to do with each other, a poor woman with a terminal illness proposes to you You may not refuse such a request, will you? You are a soldier, and you have natural compassion for the general public, and you feel pity for the weak, since you were a child."

"Then, now, just treat me as a terminally ill patient who has nothing to do with you. I only have one request, and I hope you agree to it."

"Xie Linlang—"

As soon as Cheng Lie's voice came out, Xie Linlang interrupted him loudly.

"No! Chenglie, don't reject me right away. If you reject me now, I think I will die immediately! I mean it, I have nothing else to ask for now. Please don't reject me so easily, At least give me a little thought, okay?"

"Cheng Lie, think about it carefully. You know, if I make this request to Uncle Cheng through my father, he will definitely do something - I'm not asking you, I'm just telling the truth. So, please think it over carefully Come back and give me an answer."

She had said all that with all her strength, and that was all, she thought, and there was nothing else to say.

"Row."

After Cheng Lie finished speaking, he cut off the phone.

Xie Linlang stared obsessively at the mobile phone resting on her lap, and saw that the call duration displayed on it was 10 minutes and 20 seconds. Looking at it, she couldn't help giggling.

Ah……

Who would have thought that this was the longest sentence Cheng Lie had ever said to her in his life?