famous first flash marriage
1095、It hurts like hell
He walked over and opened it, and saw that there were very exquisite jewelry boxes inside. When those jewelry boxes were opened, they were illuminated by the bright sunlight, and the light was so bright that it almost blinded Zhang Hao's eyes.
"Heh... this little bastard, he packed up so many jewels in secret, this is a good time, because of that little boy, he didn't take any of them back... Hahaha, haha... This is retribution... Hahahaha ..."
Zhang Hao held the jewels and stood under the sun and laughed.
Laughing and laughing, tears overflowed from the corners of his eyes.
"Grandma, why are you crying... What is there to cry about? Little bitch, don't let me find you again..."
While Zhang Hao was cursing, he stretched out his hand and fiercely wiped away the tears that flowed out for some unknown reason.
In the white Audi driving on the winding mountain road like lightning, Tang Mi kept wiping away tears.
Driving in the early morning, out of the corner of his eye, Tang Mi could see tears streaming down his face, feeling distressed uncontrollably.
He softened his voice, and said with infinite pity: "Don't cry, Mi Mi, I will take good care of you in the future, and never let you be bullied by that wretched man again..."
Tang Mi said sadly: "What do you know..."
It wasn't Zhang Hao who was crying, it was her two boxes of jewelry!
"Why don't I know? You are just... taken care of by him."
The word "encouragement" was said very low in the morning.
Tang Mi was stunned, staring at Chen Chen with red eyes, and said viciously: "Yes! You all know that I was adopted by that man, a stinky little boy who was shouted and beaten by everyone! Unlike you, you were taken care of by that man! The big star loved by thousands of girls, there will be more people like you in the future, the two of us, one has a bright future and the other is a maggot rotten in the mud, so don't pester me anymore! Can you?!"
Chen Chen slammed on the brakes, Tang Mi stared at Chen Chen, and Chen Chen also turned her head and stared at Tang Mi with red eyes.
"Don't say that about yourself."
Early morning's tone was full of pity.
Tang Mi wanted to cry, but tried hard to hold back the tears.
She's not worth it for the wee hours.
Why does a big boy who is so good, so perfect, and has such a bright future in the early morning want to be so devoted to a woman like himself?
Really not worth it.
She didn't want to delay the morning at all.
"Leave me alone, Qingchen, really, the two of us are people from different worlds."
"I used to think the same way. I think you and I are people from different worlds."
Qingchen said lightly: "But I didn't dare to love because of this. If I had been afraid and timid at that time, we would never have started."
"But we shouldn't have started at all."
Tang Mi bit her lip and said: "Qingchen, I hurt you, you really...don't be with me anymore, I don't know anything, I don't have any good points in me, it's not good who you like, you want to like me?"
"I do not care."
Chenchen said stubbornly: "In my eyes, the person I love is the best in the world."
Tang Mi sighed.
She felt that she couldn't make sense with Qingchen.
In the early morning, he had no intention of listening to her.
He stepped on the accelerator and concentrated on driving, no longer looking at her, nor saying a word to her.
Tang Mi sat in the co-pilot blankly, with no plans for tomorrow at all.
Originally, in her plan, she lived alone.
But she didn't expect that there would be another early morning that insisted on breaking into her life.
Qingchen is now such a special identity——
What should she do?
Inside the nursing home.
Cheng Feng came to Tang Xiao with a letter in despair.
Tang Xiao was shocked when he opened the door and saw Cheng Feng.
In Tang Xiao's impression, Cheng Feng has always paid great attention to his image, he can even tidy up his hair meticulously, and wherever he goes, he looks as fashionable as a freshman who is about to debut.
However, at this moment, Cheng Feng has messy hair and unshaved beard——
The cyan stubble suddenly appeared on Cheng Feng's fair and handsome face, looking very strange.
It was the first time Tang Xiao saw Cheng Feng with a beard.
"what happened?"
Tang Xiao let Cheng Feng in and asked with concern.
It happened that Cheng Lie had something to do when he was out, Tang Xiao tidied up the room by himself at home, and Cheng Feng came, which was quite a coincidence.
"she left."
Cheng Fengmu moved blankly, walked to the sofa, and sat down.
His eyes seemed to be out of focus, and his face was pale, like a freshly baked zombie.
Tang Xiao took a closer look and found that Cheng Feng had buttoned the wrong button on the shirt he was wearing today.
"She's gone? Who's gone?"
Tang Xiao asked inexplicably.
Cheng Feng raised his head, his haggard face was full of pain and despair.
"Linglong is gone. She doesn't want me anymore."
"Don't want you?"
Tang Xiao didn't react for a while.
"She said that she would never meet again in this life."
Cheng Feng handed Tang Xiao the letter he was holding in his hand.
Tang Xiao picked up the letter and read it. A few lines of words were written hastily on that piece of paper, to the effect that the engagement was cancelled, Xie Linglong had already flown abroad, and she would never see each other again in this life.
Tang Xiao knew that Xie Linlang committed suicide, but he didn't know that this incident had such a great impact on the relationship between Cheng Feng and Xie Linglong.
She didn't know how to comfort Cheng Feng.
Emotional matters may be clear to the bystanders, but no one can empathize with the parties involved.
"Don't worry, sit down and drink some water."
Tang Xiao asked Cheng Feng to sit on the sofa, then squeezed a glass of orange juice for him, threw an ice cube into it, and handed it to Cheng Feng.
Cheng Feng held the glass filled with iced orange juice in both hands, staring at the drops of water on the glass wall.
The cold touch of his palm really calmed his restless heart a lot.
But Xie Linglong's sudden departure was still hard for him to accept and face.
"I've been dreaming about her every night for the past few days. I know she doesn't want to see me for the time being, so I resisted not looking for her or contacting her, but I really miss her."
Cheng Feng murmured, tears welled up in his handsome eyes.
"Sister-in-law, do you know that I have never been separated from her for such a long time. Since we established our relationship, we have seen each other almost every day. I can't accept not seeing her for more than two days. She even laughed at me, saying that I am too clingy—" —Maybe I'm just so clingy, I've never been so clingy to any woman since I was a child."
"What I regret now is that if I knew today, when she was chasing me, why didn't I even look at her for such a long time? I'm such a fool. If I fell in love with her earlier, then I would definitely More happy memories, it is said that women are easy to soften their hearts, if we have more happy memories and more ties between us, will she feel less bearable when she wants to leave?"
"I still can't believe that she really left. She asked someone to send back all the things I put in her place, as well as the small gifts I gave her before. She didn't keep any of them, and packed them all back. Give me—I don't even want to look at those things, I only care about this letter."
"Did she really write this? Was she really so unfeeling to me? I read it over and over again, and tried to find out her previous handwriting to compare with the handwriting on this letter. , I wish this was not written by her herself, but someone else used it to lie to me. It's a pity it's not..."
As Cheng Feng spoke, there was a tear in his voice.
"What should I do? I lost her...I lost the person I love the most in my life. What will I do from now on? Sister-in-law, I'm in so much pain here, it hurts to death..."
Cheng Feng pressed his heart hard, a pained expression appeared on his pale and handsome face.
He sat there decadently, like a plastic bag that had been emptied.
"This kind of pain really makes me want to die... My head is full of her now, it's her when I open my eyes, and it's her when I close my eyes. When I fall asleep, I always dream of her. I don't know how many times I dream of her coming back. I dreamed that I hugged her and said I would never let you go again. I dreamed that she said everything was a misunderstanding and that her sister was not dead at all... Every time I wake up, I want to go back to the dream. Reality Why is it so cruel? Why does nature play tricks on people like this. We finally fell in love with each other, and we loved each other clearly. We didn’t do anything wrong to each other, but we couldn’t be together again. Sister-in-law, why is this? Is it because I don’t deserve happiness? own her?"
Cheng Feng talked for a long time alone, Tang Xiao listened quietly without interrupting.
She knew that at times like this, what people need most is to listen.
Cheng Feng needs to vent his emotions, and he needs a good listener.
"I understand how you feel."
When Cheng Feng got tired of talking and slowly drank the orange juice in the glass, Tang Xiao said softly: "I know you are in pain now, but it's not your fault, nor her fault. Don't blame too much own."
Cheng Feng pursed his mouth, and tears fell from his eyes.
It took him a lot of effort to control himself from crying.
"What should I do? It's funny to say, I used to look down on those people who were looking for death because of a broken love, and thought they were stupid. Now I know how painful it is to lose a loved one. The pain is so painful that sometimes I can't bear it." I keep thinking, if I die, I will be liberated. If I die, she will regret leaving me. But I dare not really die, I think, I am alive, maybe I can see her again in the future, right? "
Cheng Feng sighed, covered his face, tears slowly overflowed from his fingers.
"I'm really... so uncomfortable. Sister-in-law, because of her, my heart will be broken..."
Seeing this, Tang Xiao also sighed silently, sat next to Cheng Feng, and stretched out his hand to gently stroke his back.
Cheng Feng gradually cried out, his body trembling slightly, as if trying to control it, but he couldn't control it.
"It's okay, everything will pass..."
Tang Xiao said softly.
But she knew very well that such comfort was very powerless.
True, everything will pass, but how long will it take for this pain to pass?
Everyone knows that with the passage of time, the pain will pass, but the most difficult thing is time.
In this process, how many times will I have to experience heart-wrenching pain.
Tang Xiao doesn't have a younger brother. After being married to Cheng Lie for so long, Cheng Meng and Chengfeng gradually trust her and even rely on her from distrust at the beginning, and come to her whenever she has any concerns. Meng and Cheng Meng became their own sisters and brothers.
It seems that she is helping them and acting as a big sister. In fact, this is a kind of salvation for her.
In the past, she was always alone, indifferent to everything, and had no concept of family. Only after she married Cheng Lie did she have a "family".
To those around her, she also gradually let go of her defenses and is more willing to listen and share.
Because of them, she became more and more like a normal person.
"Sister-in-law, tell me, how long will it take to pass? Is there any way to make the time go faster? "
Cheng Feng lowered his hands and looked at Tang Xiao with tear-stained eyes.
"I do not know either."
Tang Xiao looked at Cheng Feng distressedly: "However, pain is also a feeling. In a person's life, he has to taste everything, such as ups, downs, bitterness, hotness, and saltiness, before he can be regarded as a trip to the world. If there is only joy and no pain, Happiness doesn't seem so precious."
"Is there anyone who has only joy and no pain in his life?"
Cheng Feng asked suddenly.
"No."
Tang Xiao replied without hesitation.
"There is no one like that. There are only people who seem to be happy all the time and heartless forever, but there is absolutely, absolutely no one who is never sad. There is sadness because there is joy. There is no reason in the world What about the sadness? But if a person has never had joy and sorrow in his life, then he should not be considered a complete person."
"So, sadness is nothing to be ashamed of, and there is no need to escape. It is an experience in life. When it comes, experience it quietly. If you miss her, just think about it. There is nothing wrong with it. After all, you love her sincerely. Loved, loved, and lost, how can you not think about it? Don’t refuse and avoid this matter. If you want to think about her and dream about her, just think about and dream about her. Because, one day, you will not know Before you know it, you will stop thinking about her, and she will gradually no longer appear in your dreams."
Hearing this, Cheng Feng pursed his lips tightly, as if trying to restrain his emotions.
He wanted to cry bitterly, but he knew that he was an adult in his 20s, how inappropriate it was to cry loudly.
In the past, he was always self-willed, thinking of nothing, only knowing how to spend time and drink, and having fun with nothing to do.
It was only after falling in love with Xie Linglong that he began to conceive of the future. At that time, he began to regret the wasted time he had in the past.
If he had started working hard earlier, wouldn't he be a better match with Linglong?
If he becomes stronger, will Linglong be able to work less hard?
However, what if in this world.
There are various causes and conditions in time, and there is God's will in the dark.
"Sister-in-law, thank you. You are right, but I... still feel uncomfortable, very uncomfortable. I know that as a big man, it seems hypocritical to say that...but I don't know who to tell, I I just feel that if I don’t talk to someone, my whole body is going to explode. My heart is hurting all the time, because my head is full of Linglong, and I can’t eat for a few days. I just feel that everything is nothing. Meaning... I have a lot of things in my heart that I want to say to her, and I also have a lot of things I want to ask her, but she has blocked all my contact methods, and I can't say a single word to her... This feeling It's too painful, obviously that person used to be my lover, but suddenly, this person disappeared from my world..."
Cheng Feng's expression was able to remain calm, but he couldn't control the trembling of his voice. As he spoke, he clenched his hands tightly, and his lips trembled slightly.
He had to stop for a moment, because he was afraid that he would burst into tears if he continued.
Why should one love another?
If there is no love, of course there will be no pain.
Not being able to love is probably the most painful of all the pains in the world.
He didn't understand before, and was even annoyed by Xie Linglong who was always chasing after him. Now, he understood her mood at that time.
Does he regret falling in love with her?
He has no regrets.
After much deliberation, he thought, no regrets.
Even at this moment, it was so difficult and heartbreaking, but he still didn't regret it.
He still thanked God for letting him have her--so perfect and so lovely.
Every minute and every second with her is the happiest moment in his life.
If you let him lose his memory in an instant and forget the past, it is true that there will be no more pain, but he is still unwilling.
Even if it hurts, he will cherish these memories forever and ever.
Thinking about it, the image of Xie Linglong feeding himself fruit with a smile appeared in front of his eyes again, the corners of his mouth slightly curled up, but tears couldn't stop streaming down.
"Do you know where she went?"
Tang Xiao asked suddenly.
"I don't know... it's possible to go to Eagle Country. She said before that their family has business there, and she owns a very beautiful manor in Eagle Country. She hopes to spend time in that manor with me when I get old. old age……"
Cheng Feng said disappointedly: "Unfortunately, I can no longer go to see with my own eyes whether the manor is as beautiful as she described, and whether the grapes in the manor are as sweet as she said..."
"Why is there no chance?"
Tang Xiao tilted his head slightly and asked.
"Ok?"
Cheng Feng felt blessed in his heart, but he couldn't believe it.
Tang Xiao smiled slightly: "Since you know that she is very likely to be there, and she has described that place to you carefully, it means that as long as you want, you can find a way to find that manor, and then meet you." to her, isn't it?"
"...!!"
Cheng Feng froze for a moment.
He only knew that he was immersed in pain, but he never thought that he could go to her——
yes!Since he misses her so much, why can't he go to her?
Even if she deleted all the contact information, it doesn't mean that he can't appear in front of her and tell her everything he wants to say to her!
There was an inconceivable light flashing in his tear-filled handsome eyes, and the dejection was swept away from his whole face in an instant.
"Why, are you still hesitating? Ah Feng, you are not afraid to hesitate any longer. Is there a new suitor around her?"
Tang Xiao provoked him deliberately.
"Heh... this little bastard, he packed up so many jewels in secret, this is a good time, because of that little boy, he didn't take any of them back... Hahaha, haha... This is retribution... Hahahaha ..."
Zhang Hao held the jewels and stood under the sun and laughed.
Laughing and laughing, tears overflowed from the corners of his eyes.
"Grandma, why are you crying... What is there to cry about? Little bitch, don't let me find you again..."
While Zhang Hao was cursing, he stretched out his hand and fiercely wiped away the tears that flowed out for some unknown reason.
In the white Audi driving on the winding mountain road like lightning, Tang Mi kept wiping away tears.
Driving in the early morning, out of the corner of his eye, Tang Mi could see tears streaming down his face, feeling distressed uncontrollably.
He softened his voice, and said with infinite pity: "Don't cry, Mi Mi, I will take good care of you in the future, and never let you be bullied by that wretched man again..."
Tang Mi said sadly: "What do you know..."
It wasn't Zhang Hao who was crying, it was her two boxes of jewelry!
"Why don't I know? You are just... taken care of by him."
The word "encouragement" was said very low in the morning.
Tang Mi was stunned, staring at Chen Chen with red eyes, and said viciously: "Yes! You all know that I was adopted by that man, a stinky little boy who was shouted and beaten by everyone! Unlike you, you were taken care of by that man! The big star loved by thousands of girls, there will be more people like you in the future, the two of us, one has a bright future and the other is a maggot rotten in the mud, so don't pester me anymore! Can you?!"
Chen Chen slammed on the brakes, Tang Mi stared at Chen Chen, and Chen Chen also turned her head and stared at Tang Mi with red eyes.
"Don't say that about yourself."
Early morning's tone was full of pity.
Tang Mi wanted to cry, but tried hard to hold back the tears.
She's not worth it for the wee hours.
Why does a big boy who is so good, so perfect, and has such a bright future in the early morning want to be so devoted to a woman like himself?
Really not worth it.
She didn't want to delay the morning at all.
"Leave me alone, Qingchen, really, the two of us are people from different worlds."
"I used to think the same way. I think you and I are people from different worlds."
Qingchen said lightly: "But I didn't dare to love because of this. If I had been afraid and timid at that time, we would never have started."
"But we shouldn't have started at all."
Tang Mi bit her lip and said: "Qingchen, I hurt you, you really...don't be with me anymore, I don't know anything, I don't have any good points in me, it's not good who you like, you want to like me?"
"I do not care."
Chenchen said stubbornly: "In my eyes, the person I love is the best in the world."
Tang Mi sighed.
She felt that she couldn't make sense with Qingchen.
In the early morning, he had no intention of listening to her.
He stepped on the accelerator and concentrated on driving, no longer looking at her, nor saying a word to her.
Tang Mi sat in the co-pilot blankly, with no plans for tomorrow at all.
Originally, in her plan, she lived alone.
But she didn't expect that there would be another early morning that insisted on breaking into her life.
Qingchen is now such a special identity——
What should she do?
Inside the nursing home.
Cheng Feng came to Tang Xiao with a letter in despair.
Tang Xiao was shocked when he opened the door and saw Cheng Feng.
In Tang Xiao's impression, Cheng Feng has always paid great attention to his image, he can even tidy up his hair meticulously, and wherever he goes, he looks as fashionable as a freshman who is about to debut.
However, at this moment, Cheng Feng has messy hair and unshaved beard——
The cyan stubble suddenly appeared on Cheng Feng's fair and handsome face, looking very strange.
It was the first time Tang Xiao saw Cheng Feng with a beard.
"what happened?"
Tang Xiao let Cheng Feng in and asked with concern.
It happened that Cheng Lie had something to do when he was out, Tang Xiao tidied up the room by himself at home, and Cheng Feng came, which was quite a coincidence.
"she left."
Cheng Fengmu moved blankly, walked to the sofa, and sat down.
His eyes seemed to be out of focus, and his face was pale, like a freshly baked zombie.
Tang Xiao took a closer look and found that Cheng Feng had buttoned the wrong button on the shirt he was wearing today.
"She's gone? Who's gone?"
Tang Xiao asked inexplicably.
Cheng Feng raised his head, his haggard face was full of pain and despair.
"Linglong is gone. She doesn't want me anymore."
"Don't want you?"
Tang Xiao didn't react for a while.
"She said that she would never meet again in this life."
Cheng Feng handed Tang Xiao the letter he was holding in his hand.
Tang Xiao picked up the letter and read it. A few lines of words were written hastily on that piece of paper, to the effect that the engagement was cancelled, Xie Linglong had already flown abroad, and she would never see each other again in this life.
Tang Xiao knew that Xie Linlang committed suicide, but he didn't know that this incident had such a great impact on the relationship between Cheng Feng and Xie Linglong.
She didn't know how to comfort Cheng Feng.
Emotional matters may be clear to the bystanders, but no one can empathize with the parties involved.
"Don't worry, sit down and drink some water."
Tang Xiao asked Cheng Feng to sit on the sofa, then squeezed a glass of orange juice for him, threw an ice cube into it, and handed it to Cheng Feng.
Cheng Feng held the glass filled with iced orange juice in both hands, staring at the drops of water on the glass wall.
The cold touch of his palm really calmed his restless heart a lot.
But Xie Linglong's sudden departure was still hard for him to accept and face.
"I've been dreaming about her every night for the past few days. I know she doesn't want to see me for the time being, so I resisted not looking for her or contacting her, but I really miss her."
Cheng Feng murmured, tears welled up in his handsome eyes.
"Sister-in-law, do you know that I have never been separated from her for such a long time. Since we established our relationship, we have seen each other almost every day. I can't accept not seeing her for more than two days. She even laughed at me, saying that I am too clingy—" —Maybe I'm just so clingy, I've never been so clingy to any woman since I was a child."
"What I regret now is that if I knew today, when she was chasing me, why didn't I even look at her for such a long time? I'm such a fool. If I fell in love with her earlier, then I would definitely More happy memories, it is said that women are easy to soften their hearts, if we have more happy memories and more ties between us, will she feel less bearable when she wants to leave?"
"I still can't believe that she really left. She asked someone to send back all the things I put in her place, as well as the small gifts I gave her before. She didn't keep any of them, and packed them all back. Give me—I don't even want to look at those things, I only care about this letter."
"Did she really write this? Was she really so unfeeling to me? I read it over and over again, and tried to find out her previous handwriting to compare with the handwriting on this letter. , I wish this was not written by her herself, but someone else used it to lie to me. It's a pity it's not..."
As Cheng Feng spoke, there was a tear in his voice.
"What should I do? I lost her...I lost the person I love the most in my life. What will I do from now on? Sister-in-law, I'm in so much pain here, it hurts to death..."
Cheng Feng pressed his heart hard, a pained expression appeared on his pale and handsome face.
He sat there decadently, like a plastic bag that had been emptied.
"This kind of pain really makes me want to die... My head is full of her now, it's her when I open my eyes, and it's her when I close my eyes. When I fall asleep, I always dream of her. I don't know how many times I dream of her coming back. I dreamed that I hugged her and said I would never let you go again. I dreamed that she said everything was a misunderstanding and that her sister was not dead at all... Every time I wake up, I want to go back to the dream. Reality Why is it so cruel? Why does nature play tricks on people like this. We finally fell in love with each other, and we loved each other clearly. We didn’t do anything wrong to each other, but we couldn’t be together again. Sister-in-law, why is this? Is it because I don’t deserve happiness? own her?"
Cheng Feng talked for a long time alone, Tang Xiao listened quietly without interrupting.
She knew that at times like this, what people need most is to listen.
Cheng Feng needs to vent his emotions, and he needs a good listener.
"I understand how you feel."
When Cheng Feng got tired of talking and slowly drank the orange juice in the glass, Tang Xiao said softly: "I know you are in pain now, but it's not your fault, nor her fault. Don't blame too much own."
Cheng Feng pursed his mouth, and tears fell from his eyes.
It took him a lot of effort to control himself from crying.
"What should I do? It's funny to say, I used to look down on those people who were looking for death because of a broken love, and thought they were stupid. Now I know how painful it is to lose a loved one. The pain is so painful that sometimes I can't bear it." I keep thinking, if I die, I will be liberated. If I die, she will regret leaving me. But I dare not really die, I think, I am alive, maybe I can see her again in the future, right? "
Cheng Feng sighed, covered his face, tears slowly overflowed from his fingers.
"I'm really... so uncomfortable. Sister-in-law, because of her, my heart will be broken..."
Seeing this, Tang Xiao also sighed silently, sat next to Cheng Feng, and stretched out his hand to gently stroke his back.
Cheng Feng gradually cried out, his body trembling slightly, as if trying to control it, but he couldn't control it.
"It's okay, everything will pass..."
Tang Xiao said softly.
But she knew very well that such comfort was very powerless.
True, everything will pass, but how long will it take for this pain to pass?
Everyone knows that with the passage of time, the pain will pass, but the most difficult thing is time.
In this process, how many times will I have to experience heart-wrenching pain.
Tang Xiao doesn't have a younger brother. After being married to Cheng Lie for so long, Cheng Meng and Chengfeng gradually trust her and even rely on her from distrust at the beginning, and come to her whenever she has any concerns. Meng and Cheng Meng became their own sisters and brothers.
It seems that she is helping them and acting as a big sister. In fact, this is a kind of salvation for her.
In the past, she was always alone, indifferent to everything, and had no concept of family. Only after she married Cheng Lie did she have a "family".
To those around her, she also gradually let go of her defenses and is more willing to listen and share.
Because of them, she became more and more like a normal person.
"Sister-in-law, tell me, how long will it take to pass? Is there any way to make the time go faster? "
Cheng Feng lowered his hands and looked at Tang Xiao with tear-stained eyes.
"I do not know either."
Tang Xiao looked at Cheng Feng distressedly: "However, pain is also a feeling. In a person's life, he has to taste everything, such as ups, downs, bitterness, hotness, and saltiness, before he can be regarded as a trip to the world. If there is only joy and no pain, Happiness doesn't seem so precious."
"Is there anyone who has only joy and no pain in his life?"
Cheng Feng asked suddenly.
"No."
Tang Xiao replied without hesitation.
"There is no one like that. There are only people who seem to be happy all the time and heartless forever, but there is absolutely, absolutely no one who is never sad. There is sadness because there is joy. There is no reason in the world What about the sadness? But if a person has never had joy and sorrow in his life, then he should not be considered a complete person."
"So, sadness is nothing to be ashamed of, and there is no need to escape. It is an experience in life. When it comes, experience it quietly. If you miss her, just think about it. There is nothing wrong with it. After all, you love her sincerely. Loved, loved, and lost, how can you not think about it? Don’t refuse and avoid this matter. If you want to think about her and dream about her, just think about and dream about her. Because, one day, you will not know Before you know it, you will stop thinking about her, and she will gradually no longer appear in your dreams."
Hearing this, Cheng Feng pursed his lips tightly, as if trying to restrain his emotions.
He wanted to cry bitterly, but he knew that he was an adult in his 20s, how inappropriate it was to cry loudly.
In the past, he was always self-willed, thinking of nothing, only knowing how to spend time and drink, and having fun with nothing to do.
It was only after falling in love with Xie Linglong that he began to conceive of the future. At that time, he began to regret the wasted time he had in the past.
If he had started working hard earlier, wouldn't he be a better match with Linglong?
If he becomes stronger, will Linglong be able to work less hard?
However, what if in this world.
There are various causes and conditions in time, and there is God's will in the dark.
"Sister-in-law, thank you. You are right, but I... still feel uncomfortable, very uncomfortable. I know that as a big man, it seems hypocritical to say that...but I don't know who to tell, I I just feel that if I don’t talk to someone, my whole body is going to explode. My heart is hurting all the time, because my head is full of Linglong, and I can’t eat for a few days. I just feel that everything is nothing. Meaning... I have a lot of things in my heart that I want to say to her, and I also have a lot of things I want to ask her, but she has blocked all my contact methods, and I can't say a single word to her... This feeling It's too painful, obviously that person used to be my lover, but suddenly, this person disappeared from my world..."
Cheng Feng's expression was able to remain calm, but he couldn't control the trembling of his voice. As he spoke, he clenched his hands tightly, and his lips trembled slightly.
He had to stop for a moment, because he was afraid that he would burst into tears if he continued.
Why should one love another?
If there is no love, of course there will be no pain.
Not being able to love is probably the most painful of all the pains in the world.
He didn't understand before, and was even annoyed by Xie Linglong who was always chasing after him. Now, he understood her mood at that time.
Does he regret falling in love with her?
He has no regrets.
After much deliberation, he thought, no regrets.
Even at this moment, it was so difficult and heartbreaking, but he still didn't regret it.
He still thanked God for letting him have her--so perfect and so lovely.
Every minute and every second with her is the happiest moment in his life.
If you let him lose his memory in an instant and forget the past, it is true that there will be no more pain, but he is still unwilling.
Even if it hurts, he will cherish these memories forever and ever.
Thinking about it, the image of Xie Linglong feeding himself fruit with a smile appeared in front of his eyes again, the corners of his mouth slightly curled up, but tears couldn't stop streaming down.
"Do you know where she went?"
Tang Xiao asked suddenly.
"I don't know... it's possible to go to Eagle Country. She said before that their family has business there, and she owns a very beautiful manor in Eagle Country. She hopes to spend time in that manor with me when I get old. old age……"
Cheng Feng said disappointedly: "Unfortunately, I can no longer go to see with my own eyes whether the manor is as beautiful as she described, and whether the grapes in the manor are as sweet as she said..."
"Why is there no chance?"
Tang Xiao tilted his head slightly and asked.
"Ok?"
Cheng Feng felt blessed in his heart, but he couldn't believe it.
Tang Xiao smiled slightly: "Since you know that she is very likely to be there, and she has described that place to you carefully, it means that as long as you want, you can find a way to find that manor, and then meet you." to her, isn't it?"
"...!!"
Cheng Feng froze for a moment.
He only knew that he was immersed in pain, but he never thought that he could go to her——
yes!Since he misses her so much, why can't he go to her?
Even if she deleted all the contact information, it doesn't mean that he can't appear in front of her and tell her everything he wants to say to her!
There was an inconceivable light flashing in his tear-filled handsome eyes, and the dejection was swept away from his whole face in an instant.
"Why, are you still hesitating? Ah Feng, you are not afraid to hesitate any longer. Is there a new suitor around her?"
Tang Xiao provoked him deliberately.
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