famous first flash marriage

Since she made this decision, it means that for a long time to come, she will go on painfully alone.

This is undoubtedly lonely, because she can't even tell her best friend Cheng Meng about this matter.

Why did you tell Cheng Meng?
How happy Cheng Meng is now.

Why should she bother Cheng Meng with her misfortune?

Although she was not outstanding since she was a child, she also has her own little pride.

It's okay, Yan Lili, you can handle this matter.

She told herself over and over again.

Tang Xiao didn't expect to see such a picture.

What happened to Yan Lili?
Her various reactions were not like vomiting caused by general nausea.

Thinking of Yan Lili's various abnormal behaviors recently, Tang Xiao had a bad feeling.

In the bathroom, Yan Lili didn't eat well for several days, and she didn't eat anything today. Now she even vomited the acid water in her stomach. She didn't have any strength in her body. A trace of strength propped up the sink, and the whole person was crumbling.

She raised her head and saw herself in the mirror. It was a woman with disheveled hair and pale, ghostly face.

Yan Lili's eyes were red and her expression was sad. She thought, why did she become so old all of a sudden?
It seemed that he suddenly aged ten years.

Could it be... is it sucking her energy and energy?

Subconsciously, she reached out and pressed her belly.

The abdomen is still flat, and there is no difference from before.

However, a small life has been quietly conceived in it.

It's amazing.

She smiled bitterly silently.

Next to it, a stylishly dressed young woman is touching up her makeup in the mirror.

Her face is like a peach blossom, and her makeup is exquisite. Maybe she accidentally wiped off a little bit of lipstick while eating. At this time, she carefully painted her full red lips in front of the mirror.

They are obviously the same age, but in a mirror, the mental states of the two women are completely different.

Yan Lili thought in a daze, just a month or two ago, was she the same as the girl next to her?

She dressed up well, and she was no worse than this girl.

But now...

She closed her eyes, only feeling that her body was terribly heavy, and even going to work normally made her feel exhausted, and her eating and sleeping were not as regular as before——

When a person's body is in trouble, survival is not even considered, let alone spending time on dressing up.

Yan Lili recalled that she always couldn't understand why women who married and had children became "sloppy". She thought it was because a considerable number of women became lazy after marriage and were unwilling to take care of themselves. .

Now she knows, no, it's not like that.

Once a woman has a child, she is no longer herself.

She has to devote all her energy to nurturing this little life, feeding it and taking care of it after it is born, so how can she spare the time and energy to dress herself up?
Moreover, few people can understand the damage that pregnancy and childbirth do to a woman's body.

These damages are irreversible.

How innocent she had been before.

However, even so, she was still unwilling to give up the little life in her stomach.

Because she has clearly realized that Yan Ling doesn't love her.

Perhaps, she knew about this a long time ago, but she just didn't want to accept it. She thought that love could be worked hard, as long as she worked hard to be nice to him, and worked hard, there would be rewards.

But no.

There are many things in the world, such as learning, such as making money, as long as you work hard, there will be some rewards.

Only loving someone is not.

Sometimes, the better you are to a person, the more worthless you are in the other person's mind.

This is really unreasonable.

It just makes people powerless.

She doesn't want to force him anymore, and she doesn't want to do some futile things.

He thought that after that night, he would be able to fulfill his long-cherished wish and dedicate himself to him...but he didn't remember anything about that night at all.

Do you want her to have the cheek to say that she did it with him?

In this matter, in the end she was wrong.

He is not sober when he is drunk, but she is indeed sober!
It was she who took advantage of others.

She deserves it.

She faced him shamelessly, trying to avoid him from a distance, but soon found out that she was actually pregnant.

When she thought of the Yan Ling's blood flowing in the body of this little life in her stomach, she couldn't hold herself calmly.

With little hesitation, she decided to keep the child.

She never even discussed it with anyone.

Fortunately, she still has some savings in her hands, so she can hide and give birth to the child quietly.

It's just that she didn't expect that the pregnancy was so hard, it had just begun, and she was already exhausted...

The young woman next to her finished her makeup and glanced at Yan Lili, who was disheveled and disheveled, with a trace of disdain in her eyes.

She stepped on her high heels and was about to leave, but when she turned around, she accidentally bumped into Yan Lili's shoulder.

Yan Lili was already at the end of her strength, and she didn't have any strength in her body. After being hit by her like this, she immediately fell limply to the ground.

"what……"

The woman let out an exclamation, and quickly bent down: "Hey... hey, are you okay?"

At the same time, hurried footsteps came from outside the bathroom.

Soon, a pair of refreshing and clean palms appeared in front of Yan Lili, who had fallen to the ground.

"Lily, are you okay?"

A familiar, reassuring voice.

Yan Lili's eyes were hot, and she almost shed tears.

The bewildered young woman standing next to Yan Lili hurriedly explained to Tang Xiao: "I didn't do it on purpose, I just bumped into her accidentally, it's really none of my business..."

"It's alright, let's go."

Tang Xiao said to her.

The woman took a look at Yan Lili, and walked out quickly as if she was afraid that Yan Lili would cause trouble for her.

Tang Xiao helped Yan Lili up. Although he was anxious, he tried not to show any emotion on his face, and asked gently, "What's the matter, Lili, what's wrong?"

Yan Lili didn't dare to look directly at Tang Xiao's black eyes that seemed to be able to see through everything.

Averting her gaze, she whispered, "I'm just... a bit sick to my stomach."

"is it?"

Tang Xiao took a tissue to help Yan Lili wipe off the dust on her hands, arms, and clothes, and said casually, "No wonder you haven't eaten anything."

"Hmm...I don't have much appetite."

Yan Lili lowered her head and said.

"Ah, I remembered. I happen to have a box of stomach medicine in my bag. Why don't you take two pills later?"

Tang Xiao suggested.

"No, no need."

Yan Lili waved her hands guiltily and said.

"Why don't you use it? You are a medical staff, and you should understand the truth that you should not hide your illness from avoiding medical treatment. If you are sick, you must take medicine. Only after taking medicine can you get better as soon as possible."

Tang Xiao persuaded softly.

Yan Lili didn't really have a stomachache, and now that she has a baby in her stomach, how dare she take medicine casually.

"I really don't need it, Sister Xiaoxiao, I really don't need it..."

She said without confidence, a look of anxiety appeared on her small face.

Tang Xiao looked at her calmly, and said softly: "Li Li, you don't have anything to hide from me, do you?"

She had been hiding outside the bathroom and observing for a long time just now, and she already had an answer in her heart, and she just waited for Yan Lili to tell the truth.

"I……"

Yan Lili dodged her eyes, bit her lip, and refused to speak.

"Silly girl."

Tang Xiao looked at Yan Lili and sighed softly.

Yan Lili sniffed, suddenly feeling extremely uncomfortable and wronged.

Is it really her fault to love someone?

She really wanted someone to stand up and tell her, Lili, everything you did was right, and there is nothing shameful about loving someone.

However, she dare not.

She dared not tell anyone about this disgraceful thing.

She was terrified and terrified.

The only thing that can support her to continue is the little life in her stomach that is connected with Yan Ling's blood.

When she thought that it must have eyebrows and eyes similar to Yan Ling, her heart softened.

She has made up her mind to protect it no matter what happens, take care of it and love it for the rest of its life.

Therefore, no matter how much she paid, she couldn't give it up.

"Come on, Lili, let's go back to our seats and talk slowly."

Tang Xiao stretched out his hand to straighten Yan Lili's hair, and then gently wiped the tear stains from the corners of her eyes with a tissue.

Yan Lili didn't even know that when she was vomiting, she shed tears.

Perhaps, it is too painful.

Sometimes tears are shed too much, and people become numb.

A warm and clean hand gently took her hand, leading her out of the wet bathroom and back to the bright and warm world.

The two sat down at the dining table again.

Yan Lili's mood calmed down a lot, perhaps, it was Sister Xiaoxiao who gave her strength.

"Lily, is there anything I can help you with?"

Tang Xiao looked at her and asked softly.

Yan Lili pursed her lips, and she was about to cry again.

She was the first person to say that to her in a long time.

After so long, she was the only one who saw her fragility.

"Don't cry, Lili, it's not pretty when you cry."

she smiled slightly.

"Ah."

Yan Lili sniffed and stopped the tears that were about to fall down her eyes.

"What the hell happened?"

Tang Xiao, who was sitting opposite, propped his chin with his hand, making a posture of listening.

Yan Lili closed her eyes, made up her mind and said: "Sister Xiaoxiao, I... am pregnant."

Tang Xiao was surprised but not surprised.

It's just a "click" in my heart, and I can already foresee all kinds of things in the future.

This is not good news.

She didn't need to ask, she knew who the child in Yan Lili's belly belonged to.

Tang Xiao's calmness made Yan Lili at a loss.

She bit her lip and couldn't help asking: "Sister Xiaoxiao, don't you ask me who the child belongs to?"

Tang Xiao shook his head and smiled bitterly: "Yan Ling's, right."

Yan Lili's eyes widened and she was speechless for a moment.

"Looks like I guessed right."

Tang Xiao just wanted to sigh.

She wished she was wrong at the beginning, Yan Lili was not pregnant, let alone Yan Ling's child.