famous first flash marriage

138、I'm not worthy of her

Ren Feilin is Yan Ling's first love, but this is his secret love. I'm afraid even Ren Feilin doesn't know that Yan Ling likes her.

Cheng Lie was glad that Yan Ling didn't tell anyone about it except him, and he never showed his liking for her in front of Ren Feilin.

Yan Ling's character is that he never does anything he is not sure about. He could see that Ren Feilin liked Cheng Lie, so he kept this matter deep in his heart until one year he and Cheng Lie were on a mission in X. When the team was besieged by the enemy in the mountains, Yan Ling thought that this was the end of his life, and with the mood of confessing his funeral, he sincerely told Cheng Lie about his hazy and sad secret love.

At that time, Ren Feilin was far away abroad, and Cheng Lie's impression of Ren Feilin was still the timid and sickly little girl when she was a child. Hearing that Yan Ling said that he liked Ren Feilin, Cheng Lie was not surprised.

After all, well-behaved and weak girls are always particularly likely to arouse boys' desire for protection.

"If you like it, go after it." At that time, in the deep mountains where birds don't shit, they ran out of ammunition and food, and no one knew if they would have the life to go back.But Cheng Lie felt that he should encourage Yan Ling, at least to give him hope of surviving.Of course, he will do his best to protect Yan Ling and give him the chance to go out and pursue Ren Feilin.

"Forget it." Yan Ling looked disheartened, buried his head in his arms with a dejected look: "Retsuko, she likes you. I have no chance."

"I don't like her." Cheng Lie said very directly, "So I can't be with her."

"I know you're not interested in her, but with her personality, even so, she will still chase after you after returning to China." Yan Ling has a very clear understanding of Ren Feilin.

At that time, Cheng Lie was a little surprised by Yan Ling's statement, but he didn't take it seriously. It was only after Ren Feilin returned to China that he realized that Yan Ling really liked Ren Feilin since he was a child. Anyone, even early on, sees the essence through the phenomenon.

But Cheng Lie thought that Yan Ling didn't dare to approach her because he liked Ren Feilin too much and was too afraid of being hit. This also made Ren Feilin maintain the image of a pure and pure girl in his mind. He probably no matter what. I can't even imagine how extreme and scheming Ren Feilin is now.

Cheng Lie stared at Yan Ling and thought for a long time, and finally told him: "Ren Feilin has returned to China."

Yan Ling was stunned.

Cheng Lie: "She has changed a lot."

Yan Ling blinked: "Is she in good health now? Is her asthma cured?"

Ren Feilin was born prematurely and has been in poor health since she was very young. She also has asthma, which is especially serious in winter. Yan Ling almost forgot about it, not to mention Cheng Lie.

"I don't know, it looks much better than before." Cheng Lie said.

Yan Ling felt relieved: "That's good..."

In fact, most of the reasons why he chose to study medicine were Ren Feilin.He didn't tell anyone about this, including Cheng Lie.

"Yan Ling, what are your plans for Ren Feilin?" Cheng Lie asked.

"How else can I plan?" Yan Ling smiled wryly, "I'm not good enough for her."

Cheng lie shook his head: "she is not worthy of you."

Yan Ling didn't believe it, in his eyes, Ren Feilin was the white moonlight in his heart: "Liezi, don't you comfort me, I don't know how much I own?"

"Don't underestimate yourself." Cheng Lie doesn't praise others easily, but for Yan Ling's self-confidence, he decided to praise him seriously: "In terms of appearance and work, you are no worse than others, and you are less than three years old. Ten became the vice president, what kind of girl can look down on you?"

Yan Ling was a little moved, but still couldn't pull himself together: "I really thank you Retsuko, it's not easy to hear you praise me once in so many years. My conditions are acceptable among ordinary people, and in front of Ren Feilin , it’s nothing. Think about it, she grew up in the circle of high-ranking, high-ranking, and young people in Chengbei City. Since she was a child, whoever chased her was not from a prominent family background, and she had long looked down on ordinary people. Liezi You know, my parents left early..."

What Yan Ling meant was obvious. His family background and status did not match Ren Feilin's. In fact, Yan's ancestors were also generals, and his parents were also in the secret army before, but they both passed away when Yan Ling was very young.

Cheng Lie lit a cigarette and smoked, and didn't intend to answer the conversation, so Yan Ling sighed by himself.

When Yan Ling finished speaking, Cheng Lie also finished smoking his cigarette: "Is it finished?"

Yan Ling sighed: "It's over."

Cheng Lie looked up at the wall clock on the wall, it was getting late, and he probably just drove back to lunch, so he told Yan Ling not to go home.Unexpectedly, as soon as the door was pushed open, there was a gust of cold wind, and his head started to ache again.

Cheng Lie squeezed the center of his brows, and walked forward, but a sharp pain suddenly crossed his head, as if pierced by a bullet, Cheng Lie shook his body, and stretched out his hand to support the wall.

"Liezi, what's wrong with you?" Yan Ling's anxious voice sounded, and Cheng Lie lost consciousness during those ten seconds, and when he opened his eyes, he saw Yan Ling supporting him with a worried expression on his face.

Cheng Lie frowned and stood up straight: "It's okay, my head hurts."

Looking at Cheng Lie's pale face, Yan Ling felt that he could not be let go like this.

"Liezi, I know who you are, you won't even wrinkle your eyebrows in ordinary pain." Yan Ling said seriously: "How much pain does it have to make you unable to stand in pain?"

Cheng Lie had nothing to say, he also felt that the headache was weird.

"Let's go, I'll take you for an examination. Don't tell me that you hide your illness and avoid medical treatment. The Liezi I know is not a seedless one." Yan Ling forcefully dragged Cheng Lie to the CT room.

After a while, Yan Ling was sitting behind his desk in a white coat and looked at Cheng Lie: "There is a small piece of blood in the brain."

"Got it." Cheng Lie's expression was calm.

Yan Ling asked: "What's the matter? What mission did you go out to perform this time, and your head hurt again?"

Cheng Lie leaned his head on the sofa, and said lightly: "The mission is a secret. You have been in the nursing home for a long time, and you even forgot about this?"

"Okay, I don't ask this, Retsuko, tell me the truth, are you injured?" Yan Ling said with a serious face: "You were injured so badly back then, I knew there would be sequelae. Injured?"

Cheng Lie closed his eyes and said slowly: "This time there was an explosion, Lao Wei sacrificed himself to protect me."

Hearing this, Yan Ling took a deep breath: "... Wei Xu is dead?"

Cheng Lie didn't speak, Yan Ling stared at the examination results in front of him, his eyes gradually blurred.

Wei Xu was also a comrade-in-arms when they went out together. He was a young man with a shy smile. He couldn't drink. He loved to sing and dance when he drank a lot.Yan Ling and the others looked at it and laughed. At first Wei Xu didn't know about it, but later he found out and refused to drink it anymore, but his comrades coaxed him to drink it again.

The past is vivid, but the person is no longer there.When Yan Ling came out of the army, he hid in this nursing home to take a job, because his unfamiliar comrades became bloody and bloody in front of his eyes.

When Cheng Lie was injured the most, he lost his heartbeat during the operation. While holding the scalpel, Yan Ling thought that if the operation failed, he would never have the face to see his family again, and he would have no face to see his childhood friends again. The gang of brothers.

Fortunately, Cheng Lie survived in the end.

After that time, Yan Ling ruthlessly left his former comrades-in-arms regardless of how to persuade them to stay.

He always thought that as long as he was alive, there was always hope for everyone to meet again, but he never expected that Wei Xu would just disappear like this.

"Yan Ling, Lao Wei has a girl he likes, do you know her?" Cheng Lie asked after a long time.

Yan Ling came back to his senses, stretched out his hand and rubbed his eyes: "I seem to have heard him mention it, but he has been coy and refused to say his name."

"I found a photo in his wallet when I was sorting out his belongings. It was a profile photo of the girl. The face is not clear, but she has a good figure and temperament, which matches him well." Cheng Lie said.

Yan Ling listened silently, and heard Cheng Lie add: "The girl is wearing a camouflage uniform, and she looks like a female soldier."

Yan Ling was stunned: "Female soldier? The old guard really keeps it secret. But wearing camouflage doesn't necessarily mean that it's a female soldier, maybe it's a college student military training."

"I can see the aura on her body." As Cheng Lie said, the face of the girl he met on the road today flashed before his eyes. To be honest, that girl also had a military aura.

"Then are the two of them dating?" Yan Ling asked curiously.

"It's still unclear how far their relationship has progressed, and the possibility of Lao Wei's unrequited love is also very high. I plan to ask Li Su to investigate and find someone to hand over some of Lao Wei's belongings to her." Cheng Lie said.

Yan Ling sighed: "Brother's woman, it's best for the army to take care of her. If there is a chance, I want to see her too."

Cheng Lie nodded and said: "That's the plan. Because the mission involves confidentiality, the news of Lao Wei's sacrifice cannot be announced for the time being, so..."

Yan Ling interrupted him: "Stop talking, I feel uncomfortable hearing such things."

Cheng Lie is not uncomfortable.People in the special forces, even if the entire team died in order to complete the mission, they would not leave their names on the newspaper news.Sometimes, even have to hide it from family members.This is the case with Yan Ling's parents. When he was a child, everyone only knew that his parents went abroad to do scientific research. Yan Ling often shed tears because he missed his parents abroad, but he always thought that his parents would come back sooner or later.Who knew that in his year, someone in the army told him that his parents died ten years ago because of a secret mission.Due to the particularity of this task, there is a ten-year confidentiality period.On that day, Yan Ling, who had just grown up, hugged the portrait of his parents and cried until he almost fainted.

In the ranks of special forces, there are many, many unsung heroes.From the day they joined, they knew that they would face all kinds of severe tests and the price of losing their lives. No one even knew what they had paid. Even so, there were still people who came forward. As long as the country needed it, As long as the people need it, there will always be young people who are not afraid of death to join this team.

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