famous first flash marriage

"Jacob, you get out."

Shen Sa stretched out a pale finger and pointed to the door, "I don't want to see you now."

Jacob stood there staring at Shen Sa for a while, then slowly said: "Shen Sa, I just want you to tell me, what kind of feelings do you have for him now?"

There was even a hint of begging in his voice inadvertently.

This kind of begging, even he himself has never been aware of it.

He was so afraid that she would leave him suddenly.

Originally, she didn't belong here.

What if she left without anyone noticing, what would he do?
He can't lose her.

"Will you believe me when I tell you?"

Shen Sa sneered and said, "Jacob, you don't trust me at all now, no matter what I say, you won't believe it, because you have planted seeds of doubt in your heart, don't you?"

"...you say, I believe you."

Jacob looked at her quietly and said.

"No, you're a suspicious person, you don't believe what I say so easily, otherwise you wouldn't investigate what happened between me and him. Jacob, you don't trust me anymore, nothing I say makes any sense. "

Shen Sa's tone was indifferent: "Go out, I think we all need to be quiet."

Jacob stood where he was, feeling a little panicked in his heart.

He didn't know how things suddenly became like this.

Originally, they were happily discussing going diving together for a while.

Why did you start arguing with her all of a sudden?
Is it...

Is it really that I am too suspicious?

He stared at Shen Sa's face sitting on the bed in a daze.

The light came in from the window and hit her beautiful and fair face.

Her facial features are soft and deep, with big eyes, high nose bridge, red and small mouth.

She is so pretty.

She was exactly his ideal type.

For him, what she looks like is the reflection of ideals into reality.

He couldn't let her go.

No matter whether she really likes him or not, no matter whether she has someone else in her heart, he is not willing to let her go.

She must stay by his side for the rest of her life.

"I'm sorry, I was wrong."

Jacob suddenly said, "Sasha, don't be angry with me."

"..."

Shen Sa didn't expect Jacob to apologize so quickly.

With his personality, she thought that the two would have a cold war for at least a day.

He apologized so quickly, but she didn't know how to react.

Seeing that Shen Sa didn't speak, Jacob thought she was still angry, so he whispered again: "I'm too afraid of losing you, Sa Sa, don't leave me."

Shen Sa: "..."

She didn't expect Jacob to say such a thing.

Jacob seemed to guess what she was thinking, smiled and said, "Sasha, do you think I'm not like me? I think so too. But compared to losing you, it's nothing for me to be humble."

His tone was gentle and calm, yet full of deep affection.

Shen Sa's heart moved, thinking that he would leave Jacob one day in the future, he couldn't help turning his face to look out the window.

In the distance is the sea that almost merges with the blue sky.

The rich dark blue is pure and soul-stirring.

In fact, she really likes it here.

She also likes Jacob very much.

She can't lie to herself.

In this world, Jacob may be the one who treats her best and cares about her the most.

Jacob had already surpassed anyone in her mind.

However, in her heart, there is something more important than people.

That is faith.

She will never forget what she swore together when she stood on the practice field with her comrades in camouflage.

That oath still rings in her heart to this day.

She will never forget.

She believes that if Ariel turns back into Chenglie again, he will not forget his mission and belief.

They are the same people after all.

They are colleagues and comrades-in-arms.

It's life and death.

The affection she once had for him has gradually faded away, but the deep friendship between them will never change.

Jacob wouldn't understand that.

The word "faith" may be the biggest gap between her and Jacob.

Faith, it is doomed that although she and Jacob are close at hand, they are actually far away from each other.

This natural barrier is something that they cannot overcome in their entire lives.

She only hoped that one day in the future, she wouldn't watch Jacob die in front of her.

If she was going to die for her faith, she also hoped that Jacob would not see her with her own eyes.

She thought that she really loved him, so she didn't want to see him sad, and she didn't want her heart to be broken for him.

It is precisely because of this contradictory and profound love that her attitude towards Jacob is always at times intimate and at times indifferent.

In Jacob's eyes, she must be the most fickle woman in the world.

"Jacob, can you go downstairs to accompany Ariel first? I want to be alone."

She still looked out of the window and said lightly.

With Jacob here, she could feel his deep, loving gaze, heavy and wet and weighing on her.

She really wanted to be alone for a while.

"Ok."

Jacob sighed helplessly, looking at Shen Sa with tenderness still in his eyes.

"Sa Sa, no matter what, I hope you know that I really love you."

he said seriously.

"I know."

Shen Sa still didn't look at him, only leaving him with a curvaceous profile.

Looking at the sea in the distance, she said softly, "Thank you for loving me, Jacob, no matter what, you are the best person in my life."

Jacob's eyes trembled, and he asked in disbelief, "Really? Sasha... is this true?"

"Yes."

The corners of Shen Sa's rosy lips raised slightly, revealing a slightly bitter smile.

"You have investigated me, so you know my life experience. I don't have any relatives around me, only one or two friends. The reason why I have such feelings for the former Ariel is because... he is the only one other than my friends. Besides, the only one who treats me well."

"sough……"

Jacob was so distressed, he couldn't help but took a step forward, and gently embraced Shen Sa who was sitting on the bed.

Shen Sa was held in his arms, but she didn't push him away.

Such a hug made her feel very warm and at ease.

Unfortunately, she knew that she could only have this kind of warmth and peace of mind for a short time.

Sooner or later, she will be separated from him.

So, if you can hug for 1 minute, hug for 1 more minute.

"Jacob, I really appreciate you."

She gently rested her chin on his shoulder and said, "I have a bad temper, sometimes I treat you badly, and my words are always prickly...I'm sorry, please forgive me."

She said it with all her heart.

Maybe it was because she didn't know when such days would end, so she wanted to thank him and apologize in advance.

In order not to suddenly leave one day, but never have the opportunity to say what should be said.

She didn't want to cause a lifetime of regrets.

Therefore, when people are together, just say whatever is on your mind, in case when you want to say it, the other person is no longer there.

"fool."

Jacob really wanted to hug her tightly and rub her whole body into his arms, but he was afraid of hurting her, so he just maintained the current position and gently stroked her thin back.

He never had a premonition of the sadness and parting melancholy in Shen Sa's words.

However, he would never let her go.

Unless he died, she would leave here on his corpse.

Some people say that to love someone is to give her freedom to do what she wants to do.

But not for him.

Since he knew that he loved her, she loved him too, and he was fully capable of giving her a happy and worry-free life, why did he let her go?
What is the meaning of the so-called freedom without him?
Let her go back, who knows if she will perform those dangerous tasks again in the future?
He was not willing to let her go back and suffer again!

Besides, as she said, no one really cares about whether she is in pain, whether she is cold or not, and cares about her true inner feelings. He is the best person to her in this world, so why did he let her leave him? , to return to that world where no one cared for her?

He wants her to stay by his side forever, even in the way she hates the most, and he wants her to never leave!

"No matter what you say or do to me, I will not blame you, you have the right."

He said to her softly: "Because I love you, you can do anything and say anything to me, Sasha, even if you scold me, hate me, ridicule me, laugh at me, even if you want to beat me and kill me , I am willing and happy, I love you, I am willing to do anything for you, as long as you don't leave me."

"..."

When she heard him say that she could beat him and kill him, her heart seemed to be tightly grasped by a hand.

She found it hard to breathe—

That suffocating pain is born of love.

She was afraid that one day, she would draw a gun on him.

no, do not want.

She didn't want to really do that to him.

If there are gods in the sky, can you... be a little kinder to them?
"Sasha, if one day I die, I think... it's best to die in your arms."

Jacob sighed and said this, a smile appeared on his handsome face.

Who knew that when Shen Sa heard this sentence, she suddenly pushed him away and slapped him on the face!

"Snapped!"

This slap was neither light nor heavy, but it was also clear and loud.

Jacob was slightly startled, then looked at Shen Sa's sullen face, and sneered, "Sa Sa, you're angry again."

"Don't say such things again."

Shen Sa frowned and said seriously.

The smile on Jacob's face became wider: "Are you scared? Sasha, are you reluctant to let me die... Do you want to be with me for the rest of your life, huh?"

"..."

As he spoke, he slowly approached her, his thick eyebrows were getting closer and closer to her, his warm breath almost intertwined with her disordered breathing.