famous first flash marriage

As she spoke, she shook her head as if denying herself, with tears welling up in her eyes.

"But what's the use of these experiences for me? I'm only so young, but I have already... lost the person I love the most, and also lost my own flesh and blood. Why do I have to go through these? Why?"

Her chest was heaving up and down, and she stretched out her pale and slightly edematous fingers to press her chest.

"I feel so sad... so sad, I don't know, how did I live my life like this... Sister Xiaoxiao, I regret it. I really regret it-I don't regret that I loved He doesn't regret chasing after him to a nursing home, but I regret—why did I foolishly sleep with him when he knew that the person he loved was Ren Feilin and regarded me as Ren Feilin's substitute?"

Yan Lili shook her head again, tears streaming down her cheeks.

"I regret even more when I found out I was pregnant and hid myself to have a baby. It's so stupid... In order to have this baby, I gave up my friends, family, and everything around me, and I took the baby in my stomach as my only hope. My mouth He refused to admit it, but he thought in his heart that after this child is born, maybe he will be willing to accept this child and me when he sees it in the future—Sister Xiaoxiao, why was I so stupid at the beginning?"

Before Tang Xiao could speak,—or maybe she didn't expect to get an answer from Tang Xiao, she exhaled lightly, and continued on her own: "After he knew the existence of this child, he came abroad to accompany me and him. Son, I have fantasized about such a scene countless times. I used to think that this would be the best ending between me and him. I would suffer like the heroines in those idol dramas and welcome my own happiness. Children live together forever."

"But I was wrong, we are not happy together at all. What he likes is that child - the blood of their Yan family. He still doesn't love me. I was never the type he would like, and neither did he How can I force myself to love me? How can I be happy when I live alone with someone who doesn’t love me? Some people say that family affection and responsibility will slowly transform into love after a long time, but that’s different. Love is love, what I want is someone who loves me, not a relative who stays with me because of a child..."

"Because he doesn't love me, he can't tolerate me, accommodate me, and endure me. Because he doesn't love me, he will never be able to understand my emotions. He thinks he has done his best for me and my children, but I feel from him. I will always be impatient! I know he tried his best, I know... But what I want is not this, I have paid so much, I gained eighty catties to give birth to this child, I have changed myself beyond recognition, a whole body Sickness—is it just for the father of a child who is always impatient with me?"

"I am in so much pain. Every day with him is a torment. I know that he is also in pain. Because he doesn't love me, the only person he thinks about in his heart is Ren Feilin, and the only person he thinks about in his sleep is Ren Feilin. Maybe he wants a child and a home, but his people are by my side, but his heart is so far away from me..."

"Later, the child suddenly became ill, just had a fever and a cold, but there was no medicine. We were delayed for two days because we couldn't make an appointment with a doctor abroad. By the time we drove to the hospital hundreds of kilometers away, it was already too late...I hate foreign countries I hate those doctors, but what's the use of hating? My child can't come back. I knew he would leave me too, he was relieved... when I realized he was leaving , I don’t know why, but I also feel a kind of relief..."

Yan Lili smiled wryly, letting tears flow into her mouth.

She numbly looked at the young and handsome Yan Ling on the tombstone, and murmured: "Brother Lingzi, you have hurt me. I regret it...I regret it..."

"No one can do only the right thing forever."

Tang Xiao took out a pack of tissues from the pocket of his black coat and handed it to Yan Lili, "Wipe your tears, Lili, you are still young, but you are only 23 or [-] years old, you still have a long, long future, if you stick to the present how can we move forward? People cannot stay in the past forever.”

Yan Lili took the tissue and blew her nose, then carefully wiped away the tears on her face.

She sniffed, looked into the distance with wet eyes, and said in a hoarse voice: "Sister Xiaoxiao, tell me, will everything really get better?"

"You have to pick yourself up and move forward, and everything will get better. If you stay where you are, how can everything get better automatically."

Tang Xiao smiled slightly, and teased: "This grown-up person will not be full of fantasies like when he was a child, pinning his hopes on others, always thinking that someone will love you, someone will help you, you don't have to suffer anything Can you lie down and win?"

After hearing this, Yan Lili knew that Tang Xiao was joking at herself, but she still couldn't help but chuckle: "Yeah...that's so stupid, fairy tales are all lies."

"Perhaps the fairy tale didn't intend to lie to you. The person who wrote the fairy tale probably didn't expect that someone would believe in a fairy tale for the rest of his life, right?"

Don smiled and said.

"Sister Xiaoxiao, I think the way you speak now... seems like a person."

Yan Lili hesitated.

"Ok?"

"It's very similar to...Brother Pei Zi."

"Nonsense, that's how I talk."

Tang Xiao was not convinced.

"Yeah, maybe! But, Sister Xiaoxiao, when will you and Brother Pei Zi get married? I'm waiting for the wedding wine."

Yan Lili said with a smile.

"Ahem... Do you think it's appropriate to say such things in this kind of place?"

"Hmph, I just want to be angry with him, who made him owe me in this life?"

Yan Lili frowned and stared, bent over and flicked on Yan Ling's photo.

"You...you're still a child at heart."

Tang smiled and shook his head.

"Haha, who made him bully me all the time when he was alive."

Yan Lili smiled, and there were tears in her eyes again.

Her fingers slid across those smiling eyes, as if she was gently stroking his eyebrows.

"Brother Lingzi, I won't come to see you again in the future. I want to start a new life, and I want to completely... forget you."

Yan Lili choked up and smiled, "This is your punishment, you big fool, you fool, you said, if the person you love is me, how good would it be? You are so stupid."

Tang Xiao silently looked at Yan Ling on the tombstone.

He also heard Yan Lili say to him: "You have broken the hearts of all of us. From now on, people you know well in this world will all scramble to forget your existence. Even if you become a ghost, you will also Become a lonely wild ghost that no one cares about—every year and festival, all the ghosts here have relatives and friends to visit, but you don’t, who told you that you can’t do a single thing right?”

"I'm leaving. Don't expect me to come to see you anymore, Brother Lingzi, I don't love you anymore, because you are not worth it at all... Goodbye. No... We will never see you again in this life or in the next life." Nice meeting."

Yan Lili held an umbrella and turned away with Tang Xiao.

Behind him, the young Yan Ling on the tombstone was still smiling, as if heartless.

In the sky, light gray clouds gathered, the mountain wind became humid, and a heavy rain was waiting to fall.

Inside the study.

Pei Yuancheng was sitting at the desk working, and there was a cradle next to the desk, and a pink and tender glutinous rice cake was sleeping in the cradle.

In the past, Pei Yuancheng never allowed anyone to disturb him when he was working. Even the servants at home didn't dare to pass by his door at will.

But now it's different.

As a baby daddy, Pei Yuancheng made an exception for Nuomi Ci.

For example, when he was working, Nuomi Ci could stay by his side as long as he wanted, and, even when he was busy, Pei Yuansheng would raise his head from the computer from time to time, reach out and shake Nuomi Ci's cradle, letting the cradle This little man can sleep more soundly.

For this human cub, Pei Yuansheng showed 12 points of patience.

This kind of patience is even far better than treating Tang Xiao.

Nuomi Ci must not know that his own mother still gets jealous because of him.

After all, in Pei Yuancheng's heart now, his status has faintly surpassed Tang Xiao's.

Of course, Tang Xiao's so-called jealousy was nothing more than a few verbal complaints——

Pei Yuancheng is willing to be a baby daddy all the time, putting Nuomi Ci first, so her own mother is happy to be at ease.

Maybe it's because Pei Yuansheng accompanied and cared for Nuomi Ci more than Tang Xiao did, but this little Nuomi Ci is actually more clingy to Pei Yuancheng.

"Knock knock."

There was a knock on the door of the study.

Mu Zihao's calm and gentle voice came from outside the door: "Master, I'm here."

"come in."

Pei Yuancheng closed the notebook in front of him, slid the swivel chair, came to the cradle, reached out and gently touched the round and tender face of the sleeping Nuomi Ci, a very gentle smile appeared on the pale and handsome face involuntarily.

Mu Zihao pushed the door open and entered, seeing the picture of Pei Yuancheng getting along with Nuomi Ci, the corner of his mouth couldn't help showing a smile.

He was wearing a silver-gray haute couture suit, with his hair combed back to reveal his smooth forehead. Perhaps because he had been in a good relationship with Qin Mo'er recently, he was particularly radiant and radiant recently.

Pei Yuancheng looked away from Nuomi Ci's round face, raised his eyes to look at Mu Zihao, and sized him up from head to toe, his eyes showed a little relief.

Mu Zihao is from his Pei family, and Mu Zihao is getting better and better, of course he is happy to see it.

"Zihao, sit down."

Pei Yuancheng raised his hand to signal Mu Zihao to sit down.

"Yes, sir."

Mu Zihao sat down neatly on the black leather sofa against the wall. Even when he was sitting, his posture was still straight and upright, and his whole body was meticulous.

Generally speaking, the young master would not let him sit down if he simply explained things.

Since he was seated, it can be seen that he wanted to have a long talk with him.

From the young master's expression, he roughly guessed what was going on, but he still quietly waited for the other party to speak.