famous first flash marriage

This world often makes people doubt its fairness. Sometimes you don't get any rewards for your efforts, sometimes good people don't get good results, and bad people sometimes don't get any retribution.During that time, Tang Xiao often thought, could Senior Sister Zhou's life be so ruined?

Tang Xiao will always remember how high-spirited, youthful and beautiful Senior Sister Zhou was when she entered the university as a newcomer. She introduced her senior brother but said to Tang Xiao and other freshmen, see, that is the goddess of our medical school.

Fortunately, a few years later, the news of Senior Sister Zhou came again. At this time, she had become the director of this women's and children's hospital. No one knew what happened, nor did they know how much effort she had put in these years.

All people can see is her success.

Yes, people will never care about how many hardships and obstacles a successful person has experienced before achieving those brilliant achievements. No one is interested in their disheartened times. People only care about their endless looks, enviable status and money.

But no matter what, for today's senior sister Zhou, she has already lived out her true self.

Tang Xiao looked at the back of Dean Zhou who disappeared outside the door, his eyes were full of envy and reverence.

In the operating room where only Tang Xiao and Min Qiuhan were left, Min Qiuhan, who was lying on the operating table, had dried tears at the corners of his eyes, and was just quietly looking at the ceiling, not knowing what he was thinking.

Tang Xiao walked over, squatted down beside Min Qiuhan, his eyes were at the same level as hers: "Qiuhan, how are you thinking?"

Min Qiuhan's face is still calm, but his eyes are still full of struggle: "I don't know, smile, I think, I should give it up. Although I don't want to admit it, but in the heart of my unqualified mother, I love Ah Meng more Worse than him. When I thought that Ah Meng would make things difficult for him in the future, that Ah Meng’s family would put pressure on Ah Meng because of it, and that bastard would harass us again because of it, I just… smiled, didn’t you hear that the other day? Well, if it's a boy, that bastard will definitely come to me, but I don't want to see him again in my life, how can a violent and lazy person like him deserve to be the father of this child? How can he bring him a A life full of hope? I don’t want to be unable to guarantee whether his life is happy or hopeful after giving birth to him. If I let him survive, he will suffer decades of pain, so why should I let him come into this world... Smile, do you think I'm right? If it were you, what would you do?"

Tang Xiao shook his head and said: "I have never encountered a situation like yours, and I don't know. I used to be a doctor, and I took saving people as my duty. In my eyes, people's lives are above all else, no matter whether it is high or low, happiness or pain. A wealthy businessman is still a life sentence prisoner. Life is the most important thing, this is my principle in the past. Now that I have taken off my white coat, it does not mean that I have given up this principle, but sometimes I also think , whether all life in this world should exist, whether it exists or not is reasonable... These ideas are probably ridiculous, thinking about it will make people feel crazy, it is probably the so-called dead end, but Qiu Han , The reason why I say this is to tell you that everyone has a different point of view, just like Dean Zhou told you just now, just stick to the choice you think is valuable, and be brave, you know?"

Min Qiuhan closed his eyes, and after a long time, he opened his eyes and said to Tang Xiao: "Xiaoxiao, can you sing a song with me for the baby in my belly? People often mention the word prenatal education, saying to give They will hear the baby playing music, singing or reading to them, and they can hear it too. I don’t know if this is true, but my careless mother never sings to it once, and never I told it a story before, so I thought, sing a song for it today..." Min Qiuhan choked up again as he spoke.

Tang Xiao closed her eyes, as if she had already guessed Min Qiuhan's final decision, she smiled encouragingly at Min Qiuhan: "Okay, as long as I can sing, I will definitely sing with you baby listen."

"You will. We often sang that song together when we were in school." Min Qiuhan blinked at her lightly.

Memories from the past suddenly came to mind.

In my memory, two girls in school uniforms were sitting on an abandoned low wall of the school, with green creepers swaying beside them, and the air was filled with the fresh smell of green grass. Min Qiuhan, who was still a high school student with the hair of two girls, smiled and said to Tang Xiao, who was also young: "Hey, what do you think we will look like in ten years?"

"Probably... a middle-aged woman who has become old and ugly?"

"What, no, I have to be as beautiful as I am now." Min Qiuhan looked up at the sky, full of pure longing for the future.

"Smile, even in another ten years, we will only be 25 or [-] years old. At that time, how could we be old and ugly? At that time, we must have just found the Prince Charming in our lives, wearing the most beautiful and expensive clothes Wedding dress, standing in front of the priest, when the priest stood in front of the cross and asked me, Min Qiuhan, would you marry the man next to you and take care of him for the rest of his life, whether he is poor or rich, sick or healthy, never leave him Abandon? I will firmly and loudly answer the priest 'yes! Ido'..."

"So stupid...but suddenly I'm like this too..." 16-year-old Tang Xiao put his hands on his side in the same posture as Min Qiuhan, looked up at the blue sky, and couldn't help humming "Marriage" March tune.

"Dangdang Dangdang ~ Dangdang Dangdang ~ Dangdang Dangdang ~ Dangdang Dang ~"

The two girls laughed together. At that time, they were so carefree.

The setting sun was gradually setting, and under the orange afterglow in the sky, the girl Min Qiuhan said to the girl Tang Xiao: "I must have a little boy in the future, because our family is all girls, cousins, cousins, cousins, etc. I really want to give birth to a little boy." A little boy was born in our family!"

"Well, you will definitely have a little boy in the future."

Min Qiuhan began to fantasize about holding the baby and coaxing him to sleep. She even pretended to be holding a baby and made a gesture of embracing her.

Tang Xiao was teased by Min Qiuhan, pointing at Min Qiuhan's breathless smile: "Haha, you are so stupid, Qiu Han, you are really stupid like this..."

But Min Qiuhan ignored his friends' jokes, and happily sang a lullaby to the non-existent baby:
"The moon is bright, the wind is still, and the leaves cover the window lattice. The crickets are called clank, just like the sound of the strings.
The sound of the piano is soft, the tune is pleasant, and the cradle swings gently. Mother's baby closed his eyes and fell asleep in a dream.

In the night sky, satellites fly, singing that "Dongfanghong". The baby flies into space while sleeping.
Ride on that moon, step on that star, and fly in the universe.
The mother's baby has made great ambitions to climb the peak of science.
The clock is ringing, ding dong, and the night is quiet. The little baby will grow up soon, and will make great contributions to the motherland.
The moon is so bright, the wind is so still, the cradle is swaying gently. Mother's baby is sleeping in a dream, smiling slightly..."

"Qiu Han, please change to another song, please, this one is too old-fashioned!" Tang Xiao said dissatisfiedly, covering his ears exaggeratedly to indicate that he could no longer bear it.

Min Qiuhan patted the non-existing baby's butt, bowed his head and said, "Baby, Aunt Tang doesn't like this, so Mommy can change the song for the baby?"

Tang Xiao, who was next to him, said with a look of disgust, "Hey, you're so crazy..."

Min Qiuhan still looked serious, and put his ear to the mouth of the baby in his arms: "Huh? What, baby want to listen to that? Okay, mom and Aunt Tang will sing it to you..."

my baby baby
Give you a bit of sweetness

Make you sleep well tonight

My kid kid
tease your winks

make you like this world

blah blah blah blah my baby
with someone the whole time

oh ya ya ya my baby
let you know you are the most beautiful

let you sleep well tonight

tease your smiling face

Make you like the whole tomorrow
blah blah blah blah my baby
with someone the whole time

oh ya ya ya my baby
let you know you are the most beautiful

blah blah blah blah my baby
when you are alone someone misses you

la la la la la yeah yeah yeah yeah
......"

In that summer when the white skirt was fluttering, although Tang Xiao always laughed at Min Qiuhan, that non-existent child with a look of disgust, in the end, he still fulfilled his duty as an aunt, singing to that child with Min Qiuhan.

"Smile, we all have to grow up quickly."

"Why? There's nothing good about growing up, it's hard work, you have to make money, you have to support your family, and you may have to be reprimanded last time when you go to work in the company... Wow, just thinking about it makes me tired."

"But when you grow up, you can have a real baby." Min Qiuhan said with a smile.

At this moment, in the quiet operating room, Tang Xiao and Min Qiuhan recalled this memory at the same time.Before he knew it, Tang Xiao had burst into tears.

"Then, baby, Mom is going to sing a lullaby to you with Aunt Tang now."

After growing up, Min Qiuhan lay on the operating table, gently stroking his swollen belly, and said to the still alive little life on the opposite side.

There was no response, perhaps, just because they grew up and could no longer hear the voice of another world.

Min Qiuhan lay there, blinked at Tang Xiao lightly, and the singing of the two resounded tacitly...

my baby baby
Give you a bit of sweetness

Make you sleep well tonight

My kid kid
tease your winks

make you like this world

blah blah blah blah my baby
with someone the whole time

oh ya ya ya my baby
let you know you are the most beautiful

let you sleep well tonight

tease your smiling face

Make you like the whole tomorrow
blah blah blah blah my baby
with someone the whole time

oh ya ya ya my baby
let you know you are the most beautiful

blah blah blah blah my baby
when you are alone someone misses you

la la la la la yeah yeah yeah yeah
......"

After the singing was over, Tang Xiao looked at Min Qiuhan who had closed tears streaming from his eyes, opened the door and walked out.

Outside the door, Dean Zhou seemed to have been standing there, not walking away for a second.

"Smile, has she already made up her mind?" Dean Zhou asked.

Tang Xiao nodded slowly, and said, "It's decided. Thanks to your words, Senior Sister."

Dean Zhou shook his head and said, "I think you have played a greater role in her, and it can be seen that she needs you as a friend very much."

Tang Xiao looked at Dean Zhou, and finally couldn't help asking: "Senior sister, back then... where did you go?"

"Back then?" Dean Zhou asked, "You mean...?"

"Well, yes. During that time, they all said that you were crazy, suffered from depression, didn't know anyone, and were sent to a mental hospital for treatment. But to be honest, I don't believe it. I always feel that I know you. Senior sister Zhou is not so fragile, how can she be so fragile, so easy to knock down, and then how can she stand up again so quickly?"

"Thank you for trusting me, but—" Dean Zhou pursed his lips and recalled, "The situation at that time was indeed similar to what you heard. At that time, I couldn't accept the fact that I killed the child with my own hands. , The whole person is completely crazy, and I keep seeing the phantom of that child every day. At that time, I firmly believed that I caused the child to not be reincarnated, so the child will follow me for the rest of his life in order to take revenge on me. , until I die. That feeling is actually very painful, as soon as I open my eyes every day, I can see that little child who has just grown out of the five senses squatting in front of me, accompanying me without a shadow, it constantly reminds me of the past The fact of killing a life. I painfully just want to die as soon as possible, because at that time I thought that only death could redeem my sins, and only death could reunite me with my child in another world..."

Tang Xiao looked at Dean Zhou sympathetically: "Many women who have undergone abortion have said that they would see a dead child to take revenge on themselves, including Qiu Han, who also firmly believed that he had sinned deeply before and would definitely be revenged by that child in the future Unexpectedly, it was just..."

"It's just the shadow in my heart." Dean Zhou sighed, "The most irresistible thing a person can't resist is not gossip, the attack of the enemy, or the slander of the villain, but himself. Even if there is no one around, people still have to face it." I, the good or evil I have done, will leave deep or shallow traces in my heart. If it is an indelible memory, it will form a shadow in people's hearts. When the existence of shadows has covered people's reason and Thinking will make people hallucinate, which is what many people think is the ghost after the child dies..."

"Is that so..." Tang Xiao suddenly realized, "Before I even really thought..."

"Maybe that kind of thing also exists, but for people, the most important thing is to face yourself bravely, whether it is good or bad. If you can't, you will be controlled by it... "