famous first flash marriage

Tang Xiao had mixed feelings in his heart, "Xiaoyi, you..."

"Smile, I'm fine, I just want to talk to you, after all, I can't talk to others about these things..." Jin Xiaoyi seemed embarrassed to say.

"Xiaoyi, in the future, as long as you need it, you can call me to share your concerns at any time." Tang Xiao said, "I am willing to listen to you, really, Xiaoyi, as long as you want, I can listen to you about anything Thinking of Jin Xiaoyi, a girl who is used to putting everything in her heart, and even if she suffers or suffers outside, she will digest it all by herself, Tang Xiao feels distressed for a while, she really can't see this kind of always pretending Tsukuru is very strong, but in fact she is weaker than anyone else in her heart. Perhaps, she sees her own shadow in her.Tang Xiao thought to himself, why isn't she like Jin Xiaoyi, who has been used to taking care of everything by herself since she was a child, and never shared it with anyone around her?

They are undoubtedly lonely and depressed. Fortunately for Tang Xiao, she met Ji Xiaoru—this lively and cheerful girl who is full of sunshine like a sunflower. She always shines like a little sun. She, listen to her, accompany her, lead her out of the shadows.

Now, if Jin Xiaoyi needs it, she is also willing to try to be Jin Xiaoyi's sun.

"Smile, thank you." Jin Xiaoyi said emotionally.

"It's okay, Xiaoyi, I just listened to what you said, so what's the point?" Tang Xiao said with a smile, "It happens that I'm quite free, so listening to you is the right thing to relieve my boredom. I should thank you."

Jin Xiaoyi also laughed: "Xiaoxiao, your personality is becoming more and more cheerful now, may I know—is this the power of love? Did Mr. Cheng make you change?"

"Cheng Lie did help me a lot, but that's not all. Xiaoyi, frankly speaking, no one in the world can completely cure a certain person, and it is impossible for a person to put all his emotions on him." For a person, even if that person is his lover. Everyone must learn to love themselves, take care of themselves, and understand themselves." Tang Xiao said seriously.She thought that she had many similarities with Jin Xiaoyi, and maybe some of her ideas could also help Jin Xiaoyi.

"Well, I see, smile." Jin Xiaoyi said solemnly, "I understand what you mean - no matter how much I like him, I can't make him the focus and only one of my life. I still have to deal with my emotions. Come to control, just smile... I don't know how I can stop myself from thinking about him... His every move affects my heart, even if he just smiled at me unintentionally today, that smile... ...It's like a slow motion replay, flashing in my mind over and over again, even now... It's the same, you know, Xiaoxiao, he is really the most smiling person I've ever seen A good-looking man, when I see him smiling, I feel like all the flowers in the world are blooming, and all the troubles seem to be gone, as long as he is willing to smile at me like that all the time, I will do anything for him... Smile , I must be crazy, right? I know, I have been crazy for this person, no one in this world knows what efforts I have made to get close to him these years..."

Jin Xiaoyi suddenly choked up: "No one knows what I have done, in order to be closer to him... Xiaoxiao, even you, you would not understand... Because a girl like you, even if So what if you are a little colder to people, there are still a lot of men chasing you, unlike me..."

"Xiaoyi...don't be like this..." Tang Xiao didn't expect Jin Xiaoyi's seemingly perfect appearance to hide so many sad thoughts, "Everyone has everyone's bitterness, how can there be forever relaxed and happy in this world You say I don't understand, but how much do you understand about me? Do you know what I have experienced, what pains and troubles I have?"

"I have always believed that in this world, everyone has the same amount of joy, anger, sorrow, and joy, but everyone's joy, anger, sorrow, and joy are different. Everyone can see the happiness and sorrow of others is very limited, so people will envy Others, but if you get to know them deeply, you don’t even need to put yourself in their shoes, you will find that the person you envy may be riddled with holes and is not worthy of your envy at all, and you may even feel that , being able to be yourself is the luckiest thing in the world—it’s just that most of us don’t have such an opportunity.”

After Tang Xiao said these words, he felt that his heart was quite heavy, and he couldn't help sighing slightly.

Jin Yiyi was silent for a long time, and then slowly said: "Smile, I understand what you mean, I know what you said is right, but even so, I still don't want to be myself, I hate myself, if my Without Pei Yuancheng in my life, I think my life would be a hundred times or ten thousand times more difficult, so I desperately wanted to pounce on him like a moth to a flame, just because he is my life The only light in the world..."

Tang Xiao no longer knew how to persuade Jin Xiaoyi.There are thousands of kinds of love in the world, who can say that Jin Xiaoyi's love for Pei Yuancheng is not love?
It's just that her love is still too paranoid, she can't imagine what Jin Xiaoyi will do in the end if Jin Xiaoyi keeps darting moths to the flame like this, and keeps asking for nothing.

She wasn't too worried about Pei Yuancheng. A person like him was merciful in his early years. He knew how many women he had dated. He knew all kinds of emotions and reactions of women. If she guessed right, Pei Yuancheng should have seen it long ago. How deep is Jin Xiaoyi's affection for him, it is impossible for him to be dull and not understand why Jin Xiaoyi went to his company, why did he keep her?Is it because he thinks Xiaoyi has the ability to serve his company, or is there another reason?
Tang Xiao was suddenly curious. She knew that if she asked Pei Yuancheng, she would definitely get an answer from him, but she couldn't do that, at least not now.

"Xiaoyi, no matter what you plan to do, I just hope that you can take good care of yourself and don't let yourself get hurt," Tang Xiao said sincerely, "Xiaoyi, I bless you. I bless you to find a good home , whether that person is Pei Yuancheng or not..." Tang Xiao spoke sincerely, but he knew in his heart that that person could be any man in the world, and it couldn't be Pei Yuancheng.

He is well aware of his physical condition, hereditary heart disease cannot be cured no matter what, and he is thankful to be able to maintain the status quo and not continue to deteriorate... How could he allow himself to introduce other women's feelings, and wait until he really leaves in the future? , Let the other party suffer for half his life?
He doesn't want to be cruel to anyone, but he can only be cruel to himself.

Pei Yuancheng is a person who is cruel enough to himself. On this point, it seems to coincide with some aspects of Jin Xiaoyi.

"Xiaoxiao, thank you for your blessing." Jin Xiaoyi smiled on the other end of the phone, but this smile was fleeting, Tang Xiao could imagine it, but Jin Xiaoyi couldn't?
How could she not be aware of Pei Yuancheng's health? She once snatched Pei Yuancheng back from the hands of death herself.

She knew that what she fell in love with was a man who would die at any time, and she knew that with the pride of that man, he would never easily accept any woman in the world.

"Xiaoyi, do you have anything else to do?" Tang Xiao looked at the time, it was getting late, and she would definitely leave early tomorrow morning. Even if she is not sleepy now, she can't continue to stay up late, after all , What awaits them tomorrow is the depths of the mountains that they know nothing about.What kind of difficulties will be encountered tomorrow, no one can predict now.

She knows very well that with her own physical ability, it is the best situation to not hold everyone back when encountering danger and try her best to keep herself, not to mention that she is still a doctor. In case of danger, she should do her part That's enough... Tonight, I must recharge my batteries.

"Xiaoxiao, it's late, I shouldn't bother you any more, you should go to rest, thank you tonight." Jin Xiaoyi is so smart, how could she not know what Tang Xiao meant, so she hurriedly exchanged greetings with Tang Xiao After a few words, he promptly closed the line.

After hanging up the phone, Tang Xiao leaned against the wall and let out a breath, rubbing the space between her sleepy brows. She put the phone aside, went to the sink, turned on the tap, and washed her face with cold water.

The condition of the small hotel is not bad, it looks clean, and there are air conditioners and bathroom heaters, but the bathroom looks dirty, it has not been washed for a long time, or maybe, no one has ever used it, Tang Xiao gave up at home When I had to take a bath every night to relieve fatigue, I turned on the shower head and planned to take a shower, but found that the water in the shower head was half-warm.

The temperature difference between day and night is quite large, and the half-warm water is definitely not enough to wash the whole body, or you may catch a cold.Tang Xiao shook his head, put down the shower head, found a compressed towel from his bag, and wiped his body with water before giving up.

After leaving the bathroom, Ji Xiaoru on the bed had already unknowingly slept into a big character, Tang Xiao's mouth curled up. How long has it been since he saw Ji Xiaoru like this?The last time I slept with Ji Xiaoru was when I was graduating from university. Ji Xiaoru took the lead and went camping on a certain mountain near Chengbei with a few good friends.

That night, Tang Xiao and Ji Xiaoru slept in the same tent, and Ji Xiaoru was in the same posture as now. Tang Xiao was so crowded that he had nowhere to stay, so he had to go out to look at the stars. The night sky at the foot of the mountain was as pure as an ocean, filled with countless stars. It flickered in between, and Tang Xiao, who watched it, was stunned unknowingly.

When she came back to her senses, Ji Xiaoru, who woke up at some point, also sat beside her, yawning and asking Tang Xiao why she didn't sleep in the middle of the night.Tang Xiao couldn't tell her the real reason, so he had to say that he had insomnia, but he was comforted by Ji Xiaoru instead.

How long ago was that... But at that time, their young hearts were spotless, they had nothing, but they seemed to have everything.

Tang Xiao smiled slightly, lying on the corner of the bed that Ji Xiaoru occupied most of, and talking, in his dream, he seemed to return to the troubled and carefree eighteen or nineteen years old, happy every day like a little fairy Ji Xiaoru, who just glanced at her, is always dragging her around to play with her heartlessly...

I don't know if I am a guest in my dream, and I am greedy for a while.

The next day, Tang Xiao woke up from his sleep, looked up and saw 10:00 on the electronic clock on the wall, and felt a strange feeling in his heart—is it already this late?Why didn't Xiaoru wake her up?

She hurriedly turned her head, only to find that the other half of the bed was already empty.

His eyes turned to the bedside table, and the place where Ji Xiaoru's bag should have been placed was already empty.

Tang Xiao's heart skipped a beat, and he sat up suddenly from the bed.