famous first flash marriage

Jin Xiaoyi didn't say anything, but Pei Yuancheng could see her thoughts from Jin Xiaoyi's eyes.

"Take it off if you want." Pei Yuancheng opened his arms and looked at Jin Xiaoyi fiercely, "Haven't you been coveting the beauty of this president for a long time? Come on, for the sake of taking care of me for so long , give you some benefits tonight."

Jin Xiaoyi swallowed quietly, and asked a little embarrassedly, "Really?"

It seems that Pei Yuancheng is really in a surprisingly good mood and easy to talk tonight.

Normally, he would never be able to talk to her like this.

"Really, it's hard to keep track of what this president said." Seeing her expectant expression, he thought of teasing again inexplicably.

It's been a long time since he's been seriously ill.

In the past, in the eyes of many people, he was a bold playboy, or in other words, an out-and-out seductress master.

He did that in front of outsiders, on the one hand to cover up his physical condition, and on the other hand, it had something to do with his own personality.

In the business field, everyone is hypocritical, and the pressure is so great, how can we not have some fun for ourselves to relieve the pressure?If he had any bad tastes before, it was teasing little girls, commonly known as "teasing girls".

He knew that he was good-looking, perfect, rich and handsome in every respect, and ordinary girls had no resistance to him at all.

So they became more and more reckless, often flirting with each other.

But he often left after flirting, even though Fang's heart was broken behind him, he still ignored her.

Maybe it's retribution?

Let him meet Tang Xiao.

Compared with Retsuko, he is indeed not a good destination.

Retsuko is a dedicated person, he knows what he wants, so he never spends energy on flirting with irrelevant women.

It can even be said that if he doesn't like the woman he doesn't like, and the woman he doesn't plan to marry, he won't take a second look at it unless necessary.

Only a man like him is worthy of a perfect and devoted love.

Thinking of this, Pei Yuancheng lowered his head and smiled, concealing the loneliness in his eyes, and pulled his thoughts back to Jin Xiaoyi in front of him.

Want to tease her?
He actually liked seeing her blushing and shy.

Frankly speaking, Jin Xiaoyi doesn't look bad, even though she has been groomed the day after tomorrow, she is very natural and perfect, which makes people look very comfortable.

Such a woman with a reserved and elegant appearance is actually very attractive when she is as shy as a little girl. She has a special charm that combines the maturity of a woman with the youthfulness of a girl.

"Jin Xiaoyi, have you imagined the situation in front of you many times?" He asked hesitantly.

Just as Jin Xiaoyi's fingers touched Pei Yuancheng's chest, before a button was unbuttoned, her ears turned red little by little.

The tips of the ears are especially red and transparent, as if they have been boiled in a pot.

Without raising his head, Pei Yuancheng knew that her delicate face must also be stained with two blushes.

He looked at her with interest, "Why don't you speak? If you don't speak, you are acquiescing. Sure enough, you often secretly lust/sexualize my... body when you are alone."

He deliberately lowered the last few words, and the ending sound was even a little longer, showing a kind of charm in such a night.

"I...I don't." Jin Xiaoyi said softly, trying to overcome the psychological barrier, and continued to unbutton his clothes.

"Really?" Pei Yuancheng chuckled lightly, "Look at you, you are as red as prawns stewed in oil, how dare you lie? Jin Xiaoyi, if you dare to confess your love to me, you dare not openly admit that you have fantasized about me ?”

Jin Xiaoyi bit her lip, her ears were so red that they were about to bleed.

After a long time, she said like a mosquito, "Well...I, I did have...fantasies."

At first, Pei Yuancheng wanted to tease her, but when the other party really admitted it as he wanted, he couldn't help but feel embarrassed again.

This was the first time a woman had admitted to his face that she had thoughts about his body.

This is really... a wonderful flower among women.

Of course, he himself is even more weird, he can be called shameless.

Before he met Tang Xiao, he had always been a person with no integrity.

If it wasn't for the fact that he couldn't help teasing any pretty woman he saw, how could Ji Xiaoru miss him so much later.

But there is nothing to be proud of, he hurt Ji Xiaoru.

Thinking back now, how bad he was in the past. Relying on his good appearance and better-off family background than others, he was self-righteous, thinking that women all over the world could not resist his charm.

And because he knows that he suffers from congenital heart disease like his father, sooner or later he will leave this world early, so he abandons himself and wants to live as he pleases, even if he is a playboy who changes women faster than changing clothes in the eyes of others.

He was smug, thinking that he was one of the thousands of flowers that would not touch his body, but he didn't know how many women he had made emotionally unhappy because of how many detours he took.

He is really a very bad person.

Perhaps the heavens have their own arrangements, and those who plant the bitter fruit will surely reap the fruit one day.

This can't be blamed on others, if you want to blame, you can only blame yourself who acted arbitrarily and recklessly in the distant past.

"You said you helped me change my clothes when I was unconscious, then you should have seen... Jin Xiaoyi, my body is not as good-looking as you imagined, right?" Pei Yuancheng seemed to have no shame, just like that Talked casually to her about his own body.

Jin Xiaoyi knew in her heart that he didn't care about herself. In his eyes, she was not a woman who needed to be taken seriously, so she could be so shameless and frivolous.

If it's Xiaoxiao... If it's Xiaoxiao, he will definitely not say these words easily.

This realization made Jin Xiaoyi feel a little frustrated.

However, this is not a night where emotions should be wasted on frustration and lows.

This was the last night she would be alone with him.

Jin Xiaoyi tried to cheer herself up.

"I didn't dare to watch it. It's always too soon...Pei Yuancheng, you know, I have always respected you." She raised her head and met his gaze.

The top two buttons of the jacket have been undone, and the next... She suddenly loses her courage.

"Thank you for respecting me." He looked into her eyes without much sincerity in his tone.

She knew he was still upset that she was helping him change without his knowledge.

"sorry."

She was unwilling to explain more for herself, so she could only apologize honestly.

"Stupid or not, you are right. I know that you did that when you had no other choice. Jin Xiaoyi, if you like someone, you have to make yourself humble and make yourself unconditionally accommodate the other person. I just made trouble for no reason. , you have the right to be angry, and you have the right to scold me." Pei Yuancheng said seriously, "Come on, look into my eyes, Jin Xiaoyi."

She stared at him blankly, his eyes were really beautiful, as if the Milky Way was hidden inside.

"If you want people to respect you, you have to respect yourself first." He said to her, "If someone treats you with a frivolous attitude, you don't need to be patient at all, even if you like this person, it's the same. There is no one A relationship is worth sacrificing your self-esteem. As a woman, if you put yourself in a very low position first, don't take yourself seriously, and only have the other person in your eyes, then guess what a man will think of this woman?"

Jin Xiaoyi was speechless.

She has never thought about these issues, she only knows that she likes a person, and her whole world must make way for this person.

This man is the master of her world.

And this man, sitting in front of her now, stared at her with his beautiful eyes, and said something to her that no one had ever taught her.

"No man will respect and love a woman who doesn't even love herself from the bottom of her heart. Jin Xiaoyi, before loving others, love yourself first. Those who can't love themselves will definitely not love others."

"Self-sacrificing love can only touch yourself, and it doesn't mean anything to the person you love," he added.

"Then... my liking for you, doesn't it... mean nothing?" Jin Xiaoyi murmured.

"Of course not." He couldn't help pinching her red earlobe, "Don't look down on yourself too much, Jin Xiaoyi, you are very good, you take good care of me, you are a very good woman, similar words I I've said it many times, so don't underestimate yourself. You can't be with me not because you don't deserve me, but because I don't deserve you. One day you will understand that you deserve better. "

Jin Xiaoyi shook her head, "I don't want others, in my heart, no one is better than you."

Pei Yuancheng looked at her helplessly, "Okay, but, Jin Xiaoyi, I bet you that one day you will completely forget about me and have your own happiness."

"I won't bet with you." Jin Xiaoyi shook her head firmly.

"Why?" Pei Yuancheng looked at her amusedly, "Are you afraid of losing? Don't worry, even if you lose, no one will come to you for a bet."

"I'm afraid you will lose." Jin Xiaoyi unknowingly completely unbuttoned Pei Yuancheng.

The dark pajamas were opened, revealing a thin and pale body, and there was a horrific freshly stitched wound on the chest where the heart was.

In addition, there are other scars left by surgery.

Looking at his body, one can imagine how many operations and knives he has had in his 20-plus years of life.

She reached out to caress the old and new scars on his body more boldly than ever.

Her eyes were full of distress.

"Pei Yuancheng, I love you. I will never forget you in my life." As she said, she leaned over and kissed his chest lightly.

The wet and cold tears on her face accidentally touched his chest, and he felt a layer of tiny waves on his skin. This feeling was very strange to him. After all, no woman had ever kissed so boldly. On his chest, no woman would ever shed a single tear on his chest.

"When I changed your clothes for the first time, I knew...the rumors about you in the past were all fake, you messed with women, you had dozens of bed partners - that was all fake, you wouldn't be like that at all Do it, because you want to hide the secret of your heart disease, and you won’t let people see the scars left by the surgery on your chest.” Jin Xiaoyi said with tears in her eyes, “Besides, how can you be a clean freak like you? Going to bed with anyone else..."

"Stop talking." Pei Yuancheng stopped her, "Now is not the time to discuss my private life."

Jin Xiaoyi sniffed, helped Pei Yuancheng take off the blood-stained clothes, and took a new set of clean pajamas for Pei Yuancheng to change into.

While dressing him, he felt better again, and began to tease her: "Why don't you take the opportunity to touch her more? There is no such shop after this village."

Jin Xiaoyi slid her fingers across his chest, and a subtle pain appeared in her heart: "I only feel uncomfortable and distressed when I see it, and when my fingers touch it, it hurts even more, as if you have been hurt in the past. My fingers passed to me. Let me feel the pain again."

"Oh? What kind of pain is it?" Pei Yuancheng found it funny.

"There are many kinds..." Jin Xiaoyi shook her head, "It doesn't matter if you don't talk about it."

Pei Yuancheng didn't pursue it any further. After all, pain is not a good topic.

Jin Xiaoyi helped Pei Yuancheng tidy up, and helped Pei Yuancheng pour a cup of hot milk.

Pei Yuancheng sat on the bed with a glass of hot milk in his hand and leaned against the pillow, looking at Jin Xiaoyi who was sitting by the bed trying to put the phone together.

Feeling guilty in his heart, Pei Yuancheng said, "I'm sorry, I will pay you a new one tomorrow."

Jin Xiaoyi put aside her mobile phone which was completely destroyed by Pei Yuancheng, and looked at Pei Yuancheng with a smile: "A parting gift?"

"Well, sort of." Pei Yuancheng said a little casually.

He looked at Jin Xiaoyi's face under the light, and suddenly praised: "You look so beautiful now."

Jin Xiaoyi was caught off guard by Pei Yuancheng's praise, her heart was pounding like a deer, and she didn't know how to put her hands and feet.

Sitting there well-behaved, she forced herself to calm down and said, "Oh, really?"

"Yes." He looked at her with a sincere smile on his face.

Jin Xiaoyi was once again fascinated by Pei Yuancheng's smile, shouting in her heart are you more beautiful?
But for some reason, a sentence popped out of his mouth: "I am not beautiful, the current appearance is all made up."

As soon as the words came out, I felt disappointed.

However, the words spoken are like water poured out, and there is absolutely no reason to take them back.

Jin Xiaoyi was secretly annoyed that she was simply a humanoid atmosphere destroyer.

"Whether it's whole or not, it's all about you. There's nothing wrong with pursuing beauty. I apologize to you for what I said to you when I first met you." Pei Yuancheng said to her apologetically.

Jin Xiaoyi knew he was referring to the time at the bowling alley.At that time, because Tang Xiao knew that he liked Pei Yuancheng, he tried to create a chance for himself and Pei Yuancheng to be alone. As a result, in Pei Yuancheng's car, he mercilessly pointed out that her entire face was plastic surgery.

At that time, she really felt hurt.

But...that's all in the past.She never thought that he still remembered what he said to herself at that time, let alone that she would receive an apology from him one day.

"I'm fine." She said with a smile, "You don't need to apologize. Actually, I don't shy away from this matter. Since plastic surgery is my choice, I have nothing to deny. Although at that time, I hope that in your eyes, I'm a natural beauty, but... that's useless, isn't it? I later realized that when you like someone, you don't just like someone's appearance. You are not such a superficial person like me. Of course, I It’s not that Xiaoxiao is not beautiful, I mean, what you value more is connotation. Xiaoxiao’s personality attracts you, even if she changes her face, you will still like her, right?”

Pei Yuancheng smiled and said, "Well, that's right. Jin Xiaoyi, you know me well."

"I have loved someone for so many years, and I have been with this person for so long. If you still can't understand this person a little bit better than others, then it is really a waste of love." Jin Xiaoyi said self-deprecatingly.

Pei Yuancheng stared at Jin Xiaoyi's seemingly flawless face, and had to admit that the plastic surgeon was indeed very clever.

Every inch of her facial features seems to be carefully planned, the curvature of the corners of the eyes, the height and angle of the bridge of the nose, the shape and thickness of the lips, the straight line formed between the chin and the bridge of the nose and the mouth——

Everything is the most perfect and attractive look.

Perfect to a little distorted, it looks like a 3D beauty drawn by a computer.

Pei Yuancheng tried to recall what Jin Xiaoyi once looked like.

He remembered that when he was looking for someone to investigate Jin Xiaoyi, he saw Jin Xiaoyi's previous photos in the stack of materials that were not thick or thick except for plastic surgery.

He has always had a good memory, even if he has seen a face that is not so good-looking, he can slowly piece it together in his memory.

Memory helped Pei Yuancheng restore her former face little by little in his mind.

Compared with the current appearance, that face is really too ordinary and ordinary.

Putting it in the crowd will never be willing to take a second look.

If she had that ordinary appearance, it would be impossible for her to come to him.

Even if she didn't come to him, it would be very difficult to achieve the position she had obtained in the five-star hotel.

This is an era when most people look at their faces.

Or it should be said that very few people don't look at their faces.

The pressure of life is already great enough, who wouldn't want to face a better-looking face?
Due to a variety of factors, it has become increasingly difficult for women to find a job.

For a woman like Jin Xiaoyi who has no background, in order to occupy a place in a competitive five-star hotel, in addition to excellent business ability and smart mind, an eye-catching appearance and impeccable figure are also indispensable. Prerequisites.

He once taunted her mercilessly, and looked down on her from the bottom of his heart.

He thought she had plastic surgery just out of vanity.

Now, the older he gets, the more he can understand her.

Once a person begins to understand another person, he can't help but feel empathy for the other person.

He compared her two faces before and after in his mind, imagining how much effort it would take to achieve such a transformation.

Not everyone has the courage to do it with a knife in the face.

She couldn't help but wonder, what kind of mood does Jin Xiaoyi, who has just grown up, risk disfigurement or even death for plastic surgery?
"Jin Xiaoyi, do you... hurt? At that time."

Jin Xiaoyi's heart trembled slightly.

After so many years, it was the first time someone asked her such a question.

There is no pain in surgery.

Especially the knife moving on his face.

Cutting the bone and grinding the skin...how could it be painless?

At that time, the money she saved was not enough to go to a plastic surgery hospital abroad with better medical conditions for surgery.

No matter how formal the domestic plastic surgery hospitals are, the technology is limited after all.

There are also many accidents during plastic surgery, and they can never wake up again.

When it was on the news afterwards, not only would most people not sympathize with it, they would even ridicule and ridicule it.

I wanted to have plastic surgery, and I took the risk to go to the operating table. Life and death are at the mercy of God, who can be blamed when I die?

Knowing that something will happen, and spending money to suffer, to give yourself a fake face?
……

People affirm those who work hard for their studies and work, people praise those who work overtime to buy a car and a house, even if they are working hard to lose weight, they will be respected.

However, plastic surgery people do not.

They will only become the object of other people's entertainment after dinner.

If the plastic surgery is successful, they will say that what these people have is just a fake face produced on the assembly line.

Failure, people will say, is one's own fault.

No one will ask them if they are in pain or if they are afraid, and no one will think that it is admirable to work hard to become beautiful.

nobody.Never one.

Even her family didn't understand it.

In the eyes of Jin Xiaoyi's family, instead of using the money she saved for plastic surgery, she might as well work harder to make a down payment for a small house outside Chengbei Fourth and Fifth Ring Road.

Jin Xiaoyi is not good-looking enough, and her personality is not smart enough. If she has a real estate, she should be more popular in the marriage and love market, and it is easier to find a man.

All Jin Xiaoyi's family expects from her is nothing more than "a man wants".

They don't know how excellent and perfect the man Jin Xiaoyi loves is.

They don't know that Jin Xiaoyi's pursuit is not just "a man wants".

A woman who is not good-looking is not qualified to pursue a better life, a higher class?

Does an unattractive woman have to marry an ordinary man?
No.

Jin Xiaoyi was unwilling to accept that fate.

Her fate should not be in the hands of others, and Jin Xiaoyi's life should not be limited by other people's eyes.

She wants to live for herself.

She wants to pursue love, even if that love is so far away.

Even if she has never owned it, at least she has approached it and reached out to touch it.

It's better than an ordinary life——

Marrying an ordinary and dull man who is called "honest" by other people, in order to bear the next generation, in order to buy a house with 70 years of property rights, she has worked hard all her life, busy between the company and the kitchen, squeezing the subway every day, picking up and dropping off children, for The family cooks three dishes and one soup, there is no love in their hearts, no light in their eyes, and on the more ordinary faces that have been devastated by the years, there is nothing but exhaustion except exhaustion.

If you are lucky, you will grow old in a mediocre way, be called a good wife and mother by outsiders, and be written into the composition by your children——

Although my mother is very ordinary, she is a good mother.

I don't have any sex/life with my husband, because I can't have any desire for each other, my body is squeezed by the busy life and I just want to sleep on the bed.

No passion, no love.

There is only mechanical repetition that can't even be called a sense of mission, living for the sake of living.Like a machine without flesh and blood and without thought.

How horrible.

This was never the life Jin Xiaoyi wanted.