famous first flash marriage

"But Xiaoxiao, the home with my family is also my home." Cheng Lie said solemnly, "Up until now, you still haven't been able to treat that home as your own home, and my family as your own." family?"

Following Cheng Lie's question, Tang Xiao suddenly opened his eyes wide.

"No...it's not." Tang Xiao said hastily, "I like Mengmeng, and I also like Chengfeng. They are all very kind to me. In my opinion, they are my own younger brothers and sisters. Mom is also very kind to me. He will take me to a high-end clothing store to buy clothes, teach me how to dress up, and buy me a lot of expensive jewelry—”

"Enough." Cheng Lie interrupted her suddenly, "Don't lie to me, and don't lie to yourself anymore."

For a moment, Tang Xiao seemed to forget to breathe.

"..."

Is she deceiving Chenglie, is she deceiving herself?
Right... She couldn't even convince herself.

And how could they hide the truth from Cheng Lie, who has a high IQ and astonishing insight?

She leaned on the window sill, staring blankly at the lights of Wanjia outside the window. At this time, her mood was completely different from before.

It was at this time that she realized one thing.

After all, she and Cheng Lie are different.

Cheng Lie has a family, parents, younger siblings.

And she, Tang Xiao, is a person without a home.

She also has a hard time accepting others as her family.

Cheng Lie was right. In the final analysis, she still failed to regard Cheng Lie's family as her own.

In her mind, her home is this small and warm home, and there are only her and Cheng Lie in this home.

This is their world for two.

But what about Cheng Lie?
His home is the one with parents, younger siblings, and her.

The two of them have different definitions of "home".

At this moment, Tang Xiao finally realized the problem deeply.

"I'm sorry, Lie..." She lowered her head, looked at her fingertips, and said softly, "I don't want to do this either, but I don't know what's wrong with me...Maybe, I'm such a selfish person in my bones People, right? Obviously everyone treats me very well, but I still can't treat everyone as my family... I'm sorry, Lie, it's my fault, don't be angry with me, I..."

Tang Xiao thought a little blankly, what should she do?What is she going to say to Cheng Lie?

She licked her dry lips, and said mechanically: "I'm sorry for you, and I'm sorry for being kind to me, Mengmeng and Chengfeng, and parents... Lie, your family is very good, it's me who is not good. ...Don't be angry, I will...will work hard in the future. "

What are you trying to do?

Struggling to treat them like your own family?
But how hard is it going to be?
No one taught her how to treat her lover's family as her own.

Even, no one told her what family is.

Tang Xiao exhaled lightly.

She got it.

For so many years, she has been living in a family without love. In her own home, she still cannot feel the warmth of the family, and she will always be alone.

She never had a home.

She hasn't had a home since her mother left.

A person who has never had a family and never knows what a family is, how can he accept other people's family?

This is so ridiculous.

Tang Xiao realized this, and his soft and pure lips were slightly raised, revealing a bitter smile.

"Why are not you talking?"

Cheng Lie's voice.

Tang Xiao froze for a moment, opened his mouth, but didn't know what to say.

I heard Cheng Lie sneer slightly ironically: "Continue making up. Why don't you make it up? You can't even listen to the lies, right?"

Tang Xiao was silent: "..."

"No one will force you to do anything, let alone force you, Tang Xiao, tell me the truth, have I forced you to go home and live now, have I forced you to have children?"

Tang Xiao shook his head slowly: "You didn't."

However, just because he was forcing her, it doesn't mean... all kinds of pressure don't exist.

Tang Xiao had no way to argue for himself.

She knew that Cheng Lie was under more pressure.

Why should she argue with a man who shielded himself from all the pressure?
She was silent.

"Don't always put yourself in the position of the victim." Cheng Lie's calm and indifferent voice came from the phone, "If you always do this, you will look more and more pitiful. Tang Xiao, take care of yourself Think about it, are you really that pitiful?"

"I..." Tang Xiao was speechless.

She wanted to say she didn't -- she didn't put herself in the victim's shoes.

She didn't want to look pitiful.

She just...

Just get used to being alone.

Finally, her world could accommodate the existence of another person.

However, the other person did not allow them to be the only two of them in their world.

She just...

Very flustered, very at a loss.

However, from Cheng Lie's point of view.

There was nothing wrong with what he said.

If it were Cheng Lie herself, she might think the same way, right?
Even, if she was Cheng Lie, she might not be able to stand this woman named Tang Xiao long ago!
Tang Xiao sighed inaudibly.

"I'm sorry, Lie..." She said anxiously, "I said something I shouldn't have said, which affected your mood. Don't take it to heart, Lie, just pretend I didn't say that, okay?"

Tang Xiao really wanted to go back to just now, at least 10 minutes ago, she and Cheng Lie were both happy.

Why does the atmosphere become like this when it comes to home?
Tang Xiao regretted it very much.

Shouldn't have said—

Don't say those stupid things that deceive yourself and others.

Sometimes, words really can't solve the problem, but are the fuse/fire/cause of all problems.

Perhaps silence is more useful than eloquence?

but……

If one person is always silent, will the other person feel very painful?

But if you don't keep silent, it will inevitably lead to disputes and affect the relationship between the two.

This is an unsolvable problem.

Tang Xiao fell in love with a man for the first time in her life. No one taught her how to get along with the man she loves.

In this regard, she obviously does not have any talent that is different from ordinary people.

She was just very lucky and married a very good man.

However, if she can't learn to get along with this man, learn to manage this relationship, and maintain this marriage——

Then one day, her good luck will run out.

It was not easy for Tang Xiao to have another person in his world, and finally got used to Cheng Lie's existence.

She couldn't imagine what would happen if she lost him one day.

As long as I try to imagine this, my heart hurts like it's about to burst.

She told herself to hold on to him and never let him go.

But deep in her heart, there seemed to be another voice asking her——

Are you really suitable?

Are you really supposed to be together?

Can you really love forever?
……

There was no doubt that she loved him deeply.

But are they suitable?

she does not know.

At least, she didn't fit into his family.

Tang Xiao imagined countless times that it would be great if Cheng Lie was alone like her and didn't need to explain everything to his family and only had to be responsible for himself.

But countless times, she clearly understood a truth——

If Cheng Lie didn't have that family, there would be no Cheng Lie now.

A family has a vital connection to a person's growth and character building.

Even, isn't she, Tang Xiao, a product of the previous family?
In other words, she is a deformed product, a freak that everyone hates.

Tang Xiao still couldn't forget Li Yan's hostile eyes towards him.

She always looked at herself like a disgusting piece of garbage.

After being stared at by such eyes for a long time, there are more or less people, and they will not like themselves so much.

Perhaps, deep down in her heart, she despises and despises herself.

She yearns for Chenglie——

What a bright and beautiful existence Cheng Lie is.

She tried to catch Cheng Lie, just like stretching out her hands to try her best to catch a ray of sunshine shooting towards her.

……

"You are always like this, constantly deceiving yourself, and trying to deceive others." Cheng Lie sighed in his ears, "What you said is what you said, and what you didn't say is what you didn't say, admit what you said , face up to the problem between you and me——is it difficult?"

"Aren't you—"

"Stop saying sorry!"

Cheng Lie interrupted her suddenly, with a trace of anger in his tone, "The woman I love is resolute and resolute, she behaves with a clear conscience, she won't say sorry to others at every turn!"

"..." Tang Xiao closed his mouth blankly, thinking to himself, what should I say then?

She was wrong left and right.

All the bad situations were caused by her inappropriate words and deeds.

"Maybe it's not suitable for discussion today." Cheng Lie said lightly: "Go to rest early, you need to calm down."

Realizing that Cheng Lie was about to hang up the phone, Tang Xiao panicked.

Even inexplicably thought, could this be the last phone call between them?
Will Cheng Lie be so disappointed in her from now on that he will never call her or see her again?
For a brief moment, a wave of uneasiness seized her.

This anxiety caused her rationality to drain rapidly.

"Lie... wait! Wait, don't hang up the phone yet!" Tang Xiao said hastily.

"What's wrong?" Cheng Lie seemed a little surprised, "What do you want to say."

"Lie...will you be very disappointed with me, and then...don't love me anymore?" Tang Xiaozheng asked fearfully, "Yes? To be honest..."

Cheng Lie gave a short laugh, as if hearing some joke.

Then Tang Xiao heard Cheng Lie's chilly voice: "Tang Xiao, what do you think of me?"

Tang Xiao said in his heart, what do I take you for?Of course he is the man I love the most in this world.

But Tang Xiao didn't say anything, and Cheng Lie didn't seem to need her answer either.

"What do you think of our marriage?" Cheng Lie asked again.

Tang Xiao thought to himself, what do I think of our marriage?

This is the first and last marriage in this life.