famous first flash marriage

"Are you sure you love him, not because you are unwilling?"

Xie Linlang couldn't help asking.

To be honest, Xie Linglong herself had thought about this question before.

She is often confused, not knowing whether she is in love or unwilling.

Xie Linlang looked at Xie Linglong, and said lightly, "You should know that there is a word called sunk cost. Linglong, do you really want to continue spending?"

Xie Linglong looked down at her fingertips, and said with a bitter smile: "Then what about you, sister, why don't you give up? How many times have you really gotten along with the boss of the family these years, are you sure that the person you love Is it him, rather than a heroic image you imagined to save you from fire and water?"

"Talk about your problem well, what are you doing with me?"

Xie Linlang looked a little unhappy.

"Look."

Xie Linglong shook her head and said, "Everyone always speaks clearly when talking about other people's problems, but when they talk about their own problems, they will inevitably become unconscious and irrational. This is a woman."

She turned her eyes to look out of the window, Cheng Feng finally got up from the ground on the street full of people coming and going, and limped forward.

However, because of the pain, he walked very slowly. She didn't know where his destination was, but from this point of view, it took him a minute to walk a distance of one meter.

It would be a lie to say I don't feel bad.

Seeing Cheng Feng like this, Xie Linglong naturally felt a loving mother's heart. She wished she could hold him in her arms, rub his face and hands for him, let him sit comfortably in the car, and drive him away. wherever he wants to go.

When a woman wants to be nice to someone, she is always so good that it makes no sense, it seems to be so good that it will melt the whole world.

"Linglong, I can tell."

Xie Linlang looked out of the window and said with a smile: "You are so devoted to him now that even ten cows can't bring him back. No matter what I say, it's useless. Ten thousand words of persuasion from others are not worth a look at him. You like that person in your heart, so as long as you take a look at him, the whole person will fall."

"Why aren't you?"

Xie Linglong retorted: "Who didn't take an extra look at him in the crowd? But sister, you seem to have a better chance of winning than me, but have you really spent a few days with him, do you really understand him?"

"Even if I am not loved by him, we understand each other. He is familiar with me, and I am familiar with him. Let's not talk about how much you know the eldest son of the married family. Does the eldest son of the married family understand you? Or should I ask, does he still remember?" You?"

"Has your name really left any impression on him? No matter how inappropriate he and his wife are, you and I both know that he loves that woman. I saw with my own eyes that the eldest son of a family took care of his wife in the hospital In such a situation, you can never imagine how tender he is to her. However, you will never get this kind of tenderness in your life. "

"You despise my wishful thinking towards Cheng Feng, but I despise your obsession even more. Compared with me, isn't the relationship between you and him more a mirage?"

"Okay, stop talking."

Xie Linlang said suddenly.

"..."

The corner of Xie Linglong's exquisitely curved mouth raised a subtle arc——

Like mockery, like sympathy.

"I won't care about what's going on between you and Cheng Feng, anyway, you've already hit the south wall and you won't turn back. You can go on your own way in the future, as long as you don't regret it in the future."

"This was originally my own business."

Xie Linglong said lightly.

Xie Linlang lowered her head and took a sip of her coffee, and stopped talking.

Xie Linglong turned her head and looked at the back of Cheng Feng walking alone, feeling distressed and vaguely feeling relieved.

"Don't you want to go down to find him? Go if you want."

Xie Linlang said.

Xie Linglong picked up the coffee cup, raised her head and drank it down, then picked up the shoulder bag beside her, stood up and said, "I'm leaving."

"Okay, you go."

Xie Linlang said calmly.

Perhaps Xie Linglong was too anxious to find Cheng Feng, she didn't stay for a second, and strode towards the outside of the Qing Bar.

Xie Linlang watched her sister's back disappear before turning her head again.

The mobile phone on the table was buzzing and vibrating. She didn't need to look at it, but she knew that the caller was her personal doctor Judy for many years.

She wanted to avoid certain problems, but Judy didn't intend for her to avoid them.

The phone vibrated persistently for 5 minutes. Finally, Xie Linglong resignedly picked up the phone and connected to Judy's call.

Judy has known her for many years and has a very close personal relationship with her. As soon as she answered the phone, she was greeted with scolding.

"Why are you only answering the phone now? Linlang, what are you thinking? Do you know how serious your situation is now? Linlang, I beg you, don't pretend like nothing happened, even if you don't want to tell anyone , at least you should listen to my advice, be hospitalized immediately, and receive treatment immediately..."

Zhu Di said a lot, and Xie Linlang listened calmly, with no fluctuations on his face.

Until Judy said she was tired and saw that she didn't respond for a long time, she called on the phone: "Linlang? Are you listening? Where are you? Hello? Hello? Linlang, talk! Xie Linlang!"

"I'm here."

Xie Linlang smiled and said, "I'm here, don't worry about Judy, I'm here."

"You... why are you silent? Do you know how worried I am?"

Judy was furious.

"I know, but Judy, I couldn't bear to interrupt you just now, and I really don't know what to say."

Xie Linlang said calmly.

"You don't know, do you? Well, you listen to me, you will be hospitalized right away, right away!"

Judy said eagerly.

"No, Judy."

Xie Linlang shook her head slightly and said, "I've checked it out, and the chance of recovery from this disease is very small. Even if we start treatment now, the result is not optimistic, isn't it, Judy."

"But if you go on like this, you will die [-]%, do you know??!"

Judy said loudly.

"Of course I know that. But, Judy, tell me the truth, I am receiving treatment now, what are the chances of a successful operation in the future? Am I sure I will survive? Don't lie to me. Judy, you know I don't I like being lied to."

Xie Linlang said without any emotion.

Judy fell silent briefly, as if wondering if she should tell the truth.

Xie Linlang didn't speak, she waited quietly.

After about a minute, Zhu Di finally said helplessly and sadly: "The chance of the operation being successful is 1%... But, Lin Lang, at least there is still hope, isn't it? Let's try..."

"No. I don't want to."

Xie Linlang said without hesitation.

She still spoke calmly, as if she already knew the answer.

"Do you think I don't know what a dying person looks like after undergoing treatment in the hospital? Judy, can you imagine that Xie Linlang's hair has fallen out, my cheeks are sunken, my eyes are sunken, my skin has become gray and yellow, and my skin has lost its elasticity. The lips are white and chapped, the limbs are thin, the breasts/breast are shrinking, does the mouth smell bad?"

"..."

Judy was speechless.

"I can't die like that."

Xie Linlang said: "I, Xie Linlang, want to come with dignity and go with dignity."

"what are you going to do?"

Judy asked warily.

"This is not something you should worry about. Judy, tell me how long I have."

Xie Linlang asked softly.

"You tell me what you are going to do first."

Judy insisted.

However, her persistence didn't mean much in front of Xie Linlang.

"Well, Judy, if you don't want to tell me, someone is willing to tell me."

"Lin Lang, don't do this..."

There was a bit of crying in Judy's voice.

"Judy, don't cry, I hate weak people. That's it, I'll hang up first."

"No, Lin Lang, listen to me—"

Judy's choked voice was cut off.

Xie Linlang threw the phone aside in disgust.

As she said, she hates weak people very much, even the sound of crying.

The phone soon vibrated again.

This time, she turned off the phone directly.

In fact, Judy didn't need to tell her, she had a premonition.

She won't live long.

When a person is dying, her instincts tell her that fact.

Xie Linlang has nothing to be afraid of.

She was only afraid that she would die in an unseemly, elegant, or beautiful way.

Thinking of this, she lit a cigarette for herself.

Looking out the window again, her silly younger sister was already helping Cheng Feng.

She couldn't say she hated Cheng Feng, but deep down she disliked him.

She doesn't like weak people. In her opinion, Cheng Feng is naturally not strong enough. It can be said that he is weak.

The most hateful thing about him was that he made her sister weak.

The former Linglong was clearly as invincible as herself.

Ever since she got Cheng Feng, she has changed.

Xie Linlang hated this change in her sister.

Now, she is dying.

Before she dies, many things that should be done and things that have not been done must be done.

As for how to deal with the relationship between her sister and Cheng Feng, she still has no answer.

Whether to help her younger sister to marry Cheng Feng as soon as possible, or let them separate completely, she is still thinking.

But before she died, it would all be over, she thought.

And at this moment, Xie Linglong, who was standing by the street, was looking at Cheng Feng with distressed eyes.

Cheng Feng looked very pitiful, like a puppy that had been beaten up, his beautiful eyes were wet, apparently soaked in tears.

"Where do you want to go, I'll take you there."

Xie Linglong said softly.

Cheng Feng raised his eyes blankly and looked towards the source of the voice.

He seemed to be lost in his own thoughts and hadn't quite come out yet.

"Feng?"

she called softly.

"what?"

His eyes finally locked onto hers.

Xie Linglong smiled slightly: "It's me, Ah Feng. Are you okay?"

Cheng Feng shook his head: "It's okay, don't worry about me."

"I don't care about you, who else will take care of you?"

Xie Linglong smiled helplessly.