famous first flash marriage

She didn't sleep well these days, and she often had nightmares at night. In her dreams, it was either that Lu Chenxi died, or that Lu Chenxi didn't want her anymore. Another time, she dreamed that Lu Chenxi tore off his own face in front of her. .

The bloody scene left a deep memory in Ji Xiaoru's memory, and it is still in front of her eyes until now.

She was afraid that something bad would happen to Lu Chenxi, and she was even more afraid of losing Lu Chenxi. Therefore, she wished she could see Lu Chenxi every second and be with Lu Chenxi.

Even, just being together is not enough, she must touch him, feel the temperature of his body, it is best to hug him, so that she can confirm that he really exists.

She didn't realize that such shackles were like an impenetrable net, almost making "Lu Chenxi" unable to breathe.

Occasionally, such thoughts would flash in her mind——

Is it a bit over the top?
Are you paying too much attention to him?

But he looked the same as before, when she insisted on staying with him every day, he didn't make any resistance.

Except today.

Today, Lu Chenxi suddenly "run away from home".

This frightened Ji Xiaoru.

Before seeing Lu Chenxi, at least dozens of images of Lu Chenxi's tragic death had appeared in her mind, each of which was enough to make her scream and collapse.

She hid in the bedroom and frantically dialed his phone with trembling fingers, but he turned off the phone.

She walked back and forth in the huge room anxiously, biting her index finger in her mouth, and all the nails on her fingertips were bitten bald by her. Finally, she tasted a fishy and sweet taste in her mouth. Bite out the blood.

The bright red blood undoubtedly stimulated her again.

She was almost there, and picked up a fruit knife to cut off the blood-stained, unsightly fingers.

Maybe only the pain can wake me up a little.

she thinks.

Fortunately, at this time, the part-time worker at home appeared in time and stopped her.

Otherwise, the woman who was arguing with "Lu Chenxi" at this time must have lost a finger.

"Lu Chenxi...you, can you stop treating me like this?"

Tears finally welled up in her eyes, but she stubbornly refused to let them fall.

What makes people desperate is the indifference and impatience in his eyes.

This made her have to realize one thing——

He doesn't love her anymore.

Maybe he loved her before, but now, at this moment, he doesn't love her.

Is she going to lose him?
Ji Xiaoru felt that she could not bear this fear.

Do not……

She can't lose him.

If you lose him, you might as well let her die.

"What did I do to you?"

"Lu Chenxi" frowned slightly, looking at Ji Xiaoru's pitiful appearance, she couldn't bear it anymore.

Stretching out his hand to touch her hair, he was a little surprised to find that her hair was haggard, curled up on her thin shoulders like a bunch of rusted wire.

It's only been a few days, why did she suddenly become so haggard?
"Xiaoru, don't make trouble for no reason, just go and have a rest obediently, okay?"

He lowered his head, trying to smooth out her hair with his fingers, while gently coaxing her.

Ji Xiaoru shook her head, and tears fell like broken beads.

She was not such a crying woman before, she was bright and free and easy, lively and self-willed, leaving hearty and laughing laughter wherever she went.

Now she is swallowed by the monster of love.

She became unrecognizable, and she was like a pitiful and terrifying monster.

Is this love?

Doubts arose in Pei Yuancheng's heart, is love such a terrible thing?
He suddenly felt a little fortunate that he had never had love.

"Do you think I'm being unreasonable?"

Ji Xiaoru whimpered and stared at him tearfully.

"Lu Chenxi" had a trace of helplessness and a trace of irritability in his eyes——

Ji Xiaoru is always so nervous, he will be tired and annoyed.

"No."

He shook his head, forced a smile and said: "You didn't make trouble out of no reason, I made the baby feel wronged, let's go, I'll hold your hand, let's go back to the room to sleep together, okay?"

he said as gently as possible.

"You just said that I was making trouble for no reason, why did you change your mind so quickly? Lu Chenxi, why did you lie to me?"

She shook off his hand and questioned him angrily.

"..."

"Lu Chenxi" really didn't know what to say.

It doesn't work this way, it doesn't work that way, so what should we do?
He also hopes that he can become Lu Chenxi, but no matter how much he pretends, it is impossible for him to have Lu Chenxi's memory and thinking. How can he become the real Lu Chenxi?

It is impossible for him to give the reaction that Ji Xiaoru expected belongs to Lu Chenxi.

Besides, even if Lu Chenxi stood in front of her, would she not go crazy?
"Why do not you speak?"

"I do not know what to say."

"You have a guilty conscience!"

"...Okay, I'm guilty."

"you……!"

"..."

Silence, the huge room is as silent as a tomb.

"Stop it. I'm really tired."

he said wearily.

"why?"

"what why?"

"Why did you leave me to go out alone today? Why are you not tired outside, but tired when you come back? Could it be that you feel tired when you see my face? Am I so boring? "

She stared at him aggressively with her red eyes wide open.

"what……"

"Lu Chenxi" suddenly smiled wryly.

"I just discovered today that you are so eloquent."

"Don't change the subject!"

she said aloud.

"What kind of answer do you want? If I tell you, do you believe it?"

He looked at her playfully.

She pursed her lips tightly and remained silent. After a while, she said coldly, "At least you have to give me an explanation."

"Explanation? A man goes out for half a day, what explanation is needed?"

He laughed and said, "Ji Xiaoru, do you regard me as your slave? Do you think that I am your favorite man imprisoned by you? I have to serve you anytime and anywhere every day to please you? Don't I have the freedom to go out? Do you keep saying that you love me, but you don’t even give me this little freedom, I think you don’t love me at all!”

After hearing what "Lu Chenxi" said, Ji Xiaoru widened her eyes in astonishment, pointed at "Lu Chenxi" angrily with a finger that was bitten bald by herself: "You...you are messing around! I didn't imprison you, I, I just--"

"Just what?"

He took her finger, moved it away from his face, and said casually: "Ji Xiaoru, has no one told you that it's impolite to point at people like this?"

"..."

She was speechless for a while, and angrily withdrew her fingers from his hand.

Turning her face away from him, she said stubbornly: "I'm just worried about you, afraid that something will happen to you outside. Lu Chenxi, I really don't know why, now you always treat me as an unreasonable villain."

"Hahaha... Are you afraid that something will happen to me?"

"Lu Chenxi" laughed again.

"Am I your puppy? Are you afraid that I will be caught and skinned to make dog meat hot pot when I go out? Ji Xiaoru, what can happen to me when I go out at such an age? If you are so suspicious, then people all over the world You don’t need to go out anymore! Let’s stay at home together every day, you and me. After all, you will get tired of being at home every day, right? Don’t you feel tired at all?”

"You finally admitted it! Lu Chenxi, you are tired of me, you are tired! You want to break up with me, don't you?"

She clenched her fists tightly, and her eyes almost burst into flames.

She felt annoyed at being betrayed, and at the same time, faintly relieved that she had finally found the answer.

"..."

"Lu Chenxi" was once again speechless.

To be honest, he is not a saint. Recently, facing Ji Xiaoru's nervousness every day, he really can't stand it.

He didn't want to lie, so he could only keep silent.

"Tell me, who do you like? Who is that vixen?!"

Ji Xiaoru's lips trembled, and her face was contorted with anger.

She thought she had finally found the crux of everything.

All because of that damned woman!
If that damned woman hadn't appeared, how could he have changed his mind and been so indifferent to her?
"Lu Chenxi" said subconsciously: "No, I didn't like anyone."

"You are lying."

Women's intuition is so terrible.

At this moment, she seemed to have a pair of golden eyes.

"You just changed your mind! Your eyes flickered when you spoke just now—you are lying! People only flicker when they are lying, and their eyeballs look down unconsciously! Lu Chenxi, don't take me for a fool, you Tell me, who is that woman?!!"

"Lu Chenxi" sighed, shook his head and said, "No."

"I'm tired, Ji Xiaoru, if you want to stand here, just keep standing."

He ignored her and walked straight to the bedroom.

She was silent for a few seconds, and suddenly screamed loudly behind him like a volcanic eruption: "Lu Chenxi, you bastard! You are a big liar!! You clearly said that you will love me all your life and will never betray me, You said that you would like to be single-minded and never leave each other, you said that you hate betrayal the most - it's all fake, it's all fake! You betrayed me, you actually betrayed me! You really deserve to die! Lu Chenxi, why don't you die? ?!! I hate you, I hate you to death!! Ahhhhhh! I hate you, I hate you, I hate you!!!!"

"Lu Chenxi" never stopped, even when he heard Ji Xiaoru's hysterical screams, even when he heard the sound of various objects coming from behind being smashed by Ji Xiaoru.

She was venting her anger by destroying everything including herself.

But what can he do?

He felt that at this moment, he couldn't do anything, and he didn't want to do anything.

It's just that in my heart, I feel wronged for my brother Lu Chenxi.

"No, Lu Chenxi is not a bastard, not a big liar. Lu Chenxi said that he loved you all his life and would never betray you, so he really loved you all his life and never betrayed you until his death. It's a pity that he didn't have the chance to be the one who never betrayed you." Xiangli, at the prime of his life, he let go to save you. Does he deserve to die? He shouldn’t die, but he is already dead. Ji Xiaoru, whether you hate or love, there will be no more in this world Lu Chenxi is gone. There is only me, a liar."

He said silently in his heart.