famous first flash marriage

"Yes, but so what?"

Tang Mi stared with big eyes, and said frankly: "If he wants to get back together with me, will I definitely agree to him?"

Chenchen looked at Tang Mi nervously, and his heart jumped up quietly.

"I only have you in my heart."

She said: "I will never be with him again. Don't you have such confidence in yourself? In my eyes, you are better than him in everything. You are the best in the world."

Her tone was so sincere that there was no suspicion at all.

There is no reason for Qingchen not to trust her.

Moreover, his heart is also willing to believe her.

Even if there are a thousand and ten thousand details telling him that she may not love her that much, but as long as she says a word, he can immediately turn a blind eye to those and continue to confuse her.

In the early morning of this night, he compromised with Tang Mi again.

But what he didn't know was that Tang Mi had already accepted Zhang Hao's check from her.

Tang Mi had money again, and soon began the profligate life of the past.

Clothes, shoes, cosmetics, and jewelry are all bought according to the previous standards. They have always been the most luxurious, the ones she likes the most, and the ones that other women envy the most.

She doesn't want to think about the future, but only wants to enjoy the present.

Anyway... there will always be a way in the future, right?
She just felt that it was too boring and empty. Only by buying and buying can she fill the void in her heart.

If the money Zhang Hao gave her was just for normal expenses, it would be enough for her to use it for a long time.

However, she bought and bought like this crazily, and soon, there was not much left.

Qingchen also noticed Tang Mi's crazy consumption.

Shopping bags and unopened jewelry boxes were everywhere at home. Tang Mi wanted to hide them at first, but later found that there was no place to hide them.

Simply smashing the pot and smashing it, anyway, it is not his early morning money——

Could it be that he didn't have money for her to spend, so he didn't allow her to spend his own money?
In the early hours of the morning, I kept pretending not to see the clothes, bags and shoes that were almost out of place at home.

But one day, when he came home after a tiring day, and was forced by Tang Mi to pack up the clothes she threw on the floor and took them to the trash can downstairs, Chenchen finally couldn't help but erupted.

"Haven't you not worn these clothes yet? Why are you throwing them away? Mimi, can you...don't be so willful?"

"I spend my own money, buy whatever I want, and throw it away, what does that have to do with you?"

Tang Mi glanced at him and said indifferently.

"Where did you get your money?"

Qingchen looked at her quietly and asked.

Finally asked the exit.

He thought that there was no way for him to ask this sentence.

"you……!"

Tang Mi's big eyes were as big as copper bells, and he shouted angrily, "What qualifications do you have to question me?!"

"Why am I not eligible? Am I not your boyfriend?"

In the early morning, he still returned quietly.

"..."

Tang Mi was speechless.

She lowered her eyelashes rather guiltyly.

After all, it is not honorable to spend Zhang Hao's money now.

I was very sad in the early morning.

Seeing Tang Mi's reaction like this, he already knew that he had guessed the truth of the matter.

I should have felt angry, but when things came to an end, I only felt ashamed and uncomfortable.

It is he who is useless.

If only he had lots and lots of money, he thought.

Why is he so poor?

So, what should he do with her?

He looked at her, and even fantasized about the two of them getting married overnight.

If you don't have to go through all the setbacks, and when you wake up, both of them are gray-haired and wrinkled, but he still holds her hand, that would be great.

He wanted to grow old with her forever, but this matter was so difficult.

It's so hard that he tried everything he could, but he still couldn't change her in the slightest.

He is useless.

"Mimi, it's the money he gave you, right?"

he asked softly.

Tang Mi gritted her teeth, raised her head and stared at him again.

She tried her best to look upright, but she was still guilty, so guilty that her legs were weak.

As long as she met his bright and clear eyes, she felt her legs go limp and her palms broke out in cold sweat.

"Yes. So what?"

"Why has to be this way?"

Morning asked sadly.

He felt his heart break.

Maybe it's already broken.

But she still has to step on it, step on it, step on it, step on it——

Do you think his heart was not broken enough?
He thought that she probably never cherished him or the relationship between them.

Maybe she has no heart at all.

"why?"

Tang Mi smiled very briefly, and looked at him with a mocking look.

"What do you think? Early morning, do you have money? If my current boyfriend is rich, do I still need to reach out like a beggar to pick up the money thrown by Zhang Hao? Do you think I want his money? "

"..."

Morning silence.

"Qingchen, you are too young. You don't know how important money is to us women."

When Tang Mi said this sentence, his heart was heavy and relaxed.

She suddenly wanted to smoke a cigarette.

"Mimi, money, is it really that important?"

"of course."

"Is money more important than me?"

"..."

"Say it."

"Yes."

"what……"

Morning smiled helplessly.

He took out a pack of cigarettes from the bottom shelf of the bedside table, took out one, and lit it for himself.

When Tang Mi saw it, she reached out to ask him for it.

"Give me one. Thanks."

Chenchen sighed and gave Tang Mi a cigarette.

The two of them were relatively speechless and silently muttered in this cramped and messy room.

In this light blue smoke, Chen Chen suddenly felt a sense of disgust.

I can't tell if it's the disgust for myself, or the disgust for Tang Mi, or the disgust for the current life.

He just felt, too tired.

Too tired too tired too tired.

He was about to collapse.

And Tang Mi didn't speak, just quietly waiting for Chen Chen to speak.

She felt sad, and bewildered.

Maybe there is a deeper pain waiting for her, but let's leave it for later.

At this moment, she just wants to smoke a cigarette quietly.

"Power power."

"Ok?"

He finally looked up from the smoke and called her name.

She smiled slightly, maintaining her composure.

Looking at her indifferent appearance, he felt sad for a while.

"Let's break up."

"……Um?"

"We're not a good fit."

He shook his head and smiled wryly: "Forget it, you're tired too, and I'm tired too."

"Oh."

Tang Mi nodded.

At last, she thought, he had spoken.

He finally gave up on her.

She knew that no one in this world would be willing to stay for her forever.

Everyone, everyone who loved her, was doomed to abandon her.

She lowered her eyes and sneered.

Chenchen lowered her head and looked at her toes, her young and handsome face was full of exhaustion.

During this time, he looked as if he had aged several years.

The vigorous youthful vigor on his body could not come back for the time being.

"I'm sorry for you, I can't give you a good life. I..."

His voice was a little choked.

He is useless.

useless.

He was about to die of grief.

Why can't he even protect the woman he loves the most?

Why did his love still lose to reality?
Why... is he so poor?

If only there was a lot of money.

he thought blankly.

If there is a lot of money, Mi Mi can be with him forever.

But he didn't.

So, he can only leave.

He reached out and rubbed his face vigorously.

Under the light, his expression was ugly.

It's like a rag after being exposed to the sun.

Dry and tense.

"I'm sorry, Mi Mi. I'm really sorry..."

"do not talk."

Tang Mi threw the burnt cigarette butt between her fingers to the ground.

"What are you sorry for me. Don't worry about the Holy Father. Early in the morning, you are fine. I am sorry for you."

At this time, the two rushed to apologize.

But in love, apologies are the most useless.

Both of them tried to do some useless things to offset their guilt and weakness.

But what's the point?

"I'm sorry for you."

"not me."

"it's me."

"enough."

The corner of Tang Mi's mouth curled up in a sarcastic arc.

"Qingchen, you are always like this, do you know where your problem is? You are too good, you always act as a good person, let me be a bad person, you have been pampering me, you know?"

"I just want to be nice to you."

He spread his hands, helplessly, "I just want to pamper you and make you happy."

"No, you're making me lawless and wanton."

She looked at him mockingly.

"You don't know how to love me. If you love someone, you shouldn't spoil him unconditionally. You are spoiling me."

"I……"

I was speechless in the early morning.

He suddenly felt that what Tang Mi said was right.

Since Tang Mi was right, he was wrong again.

He wanted to apologize again.

However, she added that he couldn't always be a "good guy" like this.

He was at a loss for what to do.

Unexpectedly, even breaking up was so humble, insignificant, unreasonable and not strong.

"Look, you are like this again. In the early morning, you are very afraid of me, because you are afraid of me, so you can't love me."

"is it?"

"Yes."

"I can't help being afraid of you."

"why?"

"Because I love you."

he said sadly.

"You don't have to love me that much."

She thought for a while and said, "If you love me less, you might—"

"What?"

"You can stop spoiling me."

"sorry."

Realizing that he was apologizing again, he couldn't help but smile wryly.

"I have never loved anyone before in my life. This is the first time. I have no experience. I thought that if you love someone, you must do your best to treat her well and give her the whole world."

"..."

Tang Mi was silent.

"So, you treat me like this because you don't want to spoil me?"

Morning looked at her and asked.

"I... I'm not."

Tang Mi moved her eyes away in a panic.

"Isn't it?"

Feeling a little confused in the morning.

"then you……"

"I'm sorry, I liked it. But, I don't know how to love others either."

"……why?"

His heart was inevitably broken again.

She laughed at herself and said, "Probably because I love myself more."

"..."

Morning also laughed.

He smiled wryly and said, "It's not exactly right."

"Ok?"

"I think that loving yourself should not be the way you love."

"is it?"

"Love yourself, make yourself happy and satisfied. But, Mi Mi, I don't think you are happy."

"..."

He looked at her fixedly: "You just love material things and money."

"...!!"

Tang Mi was struck by lightning.

So you will go back to Zhang Hao, just because you love his money, you can't lack those things.

In the early morning, I added something in my heart.

I have said everything that needs to be said. Although I am sad, I also know that this ending is inevitable.

In the early morning, he rubbed his face vigorously again, and then began to pack his clothes.

He had very few clothes and shoes, and it didn't take long for him to pack them up.

Time to say goodbye.

At this moment, he really wanted to cry and get drunk, but she still had to hold on and use up her last strength to leave this house decently.

He didn't want Tang Mi to recall it in the future, and in the end he ended her life in such a distressed image.

He packed his clothes and shoes in a large supermarket shopping bag, stood at the entrance, and smiled faintly at her.

"Mi Mi, you are right. I don't understand love, and I am not qualified to talk about love. I am too young. A person like me who has nothing is not worthy of loving anyone. Thank you for teaching me this, I think , I probably won’t love anyone again in the future. Love, not everyone can have it, it’s too extravagant, maybe only rich people who really know how to love themselves are qualified to talk about it? Anyway, I It's tired. I don't want to pursue this anymore. It's so hard."

Under the light, the boy's figure is still tall and straight, just like when we first met.

It's just that they can't go back.