Flash Marriage into Love: Husband, Don’t Be Cool

"Rest."

"You go," the air pressure around Su Zitian dropped a little more.

Thinking of him having other women, she doesn't want to see him now, the more she looks at him, the more awkward she feels, she doesn't want to see him, not even a second glance.

Qu Jingli bent over to hold the basin, her hands and feet froze suddenly, why did she hate him so much?

He was silent, first he poured out the water with a basin, and then simply washed his face twice in the bathroom. When he came out again, Su Zitian was already lying on the bed, sleeping with his eyes closed.

However, Qu Jingli knew that she must not have fallen asleep, she must be pretending to be asleep.

He sat on the edge of the bed and tucked her in the corner of the quilt.

Although Su Zitian seemed to be asleep with her eyes closed, she did not feel sleepy at all. Think about it, how could she fall asleep when a big man like Qu Jingli was sitting by the bed.

Her red lips twitched slightly, and she wanted to say something, but she didn't say anything in the end.

Time passed by minute by minute.

Sitting beside her hospital bed, Qu Jingli did not feel sleepy at all. He was not sure if she had fallen asleep after so long. In the dead of night, it seemed that he had a lot of feelings in his heart, and he seemed to have a lot of words to think about. To tell her.

"Once upon a time, there was a little boy who was very happy every day, because he had no worries about food and clothing, and his family conditions were good. He could buy whatever he wanted, and he could do whatever he wanted. But suddenly, one day , that child has become depressed."

Suddenly, Su Zitian, who was about to fall asleep, suddenly heard Qu Jingli's voice, which seemed particularly abrupt in the silent night.

In an instant, she didn't feel sleepy at all. She closed her eyes and listened to his words quietly.

Qu Jingli lowered his voice and continued, "The little boy's favorite parents suddenly had a conflict. As long as he goes home, he will see the two of them arguing non-stop. Every day he will always watch Seeing his mother crying and seeing his father slamming the door away, he felt that he might lose, although he didn't know what he was going to lose."

"Later, every day, he could frequently hear his mother talking about a woman, and other families outside his father. Later, his father gradually stopped coming home, and when he came back from school every day, what he saw most was his mother. Tears washed my face, the little boy at that time didn't know what happiness was for a long time?"

"If someone asks a little boy what he wants most, he will say that he wants his parents to return to the loving days before." Qu Jingli's deep and charming voice like a cello touched Su Zitian's heartstrings, "When the little boy was seven years old, his father didn't return home on his birthday. His mother was worried, so she went out to look for him. Unexpectedly, she never went back after going out."

"The little boy lost his mother when he was seven years old, and then his father remarried and brought back a woman who held a little boy in her hand and was pregnant with a child in her belly. At that time, he knew that his father was here There is already a family outside, and a son already.”

"At that time, the little boy had just lost his mother, and hadn't come out of the grief of losing his mother. As a result, he saw that his father was no longer the father he knew at the beginning. Distributed all the love to his two remaining children, and he, it seems, is no longer his son."

Qu Jingli's voice gradually became sad, as if there was mist in his eyes, "The seven-year-old boy found that there seemed to be no place for him in that family anymore. It's not that he didn't think about leaving, he I thought about staying far away from my father, if my father can't find him again, will he remember that there is such a son as him."

"At that time, the best thing for him was grandma. Knowing that he had a way to leave, grandma stayed by his side every step of the way. She went with him even when he was about to go to school. The little boy couldn't find a chance to leave. , and gradually stayed by Grandma's side peacefully."

"Grandma's meticulous care for him finally touched his knot of leaving, and he will never think about leaving again, but he can no longer find the intimacy with his father that he used to feel. "

Su Zitian was surprised at first why he could tell stories, but then gradually realized that he was not telling stories, but he was telling his own stories, and gradually, she felt distressed for him.

"The little boy is growing up day by day, his grandmother is getting old day by day, and his half-brother and sister are also growing up day by day. When he was young, he was not good at words and was often bullied by the two of them, which is not considered bullying. Well, it's just that when they pinned all the wrong things on him, he wouldn't refute and just kept silent."

"Grandma loves her grandson very much. Every time, she will give him good food and drink first. He knows that grandma is the best for him in that family. Gradually, he grows up, he studies well, and obviously he can go to a key high school. At the age of 16, he chose to venture out without hesitation."

"It's not because of anything else, it's just that he wants to leave that family, divorce the family that he feels disgusted with, and the father who disgusts him, even though he can't bear grandma in his heart." Qu Jingli took a deep breath, "But he can't be attached to grandma The child behind him, he wants to grow up, he wants to become stronger, he wants to let grandma live a good life without worrying about food and clothing, and he wants to let their family know that with his existence, they don't even want to Better off."

"When he was 16 years old, he started to venture out. In 16 years, he experienced open and secret battles that ordinary people can't imagine. As soon as he thinks that their big family is still living happily, he can't go."

"He made it through abruptly, came to the present, and sat in his current position." Qu Jingli's voice was low, as if he had experienced a lot of vicissitudes, "He was born a cool person, and he had no experience with women. What feelings, when he thought he might die alone, he met the angel in his life."

"Some people say that encounters between people are arranged by God. He thought that he and the girl who was drunk and messed up in front of him were also God's will. Love came too suddenly."

"A boy grows up and becomes a man. He has always been serious about women and marriage. He never thinks about breaking up when he is dating, and never thinks about divorce when he gets married."

Su Zitian who was lying on the bed didn't know when she opened her eyes. In the dark, she looked straight at him and listened to the pile of words he said.

They have been married for a long time, Qu Jingli has never said so many words, and said for such a long time, she listened quietly, without interrupting a word.

She knew that he was telling his own story. She thought about his past, his childhood, but never thought about it, it was like this.

The old lady has told her more than once that Qu Jingli is a poor child, even though he was born in the Qu family, which looks good to outsiders, but only she has experienced it herself, and knows when it is suffering and when it is suffering. It's fun.

Maybe, after he had a disagreement with his parents and started quarreling, he was never happy again, and he seemed to no longer find what happiness is.

If the old lady hadn't been there at that time, Qu Jingli didn't know what he would have become. Perhaps, he would no longer be the Qu Jingli he is now.

Qu Jingli's black eyes were deep, and his voice was deep, "ZiZi, I know you hate me and are disappointed in me, but I also hate myself, I know I'm sorry for you, because of me, you have suffered a lot , you were kidnapped by the cancer because of me, and you were bullied by them because of me."

"I know, I know, the moment you told me about the child's miscarriage, I felt that my whole world was dark, and you were the only light in me, but I didn't expect you to divorce me. From then on, my whole world was black."

After sending Su Zitian back to Province D, Qu Jingli lived like a walking corpse during those days. He never imagined how he would live without Su Zitian in the future.

He knew that he was sorry for her and the child. At that time, he wished he could catch the cancer and tear him into pieces.

However, the old lady probably thought he was too pitiful, so she blessed her in the dark and let her protect the child.

divorce.

Qu Jingli never promised, sending her back to Province D was just a stopgap measure, he never thought of letting her really leave him.

He has never been able to sign the divorce agreement.

Qu Jingli has always thought that one day she will return to her side, guarding each other, and being with her for the rest of her life.

"Qu Jingli..." Su Zitian finally couldn't help muttering, "I..."

After she opened her mouth, she couldn't cry, she couldn't say a word, she didn't know what to say, and she didn't know how to say it, she just felt sorry for him, for herself, and for the child in her belly.

The Qu family has a great reputation in T City. Outsiders see that their Qu family is living a glorious life, walking in the upper class, with no worries about food and clothing. However, they have hardships and sorrows that outsiders cannot see.

Su Zitian felt at this moment that it was fortunate that Qu Jingli had become a security guard. If he had lived in the Qu family since he was a child, perhaps Qu Jingli would not be what he is now.

"Zi Zi, don't cry, don't cry." Seeing her tears, Qu Jingli panicked. He sat by the hospital bed and wiped away his tears with his slender fingers, "I won't say anything, okay?" ? Don’t be angry, I won’t say it anymore, as long as it’s something you don’t want to hear, I won’t say it again.”

He didn't want to see her tears, and now he didn't want to see her tears even more.

He remembered a good saying, as long as a woman is crying, you are wrong.