Back at the Mingcheng apartment, Su Zitian went back to the bedroom to rest without saying a word. Lying on the bed, he felt cold all over his body, even covered with a quilt, even his bones and blood felt cold.

The uterus is cold.

Infertility.

Why did such a tragic thing happen to her?She never thought that she would not have children. If she was a dink, would she feel better when she heard the news?
Tears flowed unknowingly, blinked a few times, eyes were all hazy.

How should she accept this fact?

In the past, she took contraceptive pills a few times, the first time was because she felt that she would not have any interaction with Qu Jingli in the future, once she had a child, it would be bad for everyone, and the next few times, it was Because she felt that the marriage of two people was originally a contract of four chapters.

If you have children, when the time comes to divorce, who should belong to the children is a problem.

She knew that taking too many contraceptives was not good, so it was only a few times, and she never thought that she would have a cold uterus.

If I knew it earlier, I would not eat it a few times. Would it be possible to have a child?

The more I thought about it, the more aggrieved I felt, and the tears fell more urgently.

Qu Jingli sat on the sofa in the living room, resting his head on his hands, motionless. It was just a simple comprehensive inspection, but he did not expect the result to be like this.

Su Zitian's uterus is cold and it is difficult to get pregnant.

Does the doctor mean that it is impossible for them to have children?Children, that kind of soft little creatures, to be honest, he never liked children in the past, the little creatures who blew and cried, he thought it was more difficult to train than the recruits in the army.

However, ever since he married Su Zitian, he always thought from time to time, what would it be like if they had a child?

Will it be a boy or a girl?

Is it more like her?Or more like him?

When she promised to give him a child in province D before, the feeling in her heart was indescribable, a little ecstatic, a little overwhelmed, and more excited and grateful.

Hell, heaven, only in one thought.

After wiping his face twice, Qu Jingli took off his suit jacket, poured a glass of warm water into the bedroom, opened the door and went in, and saw the huddled ball on the bed, still shaking, he knew, It was she who was crying.

He approached, put the water glass on the bedside table, and pulled off the quilt covering her head.

Su Zitian refused, and felt that the most embarrassing side of herself was shown in front of him. She buried her head on the bed, pulled the quilt with her hand, and wanted to cover herself again.

"Get up, drink some water." Qu Jingli's Adam's apple slid up and down, seeing her so sad, he felt very uncomfortable.

"No." Because Su Zitian cried, his nasal voice was particularly heavy when he spoke.

The man also lay down on the bed, holding her tightly from behind, and his voice was next to her ear, "Honey, we are not afraid of not having children, I will be fine if I have you, besides, didn't Dr. Niu say it? It’s just that it’s not easy to get pregnant, it’s not that it’s impossible to get pregnant, if we work hard, we’ll definitely have a baby.”

His voice was extraordinarily gentle, deep, with an indescribable magnetism.

"really?"

Su Zitian sniffled, "Qu Jingli, every time I go back to the Qu family's old house, grandma's expectant eyes make me wish that a child will pop out of my stomach tomorrow, the uterus is cold, this matter can be big or small But, Dr. Niu said that it is not easy to get pregnant, but do we have to deduct that word?"

"My Chinese is taught by a geography teacher, so don't make excuses for me." The man's hand tightened her grip, "Children are not important."

What matters is you.

"Qu Jingli, don't lie to yourself." Su Zitian's eyes filled with mist again, he lowered his head, trying to loosen the hands holding him, but his hands were like iron clamps, tightly hold her.

Qu Jingli continued to hold her tightly, his forehead resting on the back of her head.

"Zi Zi, I told you, it doesn't matter if you have a child, what matters is you."

"Qu Jingli..."

Su Zitian struggled first, then felt helpless, and finally accepted.

He raised his eyes and looked into the distance without focus, thinking to himself: child, is it really okay?
Early the next morning.

Qu Jingli ran in the morning as usual, bought soy milk and fried dough sticks, and then Su Zitian got up to wash up, had breakfast and went to work.

Neither of them mentioned anything about yesterday's full inspection.

Not mentioning it doesn't mean nothing happened.

As soon as Qu Jingli arrived at the T City Security Group, his cell phone kept ringing. When he took out his cell phone and saw that it was his old man's call, his first reaction was to not answer it, but after not answering it once or twice, the cell phone still kept ringing. It seems that if he doesn't answer, he can keep ringing and calling.

In desperation, I had no choice but to pick it up.

"Come back." Qu Hannian said on the phone.

Qu Jingli stretched out his long legs and got out of the car, "I just came to the group, I didn't go to work yesterday, and I have a lot of work to do today, so I have something to talk about."

"Come back to me, now, immediately, immediately." Qu Hannian didn't dare to do that, and after angrily roared, he hung up the phone abruptly.

Qu Jingli put the phone in his trouser pocket, and walked into the office with long legs.

Xing Tian had been sitting in the office waiting for him. When he saw him come in, he stood up immediately, and then began to sit down and smoke non-stop.

"Are you hiding me here just to smoke?" Qu Jingli strode to the window, opened the window and began to get fresh air.

Xing Tian looked decadent, with a scruffy beard and wrinkled clothes.

He laughed at himself, "There is nowhere to go, and I don't want to stay in the dormitory anymore. From time to time, there will always be a few people knocking on the door. You are quiet here."

In Qu Jingli's office, no one came to Qu Jingli's office after work except when he was going to get off work.

"Promise." Qu Jingli turned around, sat behind the desk, picked up the documents on the desk, read them first and then signed them, "How long are you going to hide? Are the things that were handed over to you before all cowardly?"

"Boss..." Xing Tian's hand holding the cigarette stiffened, and he choked up when he spoke.

Qu Jingli signed his name in a swish, raised his eyes, and looked at him, "The three of them have gone, and any brother in the security team is sad, but sad is sad, we will live in the future, if every Everyone is as weak as you, so the army doesn't need to function normally?"

"Boss, if it wasn't for me that day, I wouldn't..." Xing Tian couldn't forget that scene, it was all because he was so anxious to get rid of the 'tumor', and it was because he was stunned by the news he got for a while Mind, if not, the result, it would not be like this.

Those three people should still be alive, living in the army, living under the blue sky.

"I've never denied your fault. A fault is a fault. But, fault, you can't stay where you are." Qu Jingli looked at him, and said seriously: "They have gone, and each of us has done something for you." They lamented that it was your fault, you have to admit your mistakes, but you have to not only admit it, but also correct it, if the same situation happened again next time, how would you do it?"

"Boss..." The tears in Xing Tian's eyes could no longer hold back, "As long as I close my eyes, the scene of them leaving will appear in my mind."

The sky was full of flames, followed by their screams, and the flames accompanied their torn apart bodies.

There was a sea of ​​fire in my head.

Since that day, Xing Tian hasn't had a good night's sleep, not because he didn't want to, but because he didn't dare, as long as he fell asleep, he would be awakened by the nightmare.

Gradually, he could keep his eyes open until dawn, and he would no longer choose to sleep.

The man did not cry easily, but he did not reach the sad part.

Qu Jingli understood his mood, and similarly, he himself was also in a bad mood, and felt sorry for them, but when a person dies, he cannot be resurrected.

Everything will pass, and those who are alive must look forward.

"Xing Tian, ​​if you continue like this, I won't give me another approval during the eleventh holiday."

"Boss, you don't need to do this." Xing Tian snuffed out the cigarette in his hand and stood up straight, "Boss, I'm off to work."

Qu Jingli nodded and continued to deal with the work at hand.

As soon as Xing Tian returned to the office, Wuming was waiting for him there. When he saw him, he froze for a moment, and then said, "I've been looking for you all night, where have you been?"

"What do you want from me?" Xing Tian began to change clothes in front of her.

Wu Ming blushed slightly, feeling sad.

Xing Tian never regarded her as a woman. In the past, he didn't dare to be too direct because of the bodies of men and women. Later, after working together with the boss, he directly regarded her as a good buddy and hooked her shoulders.

"This one is for you." Wuming put the things in his hand on the table, "I'm leaving."

"Oh." Xing Tian replied while changing his clothes.

After changing his clothes, Xing Tian walked to the desk to take a look, only to find that the thing he put down ruthlessly was a book, the title of which was: Nothing is hard to get through.

Is this her consolation?
It's really unique.

Sitting down, Xing Tian couldn't get his head up for a long time. It seemed that the matter really didn't pass so easily. When he saw the book not far away, he took it and opened it casually.

I lost my composure yesterday because I touched the past that I don’t want to touch again. I let others scold me hysterically, because I was afraid that I would not be able to get out of the past if I just lived in it. It’s good but I still can’t stay by my side, I thought quietly, made a fuss, and then patted my face, telling myself that it’s all over, nothing can never pass.

Nothing is forever.

Xing Tian closed his eyes, the sea of ​​fire in his mind was still glowing, he frowned, as if he wanted to extinguish the sea of ​​fire.

Qu Jingli received a call from the old lady, who also asked him to rush back. Hearing the old lady's tone was a bit stiff, he thought, there might be some things that he really couldn't hide.

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