sweet wife disobedient

In winter, there is no completely bright morning.The stars above the head gradually brightened.Cool-toned sky.A steady stream of white mist enveloped the entire alley.There is a continuous sound of running water in the eardrum.as well as.

"Ning Xin. Hurry up. I'm almost like a sculpture. Hurry up." Ah Nan whispered beside my window.The young man leaning against the streetlight looked like he was going to sink down in his idle posture. "It's all right... Urge me to die..." I stuffed my shoes and pulled up my backpack.I closed the door lightly.White mist spread over his face.In the lonely sky, the street lights only stand tall in a small area.It was still dark all around.A big hand wrapped around my waist from behind me.The smell of inferior cigarettes poured straight into his nostrils, and his whole body was instantly filled with the smell of smoke.

"Xiao Mian, let me wait for you. If you dare to be disobedient in the future, I will kill you immediately."

"I know, I know, I sniffed. In this posture, I walked towards the gate of the alley with her.

Ah Nan is my best friend, a typical neutral individual.One year older than me, but always like to stretch.I think she's the only one in the world who can understand what empathy is about me.When I was younger, I ran with her in the wheat field on the edge of the field.We are barefoot, passing through the dense wheat like butterflies.The grass on the feet cuts our tender little feet.The painful feeling came from the sole of the foot.Ah Nan said.This is a great way to hone our willpower.I believe it.After that, even if she doesn't have time to go to the wheat fields with me.I would borrow my neighbor's old bicycle and spend the afternoon running in the wheat fields.I think Ah Nan must be the tattoo dormant on my dark heart.It must be that God felt that my world had been suffering from drought and cold for too long, and wanted to find someone to let me accept everything in reality.

Therefore, running has also become a broken long-term existence in the real dream.

We walked through the low, dark houses on both sides of the street, and the soles of our shoes were too thin.The feeling of freezing extends all over the body.The whole foot seems to be glued to the insole.And the slime is like blood.Ah Nan, who was walking in front, seemed to have realized something, and walked towards me swaying.He picked me up without saying a word.I hooked her neck tightly.The sweet feeling is beyond words.

On the narrow and dilapidated small attic, I wiped off the short rainwater attached to the glass windows with my hands.I put my whole body against the window and looked out.Everything in sight suddenly opened up.The rotting wood of the border gave off a foul smell.The pupils of the pupils reflected sharply shaped, large and small cut bodies.

I got a hammer and broke the glass.high-pitched voice.Thick fog poured into the small room.Contented, I removed a small piece of shattered glass.Crawled to the edge of the bed.Subconsciously looking for a seat with the glass, he made a cut in Xuebai's hand.Of course I know that I dare not cut down the main artery.I don't have the urge to die yet.The whole body trembled. The surging blood came out from the small gap.After solidification, it turned into dark red ugly scars. These scars are the testimony of my body. I just rely on pain to perceive that I am still surviving.

Ah Nan climbed into my room familiarly.I couldn't see her eyes clearly in the dark.She said to me in a sarcastic tone, "Damn. If you're going to die, you'd better die. Pretend to be a bitch." Then I saw her hand take mine.The lukewarm liquid hit the back of the hand.In a small dark room.We curled up against the edge of the bed together.Fall asleep peacefully in the sound of heavy breathing.

Ah Nan and I are studying in No. [-] Middle School.I've always been a low key kid.Compared to other restless children.I look much nicer.in the long-term relationship.A lot of kids know something about me from their parents.I'm always their after-dinner conversation and joke.Inexplicable things always jump on the stage without losing the opportunity.Hearsay, gossip.Every time I turn my head, I can always meet the oncoming eyes of disgust.They talked and laughed loudly.In groups of three or four, when they passed by me, they deliberately raised their tune. "Ning Xin. It really is a demon... His mother is a prostitute. The daughter of a prostitute must also have dirty genes." "Disgusting. Dirty. Prostitute." "Bitch. "Chicken girl."

When these words popped out of their mouths, they were extremely lethal.I can't be complacent, and I can't deny all of this lightly.

Feelings of shame bombarded my mind.I couldn't bear it, but I didn't dare to fight them with confidence.Let the tears flow down your cheeks.Too much salt and the salted face hurts.

You see, I am such a coward.So, I dare not even die.

I can't always find the big blood.

It's always impossible to be hysterical.

Ah Nan finally couldn't take it anymore.The signature pen on the handle was folded in half.Throwing towards those chirping people. "Can't you fucking be quiet? I-fuck you."

Then, Ah Nan pushed the stool back with his foot.Flip the table.Rush over to fight them.Often this time.Gu Yi would always put down his pen with a bang, and shout loudly, "Have you had enough trouble?"
Gu Yi is the class monitor and the celebrity in front of the teacher.Many people dare not mess with him.The classroom fell silent for a moment.Contrasting sounds.When the teacher walked in, he never thought that something like that would happen just now.but me.Forgive my damned dignity.I'm always overwhelmed,

When I got home, I was about to say the words about transferring to another school, but the picture that suddenly appeared made me retreat back into my stomach.Perhaps not suddenly.But just an episode.

I'm used to their endless bickering.I even studied how they had the extra strength to throw those pots and pans.My father was a worker on the construction site.The strength is amazing.

He reached out to hit his mother.I saw a flicker of fear in my mother's eyes.Then he retreated calmly.His mother screamed and broke free from him.Run to the kitchen and smash everything.Leftover debris spread throughout the kitchen.It seems that only the loud voice can show the mother's tragic experience.

Nobody noticed me.I stood beside them quietly watching all this.At this time, I thought of the huge creatures living in the muddy water in the movie.They have bloody mouths.

Disgusting.Terrible.

I left slowly, went back to my little attic, and closed the door.Started crying on the edge of the bed.

I sneaked out of the little attic.In the dark night, the cold is overwhelming.With my hands in my pockets, I walked through the winding alleys like a ghost without direction.The footsteps are hasty and flustered.Although I often go out to hang out at nights like this, the fear in my heart can't be restrained.The sly moonlight hits the streets on both sides.

The blurred faces in the distance slowly approached me, and the outlines became vivid.I questioned how Gu Yi would come out to hang out nervously at night like this. . . . . .

I tied my shoelaces and was about to turn around.Turn your back on him.In the dark, he took my left hand presumptuously.Start running with me.

From that night on we gradually became acquainted.He was always patient enough to hear me say something about me.It's like experiencing it yourself.Every time I finished speaking, he always showed a surprised expression.

Many times, I couldn't sleep because of their endless quarrel.I would make an appointment with Ah Nan or Gu Yi to accompany me wandering in the alleys.

Gu Yi and I started chatting non-stop, chatting all night long.Tell each other's stories.And Gu Yi.Every time when I am curious to hear something about him.He always avoids me mischievously.

We all know a person's goodness through verbal behavior.

The passage of time is always relentless.Infinite, with no intention of stagnation.Familiarly through the top of everyone's head.

About Gu Yi, I only know that his father is a hotel owner.And mom was already dead.
His family is not complete.None of our families are happy.

I saw my mother in a small attic wearing a beautiful dress and a beautiful lip gloss.He shyly got into a car.I never knew how the class of the car was distinguished.All I know is that this car looks good.

It was summer, and the noon sun was dazzling.The cicadas are making a lot of noise, and the sound waves are compelling.I hid in the tiny attic.Sweat poured down his forehead.

I watched as the uncle in the car opened the door and kissed my mother's chest as if no one was there.For a brief moment, it may not have attracted many people's attention.But I can see clearly.I know what that means.

means her departure.

I came to my senses.The heavy iron gate was opened.Tears kept streaming down his face.The grandma downstairs was still sitting on the kang, but the difference was that her eyes were tightly closed.

Is it a metaphor?She knew she was going.Why don't you tell me?

Later, Ning Xin continued to speak.

I angrily closed the door heavily.A clanging sound sounded behind him.I grabbed my hands hard.It feels like the knuckles of the hands are about to be crushed.The car has gone a long way.I was wearing cloth shoes and chasing the red car in front.Feeling depressed like never before.Even being slapped in the face.Even if Ah Nan was beaten in front of me, he groaned in pain.Even Gu Yi's distressed expression when he saw me cut my wrist.

The pain is not as real as it is now.

Running, I feel like my whole body is about to be evaporated by the sun.Is it going to be ashes and smoke.

Ah Nam saw me on the way.Look at the red car in sight again. The clever one knows everything.She yelled behind me to wait for me.

The sound of selling stinky tofu on the roadside.The sound of guests arguing.The sound of dogs barking.

At this time, all I can think of is the sound of sirens.I can't hear the rest of the voices.The world stands still at this moment.I must catch up with this car.I swear.

She is the presence of my whole being.my mother.