sweet wife disobedient

"Later." Mu Tongtong listened intently, she felt that Ning Xin was a woman with a story.

later.

Everything, enough.My memories fell there.

I wrap the cracked glass ball with night.
When I graduated from high school, my mother came to pick me up.She told me that she lives in Nanjing.Want to pick me up and live there.In the small attic, she fondled my hair and called me Tang Xueji.I'm Ning Xin, and Tang Xueji is my full name. When she spoke, she looked at my father in front of me.As if I was just a kid next door.And she was just a passerby who passed me by.Dad said, I allow you to take her away, but I hope you must give her the best life.

I never realized that I had grown up, never felt for a moment that my weight was so light.I suddenly realized that I was just an ordinary child in the eyes of others.Anyone can throw it away like an old thing.I'm terrified of being abandoned.
Those unexpected things, those fates that I was destined to meet.swept up.

The turmoil of their conversation entered my ears.I just think there is a small bug piercing the eardrum.

She gently closed the door and pushed me into the car, "I hope you can cut off all contact with the people here and start a new life."

At the focus of Ah Nan and Gu Yi's eyes, I saw myself in their pupils.Mom said, I have to think about grandma's health, even if I don't leave, dad still doesn't have extra money for grandma and me.

When I got on the train, I felt my face was about to be flooded with tears.The accumulation of salt makes the face hot.Gu Yi hugged me tightly and kissed me on the forehead.Ah Nan sent me a SpongeBob SquarePants doll.She always knew I liked Haibao. "Thank you." I hugged her tightly.

The sound of the train clanging and clanging floated, and the driver urged us impatiently.Ah Nan wiped away the tears for me. "Take good care of yourself." She lowered her head and whispered in my ear.I feel like my heart is going to break.

I am willing to leave with her, as my grandma. , I know that she gave her father a sum of money to treat grandma's illness. Grandma suffers from rheumatism, which requires a lot of consumption.

Both Gu Yi and Ah Nan have been admitted to Beijing, even if I don't leave, I still don't have time to see them.

"I will go to Beijing to see you when I have time. I will, please believe me, I swear.". The voice was louder and louder, and I lay outside the window to see Gu Yi and Ah Nan desperately chasing the train.Breathing also became rapid.I felt pain all over my body.All kinds of noise in the car merged into a harsh sound.

"Farewell, Tao Deng. Farewell. My dearest Gu Yi, my Ah Nan.

After I left, Ah Nan called and told me many things.We still secretly ensure normal contact by phone.It's just that I didn't hang out in the alleys in the middle of the night.After all, I live in a neighborhood.Ah Nan told me that every time when Gu Yi misses me very much, he would walk down the street at night with wine, drink a lot of wine, and put all the bottles in front of him.I can imagine the bloodshot look in his eyes.After throwing up all over the sky, it was Ah Nan who sent him back to the dormitory.
Listening to this over the phone, I can't wait to go to Beijing to see him immediately.

There is nothing that can make me take it for granted. I have never fought for the existence of one thing with confidence. The ending of decadence wraps me tightly. I have never belittled and ridiculed my longing. I just will When others are naively dreaming of fairy tales, they are relentlessly breaking all fictional fantasies.
No one's comfort, no one's fetters.
It was autumn, and I chose autumn to set foot on the train to Beijing. The arrival of longing completely ignored the change of seasons. Autumn interpreted the different rounds.I don't want to follow this routine.

The noisy sound on the train wave after wave.I listened to different people chatting in different words.I feel like an extra person.Am I superfluous to anyone?Would it be the same in Gu Yi and Ah Nan's hearts?I started to wonder about it again.I knocked on my forehead viciously with my hand, smiled and continued to look out the window.A piece of light yellow floated by, and then a piece of light yellow floated in.

On the mobile phone, Ah Nan's text message. "Are you ready? We'll wait for you in the waiting room. Be careful on the road. Pay special attention to thieves. These days, all kinds of bastard thieves are popping up. You're so fucking hard."

"Uh, received." I added a mischievous expression on the back. "don’t worry".
I imagined countless scenarios about meeting them.I even wondered if Ah Nan would hold me and cry.She has always been a very emotional person.And Gu Yi.What will Gu Yi do?He is occasionally reserved and occasionally presumptuous.Imagination is too shallow.It's here that the breakdown has started.

I'm open to any move.Gu Yi, Ah Nan, I miss you very much.I want to die.Missing is a straight line.And between the three of us, the straight lines began to become tangled.

Get off the train.Ah Nan and Gu Yi's faces came alive in the distance.The smiles on their faces who had already been notified could not be restrained.First, Nan Chong came up and squeezed my cheek affectionately. "I don't think about you for a day. The flowers are gone and the flower pots are broken. How do you say you are going to punish yourself? Do you want to promise yourself? No way... Gu Yi is here. It's not my turn..." She said while looking at Gu Yi angrily, and then at me.Trying to see what kind of expression I would have.
"I'll help you carry your things," he said and snatched my luggage in one go.

Gu Yi's face began to enlarge in the depths of his pupils.He walked up to him, without saying anything.He just gave me a big hug.The contents of the stomach were tumbling hotly.The light in the waiting room shone stiffly on his white shirt.I was distracted thinking about the soggy little area on his chest at that time.It seems that nothing can be erased. Then the cheeks turned red again.Gu Yi had a faint scent of jasmine.This smell and his breath devoured me with peace of mind.I hugged a little tighter.

Ah Nan who was standing behind me let out a giggle.I simply buried my head in his arms. "Come to see us. Damn girl, it took you so long to come here. Did you feel wronged there?" The gentle voice lingered in my ears.

I shook my head in response.Tears started to pour down.

In memory, the warmest and longest hug.Everything was so beautiful that I forgot that I was not a princess.

In the evening, Ah Nan said that her boyfriend came to pick her up to go to the night market. "Why don't you go out with Gu Yi. The night markets in Beijing are amazing." She applied lip gloss to the mirror.A real little woman.Then I watched her ostentatiously climb onto the bed and pick up her little satchel.Turned around and kissed my forehead. "Go find Gu Yi, maybe you'll be back a bit late tonight. If you come back first, you'll sleep on my bed. Dear sister, she's gone...bye" I grabbed the pillow and put it on her head hit.She evaded like an elf, made a victory gesture to me, and rushed downstairs.

Her voice came from the dark corner of the corridor. "I made an appointment with Gu Yi for you. This kid. He said he would pick you up later..." The voice disappeared.and her back.

"Troublesome mother-in-law" I responded to her later.It's just that she walked too fast, I don't know if I heard it?
I went to the balcony and saw Ah Nan and her boyfriend downstairs walking towards the school gate hugging each other.The boy was wearing a pink T-shirt and had yellow hair.

I thought to myself, how can such tugged hair be matched with a pink dress.It must be Nan, I know.Ah Nan loves pink very much.When shopping with her, she always strongly urged me to buy pink trinkets.in love.friendship.She is a domineering and unreasonable person.Flaws are not allowed. Such a person can grasp happiness instead.

Her love is so unscrupulous, so ostentatious.So prosperous.

And mine?

The biggest difference between us is that I am always submissive.When others bared their teeth and scolded my mother secretly. , I didn't have the courage to stand up boldly.I failed terribly.

The blue screen of the mobile phone flickered continuously.Gu Yi's voice was on the other end of the phone. "Ning Xin, are you free tonight? My brother will take you out for some delicious food and spicy food." There was a pause for a few seconds.Obviously waiting for my answer.

I raised my head, and the still bright stars above my head were compact together.From a distance, it looks like a dimmed flame.

"Okay, give me a few minutes." I tried to calm my breath and replied calmly.

Deathly excitement.
"It doesn't matter how many minutes, as long as you are willing to come out." Gu Yi retorted cunningly. "I'll wait for you. It's downstairs in the dormitory." She answered solemnly.

I stand on tiptoe.Look downstairs.

Sure enough, it was downstairs.

I went back to the dormitory and looked in the mirror.Apply pink lip gloss like Ah Nan.

Pull the door of the dormitory.Then walk downstairs in three steps and two steps.On the weekend, all the people in Ah Nan's dormitory were dispatched, and they all went on a date with their boyfriends.From the direction of the school gate, I can see the entire dormitory building, only their dormitory lights are dark.It looks like a black hole with a breach.

The night markets in Beijing are really awesome.

After eating with Gu Yi, we took a walk on the bridge.I leaned down and looked at the reflection of the neon lights on the river.Mysterious and phantom colors.The evening wind whistled against our cheeks.Gu Yi also lay on the railing like me.The white shirt was loosely worn on him.He bent over.The beautiful clavicle jumps straight into my sight.I am ashamed of my sensitive vision.Gu Yi turned his head and seemed to guess my thoughts. "Turn your head around." Command tone.

"Huh?" I couldn't react for a while. "What did you say?"

Unprepared again, he turned my head, leaned down, and kissed me again.

I suddenly remembered that when I was very young, the teacher asked me to write about the growth experience of tadpoles and the mutation of the body.Grandma kindly helped me find those little tadpoles from the muddy water, and put them in a small container.I just keep an eye on their changes every day.Curiosity grows more urgent every day.

Like now, I feel that there are countless little tadpoles wandering in my heart.I don't want to leave my body for a long time.

Come and go slowly.Such emotions are wonderful.

That night, Gu Yi and I snuggled together.I fell asleep at the sound of his voice.Gu Yi said that I was his first love.Gu Yi also said.I am the only color in his pale world, the color of love.

Sweet talk is really sweet to death.

On the film of childhood, the focal point began to zoom in slowly.Emotions are continuously bound in memories.I seemed to see the boy holding me in the dim attic, with sadness in his eyes.I remember that girl, pampering me with harsh words.The two most important people in my life.

shall we be together forever.

As if to match my thoughts, the smell of cotton candy condenses in the air.

Gu Yi said, we will.To be good, together.

When I got in the car, Ah Nan secretly told me that it was Gu Yi who carried me back to the dormitory that night.Many girls in the school are jealous and envious.Ah Nan said it lightly, as if Gu Yi and I were childhood sweethearts who had been together since childhood.

But, isn't it.

I am ashamed of my impudence.

Gu Yi was carrying big and small bags, and walked towards us briskly. "Ning Xin, these, these" He put the things on the ground.Pointing at the big and small bags with fingers confusedly. "It's all food. If you are hungry on the train, eat it quickly. You have a stomach problem, so eat reasonably..."

"Okay, Xiaobie is better than a newlywed. Don't show off your sweetness in front of me..." Ah Nan pouted.

"What are you talking about... Come on less" Gu Yi and I blurted out at the same time.

"Look, the words are so alike. Forget it, I won't bother you anymore. If one day the two parents-in-law join forces to deal with me, what will I do as a weak girl. Uh-huh..."

"You are still weak..." I tapped her forehead with my hand.

Gu Yi was embarrassed by her words.

A large red cloud appeared on his face.

The suffocation of summer was vividly performed in the train station. It didn't take long for the three of us to have fine beads of sweat on our faces.The top of the head felt like it was being pricked by a needle.The driver began to rush us impatiently.The passengers in the car also looked at the three of us out of curiosity.There was an expression of epiphany that knew everything on his face.

Ah Nan gave me a big hug again, and I saw her eyes were red.Breath irritation.

Gu Yisai sent me a letter, "Look in the car". His eyes are like a forest with flaming red maple leaves. "I see".Hold me gently. "I will miss you." The warmth that always kills people.

There is nothing more painful than saying goodbye.Every day people are reunited here, and some people are separated here.But today, I staged tears of parting.

"Remember, visit us often when you have time. You know, we can't go to Nanjing."

I know, I know all.Always very hurtful words.

Their flailing arms slowly retreated out of sight.The hole opens and then shrinks.

The rolling wheel takes me away from my dearest.

I opened the letter slowly.Fear of seeing shocking text.

"Ning Xin, you must be fine. We will all be fine. When I graduate and have money, I will return to Nanjing to marry you.

Ning Xin.There is an unaccountable amount between us.You are mine, and of course I am yours.When two people are together, they are two semicircles constantly running in and out.Time is the best grinder.I never doubted that it would be hard to get along between us.So, I'll wait for you.You have to wait for me too.Our love must be alive, even at a distance."