The days are spent in such insignificant contradictions and neglect.

Wang Ying was guaranteed research and continued to study with her book.Qin Wen's grades are not going up or down, and she still doesn't like group activities. She often looks at the sky in a daze, and she doesn't know what she is thinking when she sleeps.Sometimes class activities can openly throw her down.

The relationship between Wang Meng and Qin Sheng became more and more stable, to the point where they met their parents.Although Qin Sheng was proud, he didn't dare to do anything out of line under Su Xiaolou's strict education. After seeing his parents, he was ready to talk about marriage.

In my senior year, I went my separate ways for a year.In a hurry, there was not even time to say goodbye.

Qin Wen felt more and more that she was a cold person.At the beginning, she didn't have much interest in Wei Zheng, and later in her friends. Only when she was in front of the quiet Wang Ying, could she feel relaxed.

Some people even secretly discussed that Qin Wen may suffer from mild autism, which is why she doesn't like to communicate with others.

When Qin Wen first heard it, she believed it and asked Du Niang about the symptoms of autism.I didn't expect to be unable to react smoothly with the outside world.

Qin Wen sighed, it seems that she is still normal, but she doesn't like to communicate with people.

Because her life was too idle and she had been immersed in her own world for too long, Wang Ying couldn't bear to read it and threw her a collection of essays.It contains articles by Eileen Chang.Qin Wen became interested in this woman.

Sometimes Qin Wen also felt that she was very strange. She was obviously a woman like a man, and she didn't know when she developed the mentality of a fragile and sensitive sister Lin.From time to time, I am moved by that female writer.

There is a sentence in it, from "Genius": Life is a gorgeous robe covered with lice.

Qin Wen felt it very much.

She didn't like this hypocritical sentence, but found that Eileen Chang resembled her to some extent.

Only when you are alone can you find your complete self.In the crowd, on the contrary, they were terrified.

Qin Wen has always felt that people are the real self when they face themselves.It took her a long time to find her true self, and she is still searching.

On the day of graduation, Wang Ying and Qin Wen went to KTV to sing.

Neither of them likes to entertain. With music playing, neither of them picked up the microphone, and they looked at each other speechlessly.

Unknown songs were played one after another, and when it was almost midnight, Wang Ying suddenly asked: "Qin Wen, you have been single for the past four years, and someone tried to introduce someone to you, and they tried to mess it up. You Is there someone in your heart?"

Someone in mind?

Qin Wen frowned, thinking of Xiao Jue.

The boy who had been waiting for him for three years never came back, not even a word, a text message, or an email.The two people in the family ran around the world.Especially after the grandfather passed away, he was even more unscrupulous.She felt panic, and felt that life was so unpredictable.

"You are the one in your heart, right? I remember you were harassed by Wang Meng when you were a freshman, saying that you had a boy you liked, why didn't you contact me?"

Wang Ying made fun of the sound of the music, and said slowly: "The boy I like, I don't know if he knows what I want. It was high school at the time, and I didn't study well. If I asked him questions, he would tell me. I think He was very nice. After the college entrance examination, I heard that he failed the exam and had to review for a year, and there was no news after that.”

Qin Wen was surprised, "That's all?"

Wang Ying nodded.

Qin Wen asked, "Didn't I promise you to wait, or say I like you?"

Wang Ying shook her head.

Qin Wen was taken aback for a moment, and then burst out laughing.Tears of laughter.

Finally meeting someone who is even more stupid than her, she is not at a loss, nor is she ashamed.

Qin Wen wondered why she was so obedient, when Xiao Jue said to wait for him, she really waited for him for four years.When she was in college, other girls played wildly with their boyfriends everywhere, wanton youth, and left beautiful photos on campus, she could only spend it in a daze.

She is not a person who follows the rules, why can't she think of finding one?

Qin Wen thought for a long time and felt that the people she met were not good.

The people she met in the university, apart from the pretentious president of the student union, were the class monitors with chicken feathers. These people were frivolous and impetuous, not even a single hair of Xiao Jue could compare.

Seeing Qin Wen's disappointed expression, Wang Ying asked with a smile, "Have you been emotionally traumatized, so you don't talk about relationships anymore?"

Qin Wen didn't speak.

Wang Ying thought she was angry and said, "This is the first time I've asked you such a question, and it's also the last time. I'm not interested in your personal affairs, I just care about you as a friend."

"I know."

I always knew.So you only asked four years of doubts in the breakup season, I am already very grateful.

Because Qin Wen is lazy, her grades don't go up and down, she didn't actively participate in activities in college, and she didn't have experience in planning, organizing and coordinating. Qin Wen's resume is pitifully simple.

Qin Wen often thought of Xiao Yi's words.

This is a blind world, so you have to help others understand you.

It's just that Qin Wen doesn't understand, so what if she gets to know each other?She is still her, others are still others.In addition to being able to take what they need when working together, can it change the texture of life?If not, why was she wasting her time?

With such a negative idea of ​​avoiding the world, Qin Wen repeatedly encountered obstacles in her job search.The end result is that usually unknown students can barely find a job, and those who stand out even enter large companies. Only Qin Wen stays at home and reads novels and cartoons every day.

Mama Zhang watched her grow up.Zhang Ma felt sad that this smart and sensible child in his childhood actually felt at ease as an old man.Sometimes I hide in the quilt and cry at night.

Adults all want their children to be excellent, at least they should have a serious job.People like Qing Qinwen worried Mama Zhang very much.

Qin Wen didn't know it at first, but when she found out later, she endured the black lines all over her head, picked up her travel bag, and left a note to Zhang Ma: The world is so big, I want to see it.

Then just walk away.

Mama Zhang looked at the note.Just feel dizzy.

It was the same with Cheng Zhengran back then, when she was pregnant with the child, she picked it up to salute, and set off without saying a word.But at that time, Cheng Zhengran knew how to bring a few bodyguards, but now, the girl left, leaving only a note, and did not tell her family her destination.

In fact, Qin Wen didn't know where she was going.

After Xiao Jue left, she felt that her world was empty.The sky is still a blue sky, and the floating white clouds are still freely stretching white clouds, but seeing them, Qin Wen would wonder if Xiao Jue was under the same sky as her, and had the same thoughts.She doesn't know love, only caring.

She thought that she must have put all her attention on Xiao Jue before, even though Xiao Jue had been away for four years, she couldn't find herself.

The book says that a good lover can make a person live more like a person.From this point of view, Xiao Jue is definitely not a good lover.

Because of his existence, she forgot herself.

It's not the first time to take a plane, but it's the first time to walk on the journey of life with aimless thoughts.

20 years of life seems to be very short, and many things have happened.Closing her eyes, those things from the past slowly flowed in her mind, Qin Wen felt that it was good to be alive.

The sweet voice of the stewardess reminded, "The plane is about to take off, please fasten your seat belts."

There was a rumbling sound in her ears, and Qin Wen took a deep breath, preparing for the feeling of weightlessness.

Soon, the fuselage returned to stability.

The people around me seemed to move, followed by the sound of wearing a seat belt.

During this period, Qin Wen did not move.

The stewardess pushed the food trolley and asked one by one if they needed anything, before Qin Wen opened her eyes and ordered a cake.

The journey to Australia is long, and she wants to eat cakes to boost her energy.

As soon as the words fell, the person next to him also wanted a cake.

Qin Wen saw the man's profile.

The man was very pretentious. He was wearing a peaked cap and a stand-up windbreaker on the plane. He couldn't see the exact appearance, but he felt that the profile was very charming.

Qin Wen is not interested in the beauty and ugliness of people, so she took a second look and focused on eating her own cake.

Just halfway through eating, the plane shook.

The broadcast said that the plane will encounter a cold snap, please passengers do not need to panic.But the plane shook so badly that the cake on the table had slipped onto her clothes, leaving behind a sweet and greasy cow.

Qin Wen was stunned for a moment.

If the plane crashes, will her life be over?
However, the chances of the plane crashing are very small.She should believe in her own character.Qin Wen prayed secretly in her heart, feeling her hands being grabbed by the people around her.

That hand felt very warm and strong, and it hurt her a little bit from the grasp, but she felt a sense of security in her heart.This sense of security is very familiar, as if I had it when I was a child.Then I accidentally forgot.

After the cold snap, the plane returned to calm.The stewardess came out to apologize and comfort the passengers who were still in shock.

After some panic, Qin Wen moved her hand, only to realize that the person next to her was still holding her.

"Sir, you..."

As soon as he spoke, there was something strange in his heart.No matter how you look at this face, it looks familiar.

For some reason, he reached out and took off the peaked cap on his head.

Sure enough, I saw a face similar to the one I remembered.

It's just that the man's face is younger and more immature, paler and more refined.

The face in front of me was, um, tanned.

Qin Wen sighed, "I didn't expect it to be you." After speaking, she felt that the topic was a bit heavy, and said, "Long time no see."

Xiao Jue fixed a glance at her, "Indeed."

Qin Wen found that the two hadn't seen each other for four years, and they couldn't find a common topic.But it seems to be the same before, they are mostly silent together, even if there are occasional topics, she helps him deal with troubles, instead of sitting together peacefully.

Xiao Jue guessed her embarrassment, patted her head, and said with an intimate gesture: "I'm coming back this time, so I won't leave."

Qin Wen froze for a moment, pursed her lips and looked at his salt well
Talking to girls with this attitude, it seems that I must have talked to many girls in college.For some reason, Qin Wen thought of Wang Meng whom she met when she was a freshman.

Xiao Jue chuckled, "I asked you to wait for me for three years, why didn't you come to me in the fourth year? I have been waiting for you for these four years."

Being treated so tenderly by a man, Qin Wen was once again speechless.

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