The cold-faced chief loves the little maid

The text message was sent by Gu Nianbin, which said: Xiao Wan, where have you been?I'm so worried.

Du Xiaoxian stared straight at those words.They went together, Xia Xiaowan left halfway, Gu Nianbin should be worried, it's nothing, she shouldn't be suspicious, although her tone is a bit intimate, but Xia Xiaowan also said that they grew up together, the relationship is very close, Gu Nianbin even There is nothing wrong with worrying about death.

She kept persuading herself in her heart, but she pressed down with her fingers disobediently. Finally, she couldn't hold back and clicked into the SMS menu. She saw the last one, which was sent by Gu Nianbin yesterday morning: Xiaowan, you are angry ?Why not reply?You should know me, give me a call, I'll be waiting.

Xia Xiaowan replied: Brother Nian Bin, how could I be angry with you?I just left a little earlier, you don't have to be so nervous.

Then came Gu Nianbin's: Xiaowan, this time I didn't succeed, let's make an appointment next time, okay?

Going forward: Xiao Wan, why are you leaving?Didn't we make an appointment to have dinner together?
These two Xia Xiaowan didn't reply.

The previous one was from Xia Xiaowan on the eighth night of the eighth day of junior high school: Brother Nian Bin, don’t do this, you can only say that I came back a step late. Although you said you still love me, you are too affectionate and can’t let Xiaoxian go. tired.I am very satisfied to be by your side like this, don't worry about me anymore.

Du Xiaoxian looked at this somewhat long message, his heart shrank suddenly, and he felt great pain. It turned out that he still loves Xia Xiaowan, he still loves Xia Xiaowan!

She hurriedly looked forward, and what Gu Nianbin sent was: Xiao Wan, Bai Qing's wedding touched me very much. I once wanted to give you such a grand wedding.It's a pity that fate has tricked people, and everything can't go back.

Du Xiaoxian read those two lines over and over again, she closed her eyes, she could almost imagine how helpless and hurt Gu Nianbin was when he sent this message!
Gu Nianbin is in such pain, but treats her as before. Xia Xiaowan is right, Gu Nianbin is a man who values ​​affection, he can't let her go, so he can only bury the pain in his heart, without letting her notice it.

It turned out that the truth was so, Du Xiaoxian slowly put the phone back on the tea table, feeling like a pot of hot oil had been spilled in her heart, which made her heart sizzle and the pain was unbearable, she pressed her heart hard, trying to relieve the pain. Pain, but no, the pain seemed to be clearer, as if thousands of bloody holes had been scorched out.

It would have been fine if Xia Manyin had poured sulfuric acid on her face that day, Du Xiaoxian thought, if that was the case, it would really be all over, why would it be so painful!It really hurts!

Xia Xiaowan watched Du Xiaoxian's heartbroken look from the crack of the door, and sighed sadly: I'm sorry, Xiaoxian, I was as naive and stupid as you at the beginning, but in the end, I only ended up in a pitiful end.So don't blame me, what I lost, I want to get it back bit by bit.

Inside and outside the door, the two girls were secretly sad when the mobile phone on the coffee table rang suddenly, Xia Xiaowan hurriedly opened the door and went out, Du Xiaoxian didn't move the mobile phone, but just stared at it with a dazed expression for two seconds, Then he raised his head and said, "It's the young master calling."

Xia Xiaowan picked up the phone: "Brother Nian Bin, I'm sorry, I didn't tell you when I left, I have a stomach problem, I'm fine, I've seen a doctor... I'm at your house now, I'm in a lot of pain on the way, just passing by At your house, just come up and ask for a glass of water and medicine, and take a break by the way... No, I'm leaving now, okay... I'll call you when I get home. "

After hanging up the phone, she glanced at Du Xiaoxian, opened her eyes suddenly, and said in surprise, "Xiaoxian, what's the matter with you? You don't look very well, is there something wrong? I'll call Brother Nian Bin to come back quickly." .”

"Don't," Du Xiaoxian hurriedly stopped her: "I'm fine, I just feel a little uncomfortable all of a sudden, and I'm fine now." She forced a smile: "Maybe it's because I ate too much at night and I'm holding on."

Xia Xiaowan looked a little worried, "I'd better ask brother Nian Bin to come back, I'm not at ease if you stay alone."

"I really don't need it," Du Xiaoxian drank water from the cup, the water was already cold, and flowed down his throat, a icy gleam of coldness went all the way to his heart. "Don't scratch him, I'm fine, just take a rest."

"Okay then," Xia Xiaowan said, "I'll be leaving first, Brother Nian Bin will be back soon, if you need anything, call him."

Du Xiaoxian nodded, stood up and sent her to the door: "It's so late, be careful on the road."

"Don't send it off if you're not feeling well," Xia Xiaowan pushed her in, closing the door behind her.She really couldn't bear to design such a simple little girl.

Du Xiaoxian sat on the sofa for a while longer, she thought she would cry, but she didn't.She just felt tired, weak, deeply tired, and her mind went blank.She was originally a simple person, but when she suddenly encountered such a blow, her brain circuit was not enough, so she stopped automatically, and she simply didn't think about anything.

After a while, she went to take a shower, climbed onto the bed and lay down, slowly recalling that night on the eighth day of the lunar new year.When Gu Nianbin came back that day, she was already asleep, and in a daze she heard the sound of him opening the door, then the sound of taking a shower, and then, he entered the room and lay down gently beside her.The man who had just taken a shower had a pleasant aroma of body wash, but it couldn't cover up the strong smell of alcohol. He quickly turned around and slept with his back to her.But usually, he would always hold her in his arms, and his breath would always be on the top of her head or around her neck, and she was in a daze at that time, but she didn't feel anything wrong.

The next morning, she woke up very late, and he was no longer at his bedside, and he said that he would not return at noon, until she was taken to the company by Zhou Ting, but the surprise she was expecting turned into disappointment, and she felt awkward. She thought it was her narrow-mindedness, but it turned out that there was a reason for everything, but she didn't know it.

She has never liked to think about things, but now that she thinks about it carefully, the thread of memory is so clear, each lens seems to be magnified, even the tiredness on Gu Nianbin's face is very clear, so clear that it makes her flustered.

But she doesn't hate Gu Nianbin at all, even if he still loves Xia Xiaowan.

Because Xia Xiaowan came first, and she was the last.Just like what Gu Nianbin said, fate tricked people, it was a mistake that allowed her to occupy the position that should belong to Xia Xiaowan, and it was her existence that caused the two of them to suffer.

Gu Nianbin is a good person, he hides it from her, and bears the pain of wanting to love but not being able to love, Xia Xiaowan is also a good person, she only said that she came back late, but she didn't complain.They were all afraid of hurting her!

When she didn't know, it was the pain of two people. Now that she knew it, it was the pain of all three of them. She thought, if her withdrawal could fulfill their happiness, then it would be worthwhile for her to bear all the pain alone. of.

However, she thought again, if she left, would Gu Nianbin be sad?Will he chase her all the way like last time?Would he miss her in the days without her?
what to do?what to do?Her heart was confused, her brain was not enough, all her thoughts were scattered into a mess...

There was a sound at the door, it was Gu Nianbin who came back, she heard him coming in, going to take a shower, and coming into the room, she murmured softly, "Why did you fall asleep?"

Then he lay lightly beside her, and seemed to touch her hair lightly when he fell asleep, but just like that night, he slept with his back to her.She opened her eyes slightly, looked at his broad back, bit her lips firmly, and told herself over and over in her heart: Don't cry, definitely don't cry, since he kept it from her, she just pretended not to know.Otherwise he would be uncomfortable, and the last thing she wanted was to make him uncomfortable.

The man seemed to fall asleep soon, she heard his even and steady breathing, and she opened her eyes and looked at him silently, until the eye sockets gradually became hot, she let out a very light breath, slowly Turned around and closed his eyes.

Such a cold night is actually the best way to sleep, but she didn't feel sleepy at all. After a while, she opened her eyes again, looking at the dark room in a daze. Slowly, her eyes adapted to the darkness, and she could see everything Outline.

The house was well-decorated, and they only brought clothes to move in. Gu Nianbin said that she could add whatever she wanted, and change whatever she wanted. She was the housewife, and she should be responsible for such things, but she felt that everything They are all very good, new and beautiful, so nothing has been moved. She only added a glazed vase, bright royal blue, with flower shapes on it, a bright red flower with green leaves, very eye-catching and elegant. Pretty, Gu Nianbin laughed at her vulgarity, saying that only she would buy such a vase.But she just likes it like this, like the bright colors, all her paintings are like this, colorful and put together, Teacher He Sen said that vulgarity is elegance, which is also a style.The vase is placed on the small cabinet by the window. When the sun shines on it, it is radiant and bright, filling the room with brilliance, like a luminous vase, and at night, the vase glows faintly in the dark , like ice, like warm jade.The curtains were drawn tightly, but there was still a faint light at the edge, she guessed that the moonlight outside should be good.

Just thinking about some unimportant things like this, I gradually felt that my eyelids became heavy and finally closed.

But in the middle of the night, she woke up again, and knew that she was in his arms without opening her eyes. Because it was so warm, she took a deep breath greedily, turned around gently, and wanted to get out of his arms, but the man shook his hand. She held her tighter, but she was a little stubborn, and she took his hand away to keep some distance away from him. The man woke up, half-opened his eyes and asked, "What's wrong?"

"It's hot," she prevaricated softly.

Gu Nianbin was sleepy, but he still stretched out his hand to touch her, "It's cold all over, why is it hot? Go to sleep." He couldn't help but said, hugged her and went back to sleep.

She is silent, so what if she is cold?How could it be too cold for her heart!
The man's breathing gradually became low, and she thought he was asleep, but after a while, he asked in a low voice, "Why aren't you asleep?"

It turned out that he knew about it, but she couldn't open her mouth, for fear that she would cry if she opened her mouth.

Her silence made the man suspicious, and he opened his eyes to look at her: "What's the matter with you?"

She couldn't even open her eyes because there were tears under her eyelids.

Gu Nianbin finally felt something was wrong, reached out and turned on the bedside lamp, squinted his eyes and stared at her: "Xian'er, tell me, what happened?"

No, I can't say it, I can't say it even if I die, he has worked very hard, and she can't add to his pain.