An Zixi called Ye Yifan early the next morning, "Brother Ye, I don't have anything to prepare at home, why don't I come to your medical room right now because I have nothing to do, if I can help you Something would be better." An Zixi looked at the dumplings cooked on the induction cooker while talking, today is the winter solstice, and I heard that there is a custom of eating dumplings, so I cooked dumplings specially, because Anzixi didn't have any I have made dumplings before, so when I saw so many steps on my phone, I gave up the urge to make dumplings. Let's cook a copy for him.

Because I don't know what flavor of dumplings Ye Yifan likes, so An Zixi bought two flavors, one is three fresh shrimp, and the other is pork and cabbage. Let's see which one Ye Yifan likes to eat. Fortunately, these two Anzixi can eat all kinds of flavors.

"Come here now. I'm in the medical room now. I'll pick you up by car now." Ye Yifan put down his work and said, "You must not be familiar with the road when you come here for the first time."

An Zixi shook her head, "Just tell me the address, and I'll take the subway there." She had already looked up several routes on the Internet, but she was not sure, so she called Ye Yifan to ask Ye Yifan. It's definitely not good to bother him directly when he's busy, so he proposed to take the subway there by himself.

"Can you do it yourself? Anyway, I'm not very busy right now, so I'll pick you up." Because An Zixi came to this city for the first time, Ye Yifan was worried that she would ride alone in the car. Can't help but want to care about this woman.

Finally, after repeated pushbacks, An Zixi went to Ye Yifan's medical room alone. She didn't want to bother others with anything. From now on, from this moment on, she had to learn to do it all by herself, unless The idea of ​​asking for resources only when you really need the help of others has sprouted a long time ago, but in the end it had to be postponed due to various things.This time An Zixi had to be strict with herself, leaving Tang Jinchen and leaving that city also meant another kind of rebirth.

She went downstairs and passed the garden of the community. At this time, there were still some unknown flowers blooming in the garden. She didn't know what those flowers were, but she felt very beautiful and tenacious. At least they bloomed in this cold winter. Meaning they are different from other flowers.

The trees on the side of the road have lost their luxuriant appearance, leaving only black and gray bare trunks. When I walked to the end, I saw rows of perennial greens. Her favorite tree is perennial greens. I remember when I was in the orphanage When I was in the courtyard, several perennials were planted in the back of the courtyard. In winter, you can see those green leaves from afar in the snow-capped area.

Today, An Zixi is wearing a camel woolen coat with a white sweater inside, a knee-length black and white plaid skirt, and a pair of black high-heeled leather shoes under her feet. Such a simple dress and Is a simple life what An Zixi wants?
No, An Zixi suddenly understood a truth, which is called thick accumulation and thin growth. Now she must learn to be patient, and only through the most difficult time can she reach the other side of happiness.

Her long black hair hangs quietly on her shoulders, and she wears a dark gray wool fringed scarf around her neck. An Zixi couldn't help rubbing her hands in the cold wind. Today's weather is really too cold, and she feels cold. His whole body was trembling.

With flat eyebrows, big eyes and long eyelashes, and a figure with a small oval face, even with such an ordinary dress, people can still notice this woman from the crowd at a glance.

An Zixi smiled at everyone. She felt real happiness the moment she stepped on the subway with her bag on her shoulders. She has been living in that seemingly gorgeous circle, but in fact it is just a disguise inherent in everyone. It's as if even the poor only have enough money to eat a steamed bun, and those rich people have to borrow money to drink a cup of high-end coffee. Everyone's pursuit of things is very different.

When she got on the subway, it was almost crowded with people. An Zixi was squeezed into a small corner, and she could only see a head wandering around. Seeing these busy people, she felt very at ease in her heart. If she could Otherwise, she would choose to give up the life full of business cards and luxury that everyone envied. This kind of ordinary life is what she really wants in her heart.

But there is no turning back in life, since Yang Fan has decided to go on a long voyage, An Zixi will not allow herself to give up at this time.For that illusory dream, I also want to prove it to myself.

The sound in the subway was very noisy, she only heard Ye Yifan's very small voice ringing in her ears, "An Zixi, where are you now?"

An Zixi struggled in the crowd and said, "There are still two stops to go."

A smooth journey finally arrived at the site, An Zixi found Ye Yifan in the crowd, Ye Yifan also saw An Zixi, and then the two looked at each other and smiled, "Hey, you have been waiting for a long time, in fact, I found that I am far away from you It's really close here, less than 10 minutes' drive, but there are a lot of people, so I didn't hear you clearly when you called me just now."

This city is the same as the previous cities. It is prosperous but gives people no sense of belonging. Even if you buy a house here and take root here, you will not feel that you belong here. An Zixi doesn't know what others think, but in her heart But he thought so.

"Have you had breakfast?" Ye Yifan asked suddenly, his voice still so gentle and pleasant.

"Already eaten, how about you?"

"Me too."

To be honest, she was a little nervous when she came to Ye Yifan's work place for the first time, and she was going to work with Ye Yifan in the future, so what should she do if she caused unnecessary trouble to him because of her mistakes? Frowning.

Ye Yifan seemed to see her nervousness, so he patted her on the head, with a soft and calm voice, as if hoping that he could relax, "What's the matter, I was frowning early in the morning, and when I encountered any difficulties, tell me .”

What kind of difficulties could she encounter, so she spoke out her thoughts without hiding it.

"Brother Ye, if I do something wrong, you can point it out, don't be embarrassed."

Seeing what she said, Ye Yifan smiled, "What can I dissatisfy with you? I don't think you need to worry about your illness. My work here is very easy and you don't have to worry about it, but you always look nervous. Let me worry in vain." Ye Yifan continued, glancing at her with embarrassment written all over her face out of the corner of her eye.

Today is the first time I came to Ye Yifan's medical room, and I couldn't help but feel a little nervous. She finally has a job that can support her. When will she think that she will be reduced to this situation? Not good, you are definitely not bad, at least let An Zixi meet him when he was weak.

As for Ye Yifan's kindness to himself, it can only stay in the friendship of friends or the kind of brother-sister relationship Ye Yifan said. She will not fall in love with any man until she is not good enough. That excellence is not only worth appearance, but also She has the psychological quality and the ability to respond to setbacks. Now she is far from the expected appearance in her mind. Even now, when she sleeps at night, she can't help but recall what Tang Jinchen said to her in the hospital that day. That sentence has never disappeared in my ears.

Then in the dream, she saw another woman in Tang Jinchen's arms. That woman was none other than Li Qing. The man who defended him so much was actually with Li Qing.When she woke up, the corners of her eyes were wet, and she realized that it was just a dream. She didn't know whether to be happy or sad. Why did Tang Jinchen linger in her life? It's because he remembers every bit of what happened between him and Tang Jinchen.

She swore that she would never let herself make the same mistake again, and she would take revenge on Tang Jinchen, not for anyone else, but for the dead child in her belly!

It's just Ye Yifan's few ordinary words that made An Zixi feel warm from the bottom of his heart.Probably because it had been too long since anyone had spoken to her like this.

There is also a possibility that one day she will completely forget about that man and live a normal life from then on, get married and have children, erase the national football and start from scratch.

How big is this possibility? Maybe it will never happen. If An Zixi is willing to gamble on her life, maybe the ending will be very different.

Since when did her requirements for life become so low, An Zixi smiled, "Since I'm here with you, let me tell you about my current situation, so that you can get to know me."

Ye Yifan seemed to be very interested in An Zixi's affairs about me, and then said, "You have been reluctant to talk about it before, why do you take the initiative to talk about it now, hehe, actually it doesn't matter to me whether you tell me or not, I think You are a person worthy of my trust, and you will not change your mind because of your past experience, to be honest, I have also experienced many things, both good and bad."

Hearing Ye Yifan comfort herself so much, she was very moved, but she didn't know that to An Zixi, this kindness was beyond heaven, and she would still meet someone who was not relatives or relatives who treated her so well in her lifetime.

An Zixi joked, "I think I must have saved the universe in my previous life, thank you, since you don't mind, I'll tell you my story, because it's really complicated, so I'm worried that you won't have the patience to listen go down."

Hearing An Zixi's words, he raised his eyebrows, his eyes were full of doting, as if looking at his own sister.

She had already told Ye Yifan about the incident in the orphanage, so she continued to repeat it like that. She simply talked about how she became that man's mistress and what happened if she had an abortion. She didn't want to talk about these experiences. He didn't want to hide anything, and he didn't want Ye Yifan to think that he was such a pure and beautiful person again.She herself was not as beautiful as Ye Yifan imagined.

In this world, how many people are worthy of our open chest to tell our own stories? Some people live at the bottom of a well so they don’t know how big the outside world is, and some people think that because they have experienced some tragic things. This world is dark, and it is precisely because of meeting this man who is eager to help her that An Zixi can talk about her ups and downs and trivial life in such a quiet and peaceful way like now.

The corners of An Zixi's eyes were red when he talked about being emotional, but in the end he couldn't help but turn red when he said he wouldn't cry.

"This is the first time I've told others about my life." An Zixi murmured, "Do you think it's strange, but life is so uneventful, and I really want to go back to the beginning. I always feel that the current life is not what I want, what do you think?"

"Everyone is like this. They have their own stories. From your words, I can see another you who is different from you now. When I get along with you, I will always unconsciously imagine you as a weak little sister, but I don't know what you are. No, you are a wise woman. I think your life is wonderful. You don’t need to feel miserable. I’m serious. If you encounter misfortune, you should make your abilities stronger and stronger. When you become When you are strong enough, the difficulties you think now are not difficulties at all." Ye Yifan looked into her eyes, "You have to trust a strange man's evaluation of you, because my evaluation of you will not bring me any harm Or benefit."

An Zixi listened carefully to Ye Yifan's words. In fact, what Ye Yifan said was nothing more than another way to comfort herself. In terms of what kind of person she is, she knew very well in her heart that no matter how sad things were, she would lightly describe them. No matter how serious it is, it's actually not as difficult as she imagined in An Zixi's heart, is it?
"Do you think I'm not a good woman? Hehe, even I think so." An Zixi held her hands tightly, she ignored many details, and only gave some simple descriptions of what happened. There are no other thoughts and emotions mixed in it.

Ye Yifan raised his eyebrows. In fact, he admired a woman who has experienced so many things and can still maintain an optimistic attitude like she is now.

"Don't say that about yourself. Everyone has their own experience. I don't think you are a so-called bad woman. I just think you are very strong. This is something that many women can't match."

An Zixi blinked her eyes and raised the corners of her mouth in a proper arc, then said slowly, "Thank you for saying that, let's get along as before, that man, I won't let it go like this, just like you said In that way, I must now make myself strong!"

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