Unrepentant Marriage: The Global Hunt for the Young Wife

She once said to Cambridge that that kind of pain is the pain of sulfuric acid corroding the heart and producing smoke.

"Jiangnan, I can give you everything you want, as long as you stay by my side, you can go wherever you want and do whatever you want~"

Jiang Nan's bright eyes were stained with mist. This kind of promise should be the biggest concession Lu Jinnian could ever give.

But, Jinnian, do you know?

If today’s departure was to pour a cup of sulfuric acid onto the heart in one breath, then we continue to torture each other, using a dropper to drop sulfuric acid onto each other’s heart, that kind of pain, I’m sorry, I’m really sorry I can't take it anymore.

"I can't do it." Jiang Nan lowered his head and murmured softly, "You know, you can't do it either."

"How do you know if you don't try?"

Jiangnan retreated step by step, the instinctive retreat was like moving backward because of fear when seeing a monster.

This kind of action hurt Lu Jinnian, Jiangnan, to you, am I a monster now?
Jiang Nan knocked down the door, opened it and fled in a hurry. The more he lowered his posture and attitude, the more scared she became.

I am afraid that in his persistence, one day she will either forget herself or her parents, and either hurt herself or him.

Hatred is a poisonous double-edged sword, it hurts yourself while retaliating, but it will also make you indulge in the pleasure of revenge and forget to be together.

Just like the day she stabbed him with a knife, like that day in a dream, when she watched him die, while running towards the fire, she was extremely happy in her heart.

Lu Jinnian held the bed sheet tightly with his hands. This was the first time he had asked for help since he grew up. His self-esteem did not allow him to show his fragile side in front of others, so he let everyone out.

But she still rejected him.

In her eyes, his self-esteem is not worth a penny at all, and his begging is not worth her hesitation at all.

His heart was full of hatred, anger, pain, and a deep sense of powerlessness, which reminded him that this time she was determined to leave him.

Just like when his mother signed the divorce agreement in front of him.

At that time, my father said a lot of threatening words, but he was more reminding her of all the hardships she would encounter in her future life. Those future unknowns did not frighten her mother, nor did his soft-spoken language persuade her. He hesitated for half a minute.

His mother was right in front of him, and he resolutely left without hesitation, not even looking back once.

He walked so resolutely and ruthlessly, as if everyone in Jiangnan hesitated and refused today.

A long time later, after Lu Jinnian almost forgot the time in silence, Lu Pengtao called and asked about everything that happened in the hospital today.

After a few words, Lu Pengtao stood on the balcony, looking in the direction of a certain romantic country, and sighed, "Jinnian, there is a saying that your mother told me, and I want to tell you too, Don't follow the old path of me and your mother. Let Jiangnan go."

"Let her go?" Lu Jinnian thumped his heart. Even if he used his greatest strength to hit it now, he couldn't feel the pain at all. It was already numb to the pain in her ruthless gaze, "Back then Let Mom go, Dad, are you happy? Do you keep looking for the shadow of Mom in other women and think I can't see it? What have you gained after letting Mom go all these years?"

A warm tear fell from Lu Jinnian's eyes, slowly smearing on the white duvet.

Ever since Song Si'en left, he hadn't shed a single tear for so many years. Seeing it now, he couldn't even believe that it was his own tears, and the heartache reminded him all the time of what happened just now.

"Jinnian." After a long silence, Lu Pengtao's voice seemed distant, as if it came from the depths of time, "Jinnian, after that day, at least I got one thing, and that is your mother's smile. She's never smiled that much here."

"When I saw her snuggling up next to that man and smiling like a child in France, I walked from the east to the west of Provence alone. That was the longest day of my life. In my mind, Your mother's mocking smile and the pure smile at that time overlapped over and over again, and I knew at that time that I lost her forever, and I should let her go forever."

"I will not deny that I miss your mother in every silent night, and I cannot deny that she has never left my heart for so many years. But Jinnian, I have never regretted that decision back then, because of that smile, I Knowing that is beyond my reach in my entire life.”

"That's different." Lu Jinnian was still struggling, "Jiangnan loves me."

"Did she laugh then?"

did she laugh?Lu Jinnian asked himself.

In fact, Jiangnan smiled before, and he once looked forward to her smile, when he saw her unscrupulously angry and charming smile in front of others, when she and Lan Yi cuddled each other and smiled slightly.

Later he saw that she finally opened her heart in his company, and her sweet smile was dazzling at that time.

When he really saw that smile, he realized that when she didn't open her heart, she had reservations about smiling to anyone.

Even when she faced Lan Yi, because of sadness and hatred, she never really laughed.

But now what?

He really seemed to be unable to remember the last time she laughed from the bottom of her heart.

The heart began to twitch, throbbing again and again, the pain made Lu Jinnian break out in a cold sweat.

But Jiangnan, give me a chance, the last chance, don't let me leave your chance.

I keep telling you, I don't allow you to leave me, but in fact, I'm not as strong as you think.

In fact, the person who can't live without you is me.

If crying is a manifestation of a person's self-indulgence, if a person's sadness can slowly flow out of the mind with tears, and then dissipate, then after a night of sadness and crying alone, there will be a new day ?
Lu Jinnian, don't ask me, that's not suitable for you, Lu Jinnian, don't call me Nan Nan again, it's not suitable for you and me.

Jiang Nan said silently in his mind, after sitting all night, Jiang Nan got off the tatami by the bay window, went into the bathroom, and put a towel steamed with hot water on his eyes.

During this night of meditation, she thought of many, many things.

She had been on the bed countless times, watching the bright moon and coldness, silently weeping the pillow towel. At that time, she was still sick, and she didn't remember how many nights she spent crying.

Not to mention, in those nights, what she saw in her dream was not a raging fire, nor him like a demon, but him who was seriously molesting her in Provence. On the occasion, he gently stroked her hair, kissed her collarbone, and still cared about him who she suffered from the first time.

I thought it was the first time I was in a daze in the intoxication, I thought I never remembered that night.

But after he looked at her with those eyes and called her Nannan, she suddenly remembered.

She thought of his tenderness, and his care for her that night when he was tossing and lingering.

It turned out that he was so gentle before she used her thorns to attack him.

It turned out that when they first met, she was as soft as a pool of spring water under his body.

What the hell did we do to each other so that we all forgot what we were all like in the first place?

Jiangnan was confused and looked at Du Jiangnan in the mirror, was that Jiangnan or did she know Du Jiangnan before?

Lan Yi knocked on the bathroom door, and Jiang Nan responded softly, and hastily pulled down his long bangs, intending to cover his swollen eyes.

The door of the bathroom opened slowly, and the water vapor filled the air. Jiang Nan walked out of the mist, and at this moment, her fair skin seemed to blend with the mist and dissipate.

Lan Yi stretched out her hand distressedly, but stopped in mid-air, her moist eyes flashed with luster, "Didn't I agree to buy clothes for my little baby today? I'm ready, how about you?"

"I'll change clothes, you go to the living room and wait for me first."

Jiang Nan opened the closet, and there was a closet full of clothes, most of which were sent by Aunt Sun after sorting out for her. In the past, she didn't like to use his money. Most of the clothes were bought by herself. Because of disgust and hatred, the clothes he gave her All are organized and archived.

Later, she was immersed in love, took out all the clothes inside, and made the little girl angry at him, "Lu Jinnian, why are you giving me so many clothes? Why don't you just exchange them for money, you see , it’s not fashionable anymore, and you can’t wear it anymore.”

At that time, Lu Jinnian smiled lightly like a husband, and put the credit card in her palm, "From now on, you will be the master of the house."

Home, what a beautiful word.

Jiang Nan's eyes were sore again, she casually took a blue coat and put it on her shoulders before going out with Lan Yi.

The baby hadn't been born yet, so she didn't know the gender. She was a mother for the first time, and Lan Yi had never been a mother before. The two of them picked out some good-looking ones for the baby, and bought them from birth to one year old.

The two of them looked at the big and small bags of cute clothes, small bags, and shoes, full of a sense of accomplishment.

When going out, the cold winter wind hit, Jiang Nan tucked his neck into the scarf and put his hands in the pockets of his coat. He just wanted to keep warm, but he didn't expect to touch a strange thing.

Round, with edges and corners, it feels like metal.

Jiang Nan took it out of the bag, and was stunned for a moment.

That's the ring~
When they got married back then, neither of them seemed to take it seriously, at least she thought he didn't take it too seriously.

But on the wedding day, he still bought a ring for her.

That day, he put the ring on her hand, his words were full of arrogance, "My wife, Lu Jinnian, must wear the best ring."

Later, she learned that the ring was designed by the Greek designer MR.jkrisy for his wife who had been in love for 13 years. They loved each other all their lives. After his wife died, the designer also died in love.

The name of this ring translated into Chinese is, I will be with you forever.

When she knew this story, it was the day she lost the ring, and he lost his temper that day. Later, she replaced a ring for her, but because she was afraid of losing it again, she never wore it .

Jiang Nan suddenly remembered that when she accidentally flipped through the picture album in Bai Shaochen's study that day, Bai Shaochen said with emotion, "It's nothing, I just thought it was lost."

Nothing, she just thought the ring was lost.