All of this seemed to be within his expectations.He couldn't understand Lu Hanguo's temper very well. When she got this news, how could she sit still and ask Song Qingran to find out? She knew it clearly, but she still didn't stop her. She watched Lu Hanguo go out from the afternoon and didn't come back until late at night.Even if he didn't see it with his own eyes, he could still imagine how embarrassed and haggard Lu Hanguo looked.

Lu Hanguo is like this, no matter how many grievances he has in his heart, he always keeps it in his heart and won't tell others.

Perhaps it is also related to him that caused today's situation.If I hadn't given her hope at the beginning, and finally found Fang Ran to make her despair, how could her character have changed so much in a short period of time.

After all, it was all his fault.

Guoguo, I'm sorry, it's me who makes you full of hope and makes you sad all the time.But please forgive me, and you will understand in the future that I did this for your own good.The distance between us is really too long, I am tired, and I don’t know when I will be able to walk through that long ditch, so please forgive me for giving up.If there is an afterlife, I will never miss you.

Lu Mingxu said silently in his heart.

It's a pity that the current Lu Hanguo still can't understand what Lu Mingxu is thinking, and doesn't want to understand.Maybe after many years, when she thinks back, she will understand what Lu Mingxu has done now.

"Is there anything else?" Lu Hanguo asked him.

Lu Mingxu shook his head and had nothing to say.

I don't know when, the distance between them began to gradually drift away. Lu Hanguo no longer depends on him as before and sticks to him all the time, and will not talk to him when he is sad.

Between them, it really changed.

"Then... I'm leaving first, you should have a good rest." After hesitating for a long time, Lu Mingxu finally said such a sentence.

He wanted so much to say how much he missed her, but now, he could only leave all of this to Fang Ran, the woman he didn't love at all.Fang Ran is indeed very kind, gentle and generous, and also very kind to herself, but no matter how good she is, Lu Hanguo's face still comes to mind.

He didn't know whether his behavior was fair or not to Fang Ran, so what he could do was to try his best to be good to Fang Ran, and even if he couldn't give her love, he had to give her happiness.

"Yes." Lu Hanguo did not refuse.

The door was closed again, but the lights were not turned off. Lu Hanguo just looked at the empty room like that.Even if it's that luxurious, it's still a bunch of dead things without someone to accompany it.

Now she really has nothing.Song Qingran had Danni who came and went again, and Lu Mingxu had Fang Ran. She was the only one, alone.

So be it, be with loneliness.

At night, it was so quiet and cool, only Xia Chan was chirping over and over again outside the window, so tirelessly, Lu Hanguo lay on the bed, staring blankly at the ceiling, unable to fall asleep.

"Ding Lingling..."

The phone rang suddenly, startling Lu Hanguo who was in a daze, picked it up and saw it was Song Zhewen.

After so long, this was the first time he called her.Without hesitation, Lu Hanguo picked it up directly.

"Hey."

"Hey, Guoguo, are you still awake?" Song Zhewen's gentle voice sounded from the other end of the phone.

"No. What's the matter, is there something wrong?" Lu Hanguo asked him.

Song Zhewen obviously didn't expect that Lu Hanguo would tell him like this as soon as he opened his mouth.He knew that Lu Hanguo hated him very much, but it was still difficult to accept Lu Hanguo's attitude for a while.

Perhaps, it was all his own fault.

"It's nothing, I just want to ask how you are doing?" Song Zhewen replied like this.

Suddenly, Lu Hanguo felt that his heart was full of emotion.Even though he had done so many bad things to himself before, he still remembered to care about himself.

"I'm doing pretty well, how about you, how are you doing over there?" Lu Hanguo's tone softened unconsciously.

Perhaps it was because of the environment that Lu Hanguo was so moved. It was just a sentence. When Song Zhewen was in China, he waited downstairs every day to send her flowers and apologize, but she was not moved.It seems that as time goes by, the older she gets, the more she changes.

"I'm fine too, don't worry about me. It's so late, why haven't you rested yet?" Song Zhewen asked her.

Lu Hanguo didn't know how to answer for a moment.Did she say it was for Song Qingran, or for Lu Mingxu?Perhaps even she herself didn't understand, at this moment, in her heart, it was Lu Mingxu's higher status, or Song Qingran's.

She thought that Song Qingran would treat her better if she understood what Lu Mingxu had done to her, but she never expected that the final outcome would be like this.

"It's nothing. I went out to play with Qin Xuan and came back late. Aren't you busy?" In desperation, Lu Hanguo had no choice but to lie casually.

Apart from this, she didn't know how to answer.

"No, I'm not very busy today, so I called you. How is it? Has anything interesting happened recently?" Seeing that her tone softened, Song Zhewen relaxed and chatted with her.

interesting?If what happened in the past few days was also called interesting, then she really didn't know what was called sad.Perhaps extreme joy begets sorrow, that's how it is. She thought that she and Song Qingran could live in peace for a long time after they reconciled as before, but found that the peace these days was also an illusion.Behind the calm, there are more storms hidden.

Perhaps, this is also another kind of fun.

"It's okay. Isn't it like that every day? Whether you are happy or not, it's a day. It's better to face it happily. Didn't you tell me this sentence at the beginning?"

"Yeah," Song Zhewen on the other end of the phone couldn't help laughing when Lu Hanguo mentioned the first two words, "I thought you'd forgotten it a long time ago."

At the beginning, although the first meeting between the two of them was deliberately arranged by Song Zhewen, since that time, he has fallen in love with that innocent and kind little girl. One mistake after another.If he had been ambitious in exchange for down-to-earth success, perhaps all this would not have happened today, and he and Lu Hanguo might not have become what they are today.

"No, how could I forget so much of the past." How could I forget.Those scenes were all engraved in her mind, so beautiful, but correspondingly brought her so much pain.But it doesn't matter, the more beautiful the memory, the more she can remember everything she has experienced, so as to reflect on herself.Having said that, she still has to thank Song Zhewen for hurting her like that before, which made her look down on the hurt that others gave her.

Although Song Zhewen didn't understand the true meaning of Lu Hanguo's words, he also understood the double meaning of this sentence.

Since she is so unwilling to chat with him, then he should not force it.

"It's getting late, let's go to bed early. I suddenly have something to deal with here. I'll call you next time I'm free." Song Zhewen found a reason.

"Well," Lu Hanguo nodded, agreeing, "Okay."

After hanging up the phone, Song Zhewen stared blankly at the bright sun in the sky, imagining whether she was happy or sad on the other side of the sky, whether it was the moon hanging high, or the wind howling and the rain pouring down?It seemed that when she came here, all her emotions had nothing to do with her. They were like two strangers, in their own world, doing their own things. When they thought of it occasionally, they couldn't escape just a few pleasantries.

No matter what their past is, the last thing they have is just a sentence of long time no see.

Perhaps it is destined to be like this between people.

In the blink of an eye, from night to day, Lu Hanguo had a beautiful dream, and woke up with the sun touching his face.

Maybe today should be a good day, she thought.

"Knock knock knock."

The sudden knock on the door woke Lu Hanguo out of his beautiful thoughts.

"Come in." Lu Hanguo stretched and said.

As the door opened with a "squeak", it was Lu Mingxu's handsome face.

"Morning." Lu Mingxu said with a gentle smile.

"Morning." Lu Hanguo calmly pulled the quilt and responded to him.

"Are you free today?" Lu Mingxu asked.

"Yes, what's the matter?"

Did he finally figure it out and want to hang out with her?But I obviously didn't do anything, which is really strange.

"I need your help with something. Fang Ran is sick and resting at home. We were going to pick out the wedding diamond ring together today. I figured your finger is about the same thickness as hers, so I want you to try it on. Yes. Is it?" Lu Mingxu said cautiously.

No matter how cautious she was, such a small request was still like a slap in the face on her face.He was obviously her beloved man, but at this moment, she was asked to accompany her beloved to buy a wedding diamond ring.What else could she say.This man is her brother and the one she loves, how can she bear to refuse.

"Okay," she had no choice but to force a smile, "you go to the living room and wait for me. I'll wash up and I'll be fine soon."

"Well, good." Lu Mingxu nodded in agreement.

Lu Hanguo looked at his back as he turned and left, it was full of loneliness.

How could Lu Mingxu not understand the pain behind her smile, but he couldn't help it.In order to make her give up, in order to make her believe that this is not true love, he can only hurt her again and again, even if she hates herself in the end, it doesn't matter.It is better to hate him than to suffer for a lifetime.

Lu Hanguo got up in a daze, ran into the bathroom, filled a tank full of cold water, and submerged himself in the water.

The water in the summer morning is still extremely cold, but Lu Hanguo squatted in it, without any reaction, only tears kept flowing, just like the vast sea, which will never dry up.

Lu Mingxu, it turns out that to you, I'm just a person who can coax me and tease me when you need it, and is obedient to me, and when you don't need it, you ignore it and pretend it doesn't exist.For you, am I a person, or just an object, an object that you want or don’t want.

Lu Mingxu saw himself sitting there for more than half an hour, but Lu Hanguo still didn't come down, so he couldn't help feeling a little anxious. Seeing him fidgeting like that, Wu Ma thought something was wrong with him, so she went over to ask him.

"Master Mingxu, what's wrong with you?"

"It's nothing." Lu Mingxu shook his head and replied, "I'm fine, you can go down and get busy."

Seeing what he said, Wu Ma naturally didn't say anything, and went to busy with her own affairs.

Lu Mingxu watched the pointer move around, but there was no movement upstairs, so he couldn't help feeling a little anxious, and was about to go upstairs to have a look, when Lu Hanguo happened to run down.

Today, she is wearing denim overalls, her long shawl hair is tied into a ponytail, full of youthful vitality.When Lu Mingxu looked at her like this, he couldn't look away for a while, but it made him even more sad.

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