Unrepentant Marriage: The Global Hunt for the Young Wife
Chapter 338 Tired
Autumn is coming soon, and the leaves outside are starting to fall gradually.The whole yard seemed a little more depressed.The same is true of her relationship with Song Qingran.
At this time, Lu Hanguo was sitting by the window, watching the red leaves flying outside the window.
"Guoguo..." Lu Jinnian's voice came from not far away.
Lu Hanguo turned around following the sound, and responded softly: "Father, why are you free at home today?"
Lu Jinnian smiled, walked up to her and sat down, and replied, "I'm old and tired, and I want to spend more time with you. It's autumn, wear more clothes, don't catch a cold."
A simple sentence was enough to move Lu Hanguo to tears.Even if she loses everything in the end, Lu Jinnian will be by her side, giving her support and warmth.
"Dad, can you give me a hug?" Lu Hanguo said.
Lu Jinnian was slightly taken aback.I can't remember how long, he hasn't hugged Lu Hanguo.One is because he is too busy with work and doesn't have much time to be alone with her, and the other is that he thinks that when Lu Hanguo grows up, he will definitely not like to be by his side all the time like when he was a child.Now that Lu Hanguo actually made this request, he was really surprised and delighted.
As for Lu Hanguo, she had kept this request in her heart for too long.Facing the emotions in her heart, she has been pretending to be strong for a long time, and she no longer wants to, and there is no way to continue to be strong.
No matter what, she was just a girl of seventeen or eighteen years old. At this time, she needed the care and love of her family even more. With Lu Jinnian by her side, she could feel at ease.
From childhood to adulthood, every time I was sad and wept, I would not only have Lu Mingxu, but also Lu Jinnian by my side.Now, she also wants to go back to her childhood.
Lu Jinnian held Lu Hanguo in his arms, patted her on the shoulder lightly, and said softly, "Silly boy, I know you are sad, so cry loudly if you want to cry, no matter what, there is daddy standing in front of you." , I will never let anyone hurt you."
With Lu Jinnian's words, Lu Hanguo couldn't stand it anymore, and burst into tears.That sound was so heart-piercing, it was like a knife was also cutting Lu Jinnian's heart, it was so painful.
Knowing that there will be today, he should have prevented Lu Hanguo and Song Qingran from interacting in the first place.Without giving, there would be no pain like today.Lu Hanguo is the jewel in his palm, how could he endure others bullying her like this.He secretly swore in his heart that he would definitely make Song Qingran regret everything he did today.
"Dad, why, why did he treat me like this, what did I do wrong?"
"No, Guoguo did nothing wrong. All of this is his fault. It's because he didn't know how to cherish you. Silly boy, since he doesn't love you, don't feel sad for him anymore. It's not worth it." Lu Jinnian choked up.
Now that things have happened, he doesn't know what to say to comfort Lu Hanguo. When Song Qingran and Song Qingxuan came home to propose marriage, he originally thought that Song Qingran would be the right person for Lu Hanguo. caused today's ending.
"dad……"
How could she not be sad, she couldn't take care of her anyway, that night Song Qingran confessed to her under the moon, and kissed her lips lightly in the courtyard that night.Those scenes have been recurring in her mind these days like a movie, and every time it appears, her heart hurts even more.
Now three full days have passed, and her heart is also broken.
She met Song Qingran in summer, and it ended in summer, but now it's autumn, but she can't restart her life anyway.
"Okay, Guoguo, listen to Dad, you are my daughter, Lu Jinnian, so you should be strong and brave. In the past three days, you locked yourself at home, and I didn't say anything, but now three days have passed, cry After this time, let's go back to the previous Lu Hanguo, okay?" Lu Jinnian said.
For the past three days, she locked herself in her room without eating. Although Lu Jinnian had never visited her, she knew how much Lu Jinnian was hurting.Every time she clearly heard Lu Jinnian's footsteps stopping in front of her door, but didn't have the courage to open the door between the two of them, he must not have the heart to see himself so decadent when he opened the door .
She didn't want to do this either, but what else could she do except cry.
Seeing that Lu Hanguo didn't respond, Lu Jinnian continued: "Guoguo is a silly boy. Once, your mother and I had quarrels. At that time, we were even at odds with each other. We fought and fought against each other everywhere. I felt sad in my heart, but I still persevere, that's why I have such a happy family now, you and Mingxuan, if you just give up like this, have you ever thought about the future, have you ever thought about loving your parents? During the past three days, you hid in your room and didn't go out, and your mother cried all day long. You don't eat, and she doesn't eat. Do you really have the heart to watch me and your mother feel sad for you? "
Hearing what Lu Jinnian said, Lu Hanguo's heart was a little shaken.She never knew that Jiang Nan was also saddened with her, and also accompanied her in doing things that hurt herself.It was all her fault, she tortured herself, and hurt those who cared about her.Lu Jinnian was right, how could she bear to watch Jiang Nan continue to suffer with her.
"Father, I know I was wrong," Lu Hanguo apologized to Lu Jinnian, "From today onwards, I will become the strong Lu Hanguo, and I will never let you worry about me again. I want to eat the food made by Wu Ma with my mother meal."
Three days, three full days, Lu Jinnian finally saw Lu Hanguo's smile, and finally persuaded her not to be sad. With tears in his eyes, he nodded and agreed: "Okay, okay, I'll let Mama Wu make you your favorite food. dishes."
Lu Hanguo nodded and said, "Dad, I want to change clothes before going down."
"Okay, I'll tell Mama Wu right now, and tell your mother the good news by the way."
After speaking, Lu Jinnian turned around and left. Lu Hanguo could clearly feel that Lu Jinnian's footsteps were much lighter, perhaps because he let go of the big rock in his heart.
Looking at the back of Lu Jinnian leaving, Lu Hanguo seemed to have a warm current pouring into his heart, so warm and so happy.How lucky she must be to be born in such a family with enough money, loving parents, and a smart and considerate younger brother.In this life, what else is there to ask for?
After changing clothes and going downstairs, Lu Hanguo saw Jiangnan with tears still on her face as soon as she arrived in the living room. She looked really haggard, which made Lu Hanguo feel distressed.
"Mom, I'm sorry, I made you worry." Lu Hanguo knelt down in front of Jiangnan with a "plop" and said.
Jiang Nan and Lu Jinnian hurried to help Lu Hanguo up, and said, "Silly boy, you are my daughter, how can I not worry about you. Well, now that you have figured it out, don't be so stupid in the future, let's go, accompany me." Mom, let's go eat."
"Yes." Lu Hanguo nodded in agreement.
The dining table was full of Lu Hanguo's favorite dishes, and she could clearly see Wu Ma's flushed eyes.Presumably, during these three days, not only Lu Jinnian and Jiang Nan were worried about her, but also Mama Wu.
Lu Hanguo just felt his nose sore, obviously he wanted to say so much, but it was all stuck in his throat, and he didn't know how to say it.
"Sister, don't be sad, come, eat more." Ming Xuan who was sitting beside her also brought her a bowl full of vegetables, and at the same time did not forget to comfort her.
Feeling the warmth brought to her by the family, how could she continue to be self-willed, how could she bear to watch them continue to be sad for her sadness.
"Don't worry, from today onwards, I will no longer cry because of Song Qingran." Lu Hanguo promised.
"Okay, this is my daughter, Lu Jinnian. There are many good men, and Dad will pick a good one for you in the future." Lu Jinnian responded.
At this moment, Lu Hanguo could only nod, she was afraid that if she spoke again, she would not be able to hold back her tears.Now that everything is a foregone conclusion, she doesn't want to make the people who care about and love her continue to be sad because of herself.Even now, even Mingxuan knew how to care about her and felt sorry for her.
"Guoguo, you've finally figured it out." Fang Ran's voice suddenly came from beside her ear.
"Sister Fang Ran." Lu Hanguo smiled at Fang Ran who came suddenly, and called her.
"Guoguo, it's great that you can figure it out. I've looked for you many times these days, but in the end I was disappointed. I thought I was going to be disappointed again today." Fang Ran said.
"I'm sorry, Sister Fang Ran, I made you worry about me." Lu Hanguo felt a little guilty.
She didn't expect that because of her own sadness, so many people would cry and feel heartbroken along with her.
Now, looking at the group of people around her and feeling the warmth they brought, Lu Hanguo realized how big a mistake he had made before.Now she understands, and she won't do it again in the future.
"It's okay, as long as you can figure it out. After staying in the room for so many days, you must be bored, so why don't you go shopping with me today, okay?"
"Okay." Lu Hanguo smiled and nodded in agreement.
After making them worry and sad for so long, how could Lu Hanguo have the heart to let them down again.What's more, I have already promised Lu Jinnian that I will return to the previous Lu Hanguo, so I should do what I say.
"Okay, eat quickly, you will have strength if you eat more." Jiang Nan said softly.
Lu Hanguo nodded and did not refuse.
After eating, Lu Hanguo and Fang Ran were walking on the road together, only to realize that what he saw through the window was only a small part. The leaves, grass, and leaves on the street had gradually turned yellow, and the autumn wind blew past them. , From time to time, three or two leaves will fall on him.Lu Hanguo couldn't help reaching out to pick it up. Looking at the yellow leaves, he seemed to finally understand what it means to be in a cold world.
"Sister Fang Ran, after this time, I can finally understand how you felt at that time." Lu Hanguo said suddenly.
Fang Ran didn't expect Lu Hanguo to say this suddenly, and didn't realize it for a while, but then realized that she was talking about Qin Yan, so she smiled and replied: "It may be heartbreaking at the time, but as long as I think about it, it seems like It's nothing.
We live in such a family, we will inevitably encounter exploitation and deception, and few people will meet someone who truly loves each other.Now that you understand it, you should accept the reality, right? It just leaves a scar in your heart. "
Although Fang Ran was smiling, Lu Hanguo could clearly feel the bitterness in her smile.In Fang Ran's heart, she still has Qin Yan. Although in her heart, Qin Yan deceived and used her, it still couldn't stop her from thinking about Qin Yan.After all, Qin Yan really made her happy back then.Just like Lu Hanguo could never forget Song Qingran, after all, Song Qingran had been kind to her sincerely.
It's just that she and Fang Ran are still different after all.Even if Fang Ran is injured, she still has Lu Mingxu who can give her a home, but as for her, even her best friend left her, she must be the real loser.
"Will that scar...will disappear?"
Lu Hanguo herself didn't understand why she suddenly asked such a question. Ever since she found out that Song Qingran was cheating on her, in those three days, she had thought a lot, including Song Qingran, Qin Yan, and of course Lu Mingxu.She couldn't support what Lu Mingxu said to her that day.
He said that he didn't love himself, but because he loved him too much.She used to think that Lu Mingxu really liked Fang Ran, that's why she helped Qin Yan keep the secret, but now, she couldn't guarantee whether Lu Mingxu could bring Fang Ran happiness.
It will be hard to spend a lifetime with someone you don't love.
At this time, Lu Hanguo was sitting by the window, watching the red leaves flying outside the window.
"Guoguo..." Lu Jinnian's voice came from not far away.
Lu Hanguo turned around following the sound, and responded softly: "Father, why are you free at home today?"
Lu Jinnian smiled, walked up to her and sat down, and replied, "I'm old and tired, and I want to spend more time with you. It's autumn, wear more clothes, don't catch a cold."
A simple sentence was enough to move Lu Hanguo to tears.Even if she loses everything in the end, Lu Jinnian will be by her side, giving her support and warmth.
"Dad, can you give me a hug?" Lu Hanguo said.
Lu Jinnian was slightly taken aback.I can't remember how long, he hasn't hugged Lu Hanguo.One is because he is too busy with work and doesn't have much time to be alone with her, and the other is that he thinks that when Lu Hanguo grows up, he will definitely not like to be by his side all the time like when he was a child.Now that Lu Hanguo actually made this request, he was really surprised and delighted.
As for Lu Hanguo, she had kept this request in her heart for too long.Facing the emotions in her heart, she has been pretending to be strong for a long time, and she no longer wants to, and there is no way to continue to be strong.
No matter what, she was just a girl of seventeen or eighteen years old. At this time, she needed the care and love of her family even more. With Lu Jinnian by her side, she could feel at ease.
From childhood to adulthood, every time I was sad and wept, I would not only have Lu Mingxu, but also Lu Jinnian by my side.Now, she also wants to go back to her childhood.
Lu Jinnian held Lu Hanguo in his arms, patted her on the shoulder lightly, and said softly, "Silly boy, I know you are sad, so cry loudly if you want to cry, no matter what, there is daddy standing in front of you." , I will never let anyone hurt you."
With Lu Jinnian's words, Lu Hanguo couldn't stand it anymore, and burst into tears.That sound was so heart-piercing, it was like a knife was also cutting Lu Jinnian's heart, it was so painful.
Knowing that there will be today, he should have prevented Lu Hanguo and Song Qingran from interacting in the first place.Without giving, there would be no pain like today.Lu Hanguo is the jewel in his palm, how could he endure others bullying her like this.He secretly swore in his heart that he would definitely make Song Qingran regret everything he did today.
"Dad, why, why did he treat me like this, what did I do wrong?"
"No, Guoguo did nothing wrong. All of this is his fault. It's because he didn't know how to cherish you. Silly boy, since he doesn't love you, don't feel sad for him anymore. It's not worth it." Lu Jinnian choked up.
Now that things have happened, he doesn't know what to say to comfort Lu Hanguo. When Song Qingran and Song Qingxuan came home to propose marriage, he originally thought that Song Qingran would be the right person for Lu Hanguo. caused today's ending.
"dad……"
How could she not be sad, she couldn't take care of her anyway, that night Song Qingran confessed to her under the moon, and kissed her lips lightly in the courtyard that night.Those scenes have been recurring in her mind these days like a movie, and every time it appears, her heart hurts even more.
Now three full days have passed, and her heart is also broken.
She met Song Qingran in summer, and it ended in summer, but now it's autumn, but she can't restart her life anyway.
"Okay, Guoguo, listen to Dad, you are my daughter, Lu Jinnian, so you should be strong and brave. In the past three days, you locked yourself at home, and I didn't say anything, but now three days have passed, cry After this time, let's go back to the previous Lu Hanguo, okay?" Lu Jinnian said.
For the past three days, she locked herself in her room without eating. Although Lu Jinnian had never visited her, she knew how much Lu Jinnian was hurting.Every time she clearly heard Lu Jinnian's footsteps stopping in front of her door, but didn't have the courage to open the door between the two of them, he must not have the heart to see himself so decadent when he opened the door .
She didn't want to do this either, but what else could she do except cry.
Seeing that Lu Hanguo didn't respond, Lu Jinnian continued: "Guoguo is a silly boy. Once, your mother and I had quarrels. At that time, we were even at odds with each other. We fought and fought against each other everywhere. I felt sad in my heart, but I still persevere, that's why I have such a happy family now, you and Mingxuan, if you just give up like this, have you ever thought about the future, have you ever thought about loving your parents? During the past three days, you hid in your room and didn't go out, and your mother cried all day long. You don't eat, and she doesn't eat. Do you really have the heart to watch me and your mother feel sad for you? "
Hearing what Lu Jinnian said, Lu Hanguo's heart was a little shaken.She never knew that Jiang Nan was also saddened with her, and also accompanied her in doing things that hurt herself.It was all her fault, she tortured herself, and hurt those who cared about her.Lu Jinnian was right, how could she bear to watch Jiang Nan continue to suffer with her.
"Father, I know I was wrong," Lu Hanguo apologized to Lu Jinnian, "From today onwards, I will become the strong Lu Hanguo, and I will never let you worry about me again. I want to eat the food made by Wu Ma with my mother meal."
Three days, three full days, Lu Jinnian finally saw Lu Hanguo's smile, and finally persuaded her not to be sad. With tears in his eyes, he nodded and agreed: "Okay, okay, I'll let Mama Wu make you your favorite food. dishes."
Lu Hanguo nodded and said, "Dad, I want to change clothes before going down."
"Okay, I'll tell Mama Wu right now, and tell your mother the good news by the way."
After speaking, Lu Jinnian turned around and left. Lu Hanguo could clearly feel that Lu Jinnian's footsteps were much lighter, perhaps because he let go of the big rock in his heart.
Looking at the back of Lu Jinnian leaving, Lu Hanguo seemed to have a warm current pouring into his heart, so warm and so happy.How lucky she must be to be born in such a family with enough money, loving parents, and a smart and considerate younger brother.In this life, what else is there to ask for?
After changing clothes and going downstairs, Lu Hanguo saw Jiangnan with tears still on her face as soon as she arrived in the living room. She looked really haggard, which made Lu Hanguo feel distressed.
"Mom, I'm sorry, I made you worry." Lu Hanguo knelt down in front of Jiangnan with a "plop" and said.
Jiang Nan and Lu Jinnian hurried to help Lu Hanguo up, and said, "Silly boy, you are my daughter, how can I not worry about you. Well, now that you have figured it out, don't be so stupid in the future, let's go, accompany me." Mom, let's go eat."
"Yes." Lu Hanguo nodded in agreement.
The dining table was full of Lu Hanguo's favorite dishes, and she could clearly see Wu Ma's flushed eyes.Presumably, during these three days, not only Lu Jinnian and Jiang Nan were worried about her, but also Mama Wu.
Lu Hanguo just felt his nose sore, obviously he wanted to say so much, but it was all stuck in his throat, and he didn't know how to say it.
"Sister, don't be sad, come, eat more." Ming Xuan who was sitting beside her also brought her a bowl full of vegetables, and at the same time did not forget to comfort her.
Feeling the warmth brought to her by the family, how could she continue to be self-willed, how could she bear to watch them continue to be sad for her sadness.
"Don't worry, from today onwards, I will no longer cry because of Song Qingran." Lu Hanguo promised.
"Okay, this is my daughter, Lu Jinnian. There are many good men, and Dad will pick a good one for you in the future." Lu Jinnian responded.
At this moment, Lu Hanguo could only nod, she was afraid that if she spoke again, she would not be able to hold back her tears.Now that everything is a foregone conclusion, she doesn't want to make the people who care about and love her continue to be sad because of herself.Even now, even Mingxuan knew how to care about her and felt sorry for her.
"Guoguo, you've finally figured it out." Fang Ran's voice suddenly came from beside her ear.
"Sister Fang Ran." Lu Hanguo smiled at Fang Ran who came suddenly, and called her.
"Guoguo, it's great that you can figure it out. I've looked for you many times these days, but in the end I was disappointed. I thought I was going to be disappointed again today." Fang Ran said.
"I'm sorry, Sister Fang Ran, I made you worry about me." Lu Hanguo felt a little guilty.
She didn't expect that because of her own sadness, so many people would cry and feel heartbroken along with her.
Now, looking at the group of people around her and feeling the warmth they brought, Lu Hanguo realized how big a mistake he had made before.Now she understands, and she won't do it again in the future.
"It's okay, as long as you can figure it out. After staying in the room for so many days, you must be bored, so why don't you go shopping with me today, okay?"
"Okay." Lu Hanguo smiled and nodded in agreement.
After making them worry and sad for so long, how could Lu Hanguo have the heart to let them down again.What's more, I have already promised Lu Jinnian that I will return to the previous Lu Hanguo, so I should do what I say.
"Okay, eat quickly, you will have strength if you eat more." Jiang Nan said softly.
Lu Hanguo nodded and did not refuse.
After eating, Lu Hanguo and Fang Ran were walking on the road together, only to realize that what he saw through the window was only a small part. The leaves, grass, and leaves on the street had gradually turned yellow, and the autumn wind blew past them. , From time to time, three or two leaves will fall on him.Lu Hanguo couldn't help reaching out to pick it up. Looking at the yellow leaves, he seemed to finally understand what it means to be in a cold world.
"Sister Fang Ran, after this time, I can finally understand how you felt at that time." Lu Hanguo said suddenly.
Fang Ran didn't expect Lu Hanguo to say this suddenly, and didn't realize it for a while, but then realized that she was talking about Qin Yan, so she smiled and replied: "It may be heartbreaking at the time, but as long as I think about it, it seems like It's nothing.
We live in such a family, we will inevitably encounter exploitation and deception, and few people will meet someone who truly loves each other.Now that you understand it, you should accept the reality, right? It just leaves a scar in your heart. "
Although Fang Ran was smiling, Lu Hanguo could clearly feel the bitterness in her smile.In Fang Ran's heart, she still has Qin Yan. Although in her heart, Qin Yan deceived and used her, it still couldn't stop her from thinking about Qin Yan.After all, Qin Yan really made her happy back then.Just like Lu Hanguo could never forget Song Qingran, after all, Song Qingran had been kind to her sincerely.
It's just that she and Fang Ran are still different after all.Even if Fang Ran is injured, she still has Lu Mingxu who can give her a home, but as for her, even her best friend left her, she must be the real loser.
"Will that scar...will disappear?"
Lu Hanguo herself didn't understand why she suddenly asked such a question. Ever since she found out that Song Qingran was cheating on her, in those three days, she had thought a lot, including Song Qingran, Qin Yan, and of course Lu Mingxu.She couldn't support what Lu Mingxu said to her that day.
He said that he didn't love himself, but because he loved him too much.She used to think that Lu Mingxu really liked Fang Ran, that's why she helped Qin Yan keep the secret, but now, she couldn't guarantee whether Lu Mingxu could bring Fang Ran happiness.
It will be hard to spend a lifetime with someone you don't love.
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