Even if Song Qingxuan knew that in Song Qingran's heart, he had so much hard to let go of Lu Hanguo, he had no choice but to come forward to be the bad guy and persuade Song Qingran to let go of everything before.

After all, the matter was caused by him, so he must bear it by himself.

"I understand, don't worry. Dad, I'm a little tired, I want to go back first, you have a good rest, I will come to see you next time."

"Go." Song Qingxuan nodded and agreed.

Afterwards, Song Qingran turned and left the ward.

Song Qingxuan looked at Song Qingran's leaving back, so lonely, which made Song Qingxuan's heart feel uncomfortable again and again.

Before his death, he already felt sorry for Lanzhi, but now, even Song Qingran, the only one Lanzhi couldn't let go of, he couldn't protect him and let him have his own happiness.

When he was under Jiuquan, he really didn't know how to explain to Lanzhi.

After leaving the hospital, Song Qingran didn't know where to go.

It was as if, in every corner of the city, there were memories of him and Lu Hanguo.He had no way to stop himself from missing Lu Hanguo, so he could only let that longing spread to every cell in his body.

He never thought that it would end up like this.

Originally, he just wanted to spend a few days with Dani and take this opportunity to enlighten her so that Dani would no longer seek short-sightedness, but who knew, it turned out like this in the end.

Everything that happened now made him unable to recover.

Perhaps, in this life, he is destined not to be happy.

It's okay to make him suffer, but Lu Hanguo shouldn't be made to suffer along with him.

It was hard for him to let Lu Hanguo come out of the shadow of the previous relationship, but now, he brought Lu Hanguo more pain.

All of this is his fault.If he hadn't provoked Lu Hanguo from the very beginning, none of this would have happened.

However, no matter how much guilt and self-blame Song Qingran has in his heart now, there is no way to undo it.

In this way, Song Qingran walked on the road with this feeling of guilt, and it seemed that only in this way, walking in the crowded roads and crowds, could he barely make up for the emptiness in his heart.

Without Lu Hanguo, his heart was already empty.

At every step, Song Qingran walked with no purpose and no direction at all, as if he was going wherever he went, and he didn't have so many worries at all.

"Be careful!" Song Qingran's ear suddenly yelled.

Afterwards, he only felt that his body seemed to be flying, and then fell heavily to the ground, making a "bang" sound.

In his ears, there were the screams of passers-by and the honking of vehicles.

But in Song Qingran's mind and heart, there was only Lu Hanguo's face.

At this moment, he just wanted to see Lu Hanguo, hug her, and express his feelings to him.

If he really couldn't escape this time, he wouldn't be sad at all, because only in this way, he wouldn't have to marry Dani, and he wouldn't have to break his promise.

However, he could no longer hug Lu Hanguo and say "I love you" to her.

Using death as a way to prove his love for Lu Hanguo is enough for Lu Hanguo to forgive him for the mistake he made?

In the end, Song Qingran fainted.

On the other side, Lu Hanguo stayed in his room, watching everything outside the window.

At this moment, her heart is full of Song Qingran's shadow.

After all, so many things happened between her and Song Qingran in this family.

They hugged and kissed in the garden, basked in the sun and chatted together in the yard.But now, everything is like a dream. When I wake up from the dream, there is nothing left.

She really wanted to leave this place and never come back.

"Knock, knock, knock." There was a knock on the door.

Lu Hanguo didn't close the door, so she turned around and saw Lu Jinnian's worried face.

Lu Jinnian knew that Lu Hanguo must have thought of Song Qingran again.

"Guoguo." Lu Jinnian sat down beside Lu Hanguo and called her name.

"Father." Lu Hanguo smiled.

"Are you thinking about Song Qingran again?"

Facing Lu Jinnian, Lu Han really didn't want to lie to him, nor did he want to lie to himself.So, she nodded honestly, and replied: "Yes. Dad, that was the first time I loved a man with my heart. I really don't know how to forget it."

"Guoguo, don't even think about such a man, Dad will definitely find you a man who is thousands of times better than him, okay?"

He really didn't want to see Lu Hanguo's sad face every day.

Originally, he thought that Lu Hanguo and Song Qingran would be as happy together, but now it seems that Song Qingran brought her far more pain than happiness, and he really didn't want to see Lu Hanguo crying again.

That was the treasure he held dearly in his hand, why did Song Qingran get hurt again and again.

He didn't clean up Song Qingran, it was already for Lu Hanguo's face.Such a man is not worth making Lu Hanguo think about.

But in Lu Hanguo's heart, Song Qingran was such a good man.

She retorted: "Dad, for me, he is the best. I don't want anyone but him."

"However, Danni is already pregnant with his child, so he must be responsible. Guoguo, there is no other way but to forget." Lu Jinnian said, frowning.

If Lu Han really wanted it, Lu Jinnian would have a way to make Dennis's family give up, but he didn't want to do it at all.

Because he felt that Song Qingran was not worthy of Lu Hanguo at all.If Song Qingran really loved Lu Hanguo enough, he would not have done such a thing.

Since he did it, he must bear it himself.

"I know," Lu Hanguo leaned on Lu Jinnian's shoulder, and said softly, "Dad, I will try my best to forget, but now, my mind is full of him. Give me a little time, okay?"

After all, Song Qingran was kind to her once, and touched her so much, it's not something that can be forgotten just by forgetting it.

If it was really that easy, she wouldn't be sitting here alone in a daze now.

Now, Fang Ran and Qin Yan are together. The day before Fang Ran's wedding, Lu Hanguo joked with Fang Ran that she wanted to wear a wedding dress designed by Fang Ran on her and Song Qingran's wedding, but now, the joke was just a joke after all.

Her groom could not be Song Qingran, and Song Qingran would never return to her side.

"Okay." Lu Jinnian nodded and said.

He also knows that it is not so easy to forget a relationship, so as long as Lu Hanguo can not be so painful, he is willing to give Lu Hanguo time.

For Lu Jinnian, Jiangnan and his two children are everything to him, as long as they can do well, no matter what he is asked to do, he is willing to do it.

"Father, I want to go for a walk and relax. Maybe this way, I can forget about Song Qingran soon, okay?" Lu Hanguo asked.

This city carries too many good memories between her and Song Qingran, she really doesn't want to stay here any longer.

She wants to escape from here, to a place where there is no Song Qingran, where there is no memory of them, as long as she can forget Song Qingran, she can go anywhere.

"Okay, where do you want to go, dad will accompany you." Lu Jinnian said.

As long as it can make Lu Hanguo happy, no matter where he goes, he is willing to put down all his work and go with Lu Hanguo.

However, Lu Hanguo didn't want Lu Jinnian to accompany her.

This time, she just wanted to be alone, to come and go for a while.

"Father," Lu Hanguo shook his head, and replied, "I want to go out for a walk alone. Since I was a child, I grew up under your protection. This time, I want to grow up by myself, okay?"

No matter where she went, as long as Lu Jinnian was by her side, she would have some scruples.

Moreover, for so many years, she has not traveled alone.

In fact, in Lu Hanguo's heart, he still envied Bai Zige's life.Bai Zige lived so chicly without any burden.He can go wherever he wants without thinking too much about it.

That kind of life is what Lu Hanguo wants.

However, Lu Hanguo knew that she couldn't be as unscrupulous as Bai Zige, so she didn't ask too much, only this time was enough.

"But, it's too dangerous for you to go alone, I don't worry." Lu Jinnian said, frowning.

"Dad, don't worry, I've grown up, I'm not a child anymore, not to mention, I can't live under your protection for the rest of my life. Some things, sooner or later, I have to face them by myself." Lu Hanguo explained with.

Lu Hanguo had already said this far, and Lu Jinnian couldn't refute, so he could only nod his head and agree.

He said: "I know, when you grow up, you also want to have your own piece of sky, and I won't trap you. But, I hope you understand that the outside is no better than home, and always remember what Dad said, people are sinister, It’s always good to keep an eye on everything.”

"Yes, I know." Lu Hanguo nodded.

Now that she has made this decision, she will definitely protect herself.When she has the courage to come back and face everything, she will come back.

"Then...how long are you going to go?" Lu Jinnian asked.

"I don't know how long until I have the ability to face all of this." Lu Hanguo replied with a smile.

Lu Hanguo's answer did not give Lu Jinnian an exact date, and this made Lu Jinnian's frown even tighter.

If Lu Hanguo can never forget Song Qingran in this life, then, in this life, Lu Hanguo will never return to this city?

Lu Jinnian's face was full of anxiety.

"Father," Lu Hanguo sensed Lu Jinnian's worry and comforted him, "Don't worry, I will definitely come back, it's just a matter of time, I promise you, give me a year, within a year, I will definitely come back." Will be back, okay?"

She only needs one year, as long as that year of freedom.She promised that after a year, she would be able to forget Song Qingran. Even if she couldn't forget, she would pretend that nothing happened, bury Song Qingran in her heart, and live the days to come.

"Okay, I promise you. You have to promise me too. You must take good care of yourself. Don't forget to call me and your mother. Don't let us worry about you." Lu Jinnian instructed.

In this situation now, as long as Lu Hanguo no longer locked himself in the room for three days and three nights like last time, without eating or drinking, or talking to anyone, it would be enough.

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