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Frustrated, her anger did not sway Zhaoshi in the slightest.He could only sigh: "Our Shen family doesn't know what crimes we have committed. We all acted recklessly in this kind of thing." Zhaoshi went to class, and only left a sentence before leaving the house, "Sister, don't tell sister-in-law just now. If you know how to tell him yourself." Zhaoquan looked at his younger brother and replied: "Someday you plan to tell him, tell me."

Only two days later, Zhaoquan really received a call from his younger brother: "Sister, I'm going to Xiaozhen's place today. I want to take him back." Zhaoquan sighed and hurried back to Shen's mansion.

Zhaoshi went to find Xiaozhen, and it was nearly noon when he arrived at the apartment.Xiaozhen was still asleep, and an aunt who combed her hair poured water for Zhaoshi outside and talked with him. "Miss Gu attended a dance last night, she came back too late, let her sleep more." Zhaoshi nodded, picked up the newspaper on the table and flipped through it, suddenly remembered something, and asked the aunt, "You call him Gu?" Miss?" At this time Xiaozhen woke up, leaning against the bedroom doorframe, "Yes, we are old acquaintances, she knows my surname is Gu." Then he asked Zhaoshi, "I have dinner and a dance tonight, do you want to go together ?” Zhaoshi was a little embarrassed.Xiaozhen smiled, "Look, I forgot, the Shen family has strict laws, if you go to those places, I'm afraid you won't be able to enter at night." Sister-in-law has been to the charity ball, you know that. However, I really think that occasion is not interesting, everyone is smiling, so don't go, I will accompany you to dinner and to the theater." Xiaozhen stared straight into Zhaoshi's eyes, "I'm not the second master of your Shen family. If you don't want to go, I won't go. I'm an actor, not only on the screen, but also at the dinner table and at the reception. Whose wine Everyone has to drink, everyone dances. How about it, can you still say you want to marry me?" Zhaoshi couldn't control himself anymore, he hugged Xiaozhen in his arms, kissed her, and moaned. Sobbing, "Xiaozhen, if you marry me, you don't have to go to these places." Xiaozhen looked at her with a half-smile: "Marry you?" Zhaoshi nodded: "I'm here today to take you back Yes. I, I, I have already told Eldest Sister." Xiaozhen pushed him away: "Who told you to tell Eldest Sister Zhaoquan? What did you tell her? Said you were dating me?" Zhaoshi became puzzled: " Xiaozhen, I like you, and I also know that you like me. What is it if two people who like each other are often together if they are not in love? Why do you need to escape? I know, you think I am timid, I dare not disobey the family. But, I am not what you think, I told my eldest sister. Besides, my eldest sister is not what you imagined. She also said, if one day I decide to tell my sister-in-law about this, let I told her in advance. She must be planning to go back and help me persuade my sister-in-law. "Xiao Zhen was unmoved, "Help you convince my sister-in-law? Big sister is going back because she is afraid that you will be beaten to death in the ancestral hall by the family law!"

Zhaoshi felt that this remark was a bit disturbing, "Xiaozhen, I said this to let you know my determination. Do you have to say such poignant words?" Xiaozhen was also helpless: "Zhaoshi, you don't understand, I I like to be an actor, I want to act in a movie, you know this is my ideal. Those dinners and dances are just a small price for me to realize my ideal, I don’t care at all. I marry you, and my ideal is gone. Can your Shen family have A second grandmother who is an actress? Can grandma let me go out to film, drink and dance?" Zhaoshi still didn't give up, "I can understand that you don't want to go home again. We can move out, my name is There is also property in the house, so we can live our lives quietly, which is fine. If you want to do acting, you can continue acting." He stretched out his hand, touched Xiaozhen's face, touched her small nose, Soft lashes, like imagined in the dark before.The illusory Xiaozhen became the reality in front of him, but he didn't know what was wrong, so he could only say softly: "Xiaozhen, I love you." Xiaozhen smiled, "I know. But Zhaoshi, do you know? When I was filming the film about Yuniang, I acted until my husband died, and the director asked me to cry, and said I had to cry for real, so that it would be real. I lay on the coffin, thinking that I was lying in the coffin, I wanted to say goodbye to my yesterday, so I cried so hard that I didn’t even hear the director call to stop. I told you that I used to be like a bird in a cage, from one cage to another. Now that I finally flew out, how can I go back? Even if you can promise me to continue acting, how can I have the heart to leave your Shen family's reputation behind? I beg you, don't put me in such a fire Let’s bake.” Zhao Shiqi became angry: “Since you said that, why did I come to you, let me eat and drink coffee with you, it’s better to refuse me before. Why let people fall into such a pit, now Instead, I put you on the fire!"

Xiaozhen sighed: "Yes, Zhaoshi. I was wrong. I am greedy for your feelings, and I can't bear to refuse, you, please forgive me." She finally reached out to touch Zhaoshi's face, smiling and crying "I used to go into your study with supper, and when I saw this face under the desk lamp, I always thought that the second son of the Shen family was really good-looking. Could the uncle be so good-looking too? In fact, isn't this all a child's wishful thinking? , I now know that your elder brother was born as good-looking as you, so what can I do? Not to mention me, even your sister-in-law can’t get it. You are a noble young master, and you don’t understand the truth. Many things are not If you think it’s good, you can hold it in your own hands. I’m afraid that Grandma was too arrogant and obsessed back then, and that’s why she’s in this tragedy.” Xiaozhen’s words made sense, but Zhaoshi’s thoughts were not on this, he He was startled when he heard it, "Have you met my elder brother?" Xiaozhen shook her head and pouted her mouth outside, "Since we have opened up the conversation today, I'm afraid it will be inconvenient for us to see each other all the time. I have something to tell you. My hair comber Auntie, guess who it is?" Zhaoshi thought for a while, "I look a bit kind, but how do I know who she is?" Xiaozhen whispered in his ear, "This is Lianzhou's mother." She continued He laughed again, "This is also a trick of good fortune. Both of us are concubines of your eldest brother. Speaking of which, she even gave birth to a son for your Shen family." Zhaoshi was very nervous, and grabbed Xiaozhen's wrist, "She knows who you are Oh, right? Then does she know who I am? It’s not that you don’t know how my sister-in-law has treated Lianzhou these years, you can’t do this.” Xiaozhen struggled, and he clamped Xiaozhen’s wrist tightly, as a last resort, Xiaozhen scolded, "What's wrong with me? I've been back to Shanghai for more than a year, and she has followed me. If I hadn't been watching, she might have gone to your house long ago. It's not like she hasn't been there before." Xiaozhen pushed him away, and said angrily: "She has lived with your elder brother for so many years, and she can't recognize who you are, should I say it? She also knows who I am, if it weren't for my bag of bags and silver dollars, her life would be gone. You don't have to pretend to be a filial son to me, this is all the fault of your Shen family." Zhao Shi Speechless, she lowered her head silently, Xiaozhen sighed, "Although Grandma did a great job in Lianzhou's matter, I also know that she had no choice. But Lianzhou fell from his own mother after all. Damn, I told you about this today, thinking that if there is a chance, you can let her see Lianzhou quietly. You don’t need to talk, just look at it from a distance.” Zhaoshi thought for a while Thinking of nodding, he said, "It's not impossible to just take a look, but I have to think long-term. If I pierce this layer of paper, I will be ashamed to see my sister-in-law." Xiaozhen also agreed, "Although I have some thoughts of my own now, it's not that I don't know Good or bad. I know how Grandma treats me and Lianzhou. Even if I die, I won’t do anything wrong to her. Don’t worry about that.”

Zhaoshi didn't know how he left Xiaozhen's apartment, and got in a rickshaw staggeringly.When he arrived at the gate of Shenyuan, he looked into the three-story building with red bricks and gray tiles through the iron gate, and thought, "If you don't fly out, how will you know it's a cage? I grew up here and felt that the three-story building Inside the building is the whole world." Zhaoquan opened the door for him, saw Zhaoshi coming back with his head drooping, and knew that he had probably quarreled with Xiaozhen, before Jingxian came back, he asked him: "Why did you come back by yourself, didn't you say you came back together?" Zhaoshi shook his head, "She refuses." Zhaoquan suddenly became angry: "Why didn't she refuse? Our Shen family can't do her any favors, we haven't seen her for so many years." It's just a word and a piece of paper, but now she's going to get her shoes dirty!" Zhao Shi was worried that others would hear it, so he covered Zhao Quan's mouth.Zhaoquan scolded vaguely: "This girl really has no heart. You are still fascinated by her. I will not allow you to go to her in the future." Come to the door, "Sister, Xiaozhen, she refuses to be with me. She said that she used to be a bird in a cage. She flew out with great difficulty and could not come back. Sister, I can understand her a little bit, and I think I am the same. A bird in a cage, kept here every day. The cage that imprisoned me was made of gold wire, called responsibility, called family property. "Zhaoquan gave him a white look:" Nonsense, you are the thousand-mile horse of our Shen family." Zhaoshi was taken aback, "Sister, what did you say?" Zhaoquan took Zhaoshi's hand and sat down. She looked at her own brother carefully, with a smile in her eyes. "Zhaoshi, when I was young, my brother-in-law and I watched people train horses. Those horses of good breed were raised in the best stables, ate the most exquisite forage, and drank clean mountain spring water. The people who train horses are very good. Take good care of those horses, groom them and bathe them every day. But they are also very serious when training, if the horses are self-willed, they will be whipped." I asked your brother-in-law: "The horse trainer cherishes his horse so much, Why are you willing to beat it? Old Chen told me that if you can be obedient, run when you should run, and stop when you should stop, then it is called a thousand-mile horse. If it is always wild and unruly, no matter how fat and strong it is, it is still a wild horse. So Zhaoshi, you are also our family’s Maxima! Although the horse travels thousands of miles a day, it will eventually return to its stable to rest, isn’t it?” Zhaoshi asked suddenly: “Sister, you said that you are like Xiao That's true, even if she wants to be a free bird, there will always be a day when she gets tired from flying, what will she do then?" Zhaoquan smiled: "It also depends on whether he is a bird or a non-sycamore bird in the end. The phoenix that does not live. If you want me to say, this girl has a clear mind, but she is confused when she is with you. If she can see that you are a thousand-mile horse, she will be her golden saddle in a down-to-earth manner. Well, in the final analysis, about You still don’t believe that you are of the quality of gold and jade.”