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I went to the playground in the afternoon, and as expected, Instructor Yan called more than a dozen people, including Zhaoshi, to a fighting class.This is Zhaoshi's least favorite class. In his opinion, this is no different from fighting, so the class has always been perfunctory.The instructor who came to class today is Cheng Nan. Instructor Cheng has always been brave, accurate and ruthless in his strikes, and never shows mercy.Zhaoshi had to cope with it reluctantly, but it was obvious that after a few rounds, he was beaten and lay on the ground, not wanting to move.Suddenly a pair of powerful big hands grabbed his neck and lifted him up from the ground. "Shen Zhaoshi, unless you are beaten to death by him today, as long as you are not dead, you are not allowed to lie on the ground!" Zhaoshi had to do his best, and after a few more rounds with Cheng Nan, he fell to the ground twice.For the third time, he felt that his eyes were blurred and his voice could not be heard clearly. He was picked up again by those big hands, and slowly opened his eyes. Yan Ming's face was in front of him, and his facial features seemed to be squeezed out of shape by the rage. , Zhaoshi's mind went blank, he staggered and asked: "Why?" As soon as he asked this question, all the people present were stunned.Yan Ming let go of his hand, turned around and left the playground, Zhaoshi's center of gravity was unstable, and he fell to the ground. Cheng Nan pulled him up, with an unbelievable expression on his face, "Shen Zhaoshi, are you crazy? You are a soldier. What does it look like? Your officer ordered you to stand up, and you still ask him why? Like you, you were shot on the spot before you were on the battlefield?" Zhaoshi felt staring at him at this moment, and he wanted to say something but said no After coming out, I stood on the edge of the playground in a daze, watching other students train.After the training, the students all disbanded and went back to class, but he was still standing on the playground.The sun was setting, leaving a slanted shadow, and people passed by him one after another. His eyes were empty and he turned a blind eye to the crowd.

When the sun went down behind the trees, another slanted shadow appeared on the playground.Just as Zhaoshi was about to lower his head, his body jerked up suddenly, and he raised his head again, but his eyes were still empty.Instructor Yan asked him: "Do you not want to graduate?" Zhaoshi looked at the instructor suspiciously: "Why don't you let me graduate after passing all the exams?" Yan Ming sneered: "There are still several courses without exams. Why do you say that you have passed all the exams?" Zhaoshi replied: "I have already passed the subject with the worst grades, and it is impossible to fail the other subjects, unless, unless"

"Unless what?"

"Unless, instructor, you don't let me pass on purpose"

"Your worst grade in that class?"

Zhaoshi swallowed, and answered "Fighting", Yan Ming had a good time, "Then you have the guts to ask me why today? Do you want to know why I asked you to make up the fighting class or why I asked you to stand up?" Zhaoshi also asked at this time. Go all out, "Although my results in fighting are not good, but I have already passed the school's requirements, why do I still need to make up lessons? Just now, I have already lost to Instructor Cheng, why must I continue unless I die in his hands?" Subordinate? I would rather die at the hands of the enemy!"

"Hmph, dying at the hands of the enemy? You don't deserve it! A person like you can't go to the battlefield, and you don't deserve to die at the hands of the enemy!"

"But I've already been on the battlefield!"

"Last time you were just a soldier, and when you go to the battlefield, you are an officer, holding other people's lives in your hands! Shen Zhaoshi, have you ever heard that there are raging soldiers and raging generals! How can you be a coward who cares about gain and loss?" Leading troops into battle?" Yan Ming's words angered Zhaoshi, "I'm not a coward!" Then he punched him, Yan Ming dodged it lightly, and then went towards Zhaoshi fiercely with his palm.In this way, the instructor and the students fought on the playground. Zhaoshi exhausted some energy in the fighting class and stood on the playground for a long time. In any case, he was no match for the instructor who was waiting for work. His eyes turned black, and he really fell down and couldn't get up.

When he regained consciousness, he was already lying on a hospital bed in the military medical room.Zhaoshi moved his body, his hands were still stuck with liquid, one eye seemed swollen, and he couldn't see clearly. He squinted his eyes, and sitting beside the bed was still the "King of Hades", which made him terrified.Seeing him waking up, Yan Ming's tone was no longer as severe as before, "Are you awake?" Zhaoshi got up embarrassed, "Teacher, instructor, I." Yan Ming waved his hand, "Okay, don't move around, what are you! "

Zhaoshi buried his face in the pillow and did not look at Yan Ming. Yan Ming sat on the edge of the bed with his shoulders straight, "You must want to know why I treat you like this." Zhaoshi raised his face, Nodded: "Students ask themselves that they are diligent and hardworking, and their grades are still excellent. Before the Eastern Expedition, I could see that the instructors were also lenient to me. I don't know why they have suddenly become strict recently." Yan Ming suddenly doted on me. He patted Zhaoshi on the back of the head: "The second child in the millennium thinks he has excellent grades." Zhaoshi's expression was a little unnatural, and the instructor's behavior reminded him that he often patted Lianzhou's head like this, laughing and scolding, and Yan Ming also suddenly I felt that this behavior was a bit like treating a child, and immediately sat upright like a mountain.Then he said: "I came from a family of martial arts, so I went to the Japanese Army Officer Academy, and after returning to China, I also served as an officer in the Beiyang Army. How can the army have combat effectiveness? The first student I met when I joined Whampoa was just like you. He had a distinguished family background, excellent knowledge, and devoted himself to the army for his ideals. Only the new type of army can bring out recruits with courage and skills. Speaking of which, you are really similar, with excellent performance in all theories and operations, only physical fitness and combat courses are slightly weaker. I didn't care much at the time After all, a new army like ours also has a lot of work to be done by party representatives and political teachers. For an army, it is not enough to know how to fight. It is not enough for every soldier to understand why fighting is the most important thing. I believe you are all good at doing this I still thought about it until you entered school, and I even mentioned it to that student, thinking that you are also a good material to be a political teacher. But I overlooked a problem, people like you are idealists , when the battle really comes, how willing to hide behind, you must volunteer to go into battle. And when it really comes to the battlefield, there is no difference between No.1, No.2 and No.3, either you die or I live .”

Before the story of Instructor Yan was finished, Zhao Shi hurriedly interjected: "I'm not afraid of life and death, I dare to sacrifice." Yan Ming smiled bitterly, "Yes, you are all proud people, not only dare to Sacrifice is simply willing to sacrifice. Your pride makes you not hesitate to say words like saving your life, but as an officer, daring to sacrifice is important, but preserving strength and accumulating strength is also an indispensable ability. Before that, you learned how to fight in the military academy. Soldiers in the formation, how to move forward bravely, what I want you to practice recently is how to save your life at a critical moment and survive in a desperate situation. Everyone who walks out of here has exhausted the instructor's efforts, and is expected to become a master in the future I am not afraid of your sacrifices, I am afraid that your sacrifices are not worth it, I am afraid that you have a chance of surviving, but you will be killed by the enemy." Zhaoshi suddenly remembered a person, He was shocked, "Instructor Yan, you mean?" Yan Ming nodded: "You guessed right, the first student I met here was Sui Jingyuan. Instructor, I originally thought you could be like him. But since he died in the city of Huizhou, I have been worried day and night that you will be like him." Zhaoshi blushed: "How can the student be so caring for the instructor." Instructor Yan smiled "Yes, the second child in a thousand years." Zhaoshi muttered, "Then why don't you train Jiang Pu extra, he will always be better than me, he is the future star." Although Yan Ming felt that Zhaoshi's words He was very childish, but he didn't mention him, instead he sighed: "Jiang Pu is indeed very talented, rare. I am only worried that he is too sharp, and his wisdom will hurt him, but it depends on his own understanding. It’s beyond the ability of the instructor.” He continued, “I really care about students like you and Jingyuan more. Although I am a rough person, I can also see that the upbringing of children from a family like you has always been neat and tidy. I don't have the bad habit of smoking and drinking. This is what a new army officer should look like. I join the army because of my family business, and if you don't enter this gate, you are all sons of aristocratic families who are surrounded by others. You must have great trust in our army to come here. I have read the letter of your entrance examination, and I saw that when you told your sister-in-law that your crime of unfilial piety can be as high as the sky, even to you This young man has a feeling of admiration in his heart. I have to cherish you so that I can be worthy of your trust. I have already made a mistake with Jingyuan once. Come back." After Yan Ming finished speaking, the room became quiet, and it was only at this time that Zhaoshi heard the slogans on the playground.In his impression, Instructor Yan has never been serious, and his orders are short and clear. He has never said so many words since he has been in school for so long.Probably because he lost his parents at a very young age, Zhaoshi has always been an insecure person, if no one pays attention to him, he can still get along with himself, but if someone pays special attention to him, it will make him panic, afraid of letting him down other people's hearts.Now facing Instructor Yan who said something from the bottom of his heart, Zhaoshi was extremely uneasy, as if he was standing in his sister-in-law's room.He blushed again thinking about the stupid things he had done, and murmured, "Thank you instructor, I'm sorry, the students were rude today." Yan Ming's expression became serious again at this time: "Hmph, your mistake is as simple as being rude. Is it?" Zhaoshi was embarrassed: "Yes, instructor, I was wrong."

"What should I do if I disobey the instructor's order in public?" Zhaoshi's heartbeat suddenly accelerated. Hearing what the instructor said, he didn't intend to let him go. It was clear that he had talked affectionately for a long time just now, why did it change now?Before he could recover and answer, Yan Ming said: "I'm cured, I will be locked up for three days according to the law!" Without even looking at him, he went out.